Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!!

... It was dangerous.

I remember what happened earlier as I broke up with Liddy and headed back to my own eastern tower.

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Maintenance of transfer gates dedicated to royalty. It was me walking in the royal neighborhood for that job about once a week, but suddenly I was stopped by a voice I could hear.

"Will!!

My leg stops unexpectedly in that voice.

Turning to the voice, there was Liddy surrounded by Kingsguards, calling me.

"Liddy!?

If I rushed over to her, did you know who I was? The Kingsguards moved a little away from her side and gave me the place.

She stares at this one as relieved.

I was stunned by the way it looked for a moment.

There's nothing wrong with that.

She just, like always, stretches her back out and stands.

Yet I felt a hint of colour coming from her now.

They just turned their eyes on me, and my body gets hot.

Backwards and out of sight, the dress she was wearing caught my eye.

Beautiful dress with a large open dark blue gradient around the collar.

Built to go along with her body. It looked good on her skinny, but I could see Her Highness's iconography clearly engraved on her chest, and her chest hurt.

Moments, drawn back to reality.

I look at it all the time, and when I exhale, I look at it like it's nothing, and I ask why I'm here.

Then she said as if she was in a little trouble.

"I was here early for the club tomorrow night. I was just getting a little bored and thought I'd go for a walk... how could Will get here?

Tomorrow night club... that won't be all. I hear Liddy will also attend tomorrow's meeting with Prince Sahaja. I soon found out that it was probably an early ascent for that reason.

Still shy away from having a Kingsguard around her, Satanic. She only talks about nightclubs.

I didn't touch her either, and I answered her questions.

"Maintenance of the Royal Transit Gate."

You were interested in my answer, and when I heard it, Liddy said she wanted to accompany me.

But only royalty lets in that room. Other than that, I'm the only one in there who's been tasked with maintenance.

I want to do whatever she wants, but I just can't ignore the rules.

I'm sorry, but I thought I'd say no, and I got a gaze on her chest again.

... well, she should too.

The presence of 'Wang Hua' had shown that she was already recognized as royal.

I finally thought to myself there, ignoring my heavier heart and nodding at her.

"... no, it's nothing. Liddy wouldn't mind."

"Are you sure?

"Oh."

"Thanks!"

Admittedly, Liddy broke his face.

Even if I could just see that smile, it's worth doing her a favor.

I mocked myself for thinking that I was still seriously ill.

That's how I brought Liddy to the room with the transfer gate, and I told her to let me go and go into maintenance work as planned.

As I crouch and work, I still wonder about her signs other than myself.

If I couldn't concentrate and looked at her properly, I was uncommonly observing the metastasis gate.

Interestingly, she glances at the metastasis gate.

Curious as I know, she doesn't know and laughs.

My heart rises just because I think she's on my side.

Whether the desire to spend more of the same time as her had appeared, it had taken more than twice as long to maintain.

If you realize that, you'll have to laugh.

I get stunned by my actions that are too honest.

Still, I can't even be happy.

I thought about the heavy responsibility she was carrying, and if I noticed, the words were leaking.

"Your Highness... are you being nice to me?

I regretted not asking her, who rounded her eyes for a moment.

- It's a pointless question.

I already understand that Her Highness loves Liddy so much, and I was reminded that she thinks of Her Highness.

Your Highness can't possibly not take care of her. That's probably the kind of drowning that doesn't hurt to put it in your eyes. That's how quickly I can imagine.

- Because if I were Your Highness, I would.

Advice She brought a positive response with a fluffy grin.

That look of happiness determines something in me.

And with a slightly troubled face, I ask him if he looks like he's struggling.

I can't see... there's no way I can see.

She always decides everything by herself and walks away by herself.

Even if there was regret there, I would never look back because it was my decision.

Just look forward and leave me at all times.

... is going out of my reach.

"No... I can't see. Liddy... you're no different."

I like the way she is, even though she cares about things that are unlikely to be a noble woman. I loved you.

Yes, she's no different.

For ever, as I loved her.

I wish she'd changed, but with her as she is, this time she's going to the highest place.

"Right? So it's okay. Thanks for your concern."

"Huh!!

Suddenly she peered into my face and I was so surprised that I was about to hold my breath.

At a distance where you can even feel your breath, your heartbeat jumps.

I couldn't stand too many shocks and jumped back.

It beats so fast that my heart hurts so hard.

I seriously thought I was going to die of shock.

She doesn't realise how I feel at all, and she makes a stubborn gesture.

Cute, dull and cruel Liddy.

I don't suppose you've ever thought about what I think I'm always up against you.

I can't believe I don't like to be misunderstood by others for wanting you to look at all kinds of faces.

Please, don't please me any more.

With a hundred understandings that there is no profound meaning, don't you expect it?

Maybe I still have a few chances. [M]

... even though I know that's not true.

I was very upset inside, but I kept talking to her about not loving her otherwise.

Retake your mind and resume maintenance of the transfer gate.

When I saw her talking about Prince Wang of Sahaja and wondering what kind of people were coming, she had a cheerful look of intrigue.

She doesn't do anything busy when she looks like this.

I had a bad feeling from my previous experience, and the truth leaked to me to make love to me.

Then she approached me in a relaxed manner.

Apparently, quite a few people caught my eye.

When I wonder who praised her, I get kicked as much as I want from behind.

"Go."

"Ouch, Liddy...... what"

I stood up and sighed and I heard a huffy and satisfied voice.

The poison is drained, and so is the body's strength.

Woohoo...... it's Liddy.

... I know, she I've always loved.

"You are not at all... really the same"

"Ugh... it was an eight hit. I'm sorry."

There's no way I can be angry.

I can't help but be happy with her behavior, which treats me with the distance I've always had.

There's no need to apologize at all.

I said to her as much as I wanted to scream.

"Fine, that's why I'm you..."

Looking back, staring at her.

She looks strange.

... cute. I can't help but love you. It is no surprise to dedicate everything to me. [M]

I love her so much. She's so close. Reach out and you'll be within touchable distance......

"Will?"

I can hear Liddy.

But it doesn't seem real. She's all I see in my eyes. [M]

I want to touch that cheek. I want to touch and hug.

... and I want to take away those cherry blossom lips.

The desire grows.

I couldn't stand it. I reached out to her.

She just sees it.

I don't understand what's going on. That's the look.

I guess you have no idea what I'm trying to do.

But I don't care about that. I want to touch her. I want her.

The brake I was always wearing breaks. Thoughts are solicited and unbearable.

Almost there. I'll be able to reach her in a minute.

That's when I thought so.

Guh.

Her belly bug rang.

She looks bright red and backs off.

I finally got back to my sanity on that move, too.

……

……

... unbelievable.

What was I going to do now...?

Stunning.

I couldn't believe my actions.

Even if I can't get her, I wish I could think of her and do it for her.

That's what I was supposed to think...

I wanted to strike my head against the wall thoughtfully for my actions earlier.

I almost did something I couldn't take back...

Shocked by what I had done, I nevertheless responded to her hunger and removed the candy I had always sneaked out of my nostrils.

Her favorite grapey flavor.

I often complain that I'm hungry. For her sake, I've always carried snacks for her.

The habit is still intact and this is how I had it today, but it seems to have helped.

"Ahem."

I'm not alert at all, I'm gonna throw candy in Liddy, who opens his mouth.

Watching her laugh happily makes me glad I didn't do irrevocable things with impulse.

- Yes, I want to protect her smile.

What if I break it? [M]

Though I think so, she hears cruel things again.

I wondered why you always have food.

It's up to you.

But... there's no way I can tell.

To delude, if the sorcerer says the proper thing to do when he is hungry, Liddy, who cannot use magic, honestly believed it.

That honesty is both loving and... hateful.

I want to grab her shoulder and shake it because I don't know why you don't notice.

Still...

I was the one who loved her like that.

I'm the one who can't give her up forever. [M]

I just laughed at the pain in my chest that made me want to cry.