Chapter 1934: I Never Loved You 5
Xia Weibao’s tone was very calm.
Just blame being young and ignorant back then, unable to distinguish between love and reliance, and unable to differentiate between romance and familial affection.
She was quite late in understanding matters of the heart.
Two thousand years ago she met Long Xuanye and didn’t understand.
A thousand years ago she met Emperor Xia Liang and still didn’t understand.
Until she traversed to this era did she finally understand what love is.
Reflecting on the past two relationships with her current mindset, she sees clearly and plainly who she truly loves.
Long Xuanye was utterly panicked, his face ashen like paper.
His entire body was cold, his blood almost frozen.
For these two thousand years, the motivation that supported his lonely search was the relationship between them.
He loves her, and she loves him; they had so many beautiful memories together, as long as he found her, they could start anew.
He knew that after her death, she was reincarnated and had forgotten him in the many lifetimes that had passed.
But it didn’t matter; as long as those beautiful memories existed, he was confident he could win her heart again.
But never did he imagine that in the end, she told him she never loved him.
Then what did his deep dedication count for, what did two thousand years of persistence mean?
A joke?
How can he accept it!
"Junior sister, are you upset with me, why are you denying the relationship between us, I know, you are avenging yourself on me, you must be avenging yourself on me.
You’re as ruthless as you were two thousand years ago; to make me regret, you didn’t hesitate to end your own life!
Now, to make me suffer, you even say such heartless words, how cruel!"
Xia Weibao stood up, numb after the excitement.
Seeing Long Xuanye suffer so much brought a sort of blissful revenge!
Revenge on him, indeed it is.
She hated him, wishing she could tear him apart!
To make him suffer was her greatest achievement!
Yet, these words were spoken as revenge, but they were also the truth.
She never felt any romantic feelings for him!
Facing her cold eyes, Long Xuanye suddenly went mad, his gaze intense, "If you don’t love me, then who do you love! Lu Hualiang?"
"Yes!"
He was ruthless, Xia Weibao was even more ruthless!
Since he seeks misery, she will let him have it, tear open his wound and sprinkle salt!
Were it not for her current pregnancy preventing fierce combat, she would have long since dashed to crush his bones!
Upon mentioning Lu Hualiang, Xia Weibao’s expression softened.
"I love him, meeting him I finally understood what is meant by romance, what is meant by mutual support, lasting till death.
The feelings he gives me are different from yours.
Although when I first met him, I hadn’t yet realized my own heart, didn’t know I was in love with him, I was still willing to do anything for him.
You said he doesn’t love me, can’t give me the life I want, only wishes to imprison my freedom.
But you don’t know, he never truly imprisoned me, everything was voluntary on my part.
Because, I love him.
The days with him in the thatched cottage were my happiest times, the day he asked me to go with him, without hesitation I abandoned the Martial Arts Alliance Hierarch position within reach and left with him resolutely.
Before returning to the palace, he told me his identity, asked if I was willing to be his queen.
At the time my first thought was, in the boring palace how can I survive, an uncultured Jianghu woman, lacking upbringing, lacking rules, not knowing how to be genteel, how could I befit a queen, would the young ladies of noble families look down on me, would I embarrass him.
Very nervous, very bewildered."