Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!!

"You've been in a really good mood lately..."

"Hmm?"

Alec said as he threw out the paperwork, cleaning up the job in the office as usual.

Look up at the clock. Just the right time for a break. I decided to take a breather, and I put down my feather pen too.

"Alec, what are you talking about all of a sudden?

Alec, a big stretch, has turned his gaze to me. Its eyes contain laughter.

"No, you weren't the one who used to make a lot of faces, were you? That's because the aura that seems to be in such a good mood these days is leaking. I thought it was easier to understand."

"Really? I'm not really aware of that."

I don't know, he made a noise and laughed when he twisted his neck.

"What are you talking about? Even though the Kingsguards say 'Your Highness has been in a good mood lately'. In the castle, they call it the Lady Dowager."

"Liddy's? Yeah, well, I'm not wrong."

- - Lady Zheng, effect.

Say something totally funny. "That's it," Alec pointed at me as he nibbled and smiled.

"Look, that face. You're starting to look really soft. Well, the soldiers have a good reputation, and I think it's a good thing. Until now, it was said that Prince Wang was a difficult man to approach. He was totally worshipped."

"I'm not that big a deal."

I denied it, but frowned at the next word of it.

"It's been a good time lately to get acquainted, huh? I think I got an image of you chasing Liddy all the time."

"Chasing... don't listen to me"

'Cause you, you're always looking for Liddy.

……

I couldn't deny it and turned away.

'Cause I can't help it. Because she will soon flutter out somewhere.

You think you're in a room, but you're probably somewhere else.

The kitchen is mostly empty, but I sometimes come to the office because I misplaced it.

I wish you'd wait there, but I'm going out again fluttering.

I also gave you permission because Cain is here, but I also actually have a head for going to the witch's place right away.

Still, you always come back to me properly at the end of the day, so I forgive you if you don't have a choice.

"I like it," she told me, and then I feel even sweeter against her.

Alec says as Kerakera laughs.

"It's not okay. It's a favor to all of us. It seems to me that if you don't protect the righteous queen that Your Highness cares about, Liddy's will will be with you."

"Heh."

I knew the man in the castle cared for her, but was it for that reason?

I am honestly pleased with the hearts and minds of the soldiers who show loyalty and trust in me.

"You don't have to do that, in fact, if there's anything in him, all the cooks in the kitchen just fang at once. But it's usually scary when you think about being held back for food."

"... Indeed"

I deeply agreed with Alec's words.

Liddy is the substantial ruler of the royal palace's kitchen.

He is called and worshipped as a master by all kitchen humans, beginning with the head chef. If she had anything like that...... the kitchen would move first.

Considering they all turn to their enemies...... just imagine it is horrible.

"As long as you're around, it's impossible. Oh, no, the one at my place has been reporting... Sahaja has recently begun to move vigorously"

"Oh...... I'm listening"

It was a sudden change of subject but I responded calmly.

Not long ago, Theon pointed it out, so he paid particular attention to the trends in that country. It was last night that the intelligence agent I was sneaking into contacted me. I heard the report with my father.

Winter ends soon. I guess that guy will move in earnest too.

Intelligence agents have put in reports that there are likely to be major moves in the near future when the Sahaja domestic has begun to bother.

They're ready for war... She said she couldn't get any closer and didn't know, but it was better than nothing.

There's a lot going on, but maybe it's time to ask Liddy about Prince Maximilian.

A few more things Cain told me. If there's anything you know, I want you to tell me.

She would tell me honestly if I asked her right now.

Alec nodded with a hard face.

"If you're listening, fine. Report back if you need anything."

"Okay. Maybe, but it could be a war. Let the soldiers prepare their minds so they can move at any time."

With that said, Alec flaunted his shoulder.

"You can't punish me. It's a country... damn it. It's the habit of getting hit by you before. [M] Okay. I'll tell Glenn and Will from me. Will you be ready for sunshine?"

"I'll leave that area to you. If it's going to be a war, the Knights of Segunda will probably be out in the main, so contact the other captain as well... Hmm?

"Freed? Hey, what's up?

Alec sounded surprised at me for stopping the words, but I held it down with just a hand move.

That said, something bad didn't happen.

I just got a sudden reading coming in.

It's unusual for him to be my father. So I was just confused for a moment.

I rarely use pronunciation with my father. When you have business, get permission in advance and talk directly.

It was my father's policy, and he told me to look him in the face and talk to him directly, unless it was like that.

Such a reading from my father.

The contents said to come to the private room now, but what the hell is it for? I just talked to him last night, and I got up wondering.

"Freed?

"Bad. Father called me. Can I take care of the rest?

"From Your Majesty? I don't know what else to do. Almost there, and I'll do it. When you're done, you can leave."

"Okay."

When I left Alec with the job, I rushed to my father's private room.

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"Father, what are you talking about?

My father's private room. I sat on the couch and asked the opening first.

Enough to bother calling it in. I guess it's such an important story.

My father, who likewise sat on the couch, stared me in the eye and raised his mouth corner only slightly.

"... Princess Wang Hua has changed"

"Huh?"

It was too abrupt to know what they said for a moment.

When he closed his eyes, his father told him again slowly, not to say he had no choice.

"Your only. I said your given Wang Hua has changed.... Good for you. Freed."

"... Liddy, but?

The voice I managed to make was shuddering in disgust.

Though I can understand my father's words, I was too surprised to return them properly.

- - Liddy's Wang Hua has changed.

Bite that meaning deeply.

Wang Hua only makes a difference if the other person is his turn when he truly accepts it.

Of course I knew, and one day, I thought,

I never doubted that Liddy was my turn, and because I had noticed that Wang Hua was getting a little bigger since she told me she liked me.

But I can't believe it's really changing... And so soon.

"Father... is that true?

I really listen back. That's how shocking and incredible it was for me what my father said.

Nodding loudly as if my father would reassure me.

"Oh, just like that. Me and Lucas confirmed. It was blooming like a big wheel."

"... Liddy..."

Covered his face with both hands.

Tears have overflowed from next to next. The feeling of soaking my cheeks makes me realize for the first time that I'm crying.

Happy and glad... so much joy was wrapping my whole body that there was nothing more I could do.

I understood that Liddy accepted all of me just as he told me he liked me... and that Wang Hua had changed as a sign of that, and I felt unspeakable joy.

I never thought I'd have a day like this.

Look at my uncle Wang Hua and think he's jealous, because he thought it had nothing to do with him.

There was a lot at a young age, and I was terribly disillusioned with being loved and with women.

The thought grows stronger with each passing year.

The desire to be loved, the desire to love, weathered over time, was stronger, especially now that the past year or so. I was sick of it.

I can't obsess with anything, I can't love people myself.

I can't believe I met Liddy and fell in love with what caused me to do that... and get the same emotion back.

When I was little, I could not believe that it was my turn to go around and be accepted, as I purely wished.

"... stop crying to good comeback because I know you're happy. Are you willing to go back to the princess with that face? Hundreds of years of love will be cold, too."

"Yes......"

The voice of my father sounding quietly. I laughed bitterly at words that were too much.

I manage to sink my emotions and raise my face.

"I showed you the ugly part. So why did your father tell you about Liddy's Wang Hua?

"If you think you stopped crying, from there? You're the same."

Father with a grumpy tone.

But I care what you say, even if you say so.

If Liddy's Wang Hua has changed, that's what I wanted to know first.

My father grinned badly.

"I was worried about the sudden events. I explained it to the princess from me. I will be the princess's stepfather. You could do that."

"... Father"

When I twisted him, he laughed out loud.

"Isn't that a good idea? That's about it.... because your Wang Hua has changed"

"Ah..."

I listened to my father's words, and so did my grandfather, but my father's... my mother Wang Hua hasn't changed either.

You look at me, silenced at random, and you open your mouth like my father panicked.

"Oh wait, it's after the words. Never mind. I am truly proud that you, my son, have found your turn and have been loved. There was a lot going on... but now you're okay too, right?

"Yes."

I felt the meaning put into it, stared firmly into my eyes and nodded.

Absolutely.

On the road ahead, I have Liddy, who is my turn.

That's all I can say to face any difficulty.

Standing on the back of the country or doing everything you can as a public servant.

If she's on her side, that's all I can feel is rosy.

I can believe that the future is bright.

That's all because I loved Liddy. Because Liddy loved me.

At the end of the conversation, he stood up and told me like my father had followed him.

"Yes, yes. I told the princess to encourage her to make a baby. I don't mind being somewhat behind in my official duties. I told you before, show me your grandson's face."

"... Father. What are you saying to Liddy..."

I got a naturally blameworthy tone, but oh? And I got my neck tilted.

"It's out of my mind to be angry. Though I thought they'd appreciate it if you said so well. The princess didn't seem like much of a princess. It's a good thing they love you."

……

If they say so, I can't say anything back. My father even said that to me.

"Bye. I'm waiting for the good news."

I dropped one sigh and quit before my father.

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... It's been a long time.

The prolongation of my story with my father was more than I thought, making it a much slower time than usual.

I can't talk to Liddy. That's why I can't even contact you, but I naturally walked faster when I thought you were waiting for me with a long neck.

I just finished dinner and decided to go back to my room. I don't feel like eating alone because I've been eating with Liddy all these days.

Still managed to force him to pack and hurried back to his room.

"Liddy!"

Open the door and enter the room. I have a stand up Liddy and a gaze.

Nature and his gaze went to Wang Hua in his chest.

Wang Hua, spread across his left chest, was shining as he increased his presence and claimed.

A blue rose that has obviously grown more than once since the last time I saw it last night.

- My mark.

An indelible mark that she is mine alone.

I carved it into my chest and she was smiling happily.

"... oh"

I was overwhelmed and speechless.

Just hold her hard.

She was so loving that she accepted the existence of herself.

"I love you, Liddy"

The emotion of being loving boils down endlessly, and it's going to fall from my heart zero.

A warm, strange sensation of hot fills the chest and even evokes sweet pain.

I couldn't stand it anymore and took her to bed.

Everything about herself wanted her hard.

Every impulse arises from the depths of her body, and the desire for her annoys her whole body.

The head is hot to boil and even zero breath contains heat.

I want to feel her, the plump of a loving person.

That's all I thought.

You felt it, her arms gently spinning around her neck.

I wanted to drown everywhere in Liddy, who answered yes - and I let go of reason.