Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!!

"Are you happy?

"Yeah, sure."

That's what I said and laughed at her expression, and I thought I'd hold my breath.

In me, a grin that could never make me float.

I never even knew I could look like that.

Understand complete defeat with a smile that shows that you are sincerely happy.

Even though I was flattered, I noticed the words were leaking out.

"You... you could have laughed like that."

And the door closed.

Put your hands on your forehead and crouch on the spot as you slouch. I looked up to heaven as I brought it to the door.

I knew it, but I feel like I've been shown off.

Why she chose His Highness Friedrich.

'Cause I've never seen her face laugh so happy before.

Her face I watched is always full of worries.

I can't believe you just noticed that.

"Cherry blossoms..."

Simply squealing the name brings up what's been going on like a running light.

When I met her and dated her.

When I didn't even realize how I felt, I just hurt her and let her choose goodbye.

More than two years after I broke up with her, I realized I liked her.

A friend of mine made me realize it told me where she lived, and I visited her to apologize and tell her that I still love her.

And...

At the time of the visit, the unbearable fact that she was already a widow -.

◇ ◇ ◇

The cherry blossoms lying in the coffin had a very serene look on their face.

I can't accept the status quo at all and still reach out trembling.

When I touched her cheeks, she was calm and cold, and her soft cheeks were completely stiff.

"Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh"

Tears overflow.

I don't believe it. I don't want to believe it.

Here we are, her - cherry blossom shell.

She's dead. If I thought I didn't make it, I felt like I wanted to get angry with you.

- He was attacked yesterday by a passerby.

"I hear they caught the killer... but it was indiscriminate, wasn't it? Poor thing you got caught up in."

The voice of her friends that sounds hiccups.

It was last night that she died.

A friend of mine told me where she was - a little later.

If I'd seen her right then, I might have been able to help her.

With that in mind, all the regrets swirl around my chest.

Why, why didn't you go right away?

I felt like beating myself to death yesterday. If I hadn't kept drinking at a tavern or something with a blurry friend, maybe I would have made it.

The whole night was over and I flustered out.

I don't think it's real.

Cherry blossoms, I can't believe I'm not in this world anymore...

I never realized how I felt.

The day I was somehow supposed to go out with the story because I was confessed to cherry blossoms.

From there it all began.

I misled myself by pretending not to even look at my own emotions that I was really happy with.

Then a year and a half......

I kept unconsciously hurting her the whole time I assumed I couldn't possibly like someone in that sense.

I never said I liked it.

I always prioritized myself, read all the books, and didn't even get busy setting her up.

I've never given a gift before.

I was told goodbye by cherry blossoms who welcomed the limits of my patience, and still silly I didn't realize, I couldn't even chase her... more than two years later, last night, a friend of mine who boiled the business kicked me in the back, so much so that I could finally face my feelings.

That's how I found out...

Ever since I first saw her, I still am.

The irresistible fact that I continue to love cherry blossoms.

So I went to see him.

I wanted to make sure I didn't fail this time, and this time I didn't go wrong.

I apologized in good faith to her, conveyed my love, and I was going to keep coming through as many times as I could until you forgive me.

- It was all too late.

'Cause she's not in this world anymore.

She doesn't exist in this world anymore.

"Cherry blossoms... Cherry blossoms..."

I can't stop crying.

How could she? What the hell did she do?

Driven by the desire to kill a passing man with his own hands.

But then I immediately realized it didn't make sense. If you do that, she won't return it.

Yes, because she's never been out of my reach again.

"Why not?... I wanted to apologize... but I wanted to tell you I love you"

Enter a thin alley and tap more and more concrete walls.

My hand was paralyzed, but I didn't care about that.

The heartache of losing the cherry blossoms was so much greater.

"Cherry blossoms...... I love you, cherry blossoms...... If you're going, I wanted you to take me with you..."

I can't stop crying.

It was raining at some point. It seems to be getting kind of dark around here too.

Sudden thunderstorms. Is it raining? A strong wind swept up my jacket, but more scowl-like rain slammed me with every garment. There was a thunder falling nearby. My body trembles at the loud noise that makes me shudder.

It makes me feel as if I'm also being acquitted.

Because you were stupid, yes, I even felt like I was being mocked from heaven.

- I know that even if they don't point it out now.

"Ha... Ha..."

Laughs in a tugged dry voice. Even in the meantime, I can't stop crying.

Just because of the strong rain, no one will notice that I'm crying. That was the only salvation.

I meditate my eyes all the time and punch my fist against the concrete wall again with cancer.

Almost at the same time, there was enough intense lightning to tell even as I was meditating on my eyes, not staying between them, and the sound of thunder falling. Close.

I wish it would fall on me. That's when I thought so.

"Huh..."

- Suddenly.

A soft, warm breeze blew through.

The green smell I feel at the same time. The rain has stopped at some point. I don't even hear thunder. I opened my eyes in amazement at the unlikely smell and gentle breeze in the middle of such a city.

"Is...?

I don't know what happened to me. I was standing in the middle of the prairie.

Green on one side, nothing around. No, I see something like a settlement dotted with tents in the distance, but that's about it.

... There is no building anywhere.

The concrete walls I've been tapping, even the ones that disappeared at some point.

"Nah... what?

Take a step forward and kick it in the pebble at your feet. Out of balance, I fell straight into the green. What I feel is definitely the scent of blue odor characteristic of green.

Keep looking up at the sky. I glance at my eyelids too much. The whole night was over after it was too late. It can't be this bright.

That's what I thought.

"The moon... red?

It's still daytime, even from the brightness. Yet right next to the sun, the moon rose red and shining as if claiming to be so.

"… where are we"

He was whining unconsciously. My voice was tight. 'Cause it's impossible to be on Earth and have a bright red moon during the day.

I just came somewhere else, or something. Doesn't this seem like you've come to another, completely different world?

It could be a dream, I thought first. But I immediately denied it.

Because the pain I felt when I just fell was real.

Someone stripped me... and there's no line that I've been brought somewhere else. To do that, it's odd that the blank time is zero. Besides, I don't know why you bother choosing me.

- Coincidence. Is this like listening to sounds, hiding from God?

Paying for grass, standing up, remembering the folklore and legends that remain all over the country.

One day, all of a sudden, people disappear.

They say they weren't kidnapped, they didn't die and go missing - they got lost in a completely different place.

I hear some of them are back...

"... Anyway, first of all, it's important to know the status quo"

It's true that I'm still confused, but I can't stay blurry.

Though it sounds good because it's still daytime now, at night in a place like this... if a carnivore attacked me, I wouldn't have one.

Perhaps, but it should be cold at night. In me wearing wet clothes hit by the rain earlier, it can be fatal.

In the meantime, I was the first to see a settlement walking in a certain direction.

It would be appreciated if you could get any information, and if you could lend it to me at an overnight inn.

I thought so, and I took a step forward in a strange place that I didn't even know where.