Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!!
Marquis Lady's Mourning 3
"Ha..."
He said he was able to talk to Prince Wang because of it, but didn't want to see the two of them in line, so he jumped out of the room to escape.
This shouldn't happen. Even though I can't play the role imposed on me by this.
That woman...... no, even if I looked close where she and Prince Wang lined up, I should have been prepared not to get upset.
But I knew it, but I couldn't stand it, and it turned out to be like this.
One of the Kingsguards who was packing in front of the room calls out.
When asked if he had done his errands, he nodded vaguely and was instructed to follow him because he was taking him to the general area.
A royal neighborhood where I am not allowed to move freely.
If she's getting Wang Hua, I'm sure she can walk with no eating face.... with Prince Wang.
"Huh..."
My chest was painful just to imagine, and I leaned over unexpectedly.
Obviously, something's wrong. He asks me if the Kingsguard is okay.
And when I spoke of what was right with you two, I was strangely convinced.
"Oh, because Your Highness was on his way there earlier. If you saw it in person, you'd be surprised. Your Majesty's drowning love for Her Majesty's Queen is a famous story among our Kingsguards."
It's best to pretend not to see it for yourself either. Even as the face of the Kingsguard laughing at him for saying so, there was a favorable sentiment for the two of them.
From that appearance, I realize that she is already recognized in the castle as the righteous queen. Even though I knew that was the only thing I could do, I couldn't help but be hard and hard. I grip my fist all the time.
I would have given up, but I would have broken it off that there was nothing I could do, and I would ask myself without meaning why it wasn't me.
The answer is the simplest thing.
Because it was she who Prince Wang chose. End of story.
"Here we go. Is the pick-up carriage okay?
"... yeah, I'm fine because I'm already waiting. Thanks."
I say thank you to the Kingsguard who sent me to the general district and break up.
The carriage is at the end of your eyes and nose. With a chest ache, he boarded the carriage of the Marquis family, which was already waiting.
Sitting back in the seat, one person in the carriage looks back at his or her actions today.
Have I succeeded in the end? Did it fail?
The mission of 'Becoming a Friend', which I thought would never be possible, should have been done for once.
I was honestly just amazed at the measure of light forgiveness for me for having behaved so badly the last time, but what I am looking for is not a vessel as a princess king or anything like that. I don't care about that stuff.
I just want you to think of Prince Wang and me, that's all.
"... I should have been a little more patient"
From that point of view, my achievements today are nil.
Days have passed since then. Perhaps the relationship between Prince Wang and her had also changed somewhat. Then all I had to do was stay there and get an accurate picture of the situation. But...
"I couldn't look at it."
Prince Wang's gaze toward her.
Give me that sweet, loving look that I've never shown anyone.
If they show up so close, the love heart they should have given up hurts with pain.
Even though I know it's impossible that his heart should turn to me.
All that person's heart is her thing, and it is only a smile as a duty that can be directed at us. If I saw the swinging grin directed at her, I knew perfectly well how meaningless the smile that was directed at us was. I had to understand.
It's true that I was still in love with that one. Even though I understand that love has been torn, my heart still continues to complain of pain.
There was no way I could stand that situation.
I thought back to earlier occasions and exhaled heavily in the carriage.
"In the end, you mean you had no idea..."
I meant to be ready, but my heart still doesn't feel intact.
You mock yourself for being such a fool. At the same time, I felt like I had lost my powers, which had remained in all this time.
As soon as...
Suddenly, I realized. I suddenly saw something I hadn't seen.
"... ah..."
I loosen my eyes in amazement.
At that time, she couldn't forgive her unconsciousness towards Prince Wang, and she pushed on with momentum. But on second thought, wouldn't that have been too selfish a story? That's where I finally realized.
Because in the end, all I want is for you to give up your thoughts with both thoughts properly.
For that reason, I was thinking about getting her to see me scared.
Whoever hears it, it's a terrible story.
"Yes, right... There was no way I could have been qualified to say anything about the two of you... it seems stupid to realize something so obvious by now."
Normally, you would have figured it out. This is not for me to lay down. He said it was a problem for both of us to solve.
All I could do was to retreat gently and pray for happiness from afar, as I had thought from the beginning.
Meditate your eyes all the time. I just wanted to cry over the fact that I realized it now.
"Oh...... how could"
I moaned at the pushing regret and covered my face with both hands.
How could I not have noticed it before? I should have had as many chances to turn back.
Mad of jealousy, I even want to disappear like this because I'm too stupid to forget me.
Grab the two arms on the left side.
When I touched it, my liver got cold because I felt like I could poke that it was really what happened when it wasn't a dream.
- A few days ago, a magic stamp was forcibly engraved as a sign of a contract.
That now exists inside the two arms you're hiding.
If you touch it, you will have heat, and you will insist strongly on existence.
"If you do your part, it will disappear. Just to see if you've fulfilled your promise. You don't have to worry if you're not going to make a fool of yourself, do you?
The man's words rise to the back of his brain.
He said that it was okay, that he would just set up a prank, but would that really be all he needed to do with all this?
The only consolation is that the person's identity is well known.
That's why I was willing to listen to that woman when she introduced me, and I eventually, no, but I agreed to listen to the favor.
I really didn't want to snort, but I knew it was still an atmosphere where I wouldn't even be allowed to leave the spot if I didn't snort.
It has not existed since I was invited, such as the right of veto.
I was foolish to follow this boring jealousy of
How could you not have been calm just a little more? If you think about it normally, it shouldn't be possible to invite it in itself.
Did you envy her that much? Prince Wang loved her.
Unfortunately. But it's too late for everything.
Shivering hands together, praying even. I don't even know what I'm praying for anymore, though.
"Please, don't be terrible..."
If it ends the way he said it would, that's fine. That's the best part.
It's just a joke that I was worried about.
But if it wasn't...
Every time I think of that nasty grin, my spine trembles.
Honestly, I don't think it's going to go as we speak.
Still hugging himself, he shook his head desperately.
"... no, Migliaria. No, don't think about it."
Yeah, it's no use thinking about it.
Because I've already taken his hand as an accomplice.
I must fulfill the mission that has been entrusted to me.
That's the contract. Otherwise I...
"I'm sure I'll end up talking like that one said. I just need a little help with that… yes, that's all…"
Pretend not to desperately see a bad feeling coming through your chest.
I tell myself over and over again to believe it. Otherwise, I can't stand it.
I didn't even think about it as much as dew trying to make her aware anymore.
It's more a matter of what I do now than that.
It's horrible to just imagine what the hell that's going to cause.
For one thing, I want to kneel before her and Prince Wang and confess everything.
But I couldn't do that.
The covenant of my magic seal also contains a prohibition against speaking out. I can't tell you anything, even if I know it will be used.
If you take any form at all, I will surely die. I wasn't told directly, but I kind of understood that.
Everything is goose riddled, I can't take one movement.
I know my reckless behavior is the result of what I've been invited to do. But there's not much like this.
I wish I hadn't noticed. That would have left me as foolish as I was earlier, and I would not have been offended by guilt.
When you wake up, you can't even confuse anxiety with jealousy anymore.
In the midst of seemingly zero tears, I noticed a very simple fact.
"... oh, you must not have been loved because you are such a weak me"
I think of her with a strong light in her eyes.
I can tell from just a little talk. If she had a strong will, I'm sure this wouldn't happen. Even then, I felt I figured out why I wasn't chosen.
I hate her for being chosen by Prince Wang. I envy you more than that.
And I'm sincerely angry with her for not responding to that thought.
At first, that really should have been all.
"... how did this happen?"
Where the hell did I go wrong?
If I noticed, I'd come this far.
I deserve everything. I know, but I can't help but say it.
"Someone, please..."
Before I do anything irrevocable.
I know full well that it is a convenient wish. Still...
Words spinning with trembling lips were erased along with the noise of the wheels of a running carriage before they reached someone as a voice.