Possessing Nothing

Effort.

Lee Sung-min did not like the word effort very much. No matter how hard you try, you can't do as well as those who were gifted from the beginning. But that doesn't mean that talented people don't try.

In other words, the starting point is different. Geniuses who are not talented start from the back more than geniuses, and geniuses start from the front much more than Geniuses. But it's not the same speed as running. If Seong-min crawls, they run, and if Seong-min jumps, they ride.

So Lee hated the word effort. Trying doesn't mean you can achieve everything and bear fruit.

I hated it.

I admired the word effort.

It's not that I haven't tried in my past life. I have been trained and tried to accomplish the three seasons, the two seasons. I tried to survive.

What's life like now?

Do not complain that the starting point is different. Lee Sung-min has memories. I met with Wijihoen and got an internal affairs degree. I ate the Holy Spirit and also gained the promotion of inner space. I entered the mountain of the Mesh and began performing. I was also unmanned by Baek Sogo.

It's not about the starting point.

It's a matter of speed.

Strength to withstand the weight. Haste to cover slowness. Lighter, stronger body by operating the jigsaw ball. Sung-chang Seong-sik from Gucheon, starting with Ranachal. It's not just swinging a spear. It is always immortal. It was heavy and slow to move the dizzy steps, but not at all dry.

Effort.

What Lee needs now is effort.

Seong-min's day was still hell. Food and water are still disgusting. I'm afraid to fall asleep. Dreams were always terrible. Weight builds up. Without Patty Recovery and Mental Cleansing magic, this mountain wouldn't have survived. No, if that's what you mean, when you first entered this mountain, you should discuss the help of the Saxogo first.

Without the help of Baek Sogo, Lee Sung-min would not have survived on this mountain.

Baek Sogo said, forget the grudge, but don't forget the grace. The teachings were engraved deep in the minds of the rational people.

I am grateful to Scarlet and Baek Sogo. Whenever I could, I would repay them for their kindness. Such commitment has become another goal for Lee Sung-min. At least I couldn't die until I got my grace back.

A day, two days, a week, a month.

With the weight still on, Lee Sung-min's body quickens. An immortal soul on the 3-star line lets her forget her weight as she unfolds.

The basics of Ranachal have become fully familiar with the body. One step further, I was able to naturally mix Ranachal in the nine-thousandth pole window. When it came to that, Lee Sung-min sat down and wept. I felt like the old wall that I had built in my mind was falling down. The broken wall was a wall called the limit that Lee Sung-min unknowingly set for himself.

I knew the joy.

This is how you use the Spear weapon. My body can move like this. Time went on. One month became two months. The voice disappeared, but Lee Sung-min continued to make a sound. The sound of swinging a spear. The sound of your body moving. In the weight of oppressing the body, he ran restlessly. Before I went to sleep, I ran the Zixian ball before I was afraid of nightmares, and when I woke up from nightmares, I ran the Zixian ball again.

The internal air in the disconnect continued to erupt. W. Hoenn, who was dissolved in the blood, and the inner air of the Holy Spirit Squad, were gradually delivered to a standstill, and drifting mountains were piled together with the breath of Lee Sung-min.

“You. You still there? ”

Lee Sung-min entered the mountain of Mesh and became an enemy for a year.

Flam is here.

Lee put down the spear that was swinging. He looks at Fleam's face without saying a word. He didn't like the look of Lee Sung-min's grave. He made a loud noise and approached Lee Sung-min.

“I didn't think I'd last half a year. He lasts a year. ”

Lee Sung-min only watched the forthcoming Flam and didn't say anything. Maybe it's because it's been growing for a year. Lee Sung-min was puzzled by the skill level of the forthcoming flam.

‘Genius...’

A monster by that name. The extent to which he arrived was unimaginably high as the current isomer. In that, Lee Sung-min was admired before despair.

“You seem to have pretty good stamina for a subject without great talent. No, not that either. Ignorance is not a good thing. If my sister hadn't helped me, I would have died on this mountain. ”

Fleam's mouth twists and spits out his tail. Lee Sung-min did not feel the urge to protest against Fleam. To put it bluntly, it's true. Why do you disagree? It is true that a year ago, Seong-min was ignorant when he first entered this mountain.

“Are you ignoring me? ”

Fleam makes a loud noise. Lee Sung-min quietly swung his spear. I started again with Ranachal.

‘Look...? ’

Fleram's eyes widen. Ranachal, which Lee Sung-min held, was so neat that it was not compared to what he had seen half a year ago. It's not just Ranachal. The harmony between the window method unfolding there and the melted method seems to be quite good.

“You can tell by the blunt force. ”

Fleam is dead. Speak freely. Lee Sung-min continued to write with a grumpy expression. One year spent on this mountain was more than twice the value of 13 years spent in his previous life.

“By the way, do you have five gold coins and that's it? ”

Fleram giggles and laughs. Gold increases rewards based on its number and harshness. It was also what Flem told Lee Sung-min.

“Pathetic. Should I tell you? Huh?”

Increases the laughter of Flam. In Lee Sung-min's ears, he only heard Flem's words far away. While focusing on the method of creation, the spirit of Lee was already melted into the trajectory of the unfolding window.

When Lee Sung-min ignored him and spread his inventive technique, he was annoyed with Flem's face. He grits his teeth and snaps his feet.

Shhh! Fleam's body intersects the trajectory of Lee's swinging spear. Fleam moves his hand before Lee Sung-min, who is startled, stops. Tadak! Fleam's hand grabs Lee's spear.

“Why are you ignoring me? ”

Fleam spits out, looking at Lee Sung-min. Lee Sung-min sighed and bit his spear backwards. When Lee Sung-min pulls out the lumbar branch to answer him, he shakes his head vigorously.

“Just tell me. I can tell by the shape of your lips. ”

She was talented. She thought so and her lips glazed at her.

Why are you bothering me?

“It's my heart. ”

Then it's in my heart to ignore you.

“No, you can't do that. You're not supposed to ignore me. ”

What a fucking personality. Lee took a deep breath.

I don't want to talk to you.

“Why? Because talking to me makes your worthless talents miserable? ”

Not really. Your gift is yours. Despair of things I don't have, there's no end to it.

“What are you pretending to know? It doesn't suit me.”

Fleam is dead. He puts the spear in his hand and takes a few steps back. Then he raised his hands as if to look at them.

“Look, you can't even do this, can you? ”

A group of white lights curls up Flam's hand. It was something Lee Sung-min had seen a few times. A sword.

“Isn't the world unfair? You and I are the same age, and I can do most of the things you can't. No matter how hard you try, eventually the slowpoke just crawls a little faster. ”

Fleram laughs out loud. Lee Sung-min glanced at him quietly. Son of a bitch. Why do I keep doing this? Lee Sung-min glanced at Flam and glared at his lips because he was stiff.

Doesn't matter.

“Lies.”

In Lee Sung-min's reply, he laughs loudly. After a long laugh, he scatters the sword around his hand and shakes his head.

“A meaningless effort. If we keep trying, we'll only be desperate for our lives. Yeah, go ahead. I think it would be more fun if you were desperate. ”

Flam turns away, smiling. Lee Sung-min no longer cared about him. Flem leaves, and Lee Sung-min moves his spear again.

The noise around you goes away, so it's quiet. The silence was not lonely and familiar. Lee focused on the trajectory of the swinging spear. I was not talented at the spear that Lee Sung-min was swinging, but I had a craving. Lee hungered for something faster and something lighter. In the end, what Lee meant to put in the window was absolute freedom.

I'm not tied to the weight. It is not tied to speed. I wanted to put everything in my head in a window.

I think it's annoying.

How low and insignificant was the goal set in mind? I'm crossing the border. So. And if I do, then what? Such thoughts were scattered in the head of Lee Sung-min. And in the end,

There's nothing left. No, there's one left. There was a yearning in my head for a zero-figure that I had never had in my previous life. Gucheon Muchang, Jia Shin Gong, and Immortal... Three pilgrims and all the artisans who have been trained think of Lee Sung-min.

It's been another day. Two days passed, a week passed, a month passed. Mesh came. He hesitated when he asked me to choose a new contraindication.

Hearing.

Noise begins to spread in my ears. It was a painful golden rule, and sleeping became more difficult. Lee Sung-min swung his spear and sold out without any sleep. Rather, I liked you. When I wielded my spear and ran the Zixianball, I left the suffering of the noise.

Scarlet and Dobby Jun leave the mountain. They seemed to have gotten what they wanted for more than a year on this mountain. The world of Lee Sung-min became quieter. There was only one moment when I left that silence. When I'm with the Saxony. Or, sometimes, when he comes to visit.

He didn't seem to like him. Whenever I came here, I started arguing with something strange, and Lee Sung-min ignored it. Ignoring it was easy.I couldn't hear him anyway. Even though Lee Sung-min ignored it, Flem didn't come to him at any point.

Silence.

Lee Sung-min woke up from his sleep.

I had nightmares, like always. I no longer screamed, but I couldn't sleep right away. Lee Sung-min raised his spear as always. I walked around the forest a little, as always, and stopped in the clearing that I always used as a training ground. There was a Saxogo. A year we spent together. Lee Sung-min grew up for a year, but it wasn't Baek Seoin. Rather, she grew slightly thinner than a year ago.

The Saxony woke up. Just as Lee Sung-min received two more gold gifts, it was the same with Saxony. The left eye of the Saxony became invisible. There was endless noise in her ears like a rational person.

[Did you have a nightmare?]

At the question of Baek Sogo, Lee Sung-min nodded his head. Lee Sung-min raised his spear.

And it always has been. I swing the spear.