Possessing Nothing

394.92. Despair (1)

Pain is familiar.

I was used to it.

I thought so. So far, I've been through so much pain. I have a vague memory, but I've been dead before.

Dead, back in the past, so far. Lee Sung-min's life was not easy. There was always an enemy, always a fight.

I have never won comfortably. Now that I think about it, all the opponents who fought with him drove him to his death.

But I didn't die. Lee Sung-min always won even when he looked like that. The blessing of fate has allowed Lee Sung-min to survive in that way.

The more he fought, the closer his body became to a monster, not a human, and the renewable power that he gained cured his mortality in an instant and kept the rational people moving.

That regenerative power is cursed. If only it were a weak human body.

“Ah, ahhhh…… ”

I wouldn't have suffered like this.

Geniella was right. Pain is never something you get used to. It's just more patient.

Even if it hurts a lot, you don't think it hurts. It is not because I become accustomed to it, but because I have increased patience.

No matter how much it hurts... You think. It's because I've already been through this much pain. So I tolerate it. I think it's okay.

But if it goes beyond a certain degree. Once you reach an area you've never felt before.

She was good at inflicting pain. For centuries, she has known how to subdue and crush the human mind with pain.

And Seong-min was the best toy for Janiella. It has a human spirit, but it doesn't break well.

She has already pulled out Lee Sung-min's finger and arm dozens of times. Lee Sung-min regenerated the wound.

The torn arm is reconstructed starting with the bone. The body of a complete monster. The overflowing force of force. All of it made a man refuse to die.

[Bitch!]

Heju shouts. He gripped it, feeling his helplessness.

All he could do now was continue to call out his name so that Lee's spirit would not be crushed, and to move his strength and push Geniella away.

[Seong-min!]

Rubia cries out in tears. The same was true of Rubia, who could do nothing.

The reason she put it in her arms was to prevent the absolute attack that would drive her to her death on her behalf.

The absolute protection granted by the Queen of Extinct Spirits, who once prevented the death of a miner, can only be used once.

I was killing my breath at the crucial moment, but even before I acted like that, I was so overwhelmed with reason.

“Get out of my way…….! ”

Osla lunges for evil. Osla's charge with light all over his body seems pretty powerful.

If I had, I would have.

“I told you.”

She lowers her extended hand down. She giggles as she looks at Osla with her body pierced in dozens of pieces.

“Not for you. You're too weak. ”

“Ah… ugh… ”

“Are you familiar with pain as an immortal? It doesn't look like much... Why? What did you think you could do to me in these woods? Hahaha, that's too arrogant. With what confidence? Yeah, it's true you've lived longer than me. But after all that time, in this peaceful forest, you've been playing pranks with these mischievous fairies…… how can you stop me? ”

Osla twists as she listens to Jennifer's death. Every time I move my body, terrible pain whitens my mind.

Liquor, Liquor...

Osla's voice echoes his name.

“You're dead.”

I don't want to hear any whining. Jennifer flicks her fingers.

Phew!

A red trench rises beneath Osla's chin pierces her entire head.

“If you call a dead quadriplegic whimpering, will he live? Oh, sorry, sorry. He was your teacher, wasn't he? ”

She stops laughing and lowers her gaze.

“He was a fool. I kindly told him I was going to die soon…… but he didn't run away after hearing about his death. Did he think it was brave? ”

“Shhh... Shhh...! ”

Seong-min vomited blood and spit it out. She grins and scratches her stamina with her bare hands.

“Heju, please. I think you should learn by now. There's nothing you can do about it. You think I don't know that? You've been here too long. That's the limit, isn't it? ”

[Shut up.]

A sudden burst of distraction. Is it true? Xeniella grins.

“Of course it's the limit. It's been hundreds of years since you died. No matter how powerful a monster may have been, all he had to do for so many years is scrape together the remnants of his power and he's barely left in the world. Why are you still here? Is there a fool in the world? ”

[Shut up...!]

Geniella was right. Heju has been in this world for too long. From the moment I came out of the sleeping forest, the limit had been swift.

Had it not absorbed the remnants of the old force from the south, it would have hit its limit faster than this.

“Now you can't force that helpless body to move. ”

Goddamn bitch. I should have killed you 400 years ago. Huju regretted it as he gnashed his teeth.

I was right, too.

Before, it was possible to move on behalf of Lee Sung-min's body for a short while while while he was unconscious.

But now that I have been limited by what remains of the world in this way, it was impossible to do so.

“I wonder what's left of the world to see. ”

[Hey.]

Hussain did not tell Genniela.

[Are you listening?]

Lee Sung-min was listening to the voices of idleness. It hurt. It hurt so, so much.

My whole body.

I couldn't think straight. It was a red pickle piercing through the eye.

[There's nothing wrong with that, apparently. Why do I have to stay in this world to see something good?]

Heju giggles and laughs.

[I could have died ten years ago. But he didn't leave. I wanted to see your end, not mine. I don't know what you... I wondered if you could really save this shitty world with your actions.]

Are you listening? Heju asked again.

[You worked hard. On your subject, anyway. You're a smart son of a bitch. Does it hurt a lot?]

"Yes."

[What are you going to do? Your aim has failed. I fought in these woods, but I couldn't defeat that crazy bitch. I can't help it. She was too strong for you.]

What are you going to do? Heju asked again.

[You worked hard. What kind of asshole laughs at you like that? I'll kill that son of a bitch. You worked hard. I did everything I could. But... there are laws like this. No matter how hard you work, you can't. It could fail.]

Working hard does not necessarily succeed.

[If you've done this...... I think you can give up.]

‘Haha... It's not like you. ’

[I'm so sorry... …]

I feel sorry for you.

What Heju added, Lee Sung-min giggled and laughed.

“Good.”

She licks her lower lip.

“I think this pain is going to be okay. I'm tired of sticking my fingers out and my eyes out. Let's have a little more fun. Why don't you do a sweep of the gut? Have you ever had a good look at an organ? Do you know Wina, the liver, the boss...? The commander is very long. How long is yours? ”

Or...

[…… let go of the consciousness.]

Heju advised.

“Let's torture someone other than you. ”

[Don't listen.]

Xeniella rises from her knees. My senses are sensitive. I... smell it. Not the stench of blood spilled, but the smell of something else. Lee Sung-min knew the smell.

Don't feel it. Heju said it again. The voices of the forgetfulness were trembling. He was sincerely saying this for the sake of reason.

So that he doesn't get more desperate. Make sure he doesn't scream.

[It's too cruel.]

I know.

She always smelled like this.

I don't know the name, the smell of wildflowers.

Lee Sung-min's fingertips trembled.

Do you want to see? Jennifer smiles and asks. Magic forces Lee to turn his head to the side.

He opens his eyes wide, only one. She stood up with her smiling shoulders, her feet puffed up with expectation, and her pale complexion in front of her.

I killed Kun.

Kun's death will return his power to Xeniella, but he thinks it's all right to join the priests and fight.

Kun was strong. The full moon made him stronger and more regenerative. So it took longer than I thought.

But it wasn't hard. His attack was neither fatal nor as swift as the Saxony.

It was easier than I thought. Coming here, I thought the fight with Jennifer would be easier than I thought.

I thought it was possible to defeat the powerful vampire queen if I fought with the priests.

“W-we…? ”

“Don't worry. ”

The answer was not rational, but Geniella.

“He's still alive. It's playing again and again at this moment. Isn't that great?”

“Priest……. ”

“She'll hear you sing. You want to hear your priest's voice? Then let me help you. ”

Xeniella's hands twitch.

Phew!

A red trench burst from the floor pierced Lee's ship. The dried innards came to Lee Sung-min's nostrils.

“Ahhhh!”

A scream came from Lee Sung-min's mouth. Sasha, please. Lee Seong-min chewed on his quivering lips.

Run away.

I said that with my lips twitching. Huzhou didn't say anything else.

I didn't want her to see me like that. You hear a long sigh of idleness.

“Priest!”

Baek Sogo shouted. I turned white in my head. Saxony's feet hit the ground.

A soulless, breathless soul makes the body of a white cow move.

With her eyes wide open, she rushes towards Xeniella.

“Please, Sage. ”

Lee Sung-min called Baek So-go with a crying voice. You will never defeat that monster. Run. We have to run. My consciousness was shaken.

I think it's gonna break.

“Yes.”

Xeniella grins.

Xeniella holds the hand of the Saxony who was about to grab her neck. She twists her wrist and breaks, smiling as she sprays.

The white sogo did not resist, but rotated its floating body as it was, so that it did not break its wrist.

Meanwhile, the other hand of the Saxogo cuts off her wrist.

Phew!

Blood spurts from his wrists. Lee Sung-min glanced at the white soy sauce with tears in his eyes. Saxogo's eyes met the eyes of Lee Sung-min.

Why are you crying? ’

Baek Sogo thought so.

Does it hurt a lot? ’

Don't worry, Priest. It's okay. I can save a priest this time, just like the priest saved me from a lot of crises.

Saxony's hand reached out. The widespread journal flew to the smiling face of Xeniella.

“Please.”

“Huh?"

Xeniella turns her head and looks at Lee Sung-min.

“What did you say? ”

Baek Sogo sat down. She blinks dazed, gazing at the blood falling. Xeniella pulls out the hand that was in the belly of the White Sogo.

“Why didn't you tell me sooner? Then we can stop it properly. ”

“Ah… ugh… ”

Blood spilled from the Saxony's mouth.

“Ahhhh!”

Lee Sung-min vomited blood and cried. The resurfaced body moves. Before it could move completely, Jennifer's bounced magical power bursts into Lee's head.

“It's okay, it's okay. Yeah, not yet. ”

But humans are a pain in the ass. Xeniella pulls out a bottle of elixir and pours it on the wound of a pierced white cow.

“It's hard to control the force. ”

She mutters and looks up.

“Are you just going to watch? ”

For those hiding in the dark, Jennifer asks a question.