Possessing Nothing

Twenty.

He grew tall, and his body became strong. I was worried that my body would become smaller than my previous life due to my irregular eating and living on the mountain of Mesh, but my life in Shaolin made my body stronger than my previous life.

He was eighteen years old when he started in Shaolin, so he spent a year and a half in Shaolin.

We have about three years left to prevent the death of Baek Sogo. Preferably before that, I wanted to go to Dre Moore to meet Denir, the god of time, but Lee Sung-min still didn't want to leave Shaolin. Everyday life in Shaolin was monotonous but faithful. The time spent in Shaolin did not make him move on to a new state.

I just forgot. It made me realize things that I was not doing. I woke up a new sensation that had become accustomed to being blunt. I only knew it, but I became accustomed to the creative method that I could not deal with because of my lack of experience. I filled my senses of lack of practice with geology.

“Am I bothering you? ”

One day, Lee Sung-min asked geography. It was a time when I was taking a breath after I had always finished the shampoo. At the point when he asked the question, he was no longer treated like a child to geography. Of course, that did not mean that he could overcome geography.

“Why do you think I bother you? ”

“I'm... weak. And Geology is strong. It's not going to be very helpful for you, geologist, to rub it with me. ”

“Not necessarily. ”

At that time, Lee Sung-min still remembered the answer that geography gave him.

“With Lee Sung-min, I'm re-examining the artisans I trained. Just as you learned something new by rubbing it in with me, so am I. ”

“Is that what a master like you needs? ”

“Shaolin is difficult and deep. Now that I have mastered 72 such shamanism, I need to learn more and be serious. The path of infinity is endless. I want to go further. ”

That word.

“The world is vast. This vast world. I created a world called Eria that was so vast that the aliens randomly summoned from the dimension The world will continue to expand. As long as the heretics continue to be summoned, it will only expand. It's the same with martial arts. ”

The eyes of geography were shining and glowing. When I said that, I was a young man who dreamed before the Shaolin draw.

“I'm thankful for the wide world. Thank you for not being foolish enough for me to have a small world. In this vast world, there are many people better and better than me. It's only one life. I'm curious as to how far a human being like me can go in this world. ”

I heard that because Lee Sung-min was numb. The geography was big enough for Lee Sung-min. He had a gift and a vessel that was nothing compared to the rational mind. Such geology also says that he is small, saying that the world is wide.

“Do you have dreams, Lee Sung-min? ”

Oh, I see.

How small am I?

I think my own inferiority sense is ridiculous. I also think frustration is ridiculous. Myself, frustrated by inferiority and settling down. I used to think it was not easy to stand up from frustration.

It's not humorous.

I lived in a delusion. I have no talent. The starting line was different If given a second chance, I will live a different life than before. In fact, an opportunity was given. So I lived a different life. You can say... I'm alive. But were they faithful?

I couldn't answer the question. Six years after being summoned from Genevis. For those six years, how hard I tried. How enthusiastic. How desperate.

Did he try harder than those geniuses who had the "talents" that he wanted so badly? More passionate? More desperate?

Was he faithful?

No, it's not.

I saved it. I had to. Sworddragon Namgongheewon has defeated you. I was defeated by Shaolin geography. The feeling of defeat I felt when I lost to them. Stuff.A sense of self-esteem about myself that is weakened. It's not just them. You tremble at your helplessness even when overwhelmed by Prescan in the dungeon.

I haven't lived faithfully.

The geography that had lived in Shaolin since childhood must have been a genius. It is geography to receive all kinds of elixirs and be educated by all kinds of dancers in Shaolin. But geography was not arrogant. He was not intoxicated by his own strength, talents and possessions. The life of geography that had been born a genius and lived in Shaolin was more faithful, hard, and desperate than that of rational people.

It would be the same for Nam Hwang Hwiwon. Even the life of Nam Gong-hee, born in Nam-geung-seok, would have been denser than that of Lee Sung-min. Likewise for Rich and Prescan, who looked crazy. Despite his grumbling frenzy, Prescan's life was denser than that of a rational man, who abandoned his body to become rich and had been chased by the tower because he had banned it.

The starting point was different.

They didn't have the talent they seemed to have.

I haven't mastered ascending masonry.

I couldn't take the elixir.

It was just an excuse. A grumpy excuse. I knew him better than anyone else. That's just an excuse for Lee Sung-min to come back to the past if he hasn't returned to the past.

I didn't do it. You have mastered Rising Craftsmanship. I took the elixir. You don't have the talent? Regardless of whether you get a chance in the world to go back to the past. You just ran away.

Yeah, it is.

Until now.

“What is your dream? ”

The fire ambassador, who didn't come out of the cave well, has been coming out frequently lately. Lee Sung-min, who was looking at the sunset, was dazed. He looked at him and opened his mouth.

“I don't know.”

If it had been just a year ago, he would have said something. I want to catch up with him. I want to see the end of nothing. But not now.

“A year ago, you said you wanted to dream. He also said he wanted to fly. And I said I learned to fly. Have you learned to walk? ”

“I learned... ”

“Chuckle! Aha, you just took a step. Now do you understand how vague your answer to" I want to fly "was? ”

Did they make an effort to fly? The question came to mind, Lee Sung-min shook his head. It was because I couldn't answer for myself that I tried.

“… Immortal Ambassador. Did you... know of my contradiction? ”

“What a contradiction it was that you seduced? ”

The Immortal Ambassador smiled greatly at Lee Sung-min's question.

“Aha. I don't know all of you. You can't know everything until you tell me everything, even though you're old and knowledgeable. But I've seen the work you've done. I knew through him what kind of heart you were holding. ”

Simma, the immortal ambassador calls him Simma. Lee Sung-min was dumbfounded. Lee Seong-min's inferiority and all kinds of rotten emotions were enough to be called Simma.

“Aha. You've given up learning the closest spear you know." The common basics had gone up and down, but they had turned their backs on great inventive techniques. That's what most of the artisans you've trained do. That's why I told geography what I was going to teach you. ”

“… why didn't you tell me first? If only I had known...”

“How long are you going to rely on others? ”

Immortality Ambassador said, Lee Sung-min's expression flickered.

“You are being loved by a bully. That unknown love serves as a blessing, giving you an advantage. Most humans would favor you with a reason. Do you know him? ”

Lee Lee halfway opened his mouth and listened to the Immortal Ambassador. The Immortal Ambassador glanced at Lee Sung-min's face and said.

“That kindness is indeed ambiguous. It may not work for everyone, but most humans will do you favors. But I, who have mastered the art of the impossible, am not seduced by your blessings. ”

Lee Sung-min was surprised at that. It was because he thought that confusion, geography, and immortality were favoring him.

“That blessing should have made it easier for you to bond with others and gain their hearts. That makes you arrogant. You don't have to do it yourself, you have to expect someone else to do it. ”

“I, I...”

“Why didn't I tell you that? Tell me what changes. If I had told you, and you didn't realize it yourself, would you have changed? ”

Lee could not answer. The immortal ambassador said again to Lee Sung-min who hesitated.

“You know your heart by looking at geography and yourself. And I wanted to drive it out. While not all people can change by wishing to change, it is important to eat 'I want to change' on my own. And you're trying to change. You were 18 years old when you turned 20. I ask you again, what is your dream? ”

“… I want to see the end of nothing. ”

“It's just a good lie to whisper to yourself. What is your dream? ”

“I want to be recognized... by Wiji Hoyen. ”

“He's also a liar. It's just a plausible goal that seems to have been rushed. What is your dream? ”

“... I want to change, I want to change. ”

“What?”

“Myself. ”

When I answered that, I smiled with a cheerful expression.

“That's a hard dream. Than wanting to see the end of nothingness, than wanting to be recognized by that little angel, Wijihoen. It will be more difficult to change and change yourself. ”

The Immortal Ambassador said that and saw the dusk that Lee was looking at. After a while, the Immortal Ambassador said.

“If you want. I can remove part of the blessing that surrounds you. ”

At that, Lee Sung-min's shoulders flinched.

“The choice is yours. Aha. The blessing itself will do you no harm. Favor without reason from others is an impulsive emotion for them. If you let that blessing go, you will be favored by many. ”

“… please. ”

Lee bowed his head to the Immortal Ambassador. I want to get rid of it if I can. It was genuine. I learned from the Saxogo about the importance of human and human connection. I also learned about grace and repayment. However, this unknown blessing that Lee Sung-min has forcibly breaks down the wall that exists between another person and another person. In the... meeting I've been through. You must have seen a lot of good things about this blessing.

Lee Sung-min hated it. Maybe the fate that leads through blessing is a lie. His thoughts had always remained in the corner of Lee's mind.

“Come.”

The Immortal Ambassador nods with a smile. The next morning, Seong-min sat across from the Immortal Ambassador. It didn't take long, but when I said 'it's over’, the face of the immortal ambassador looked very tired. I had never seen the Immortal Ambassador smile like that before, so I was worried about Lee Sung-min.

“Are you all right? ”

“Do you have a good jaw? I would have died the moment I laid a hand on you if I didn't have the slightest bit of power. It was only possible to erase this blessing because it was not engraved so deeply. ”

The immortal ambassador coughed. The long coughing fire ambassador slumped behind his back, sighing.

“It was too late to regret it. I can't take back the favor I erased. ”

“… he regrets sleeping, and he doesn't feel any different. ”

“Of course you are. Because your blessing was working for someone else. ”

The Immortal Ambassador said so and drove away Lee Sung-min, saying he was tired. Lee Sung-min came out of the cave and saw spears and armor stuck near the entrance. A year and a half later, the spears and armor turned dirty.

Lee looked at it for a moment and approached the old window that he had thrown on the floor.

It was to carry out the Nine Heavenly Catholic Church until geology came.