Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!!

"Humph. Humph."

With that, I get nose-crossed.

Yesterday we finally realized how we felt about Freed, and at least we both thought about it.

There was a lot going on at that time, and somehow, instead of staying overnight, they held me until noon the next day.

Referred to as a punishment, it was sweet everywhere, as proclaimed, and provoked me to the marrow of my bones.

Really, nothing terrible was done. They just kept giving me so much pleasure that I felt even better and was going to be stupid.

... maybe it was tougher in a way.

No matter how many times he cried that he couldn't do it anymore, he couldn't forgive me, he said, "It's a punishment, no," and he sucked on tears and kept shaking me loose. Then a strange amount of comfort runs all over your body and quickly reaches it.

Or it was like being held in a state that remained almost all the way there.

Still, my body is honest. I'm sure I'll tighten him up just because Fried says "I love you" in a sweet voice. He accepts that he's pressing for it, laughs, "Fine," and releases his disgrace to my deep place again.

It was this repetition.

The last one, I'm not even sure of my memory, but I don't think I lost my mind.

Anyway, I had such a hell of a way of being held... but surprisingly, I was happy even when they did that.

The time I'm clinging to him that gives me sweet words and pleasure...... somehow...... I was glad it seemed to be sought after and I could feel loved.

He tells me love over and over again, if I return the words in the same way, he laughs at me with the kind of face that has earned me supreme happiness.

I was more than happy to... I ended up with everything.

Yeah. If you're an idiot, you can say it.

Because I think so myself.

But despite all that, he's in very good health. The sleeper due to lack of sleep and about physical fatigue were basically pimpy.

... No, well, my back hurt a little until I took the pill... strangely, the place at the heart didn't hurt at all, despite all that.

...... yeah. Really, getting used to it is horrible.

If I were you before, I'd never have followed you, and that must have been the pain in my body and I couldn't move.

Anyway, I couldn't help but lack of sleep, so I got Fried to sleep about 3 hours after he went on the errand. I ate the meal Kara brought me afterwards, and I'm perfectly well. We can go anywhere! He came back to life.

"Your Ladyship. You're in a lot of a mood. Was it any good?

Kara asks with a smile as she uses the women to change me.

Besides, I responded with a vague laugh "well". I didn't think you'd believe me if I told you that I thought of both of them now.

Anyway, it seemed like a common perception amongst Kara and the other ladies that me and Fried had been thinking of each other from the beginning...

It's embarrassing how much I hadn't noticed, but all this stuff was leaking around in vain. but this is the time. I decided to reopen it.

In fact, now I'm a lover, so...

- Lover.

I used the phrase myself and it illuminated me as much as I wanted.

Since yesterday, Fried may have deliberately wanted to use the word 'lover'.

Every time I get kind of embarrassed. I want it to stop, but I do feel a little happy, so I can't tell you to stop it after all.

……

"Oh, did something happen to you about Your Highness? As always, we're relieved that we're close."

When I remember and I'm illuminated by one person, I guess you guessed it. Kara snorts at me and nods at me with her face.

There is, but I don't know, I'm too shy.

"Well, that's not true."

I accidentally denied it, but Kara is laughing, not at all concerned.

The woman who was combing my hair also giggled and said with pleasure.

"Say that again. Your Highness was in a very good mood, too.... Come on, we're done. Dear Kara, take this."

"Yes, My Lady Zheng, please wear this jacket today."

Receive the thin jacket handed to you by Kara and tilt your neck. The dress worn belongs to the same visible design of Wang Hua as usual. I don't know what it means to wear a jacket on purpose.

"Carla?"

Asked in wonder, Kara strayed her gaze from me. The face is a little red.

"The... today is a little more conspicuous than usual..."

"Hmm?...!!"

I understood what Kara was trying to say, and now I'm brighter red.

I mean, what she's trying to say is that... the kiss mark Fried put on me so persistently last night.

I thought I was keeping it in mind around my back, but is it that noticeable?

Something about the chest seems to be making me a hiding place with a dress for once, but I don't know where I'm going back there. But from Carla's attitude, it's probably pretty noticeable. If you look around you, the women are all bent over in embarrassment.

……

I remember him sucking enthusiastically on my skin last night and I weaved my jacket in silence.

◇ ◇ ◇

"Nevertheless..."

Carla and the ladies also stepped back, and I was alone in the room. I was peeking into Wang Hua's face engraved on my chest.

"That's not exactly your fault..."

I'll gently touch Wang Hua. It looked just a tattoo as painful or irrelevant as ever.

When I said what the hell I cared, it was the size of Wang Hua.

This magical engraving called Wang Hua given by Fried. At first, it was flashy, but not that big of an engraving. It was easy for me to hide it, and I didn't even care first.

It seems to be getting a little bigger recently, if you dare to say so.

I don't think it's my fault to say no......

I stare at Wang Hua in the mirror.

"Hmmm...... I knew you were growing up? Right? What is it? But I don't think he's changed that much either... I don't know if it's my fault."

I wasn't usually aware of it, so I don't even remember the exact size.

If they tell me it's like this from the beginning, right? I don't even want to say it.

"... it doesn't look like you're sick or anything, okay?"

I'm not particularly ill or anything. Rather, he's been doing so well unusually these days.

... mostly on the night with Fried.

Deciding not to care much, I re-dressed and went out of the room.

I went through the conversation beforehand, so the Kingsguard guarding the private room won't say anything either.

Two other knights waiting besides the Kingsguard, admitted me and knelt.

"Your Highness's life has kept me waiting. We'll take you to your room."

"Yeah, please."

"Ha."

Take my word for it, the knights rise. I followed their lead and slowly walked away.

Right now, I'm on my way to the Scion room that I went to yesterday as well. I took care of him for a long time, and I wanted to thank him again and... go to the report.

I told Fried in advance about it.

Fried nodded pleasantly at me for wanting to go thank him. I was glad about that too, but above all, I was glad that he believed in what happened in his previous life.

Don't make any fools of me, listen to me seriously, and on top of that, with or without my previous life memories, you told me you loved me.

He accepted it all.

You admitted me after you found out.

Honestly, I was so relieved because I was scared of how it would react.

The strength of his arms holding me is unwavering. I felt it on my skin... I almost cried. I've liked him more.

"Well, we'll be waiting for you here."

I can do what the knights say.

"Yeah, yeah, I'll be back as soon as we're done talking."

I nod at them holding back by the door, knocking on the door.

"Go ahead," he sounded, and I opened the door.

Of course I'm there with Theon...

"Oh? What happened to Lena?

Scion got up from the couch and walked over here to pick me up. I couldn't see the beast man girl who was supposed to be next to him.

When I remembered the doubt and asked, Theon nodded, oh, as good as he was at it.

"She's going to study now."

"Study?"

If I asked again without knowing what it meant, Theon told me, recommending the couch go ahead.

"She was my maid of honor when she was in Talim. So I told him I wanted to take care of him...... Again, in Wilhelm and Talim, everything is different from what from common sense. Seems to have hurt around here, and now I'm going to beg the girls to teach me."

"Heh..."

His Royal Highness Friedrich gave me permission, nodding at Zion, to sit back where indicated. Almost at the same time a knock was heard and a woman, not Lena, brought tea.

After finishing her service, the lady thanked her and left the room before grabbing a cup of tea with the scent of ginger in her hand.

This winter season. A warm ginger tea is one of my favorite teas.

Make sure I take a breather, and Theon keeps talking.

"It's Lena... she seemed concerned not to get in the way of the ladies like she did. He said he wanted to be more useful to me, and he wanted to study for it."

I can see how that looks. I thought it was a pleasure, and I let my face down.

"You are. So hard and so cute."

Theon also agreed with me.

"Yeah. Very much. From what I can tell, I don't think you need to do that. As a slave, Lena has been struggling for a long time. I've said many times that I should be more free from now on, but you won't listen to me."

"... I'm sure I'd like to give something back to Scion for helping me. I feel sorry for you for denying it."

When I said that, I nodded that Theon knew too.

"Right. She'll always care if I tell her not to. Then I'd better make sure she's convinced. The truth is, I want you to go back to your country."

"Is she from the island?

When I remembered the island where the Beastman lived and asked him, Theon affirmed.

"Yeah. That's what he said. At an early age, she came here stripped. It's not like she doesn't have feelings for herself, so I think she should go home, but she doesn't."

"When I was young... I think Lena was just a little girl"

Little girl. She only looks 10th.

I shook my neck sideways that Scion was different when I pointed out.

"It's his declaration, but that seems to be 15. The cat beast man was originally small, because he said he was stripped when he was five years old."

"... Either way, it's a terrible world."

"Yeah, really"

Thereupon separated the story. Eyes on me as I sat across the street.

"You didn't come to talk about this. Excuse me for a long time. Let's get back to it. Your Ladyship. What can I do for you today?

I was abruptly cut off from the conversation, and I was stuck in words only for a moment.

Still, posture, but open your mouth to serve your original purpose.

"Today, I came to thank you.... Really, thanks for yesterday. Thanks to you, I was able to convey my thoughts to Your Highness."

To my words, Theon looked only slightly, and laughed small.

"... Really? If I could have helped you, more importantly."

"Yeah, thanks to you. Thank you so much."

"I'm not making a big deal out of it, like asking you to thank me on purpose"

"That's not true. Things I probably wouldn't have been able to move forward without your words"

Saying so, Theon said with a gentle grin.

"Really? You're a disciplined man, aren't you? You don't have to worry about it. Is that all you're talking about?

"Yeah...... And give this to Lena. It's chocolate made by the head chef of the castle. Today yesterday, just because I couldn't make it either"

I also missed the fact that there was no handicrafts, so I contacted the kitchen in advance and got a special chef's chocolate. I really wanted to make it, but I had too much time anyway.

Next time, let's have my handmade chocolate.

When I handed him the wrap I brought, Theon nodded.

"You don't have to worry about it. Thank you for your concern. Sure, I took care of it. I'll give it to Lena later."

"Please. Then I'm with this."

I'm done with my errands, so I get up.

Theon also stood up as he understood.

There's nothing more to talk about. Such air was flowing between us.

I head to the door in silence.

I felt like I shouldn't say anything extra.

He spoke to me as if Zion had remembered "yes" when he opened the door.

"Liddy."

"What?"

Theon asks me quietly, looking back with deep surprise at the fact that I was called by my name, not "Lady Zheng".

"... Liddy. Just one last thing.... Are you happy now?

"Yeah, very"

Theon glanced at me and looked dazzled when I responded instantly without showing any gesture of being lost.

Is it my fault that just a little loneliness seeps in there?

Sion, who had been silent for a while, eventually nodded one as if he was convinced of something.

"... Really? That's above all. Now say hello to His Highness Friedrich"

"Yes."

That's all I wanted to hear. To Theon, who shut his mouth, I admit, I go outside.

As soon as the door closed behind me, I felt like I heard a small voice.

"You... you could have laughed like that."

"Huh...? What?"

Doesn't sound good. I thought so, and I looked back again - and I made a noise, and the door closed.