Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!!
With him...
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As I sat back in bed and blurred, Liddy came back to my room.
... Seeing that face, I thought I would be told that I had chosen Scion.
I don't want to hear any definitive words. I didn't want to accept it and tried to keep Liddy away from me aggressively.
If you ask me, I'll make it worse for her. I didn't want to do that.
So he asked me to be alone, and for some reason, Liddy looked angry and jumped into my chest. And he started pounding on me with a pounding (which I guess is full force for her) strength that didn't hurt at all.
No, I've been trying so hard to tell you why I'm not listening.
- Honestly, I was confused.
Because even if they say that, I can't think of anything else, because that's all I can think about anymore. That much, inside of me is always filled with her.
As she embraced her beloved, bewildered, she unleashed words in her arms that Liddy had never thought of.
"I like Fried"
For a moment, time stopped.
I thought it was a lie.
But at the same time, I didn't think she was supposed to lie.
She promised me, and most importantly, I don't know why you lie at a time like this.
Still, I don't think it's real. I got scared and checked with her.
Then Liddy said to me, "I like it, so keep it right."
The fact that she has been avoiding clear words for so long that she has finally spoken to me.
Intuitively realized it was the truth.
... how do I explain that moment?
Every joyful emotion ran through my body in an instant.
I don't know if you want to scream or cry anymore.
Still, the certainty was that I, gladly, felt happy.
Finally, he told me to do it.
Ever since the day of the masquerade, the day we first met. I've waited a long time for her to say so.
- I'm not letting go anymore.
It's not a metaphor or anything I told her I wouldn't let her go when I died. I just told them the facts.
And it was not the other herself who responded to that word.
I realize that she is undoubtedly my own in arms, and the much appreciated vision seeps in tears.
She tells me she missed not being held by me. So sweet that she trembles.
Embracing her, she stuck her lips, cheeks, forehead, everywhere in her face. I can't wait to see Liddy being cute and accepting with a mellow look.
I told him repeatedly that I liked him, and he rejoiced that he could have that word reversed in the same way.
Happy hour with my dear girlfriend.
But I knew kissing wasn't enough.
My desire to hold Liddy is swelling up.
I've been putting up with holding her for days.
I want Liddy, and I've endured it all my life.
... Now that this has happened, there is no place for me to have to be patient.
Yeah, I can hug her as much as I want.
We can be sure of our thoughts.
I felt my lower body burning endlessly and laughed bitterly.
I just have to laugh at my reaction, which is too honest.
'Cause it's the limit now. I can't help but want Liddy.
I want to connect in a deep place with her, who finally told me she likes me. I want to put on the back and pour in the essence as many times as I can.
Wouldn't it be perfectly natural to think so?
So with that thought in mind, I pushed her down to bed.
I wanted to connect with her quickly and lay my lips on top of each other.
Her hands are turned on my back. I felt it, and I smiled, and suddenly I lost my strength from her.
"Uh... Liddy?
……
Speak up. I haven't heard back.
When I woke up and looked at Liddy, for some reason she was resting in peace.
I'm stuck with a lot of things.
"... lying, right? No way. At this time, go to sleep?
My body is stiff to the unlikely expansion. I didn't even think about it.
There's only one thing a loving man and woman who just had their thoughts right can do on the bed.
Besides, she and I will have a wedding next month. Fiancée to fiancée.
In this situation where nobody has anything to interfere with, or even seems to be recommended, I didn't think I'd lose to the sleeper.
"Liddy......"
Drop your shoulders disappointingly.
Speaking of being like her, I sigh at the end of being like her.
Relaxed, she had a lovely sleep and was completely traveling to the world of her dreams.
I adore dumb sleeping faces.
When I checked the clock properly, it was just past evening.
In a few hours, you'll wake up.
If you put up with that much, then this is the time -.
"Be ready when you wake up, Liddy. Until morning...... no, because I won't let you go until tomorrow afternoon"
I remembered that Alec told me I could start tomorrow afternoon and correct it.
I wish things weren't going so well, but let's have a big look this time.
Fingering her cheeks.
She changed her mind.
Seeing her sleep as she seemed comfortable, I realized that speaking of which, I also continued to suffer from lack of sleep. I'm sorry to hear that, but I couldn't sleep with anxiety.
I can't help it. Because of it, let's just hug her and get some sleep.
I'm not going to let you sleep tonight anyway.
"Mm-hmm... pretend... mmm"
"... Huh! Pretty."
She looks extra cute because she told me it was love.
Comb her hair with her fingers.
Finally got it. Give me her heart I wanted the most.
I thought she loved me as much as I wanted to cry.
I never thought such happiness existed. Not to mention that I get it.
"Good night, Liddy. I'll see you later."
I hugged her and kissed her lips lightly.
"... uuuuu..."
"Oh...... my Liddy is adorable already"
It was harder for her to forgive herself for being so cute and happy when she slipped unconsciously, but more than that.
"... this is... tough... na"
... I found out with my own hands that this is what snake killing means.