Plague Doctor

Xue Ba's tomb is one of the quiet places in the mausoleum of celestial martyrs, with several bouquets of flowers in front of the tombstone.

At this time, Gu Jun dropped a bunch of flowers he had brought to the grave and stared silently at the photo of Yingwu Gangyi on the headstone.

“Captain Xue, thank you for taking care of me and for what you've done.” He whispered that Captain Xue's soul may have become a servant of the Son of Bad Luck, living in that magnificent church than anyone else...

After thinking about this a little bit, Gu Junben had a slight pain in his head, forcing him to stop hastily. It was the blood flow of his brain that was increasing dramatically.

He wanted to come here alone today to sweep the tomb, sort out his thoughts, and say goodbye, but he was still following several colleagues far away who feared that he would need first aid for his syncope.

Today is 26 January, a week ago, Grandpa Tong returned from the Ross Country overnight and told him about the results of the examination and the decision of the organization.

“Ah-jun, I know more or less how you feel...” Grandpa Tong sighed, "Sometimes there's this kind of crap in life, sometimes there is. ”

For this result, Gu Jun is naturally very difficult to accept, lost, confused, frustrated, there is no place to be depressed.

When he had just woken up from the coma, he thought he was going to recover and then invest in new jobs, like the formation of the GOA, and building relationships with the ancestral tribes, returning to his dreams and continuing to do more useful things for the world.

But now… in his own mind, whether there is another strain of relief at the same time, he does not know, is uncertain.

“Grandpa Tong, I'm fine.” He said at the time, "Since joining NASA, I've deserved it… I've been thinking about when I could take a break.” He laughed at himself, “I haven't even had time to go to a movie. It's such a hard day that I can finally get out of the misery. ”

“That's it." Grandpa Tong laughed bitterly, "Your boy is on leave with pay and is ordered to play! You just give us a good time and recover. ”

“Well... these tasks depend on you...” Gu Jun didn't know what to say, and he couldn't think of any more words to mock himself.

That being said, he tried some unconventional treatments during the week.

'Cause there's no such thing as weird power in there, and he can't even say it himself.

The power of the system is broken, but it's not completely dissipated, and it's chaos. Is that going to affect it? Or was it the aftermath of his termination ritual, almost devoured by darkness? I don't know about that.

Gu Jun first tried the "psychic barrier technology” that Deng Xie Mai has contributed to the Bureau, which is like an alien psychology self-hypnosis method, through skilled meditation, self-imagination, filling details and so on, to create a layer of protection that can affect consciousness.

The Bureau attaches great importance to this technology, because the mental barrier is not only used to fabricate the fictional self, and Deng Ximai is not the same way to tell the Bureau, the mental barrier can be used as a shield, enough to stress the mental shock and mental erosion of the S-value, and the transfer is borne by this barrier.

The Wall of Psychopathy can be a fictional self, a vision of the future that you desire with tremendous enthusiasm, or a beautiful memory that keeps strengthening.

This technology has been very helpful to front-line combatants and has enabled NASA to master another world-leading psychic technology.

The Bureau has selected the first people from the Spells Department and the Old Print Department for training and learning. Lu Xianning and Uncle Egg are all among them, and Peacock are not on the first list, because they are already having a double self, and it is hard to say what will happen if they add another layer of mental disorder wall, wait for the Bureau to find out more before learning later.

However, it was at this stage that Gu Jun tried to treat himself with a mental barrier and construct a barrier to fight the symptoms of persistent evasion with a future expectation.

But before he could officially begin, his headache gradually escalated and his first attempt failed as he listened to Deng Xiaomai explain in detail.

A second attempt in a day was also a failure. He was completely unable to conceive to that extent, and what he could have easily done in the past is now difficult.

It's like having your feet tied to a thousand kilograms of heavy stuff and running, that's not manpower.

Attempts at psychiatric barrier technology failed. Old impression technology did not work. Gu Jun also tried some other methods. Psychotherapeutic methods, incense-burning Buddha means. Medications were not only taken to take adrenaline reuptake inhibitors, but also took some Chinese medicine, as well as some dietary therapies. Yet all of them have little effect.

One treatment option proved to be unsuccessful and one hope dashed. In the end, Gu Jun himself and the treatment team could only accept bitter fruits.

By the end of the month, New Year's Eve, today, 26, there are few days left.

Thanks to the calm of the day, many people have a small holiday and can go home to visit their relatives for a year. However, many of them are not comfortable with Gu Jun.

It was Gu Jun who knew this situation, so he proposed to start taking a vacation soon. In fact, he left before the past year, so that everyone could go home for a good year.

“Captain Xue, I'm leaving this afternoon.” At this point, Gu Jun whispered to the photo on the headstone, "I don't know when I'll be back. ”

He would still come back regularly for a brain exam, but another meaning of "coming back" was undated.

He cannot participate in front-line work, logistical civilian work, not even transfer to the Department of Recreation to arrange food, drink and play, or to the Department of Public Relations as a mascot image spokesperson, because as long as he is in the Sky Machinery Bureau and GOA, he will inevitably be exposed to a great deal of abnormal information, which is detrimental to his restful recovery.

In the face of the anomaly, he did not have a strong stress response to contact with Zukogiri, it was just a hidden headache, either because of the special connection previously established by the dreams, or because the creatures of Zukogiri would not have caused stress to anyone.

Therefore, he will participate in the alliance with the ancestors in due course.

But in the end, the most appropriate arrangement for him now is to leave NASA, leave these unusual things and go back to normal life.

“Captain Xue, don't be sad for me.” Gu Jun added, "compared to you, compared to many patients, I have been too lucky. Team Xue, people like you, even if sacrificed, should have a strong way, not a sudden downfall of bad luck..."

He took a deep breath, "It's just the world, there's a lot of regrets. I have to go back to the dorm and pack my things. I'll see you next time. ”

Gu Jun said so. His face was silent and he saluted the tombstone. Then he turned around and walked.