Possessing Nothing

402.92. Despair (9)

Oh, come on.

I continued to burst my emotions. Everything that's been piled up, I don't regret it. I thought it was funny.

I haven't even started yet. And no matter how hard I think about it, Lee Sung-min endured longer than Janiella.

To say that pain doesn't become accustomed to such topics, there was no laughingstock.

Stop, please.

I needed to be hated. The target was right in front of you, without needing to look far away.

She was once a monster with no answers, and is no longer a monster.

I, I was wrong, please…….

The monster was a rational man. He exercised all the violence and torture he could think of against the begging Xeniella.

I started with simple violence and tried magic. What was particularly interesting was mental magic.

Although Jenniel's existence bored her with fear, she had never been contaminated.

Please... kill me.

When I saw her crying and begging, I felt fulfilled. Finally, I felt like you did it. "

But the moon is not yet lost. The night was long. Despite the results, he did not stop. As long as the night was still long, there were still many things that Sung-min could do and wanted to do.

From that moment on, she couldn't even beg. Then the answer was simple.

Once she blows her head off, her body instantly regenerates and her mind stops.

And then I started again. Then again, she cries out in a loud voice. She didn't say she wanted to live.

In any case, it was because he knew that he would not save himself. Instead, she begged me to kill her.

“Kill me, kill me, kill me. Kill him!"

“Not yet. ”

Whenever I did, Lee Sung-min smiled and replied. It reminded me that revenge is futile.

It was absurd. Nothing? Nothing, nothing, nothing. The memory of the blood horse that Lee Sung-min has has has shown aversion to violence against Geniella.

Ignored. Then came another thought.

If it wasn't for Jennifer.

Without Xeniella, the tetrarch wouldn't have gone north.

Without Xeniella, the Saxony would never have been poisoned by the Lord's poison.

Without Genniela, the Saxony would never have lost its right arm.

Without Genniela, Scarlet's left eye would never have been plucked out.

Without Xeniella, the left arm of the Black Dragon Cow would never have been severed.

Without her, Lloyd's right leg wouldn't have been cut off.

Without Jennifer, the Spear King would never have died.

Without Xeniella, Osla's wings would never have been torn apart and that forest would never have been deserted. Everything that happened in these woods happened because of Jennifer.

If it hadn't been for Jennifer, I would have thought of her better in some way.

Yeah, it is.

Without Xeniella, nothing would have disappeared.

Again, she limps and does not react. Lee Sung-min blindly blew Jennifer's head off.

The speed at which the head regenerated was noticeably slowed. Lee looked up at the sky.

One night, it was almost over.

Sunrise approaches. Lee lowers his hand. My hands were soaked in blood.

Lee strung it out and looked at Geniella. Her head regenerates, her face shivering with blood.

She no longer steals, nor is she arrogant.

“…… Kill……. ”

I just wanted to die. How many deaths, by the way, are there not that many deaths?

It was more than death that broke her mind a few times. The night was fucking long.

The full moon's magical power and infinite regenerative power gave him infinite pain forever. Lee Sung-min looked at Geniella's two dim eyes.

It reminds me of Jennifer from before. She laughed loudly and asked if she was desperate. There was nothing left of Jennifer at the time.

Asking for despair, she was wetted with despair at this moment, more than ever in her life.

How many times have I bothered you?

Nothing you've ever wished for has come true. There was no future of genocide, and the training of Aine as a genocide failed.

Not even the destruction of this world that you hoped for the most. Every time I do, I enjoy shaking like she's having a seizure.

“Kill…… now…. ”

You can finally die.

Xeniella thinks that as the moon sets and the dawn brightens.

It was long.

The night, it was really long. The night doesn't seem to end. There will be no more pain.

I didn't want to suffer anymore because I wanted to die.

She couldn't take it. that nothing you wish for, nothing you've ever done is going to happen.

There was no carnage. Aine was not carnage. I didn't even see the end with these eyes. That's why she feels this desperate.

So I wished for death. If you die, you don't know what happens after that.

I thought that would give me ugly comfort. I'm dead, but after I die, this world won't be able to escape the end.

“What are you thinking? ”

Lee looked down and saw Geniella. Xeniella pulls her chin, nervously gluing it to Lee Sung-min's face.

She shakes and squeezes her trembling hand. Lee Seong-min looked at Jennifer's horrified eyes.

“Of course.”

An intangible spear was made in Sungmin's hand. He drops the intangible spear on Jennifer's right shoulder without hesitation. Xeniella chews on her lips in terrible pain.

“Ugh… ugh…! ”

I sobbed through my tightly closed lips. The quality of pain was different from before.

Lee Sung-min cuts off Jennifer's right arm completely. The wound did not regenerate. She draws her breath and closes her eyes.

After a few pain episodes, it ends completely. Thinking about it.

“Doesn't it hurt? ”

“Oh... it hurts... ”

“How are you feeling?"

She doesn't answer. Lee Seong-min smiled and put a spear through Jennifer's thigh.

She cries out in a seizure. I didn't ask because I wanted to hear the answer.

Lee Sung-min did what he decided to do.

Last one, last one. She screams, repeats her endurance, and feels the pain of having her arms and legs cut off.

And finally, the tip of the intangible spear rises above Xeniella's chest. She sighs and raises her head.

“Know this. ”

Lee Sung-min muttered, looking down at Jenniela.

“What you wish," he said, "nothing ever happens. ”

What are you talking about? Just stab him. She chews her lips and swallows the words into her heart.

I didn't want to provoke him. Lee Seong-min slowly pushed the spear into Jennifer's chest, looking into Jenniella's eyes, where all emotions fluttered.

The spear burns through the skin. Magic strength is irresistible and there is a large hole in the ribs.

Oh, my heart is in my spear. I'm pierced, pierced, pierced...... There's a sigh coming from Xeniella's mouth.

Death was coming. In all my years, I've been through as many deaths as I have tonight in 700 years.

And now, there is no next death to be taken over.

‘It's okay……. ’

No, it's not okay.

I didn't want to die. I wanted to die one day, but I didn't want to die like this.

I don't want to die. I wanted to see how the end came about. From what I can tell,

Why did he want to see it?

“Ah……. ”

It's breached.

Deep, pierced the heart. The spear burrowing straight through Xeniella's back and out.

With the sound of the crack, the current bounces and the intangible window disappears. I felt a lot of pain. The consciousness rises. A lot of emotions passed.

It's over. It's over. She mutters in a small voice. I didn't want to die. I didn't want to die here because I wanted to see the end.

But that didn't mean I wanted to live. I am afraid that I will continue to feel this pain. I am afraid that the end will not come.

So, eventually, I wanted to die.

‘Ah……. ’

His consciousness was completely distant. I can't feel my body. I had my head blown off several times and my heart burst, but the ‘real' death was different from the deaths I had experienced so far.

No, I don't.

Is it really different?

There was a tingling sensation and electrical currents. The light flashed in my darkest vision. The first thing she saw was the face of Lee Sung-min approaching.

She tries to scream, but there is no scream. He seizures and tries to flee, but the distance is not far.

The feeling of helplessness that had never been felt before restrained her body.

“Hmm.”

Lee Seong-min touched his chin looking at the bead in his hand. I was worried that it would work better for the first time, but it worked better than I thought.

It was a tremendous advance in reconfiguring the memory and acquiring both the tetrarch and the hematologist, but even more versatile was dragon magic.

‘I had no idea magic was so convenient. Isn't that right?'

I asked Heo Ju naturally, then laughed bitterly knowing that the answer would never come back. Lee Sung-min waved the bead in his hand lightly.

[Ah, ahhhh!]

In the orb, Jennifer's soul rumbles and screams. Lee Sung-min shook the bead a little more, scratching the surface of the bead with his fingernails, and released his strength.

In the bead, Jennifer has a seizure. Lee Sung-min glanced at it and laughed.

“I told you.”

You are troubled by the spirit of Xeniella, trapped in the orb.

“What you wish nothing would happen. ”

Xeniella wishes for her death at the last moment. So I didn't kill him. You kill the body, pluck out the soul, and trap it with dragon magic.

As long as the magic is preserved, Jennifer's soul will never be set free. There's no way she's getting out of that prison no matter what.

“Don't think too badly. ”

Lee Sung-min laughs, seeing Geniella in the marble, screaming in despair.

“You didn't die. Maybe we'll see an end to this. ”

[Stop, stop...!]

Xeniella ignores the screams. Lee Seong-min blocked her voice from her head and slowly turned around.

Gemini sits there staring at Lee Sung-min with a blank face. She felt the spirit of Zeniela stirring in the beads of Zeniela's corpse and of Lee's people, lying at her feet.

She understands the situation and swallows.

“Why didn't you run away? ”

Lee asked as he approached Gemini.

“Running away is... meaningless." ”

“That's right."

Lee Sung-min nodded his head and grabbed the intangible spear. Gemini shrugs, startled. I immediately changed my position and knelt down.

“Don't, I swear on Mana. I will never, ever disturb you. I will never be hostile to you. And, and... please... what should I... do? ”

“Do you want to live? ”

“… yes……. ”

Gemini nods, weeping. In my head, the hemorrhagic memory twitched.

“Gather the vampires. ”

Lee Sung-min lowered the intangible window.

“Vampires that don't belong to Geniella. Now that she's like this, you can be her new vampire queen. ”

“And...? ”

“Do nothing. I won't tell you not to drink blood, but don't increase your bloodline. You don't need to be stuck in the north. I'll allow you to drink blood to survive... but do it properly. ”

“Oh... okay, no, okay. ”

Gemini rushes over her head and says, Fair sympathy. Jennifer's gone, but not all vampires are lost in this world.

Then I thought it would be a good idea to gather vampire forces through Gemini and control them in the proper line.

‘I mean.'

I'm satisfied with this.

You clear the remnants of the memory that are firmly engraved in your head.

When I was traveling with my adopted daughter, I remembered how my blood felt.