Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!!

"... there's no way you'll notice"

"Sounds like it.... I'm sorry, Elizabeth. Fifteen years ago, I didn't even realize I was hunting down that much until he yelled at me. So at least I raised Helene as my concubine with the same color of my eyes in an attempt to do what I wanted..."

"... I'm so sorry Lord Hélène won't hold me while I hold you as a concubine"

Things are different with me.

She wanted to be held. It's up to her.

But Master Johannes shook his head to the side.

"From the beginning, he tells me he won't hold it. They convinced me of everything and made me a concubine. Hélène wanted my parents' support instead, and I made it happen"

……

The order was somewhat different and the truth was as my righteous daughter told me.

I heard directly from Mr. Johannes and realized that I was amazingly relieved.

- Am I (I) relieved to know that Master Johannes is not holding Lord Helene?

You've been ignoring my husband for fifteen years?

Isn't that too convenient for me?

But the emotion of joy springs from my mind at will.

I knew that I still had a monopoly on this man who remained beautiful after all these years, and tears seemed to overflow with joy.

"Your Majesty..."

When I called it small, my soggy voice returned.

"You won't call me by name anymore, Elizabeth. You used to call me Johannes.... Honestly, I couldn't help but envy the friendliness my sons call each other by their nicknames"

Dear Johannes, I can give you even more of a hug.

"... suddenly it's hard to be like the original"

"I know. But I waited fifteen years. I don't want you to let go of me for a moment."

"Even if they say so..."

I'm in trouble even if they say so suddenly.

I'm still confused in my head, and I need some time to calm down and think.

And yet Master Johannes just hugs me so hard that I don't like it.

"I love you. Elizabeth, that's all. I can't stand to be behaved as cold as any more. I know I was bad. Redemption will do as much as it takes. If there's anything I can do, please don't turn me down."

"If you'd let me hear that word at that time fifteen years ago, there would have been a different future..."

Press Master Johannes' chest and escape from his arm.

Something lonely passed my chest, but I'm sure it's my fault.

I (I) turned to Master Johannes and stared straight into his eyes for the first time in fifteen years.

"... I'm not just going to blame Master Johannes. There were many things that didn't even reach me. I can see that now. But... I'd still like some more time."

"Elizabeth!"

He smiled at Johanness-sama, who was so absurd in her voice.

"... for now, would you like some tea? My righteous daughter also said. I (I) am decisively lacking in conversation. … If you don't mind telling us what Mr. Johannes has told us so far"

Words I (I) would never have said before.

Hearing that, Master Johannes glanced. Nodding like a panic.

"Yes, of course."

"Really? Okay, go ahead."

The two of us will sit on the tea table that the righteous daughter prepared for us.

I smiled zeroly at the choice of tea and confectionery that you could see prepared thinking about me (me).

... My son chose a good daughter.

That's all I might have to compliment you on.

With that said, my son won't like it.

Later, the tea party proceeded surprisingly soothingly.

◇ ◇ ◇

After speaking slowly with Master Johannes, I (I) came back to my room.

On his return, Master Johannes begged me to try again, but I still couldn't give him an instant answer.

Still, I wonder if you've come a long way given what you've been up to.

Trying to open the door, a guard soldier called out.

"Excuse me, my queen. Your Ladyship has deposited your letter. He wanted me to give it to him when he got back."

From my righteous daughter?

I get a letter from a soldier, wondering what it is.

I checked the back of the seal as I heard about it being deposited directly from my righteous daughter.

On the white envelope emerges the symbolic hua of my son. Only my son and his righteous daughter, who will be his wife, can use this mark. Turning out that it was definitely real, I (I) relieved myself of thanking the soldiers and sat down on the couch in the room before opening the seal.

Inside was a couple of bags of toilets paired with seals and powdery stuff.

For a moment, I thought it was suspicious, but there's no way that kind-hearted righteous daughter would prepare something strange.

Anyway, I thought first, and I read the letter.

I am surprised by the content of the letter written in a flowing handwriting, and read it back unexpectedly.

In the first half, words and apologies guide me (me). And in the second half it said something I hadn't even expected.

"Mother-in-law. I'm sorry I planned this without even asking your mother-in-law's will. But if I didn't, I'm sure my mother-in-law wouldn't have listened.... So, what if, if anything, your mother-in-law ever makes up with His Majesty... If you ever think it's okay for Your Majesty to hold you, please use the enclosed medicine if you like. It's nothing suspicious. That's a physical recovery drug that my friend, the drug witch, made for me. I don't use it much right now, but I used to take care of it a lot. I think it would be a lot easier if you were physically tired. If you don't want to use it, that's fine. As an amulet, but if you could have it."

……

Turn your attention to the enclosed package. Medicine that the drug witch made.

The letter was followed by details of the fact that the witch had already given her permission to use it and how to use it. The drug witch - although I've only heard rumors, naturally I've never seen the real thing.

But I was somewhat convinced when I heard that my righteous daughter was close.

He must have thought it was for me and negotiated it himself. That's what righteous daughters are like.

Again with Master Johannes... Though I (I) can't make it right now, I still thought I was happy with my righteous daughter's feelings.

"... thanks, Liddy"

Take care, let's have it as an amulet. With that in mind, I turn again to the last part of the letter.

It said something there that was even more unexpected.

"... and I'm sorry. I told Fried the truth fifteen years ago that your mother-in-law told me. He told me that it would be difficult soon, but still he would accept the truth. So, please, please face your mother-in-law and Fried properly. You don't have to try to hate him, because he's okay now."

"Liddy......"

Murmuring the name of my righteous daughter.

I never thought I was telling my son that until then. But most surprisingly, my son accepted it.

If you look at my son's attitude so far, you'll see. I (I) was completely hated and unplugged by my son.

I understood that, and I took it for granted.

Yet such a son will accept me in order to understand me?

I (I) wouldn't have done it. No matter how many apologies I lay, I'm sure my son wouldn't even have listened to me. I can see now that my son accepted because his righteous daughter gave her all her heart.

"Really, take care of me from what..."

This was the first one I wanted to protect you from my son's demon hands.

The righteous daughter who had just been able to do it was harder than she thought, and on the contrary, she brilliantly soaked us up with that hand that was on the bottom more and more.

"My son really found a good one..."

I think I know why my son drowns his righteous daughter.

And I'm sure both me and my husband will adore righteous daughters more than ever.

My righteous daughter, who ran around for me (me), who was only my step-parent, was loving, and I gently held the white potty in my chest.