Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!!

What can I do to live?

When I thought about it, I thought the problem was that Hiyuma's left eye was sealed.

Hiyuma's secret tricks come in handy to live. It has the Lord and cannot be used unless after the covenant has been made. But I didn't want to have the Lord, and I didn't want to live in a way that appealed to Hiyuma in the first place.

Hiyuma's red eyes are a pride to the Hiyuma clan.

My father and people from other villages told me that I thought so before, but now it's just annoying. Because of these eyes, I can't even move freely. I didn't want my actions to be restricted.

That's why I relied on a witch I'd heard about.

One of the witches that there are seven in the world. I found her and had her unshackled by Hiyuma. I had my red eyes turned to gold.

Instead - in consideration, I offered my right eye to the witch.

The witch rejoiced. I didn't know what that meant, but the rare eyes that connected me to the other world, this could be a good enough consideration, even gave me a lot of amazement.

Where the right eye was, a large black gem was fitted with a witch's hand, and I hung an eyelid over it.

Look in the mirror. An unfamiliar golden eye was staring at me. It was uncomfortable to see the world with my left eye alone, but I quickly got used to that too.

It was more important that people didn't look at me with strange eyes than that.

I paid the price of my right eye, but I was very happy with this deal.

Having cleared up the issue of eyes and shackles thanks to the witch, I became an informer, in order to live.

I have the power of the liberated Hiyuma, and no matter what, I have the birds. My confidence as an informant instantly increased, and I became known there behind me.

I'm alone.

No one can count on it.

If I want to live, I need money.

Money doesn't betray me. With money, most things can be handled.

As a result, I was terribly obsessed with gold. He actively took the request of a rich aristocrat and made a lot of money.

Of course, I saved the money I made, but I didn't hesitate to spend it either.

'Cause I know. Human beings, they don't know when or where, what's going to happen.

Because at that time, I didn't want to just regret dying.

So while I saved my money, I enjoyed it as much as I could.

I'll do everything I want.

So I decided, lived in a moment, sang my life.

What my father or mother couldn't do.

I was doing something that I couldn't do without Hiyuma.

There were two things I would never take on, no matter how much money I was piled up, that would be free anywhere from the edge.

One is a request to kill.

I don't like people dying. Even with that skill, I can't kill people.

Seeing my mother's death, I kept waiting for my father who wouldn't return, and before I realized it, I had a great deal of trauma for something called 'death'.

And the other thing is, I never took a request from the Sahaja royal family either.

If you become famous, requests come from royalty. That's what dazzling rewards are for.

But no matter how good the reward was, I didn't take it on.

The reason is simple.

My father and mother were killed by Sahaja. I don't care about Hiyuma anymore, but I still didn't want to work for the Sahaja royal family, the direct cause of my parents' death.

I don't just hang out with the Sahaja royal family.

That may have been my last resort, in a way, to abandon being Hiyuma.

That's how time flies, and I stumbled upon the fact that Lyx's genealogy was alive.

He says the person belongs to the assassin guild Red and is called by two names: Red Reaper.

From a distance he exposed his red eyes with dignity and lived as Hiyuma.

"Oh......"

It's not like I don't have anything to think about.

'Cause it's the same Hiyuma.

But that way of life was too different.

On the one hand, he took the culmination of the killing with contempt for being a cursed clan, and on the other, he abandoned the proof and refused to kill.

Yet both live in the world behind them.

Just a little bit, I thought he was dazzling for choosing a way of life that didn't bend himself. But it's a way of life I can't live.

Though I care about him, I'm the one who abandoned being Hiyuma.

So I wish we could survive each other, I was only thinking about it to the extent.

I don't think you really know life is going to be the wings of a fight as well as seeing him like that.

◇ ◇ ◇

"Go..."

It seemed a little too blurry.

I've never remembered the old days while I was at work.

Leaving Sahaja, I may also be a little relaxed.

I'm at work. We have to keep our heads tight.

Shake your head to pay for your thoughts and gaze at the subject.

Apparently, the princess just woke up and heard their conversation.

"... Ed"

"Your Highness. Dear Ophilia. Are you awake?"

"... where am I? Untie the rope now."

"I can't do that"

The man called Ed refused the princess's order with a grumpy face.

"Your Highness is going to flee to foreign countries with me. Live as a couple as soon as you get over there. I'll take care of you. If you'll stay with me as my wife..."

"I'm not kidding. I'm telling you to untie the rope. I am the princess of Irvern. I will not imitate you to escape that duty!

The princess, tied up and unable to move but telling perseverance, was beautiful even when dressed as a man.

Unexpectedly, the exclamation leaks.

The princess stared at her knight as she lay down on the ground.

"By and large, why did you do this? My brother will soon notice. Then you will be caught. Why are you doing such a short circuit? Not even like you."

"Not like me?

To the princess, who told her to throw up, the man turned to a deranged grin.

"So, does Your Highness know what looks like me? What does Your Highness know about me? I don't know anything. You didn't try to find out anything about me, even if I was on your side the whole time!

The princess didn't even care about the man crying.

"... because I wasn't interested. But I only understand that you're a disgusting man."

"Ha ha...! You're absolutely right!

He nodded with laughter, and the man stared at the princess in an indulgent manner.

"I've always liked you. That's why I asked His Highness Hendrick. He wants me to marry you. His Royal Highness snorted at me, but said he would cooperate, and yet yesterday His Highness suddenly turned his opinion around!

"... I guess that's because you lied. He stole my manuscript out on his own and lied that it was a journal that spelled out his feelings for you. I thought you could marry me a lot."

I've heard from Reaper, but he's a hell of a man when I hear him again.

As he was pulling his face together, the man looked decent.

"Huh? That must be a diary spelling out my secret love for me. And because I showed it to His Highness Hendrick, Your Highness recognized me as his wedding partner. That's the right thing to do."

There is no lie in the look on the man's face. I'm definitely serious.

I guess you found out it didn't make sense. The princess warped her face, and I sincerely thought she was the kind of man I didn't want to be involved with.

"Stupid. That was just a creation, not something I definitely guessed at you. Make yourself comfortable with delusions. Never have I liked you!

Staring at the man, the princess affirms. The man who heard it turned his eyes round.

"... don't you like me?

"Oh, yeah"

To the nodding princess, the man tilted his neck, not knowing.

"What are you talking about? Oh, could it be that you haven't been aware of it yet? You're in trouble. I can't believe you kept such an enthusiastic diary and haven't admitted how you feel about me yet"

"Come on, wake up, Ed. I've never thought of you more than a knight with a side. I've never thought about it as a marriage partner. Yesterday, I told my brother that there's no way he's engaged to you."

"It's a lie!!"

A man screamed to dispel the princess's words.

"It's a lie, it's a lie, it's a lie!! Your Highness loves me. His Highness just hasn't noticed. That's the truth!!"

"Ed, listen to me!

"I don't like it!!"

Screaming like the roar of a beast, the man horsed over to the princess. That's how I hang my hand around her neck in a frenzied way.

"It's a lie. Your Highness loves me. Not so, Your Highness... not so, Your Highness! Give me back my adorable Highness! How dare you... what a fake you are!!"

"Ed, stop it!! Ed!! Grr...!

"Fake disappear......! Give me back my Highness!

A man exposed to madness strangles the princess. The moment I saw it, all my emotions flew.

"... just kidding"

Stand up loosely.

I didn't care if they found me.

A dead mother passes in the back of her brain. If a man continues to strangle the princess, he will surely look just like his mother that day. I couldn't forgive that.

I kicked the ground and kicked the body of the man strangling the princess.

"In front of me, let me kill someone!

Oh, I won't allow that.

That day, when I lost my father and mother, I swore I would never let anyone die again.

I don't want to have such empty thoughts again.

It doesn't matter if it's an enemy or an ally. In front of me, I will never allow my life to be extinguished.

"Guaah!"

No matter how many men trained knights I am, I am one of Hiyuma, a man who has been in the world behind me for a long time as an informant. If you get kicked in the head where you're defenseless, you just can't move aggressively.

"Ugh...!

You went into the steeple. A man rolls down the ground and groans as he holds down his flank. I stood in front of the princess to shelter her.

The princess is coughing up a go-between in the back.

- Oh, good. Alive. I made it.

"Ophilia!!"

A little late, the warehouse door opens.

Looking back, there was the figure of the prince and his wife, the princess's brother, and the reaper who brought them. It was Prince Hendrick, the princess's brother, who shouted. He sees his coughing sister, blues her face, and rushes over here.

"... ha. It's late. Give me a break."

Scratch up your forehead.

I lost my strength from my body.

Looking at the faces he had come to, I realized that my role was finally over.