Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!!

Applause Novel 18 Reaper's Wish

"She's the princess of the Duke's house, the head of this country."

When I asked her where she was, the witch returned those words.

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Though he had fled Sahaja with his life, my curse was on the move.

I feel a snake wrapped around my body.

At first it was just the torso. That feeling spread as the day went on and now it was enough to cover the whole body.

- - Death is approaching.

I knew no matter who didn't tell me.

My body aches got bigger every day, and even though I wasn't injured, I started drifting this morning to the smell of blood.

It could be over now, there were too many conditions in place to think so.

Into the Kingdom of Wilhelm, a week had passed.

I don't even know the exact place I am right now.

From the sight of the royal castle in the distance, I can see how close the king's capital is.

Dragging your feet, still moving forward step by step.

I only thought about my father's will and came this far, but I want to end it all in so much pain.

And I hit someone.

My body falls to the front. [M]

I don't have the strength to get up already.

A woman, presumably a nobleman, is saying something.

I can't talk anymore, but I only managed to hear my voice.

... I regretted not asking.

You were in a hurry for me with no reaction, and eventually a woman gave someone an order.

Probably the choice between being forced to wake up or being beaten up.

Think with an unclear head.

... Nothing, okay? I'm going to die anyway. I don't care what happens anymore.

I meditated my eyes on the border of giving up, but someone blocked it from me.

Confirm with blurred vision how to stand in a cover.

This one's a woman, too. A qualitative figure, but probably noble too.

I wondered why nobles imitated me, but she quickly exchanged the women.

Two women look at me. The headscarf I was wearing slipped off and my eyes became dewy.

I hold my immobile body, wondering if I can be seen with that disgusting eye again, and I think to throw.

In fact, the first woman said she was disgusted and vehemently rejected me.

I knew it.

In a rough breath, I lowered my eyes to think so, but doubted my ears to the line of the woman who helped me.

"It wouldn't be a reason to abandon someone you know is injured."

That's what I say, and when I chase back the woman who refuses, she starts to wonder how I am.

Soon there was another increase in signs.

Probably her escort or something. The man took her orders and started looking into my body anomalies.

I can't help you with the curse...

I opened my eyes thinly to the words of the man in the escort.

Yes, I have no choice but to die.

Then.

- Get it down.

I told her just how her lips moved as she looked worried about this one.

I fell in love with her even though she said she was in this condition with her beautiful purple eyes.

How many years has it been since I've seen a gaze of pure compassion for myself?

I thought it would be my main hope if such a person could take care of me. But...

"Do you want to?

I looked out for her unexpectedly, who gave it back.

With a slightly more serious look on her face, she stared at me and said she had made up her mind.

"Okay. Then I'll do something for you."

I don't know why she told me that.

Still, he strokes his head with gentle hands, and I meditate my eyes without the power of nature and my whole body.

I can't believe how someone's hands feel. That's since I was a kid.

The warmth makes me cry.

I thought I didn't have to wake up like this anymore.

As long as you wake up and despair awaits you, what's wrong with thinking that you want to die immersed in the happiness of this past time.

I was on the verge of losing consciousness in her arms. I did think so, and I let everything about myself loose to her.

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I can hear someone talking.

When I woke up stimulated by that voice, I found myself in a building somewhere.

The smell is full of herbivorous smell.

I was confused not knowing what had happened to me.

He didn't get caught. I was relieved to make sure my hands, legs, and entire body were free.

It was she who helped me earlier that I woke up.

When the curse was broken, she hurriedly checked her entire body, unbelievably by her laboring eyes.

"The spells are gone..."

There was no discomfort anywhere in my body that could be tightened by a snake.

I lost my word to the sense of emancipation I haven't felt in a long time.

"He saved my life."

Surprised by the voice of the old woman who came.

She did?

No way, how.

Although I asked, she didn't just tell me about the garlic.

I thought it would be rude to ask my benefactor any more, so I pulled back and thanked him again.

I couldn't help myself. I saved my life.

I asked what I wanted with the intention of responding to any demands.

Yet all I got back was the word because I just did what I deserved.

There was no demand for me in those eyes, only the sentiment that I was glad I was able to help.

I couldn't believe it.

Does such a person exist?

Look me in the eye and I won't change my attitude at all. On the contrary, he laughed and praised me for being beautiful.

I felt like I hadn't been treated as a person in years.

Then one got bored, but in the end she didn't nod at the words she wanted to give me back, she just took care of me, and she left.

Just because I did it on my own.

I laughed beautifully that I was a reward. [M]

It was when the drug witch questioned me that I realized they had taken it completely.

To the witch who asked me if I would welcome her to the Lord for joking, I said I could try it with nature.

I was surprised myself as I said it.

Because I didn't even think about it.

I blew up everything I was supposed to need to know about what kind of person the Lord deserved, and when I realized it, I was making a statement affirming the witch's words.

Well, do I want her to be the Lord?

She still treated me like I was a normal person, even though she knew about me.

She never denied it, laughed and accepted it.

How good would it be if I could have stayed by her like that and protected her?

I was noticed by myself thinking so.

But in order to do that, we have to identify her.

I need her to ask for me, too.

Rehabilitate her health and I decide to go back to her.

Instead of seeing how it went, I was honestly surprised by the information the witch gave me.

The only daughter of the lead Duke's family. Prince Wang's fiancée. Later Queen.

I never thought she was such a person.

But then maybe she'll need it.

There must be something I can do to help.

Dressed in a clan outfit, I head to the mansion where she lives.

I held my left eye down gently as I ran low.

This left eye holds the secret art of the clan as a sorcery formation.

You can only use it after you get the Lord and unseal it.

However, it was only allowed to be used once before the contract in order to try out those who might be the main ones.

Use it to try her.

What can she say when she sees Hiyuma's secret tricks?

Will you look into your red glowing eyes and turn away from me this time when you feel sick?

I want to believe that won't happen.

But there's no way I can say I'm absolutely fine.

If she tries to be hated or used - she can't be the Lord.

When that happens, there's no choice. Let's give up and leave her.

We're on a new journey. To find the Lord we haven't seen yet.

Prepare to be sad, I run.

I really want to stay on her side, comfortably, without saying anything.

But because I want to protect her with my own hands for treating me like a person.

To do that, I'm gonna have to ask her to be my lord.

I just wish for her to take my heart away from me vividly.

Let me admit you. Let me think you're the only one.

And I want her to embrace me, too, and be my only lord.