Plague Doctor

“No one in the family will do anything, I'll do anything! To serve you all well, to cook, to take care of the whole family, to take care of Mirror, I will do everything, not a day of freedom, not a day of comfort, not even sick time, nothing can leave me..."

Chen Shengdi suddenly cried and shouted hysterically. The words were very messy and complained about something.

These words seem to be old words. Some of the words spoken with Lin Qian Fei are heavy. It can be seen that Chen Shengdi's daily grievances have been said many times.

Perhaps this is part of the real situation of this poor family. All the household chores are under the control of Chen Shengdi, who has already crossed her nerves.

At the same time, Lin Guowai's face was darker, and his eyes looked much older. He sat in a chair and was completely lost.

Seeing the change between the couple, Gu Jun and Wang Yichuang, Cao Yichuang and others both knew that it was them who had a direct relationship to Lin Mirror's disappearance.

Gu Jun's heart suddenly tightened, a bad prediction gradually proved true, and a tragic event gradually surfaced. He doesn't even want to think about the truth, but some gray imaginary images are pouring over his mind, making him confused between imagination and illusion...

Take it to the deep mountain woods and abandon it... push the cliff... bury it in a pit dug with a hoe...

He took a deep breath and said: “Aunt Chen, please calm down and tell us everything about that year. ”

“Be clear, we'll take care of it at our discretion.” Wang Qianfei added a voice and put an extra pressure on the two people. The face of the State has the dignity of long-term interrogation, “If it is unclear, Lin Qianfei and Lin Longxuan may need to cooperate with our investigation for a period of time, which will definitely affect academic achievement. ”

“We don't know how Mirror disappeared!” Lin Guo Weidun hastily said, both nervous and scared, but also some anger. “It has nothing to do with Fifi and Longxuan. They don't know anything. You want to catch us, you want to shoot us! ”

The middle-aged man shouted out loud, angry, nowhere to slap the coffee table, banging and ringing in the old messy living room.

If he changed to another villager, he might be surprised by Lin Guowai, but Gu Jun didn't move much and didn't say much, just watching.

Chen Shengdi gradually didn't know whether to calm down or fall, muttered words on his mouth, but didn't make any sound enough to hear clearly. The red tears flashed a complex divine color, like looking at the old three good student awards on the opposite wall.

“It's me...” she whispered suddenly, "It's my mouth, it's all my fault... I shouldn't have said that to him... it's all my fault...”

Gu Jun frowned slightly and looked at Wang Xiao. Things seemed different from what they had expected.

At the same time that Lin Guowai became stiff and wood-like, Chen Shengdi told some unknown things about the year.

Three days before Lin Mirror disappeared, Chen Shengdi scolded this son because Lin Mirror kicked other children's basketball with his feet at the basketball court in front of the village, argued with others, was pushed, almost fought, and then a parent came to complain.

Lin Mirror said he was just standing there, trying to kick the ball that fell back. If he had a hand, he would catch it and throw it back.

But the other kids just decided he was picking things, his feet were dirty, he was a monster...

Chen Shengdi didn't stand on his son's side. He scolded Lin Mirror in front of the parent. When the parent left, she was still angry. She continued to count Lin Mirror: “What are you watching on the basketball court all day? You can't play with it. If you quarrel with others and cause trouble, you will get into trouble. Serving you will be enough trouble, and cause trouble! ”

In fact, in the past and in the normal times, Chen Shengdi also often complained about cursing her eldest son, she did not understand, she also felt bitter in her heart, she thought that this was... okay.

“Mirror is also my son, and I raised him. It's not his fault if he doesn't have a hand. I know how difficult he is. I don't really blame him...”

At this time, the memory of Chen Shengdi swallowed, but on that day, she also scolded a few harsh words. She had never scolded so much before. At that time, she actually regretted it after scolding herself. She just didn't want to admit it, and so far she had regretted it.

“I said... you should have been thrown away when you were born, you wouldn't have dragged yourself all your life like this...”

Listen to these, Gu Jun's heart couldn't help but sink and breathe heavily as if he could feel the pain of Lin Mirror at that moment.

But he knew that he might never really understand that feeling, even though his native family was not so good.

Chen Shengdi continued, three days later that evening, she stepped home on a tricycle carrying two children and a few bananas, and Mirror was gone. She said she did not lie about this part, nor did Lin Guowai lie. He was indeed outside that afternoon. He came back to find Mirror.

After a few days of searching, they didn't... they didn't insist on searching.

But they're pretty sure that Mirror ran away from home himself and should be alive for some time.

It may be rumored that the unarmed beggar child seen in the streets of downtown Dongzhou in the neighbouring village is him...

To that end, the couple had travelled exclusively to downtown Dongzhou, where they had visited the rumored streets and looked far away at the beggars on the streets.

They just didn't see their son, didn't go up there and ask, maybe his son wasn't there, maybe they didn't touch him. Once they went there, they didn't have any more action to find Lin Mirror. Just pretend that this son is not in the world anymore, and pretend that there is no such person...

They got a relief, and the family became less difficult, and Cliffy and Dragon Xuan had a better life.

But for so many years, why did both of them truly let go of this missing, untouched son...

After hearing this speech, Gu Jun, Wang Jun and others, for the time being, did not judge, watched Lin Guowai smoke cheap cigarettes, watched Chen Shengdi rise up, walked into the master's room connected to the living room, Gu Jun and Cao Yichong followed up and saw what Chen Shengdi had taken out of an old wedding suitcase on the bedside wardrobe.

“This piece of paper was left by Mirror... I came home that day and the paper was on the coffee table...”

Chen Shengdi's face was blind, and he had a small piece of wrinkled white paper in his hand.

Gu Jun took over this old piece of paper. All he could see was a line of blue ballpoint pen on the paper. The text was skewed, strenuous, but he tried to control a scratch.

It's written by Lin Mirror, but I don't know how.

[I'm gone, don't look for me, when I'm done, I'll kill myself]