Philstar or Gaju's Regression

After a long time of throwing herself in her bed,

“Umm.”

I couldn't even rest.

Before, I was so tired that I felt like I was going to sleep, but I lay down and my consciousness became more pronounced.

He's not the one who shows someone his weaknesses easily, he's the one who carries all the pain alone.

After returning home, the feeling of relief was pushed away, even though I was alone. Again, the worry and self-esteem about what to do was pushed back.

“…… haha. ”

That was a pity for things that were still not enough.

It's the second time.

Then it should be better than it was in the past.

No, it's definitely getting better.

But why is it so hard?

“ ……. ”

He thought for himself, there was only one reason.

That things didn't start to go his way.

“ ……. ”

But maybe it was the right thing.

It's different from his previous life, even from where he now stands.

So there was no choice but to sit on the floor and look up at the reality differently from the past.

And you are.

“After……. ”

Emilia, who is making him the toughest right now, will certainly not be the same.

She needed him back then, but she may not need him now.

The question of why he made such a choice remains unresolved, but he may have found the life he really wanted anyway.

So even if it was too bad that she couldn't be with her, she couldn't hope to move at her own pace.

It's just selfish greed.

She has her own life.

As Hannah said, they didn't even know that they had missed their destiny.

“…… Connection is not what I can do. ”

Admittedly, you're in such a situation of your own.

“After.”

Loan was able to put his mind down a little more.

In fact, it is not just lost.

There are new connections.

It's just a condition that he has a tendency to be close to perfectionism, and doesn't believe in anything because of his past habits.

I felt comfortable thinking that way.

Of course, that doesn't make it easy for the most precious person to leave.

“..... greed. Greed.”

As I was one year old, I was forced to conform.

I know you should avoid holding onto falling blades.

But how do we do what we want to do anyway?

Even if it's not pure.

I couldn't abandon my greed as a human being.

So I'm having a more difficult time.

“…… Ugh. ”

Turning over the blanket, he was distressed for a long time.

“ ……. ”

Someday I fell asleep without even knowing.

It would be right that I didn't even realize if I was asleep.

He was waiting for Parviti to bring a warm Pepper Tea.

I literally fell asleep as if I was unconscious.

And you are.

“Loan!”

From there, Loan saw.

What is it?

The voice of an unknown girl calling her name,

“Argh!”

I see strange people screaming and running away!

‘.... What is this? ’

It's also an incredibly high square building, and a very unusual city that emits colorful light!

And there he was,

Whirlick!

“Tequelli!”

He was fighting a very bizarre creature with no special form.

No, to be precise, by curling up on something that doesn't have to be physical,

“Argh!”

I was suffering like I was about to be killed.

There's a dark, cloudy body with green eyes that only appear to be horrible shapes that don't exist in the world.

Bummer!

When I tried to relax his neck for a little bit more strength,

Zec!

Loan pushes his hand into the gap that is reflectively strangled.

That's why he's trying to make room for his breathlessness.

“Haaah!”

Let's open that gap with our strength.

Bloop!

It literally melts him down and starts to emit acidic liquids.

‘I don't know what it is, but not like this! ’

That's what I thought.

Lightning!

Loan casts his sword without hesitation.

He's already on the verge of summoning a swordsman without a sword!

Quajic!

And Loan, who cut off a black creature with a sword at his fingertips, said,

“Tequelli!”

I looked at it and laughed in vain as I grew up with a strange monster.

“What is this? ”

It seemed to resemble Dahak, but it was different from Dahak, whose form was prescribed.

Rather, it resembled sewage filth.

And then the Seekerman got bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger.

Bummer!

It began to proliferate like there was no limit to its size.

As he was looking at it, he had nothing to say otherwise.

“My goodness. ”

It was so weird that it was just a laugh.

“I'm afraid it will come to my dreams. ”

But it couldn't have been scary.

“Oh, is this your dream? ”

He's almost died a few times already, and he's fighting a monster named Nialie.

“Then I'll erase it without a trace. ”

I don't know where this is, and I don't know what this dream means.

Lightning!

Loan waves his sword back into his hand.

Fugue!

It has already been learned through Nialie that when dealing with expanding without such forms, we must eliminate them in a single breath.

Thanks to him, the radial sword he emitted was in a single breath.

“Tequelli!”

I wiped out the black creature by striking it.

When it disappeared without any form.

“Loan! Are you okay? ”

He heard an unknown girl call his name again.

And when I turned my head to her.

“… Emilia? ”

He didn't even know her name.

Of course, she was not a blue-eyed man with white hair.

It was like a black eyed man with a black hair like Leucia, but his face and mood looked like hers without knowing why.

“Emilia? Who is it? ”

She began to hear her embarrassed voice,

That drama.

A cracking sound grabs Loan.

Wajang-chang!

And the world was shattered like a glass window and began to flow.

Loan got caught up in it, too.

“Argh!”

I felt like the whole world was falling apart.

Is this what the Moose Gang is?

He fell endlessly, so a strange sense of despair overwhelmed him.

Subsequently, if the world is destroyed or destroyed, this feeling of dizziness has been pushed.

“Dodger!”

I didn't think I could sleep because of the strange dreams I've been having every day since I fought Nialie.

It would be right that mental frailty is growing.

But it was the same dream again today.

I don't know what it is, but I don't think he's going to get drunk, because he's trying to get away somehow.

“Loan?”

I heard a familiar voice calling out to him.

At that moment, a feeling of sucking into something struck him.

“Huff!”

And Loan breathes and raises his body.

“... Loan? Are you all right? ”

It was Busha who woke him up in cold sweat.

She looked at him with worried eyes,

“…… It's okay. ”

Loan replied with a confused face that had no idea what had just happened.

I think I fell asleep thinking like that.

But then my dream came true.

“ ……. ”

I had no idea what a dream this was.

“Are you really okay...? ”

Anyway, I touched the eyes of Busha who was worried about him after he regained consciousness.

Unlike usual, she doesn't even have a Philstein necklace and is wearing a green hood robe.

Seeing that, I must have finished preparing to leave with Ieta.

“…… yes. ”

I nodded, but I was still tired.

“…… I'll be there as soon as I can. ”

Busha whispered with a worried face.

“…… yes. ”

And when he got up and stood up,

“Are you okay if I don't take a break? ”

She asks again with a more worrying face.

On her loving face, almost like crying,

“…… it's okay now. ”

Loan nods with a smile.

From my previous life until now, I will be forced to be touched by what she looks like.

Of course, the personality and the way of expressing it changed dramatically.

“Just a bad dream……. ”

Anyway, that's what she's like.

Ugh.

It was that moment that drew Loan.

“Busha?”

“Don't try to solve everything on your own, you idiot! You're getting sick all by yourself! ”

She is the one who remained when everyone in her previous life left, and is still trying to protect her side again.

Even though I'm leaving for the South for a while, it's just that my heart is still there.

“…… yes. ”

Loan also gently hugs Busha.

“Don't be too late. Then maybe we'll find him. ”

And let's make a voice of unmistakable affection.

“Got it.”

Busha looked at his back with a pale smile.

“I'll be right back. You really can't do anything without me. ”

In her hand, which is surprisingly sweet to others.

“…… yes. Be careful, too.”

Loan nods, feeling comfortable.

“There's no way Busha of all ages could have been killed. ”

A lot of people are around, but where is she?

“Yes, but be careful. ”

“…… okay. ”

While the two of them were feeling each other's temperatures without saying a word.

Parviti, who had brought Pepper Tea, stopped at the door and sighed deeply.

“…… Phew. ”

And she turned around quietly and moved her steps to a lonely face.

He was as he was, and it seemed to have changed too much.

Also…….

“… I guess I don't need it anymore. ”

Even that someone is taking his place.

When I reconvened with him, the self-esteem and misery that had disappeared like snow melted again lifted my head.

It seemed like it had become a leaf of a tree branch that was shaken again in danger.

So, feeling futile on the boat, Parvity stepped down the stairs without any effort.

At that time, the white kim, which was blooming in a warm pepper tee, shook like a dance.

‘Living like this is not the right answer. ’

It seemed like she was talking to her like that.

“That's right, it's just staying in the middle of your life.... ”

Parviti, who was deeply entrenched in the idea of what it really was to find his life, took a deep breath.

And he stared into the air with his yellow eyes that seemed determined to do something.

“I also have to be different. ”

* * *

Dark Feud.

Bolonez IV, who was sitting alone with his legs twisted on the throne in the middle of it, did not seem to have said anything.

The appearance of all the servants biting and chewing on their own loneliness was exquisite to the emperor.

“…… hmm. ”

If you look at the rare red marks between the raised collars, something must have happened.

It was obvious that someone had artificially inflicted harm on him.

For a while, he thought without a word,

Ugh.

I opened my eyes, touching my stubborn neck.

A golden eye that shines between thin eyes.

And, uh...

“Hey.”

I called the servants who were bitten.

“Yes, Your Majesty. ”

Scaredly before the call came, he snapped his finger and said,

“What award was given to Loan Pilstein, who was awarded the title of Knight today? ”

Soon after he asked,

“Prize? ”

The servants notice each other and shake their heads with excitement.

Even though he was ordinary, he received the title 'Lord’ and the Red Medal. Where are the prizes?

“I know there is nothing but the awarding of medals and articles.... ”

“Well, a week's rest at the Academy for recovery could be a prize for His Majesty Brad..... ”

According to their answer,

“It's simple to treat a hero who saved the South. He's also the only Sword Master on the continent. ”

Bolonez IV frowned and said:

“Well, we think so too! Your Majesty!”

Soon the servants answered, saying that his will was everyone's will,

“Tell the contributors, including Roman Pilstein and…… Damos Van Pandragan, that I will personally make the prize. After a week's leave, let him arrange for a special time to go to Nero, without having to worry about other schedules. ”

Bolonez IV pressed the temples with his fingers and said:

“Yes, Your Majesty! ”

In that words, the servants nodded terribly,

“I also asked Angelina to arrange for me to go to Schwabaltz as a messenger. ”

Bolognese IV was a consecutive horse.

“Yes?”

The servants stopped for a moment.

He was also Angelina, who strongly opposed the Schwabalts merger.

“Shouldn't we take care of the safety of Duke Schwabaltz anyway? I'm with a distant relative. Of course, the child will need a break, so please be prepared to leave in exactly a week, not specifically. ”

Within days, the question raised by Bolonez IV that he would not allow it.

“Yes, Your Majesty! ”

Due to the instructions, the servants rushed out of the war.

“Hmm.”

Until then, however, Bolognese IV still seemed to be deeply entrenched.

While looking at his eyes, I wonder if the servants who have not yet taken their place have any other instructions.

“And you.”

He looked at the remaining servants and said,

“Was it Emilia? Call my daughter. ”

Do I have any fun ideas?

Contrary to the stiff expression of the previous day, he said with a smile on his mouth.

“I have a story for my father. ”