Possessing Nothing

Seeing the spirits moving around, Lee Sung-min felt sadistic joy.

When Xeniella's expression was distorted, she calmed down, but I couldn't stand the joy of seeing her like that.

Can't be compared in the first place. It is true that Zeniella was very annoyed and angry at the time, and it is also true that she directly damaged various people.

But behind all that, there was a spirit. Most of what Lee went through was because of the spiritual condolences.

“What are you going to do? ”

The witch cautiously bites. The sword sack was with Lee Sung-min. The sword that Lee Sung-min is holding is handed to him by the owner of the Temple.

In this world that has escaped the vivarium, there is no need for a manager anymore.

“I'm thinking. ”

Lee Sung-min looked at the frightened spirit and replied. The witch had no... bad feelings.

Even though his condolences were a prerequisite for Lee Sung-min's death, the spirit's efforts to prevent the end were real, and even when his condolences were wrong, he did not give up, but tried to stop the end. However, I was just not ready.

Even if everything turns out to be magical. Even if she succeeded in killing Lee Sung-min and giving him the key to the library that she had hidden from him.

Like the spirit thought, W. Hoenn would not have changed the fate of the end.

The library's record was not great enough to force W. Hoenn to change his fixed fate and escape the mortal's Wheel.

The value of knowledge that had been accumulated and recorded over and over again was clearly valuable, but it did not have any value and potential.

If W. Hoyen had stayed here and continued to cling to the apocalypse, the transcendent beings who were peering at the library would have come and killed him.

This situation was created because I was a heterosexual, not a Jiho-yeon.

What Eria's investors were interested in was the best chance of being born in this world.

Goooooooo!

The white space fluttered. The sorcerer looks around in surprise. One, two. Soon, countless lights filled the space.

Lee looked at it without panicking. Every soul that had remained and failed to circulate was being released from the library.

The spirits that were emitting each other flashed into the sky. And they become one flow, beyond the library, a very remote place that you can't even perceive.

The dead, of course, head for the Wheel of Leans.

Lee Sung-min stood tall and watched the souls be set free. Some of the souls that had disappeared approached Lee Sung-min.

Souls were all looking the same, but Lee Sung-min was pleased with the coming soul. He smiles and greets the spirits.

“Thank you.”

Several voices mixed up. They were not allowed much time. Speaking in this way was the only freedom they could have here after they died.

Lee Sung-min felt the miners, Abel, and the sword in a mixed voice. He lowers his head slightly.

“I... I... I... don't... ”

You hear Envirus's voice faint. He doesn't finish his sentence and disappears into the flow of souls.

Lee Sung-min felt a little compassion for Envirus. Seeing the many souls that had filled the space disappear, Lee Sung-min opened his mouth.

“What do you want? ”

Seong-min asked while looking at the spirit. The witch hesitated and opened her mouth.

“…… I want a meeting. ”

The spirit replies with a small voice. He raised his head and looked up at the sky. Countless souls were flowing to where to go. It looked like a galaxy across the clear night sky.

“You want me to kill you? ”

“Yes…… to be honest, I lost the authority of the manager and became flesh. There is nothing you can do in this world. ”

“It can be fun to be normal. ”

“I know too much about it. ”

The Witch smiles bitterly.

“I have all the memories of being a manager. Having a real body doesn't erase that memory. It was too late to enjoy life as a mortal...... ”

What the sorcerer wanted was rest. Eria became a real world, not a ranch.

Until now, those who had died in this world were bound by the records of the library, but as it became the real world, every soul flowed into the wheel of the leap.

“If you want, I can erase your memory. ”

“No, just kill me. ”

The witch shakes her head and replies.

“I want to forget everything. That I was the administrator of this world. I've seen countless repetitions. Forget all about it…… I want to enter the Wheel of Leanness and be born into a single life. That's my wish. ”

The spirit did not change its mind. The reason the spirit wanted to end the end was because he wanted to end his life as a manager who could never escape.

A false identity that exists in this world. That's why Mesh and Denir wanted to help Lee Sung-min, use Baek Seoin as an incarnation, and fight the end.

Everyone was tired of living in a repeated ranch.

“Are you going to kill yourself? ”

“That's a little scary. ”

The magician smiled and replied.

“I've never died before. I'm afraid of committing suicide with this body. I'm too scared to die slowly. Of course, it's possible to kill yourself quickly without being afraid of dying slowly. But more than that, I'd rather you die. ”

“Because you think you can die without pain? ”

“That's right."

This would be suicidal in some ways. The spirit mutters in a small voice. Lee Sung-min understood the spirit of witchcraft. He nods slowly.

“What do you want to say? ”

“Tell Wijihoen I'm sorry. ”

The spirit smiled and replied.

“And…… to you. ”

“That's enough.”

Seong-min smiled and said.

“This is what you've done. ”

In response, the magician smiled satisfactorily. At that moment, Lee Sung-min's hand moved.

The light disappears from the witch's eyes. His body fainted, and Lee Sung-min accepted the body of the fallen witch.

The witch died without feeling her own death. The spirit finally heard the answer he wanted, and died satisfied.

He didn't feel death, so he probably didn't feel pain. Lee Seong-min felt the spirit of the spirit escaping the body.

His soul disappears without a moment's hesitation into a great stream that faces across the sky.

“... He's gone. ”

There were too many trapped souls. The Milky Way they built did not disappear, but continued to flow through the sky. Lee looked up at it with awe. And I slowly lowered my head.

“Does it hurt?"

You hear a struggle from below.

I'm crying because it hurts, and I'm trying to do something about it, but I'm too reluctant to do something about it, and I know that's the best way to do it, and I'm trying again.

“Biting your tongue won't kill you. ”

Lee Kyung-min gazed down at the spirit while giggling. The spirit, who had the body of the spirit, held the bloodied mouth in both hands and wept.

“It just hurts. ”

Lee Sung-min reached out to the spirit. The spirit bites the bubble out of its mouth and yells something.

My mouth was full of blood, so I couldn't understand what I was saying. Lee Sung-min opened his chin, grabbing the face of the spirit.

The teeth marks on the tongue were clear, but not cut in half. Lee Sung-min washed the spiritual mouth with magic and put a healing spell on it. Uncut wounds healed quickly.

“Lord, kill... Kill... me... ”

The spirit cried out. Lee Sung-min stared at the spirit with a blunt eye. Bite your tongue and kill yourself.

It was a classic and extreme method of suicide, but it was the only release for the spirit. If you die now, you'll be able to enter the Leaden Circle like a magician. So I tried to die...

It hurt too much to bite my tongue. Even though I tried to chew harder, this body learned the pain too easily and quickly for the first time. I can't feel my chin.

“I don't intend to kill you. ”

Lee Sung-min rubbed the blood of the spirit on his hands on the clothes she was wearing.

“Don't you think you're too bold to ask for it? ”

“Well, I had no choice! ”

The spirit screams. He said as he begged, but even the spirits knew that he could not die as easily as he wished.

“I, I was only a manager after all. We had to do everything we could to get the performance investors asked for. I, I was made in the first place...! ”

Lee Sung-min constantly listened to the spiritual shout. The spirit kept shouting.

“The spirit was...... the spirit was strange. For us administrators, such behavior should not exist. Oh, no. Maybe that's what the investors designed the witches to do. In the end, it was because of the witches' behavior...! ”

That sounded pretty convincing. Even if the magician himself was unconscious, the ranch gained great success because he defied the will of the spiritual spirit.

Even if the spirit fails to end the end, the performance of the spirit's actions remains the same.

But now I couldn't find out the truth. The sorcerer is dead, and his soul is bound for the wheel of the leap in that great stream.

“Well, yeah. In the end, we all played. I did my best in my role...! And, and... you... you should be thanking me. I could have killed you several times...... but I didn't...! ”

“I had to do something. ”

“But... but thanks to me... ”

Despair spread across the face of the spirit. She found it impossible to convince her of anything she said.

Lee Seong-min slowly woke up, seeing the spirit that could not speak.

“Xeniella should have killed you.... ”

The spirit mutters.

“I... should have killed you sooner... by leaving you... so...! Huh, I should have killed him just like Heju or Sa 'juju or those guys. Wijiho-yeon, Saxony, Scarlet, Da, everybody else. I should have killed them all... not let them live like idiots... ”

“Do you want to piss me off? ”

After hearing everything the spirit said, Lee Sung-min asked.

“Why? Do you think I'll kill you because I can't stand it?" ”

The Word of the Spirit is blocked. Lee Sung-min laughed and said.

“Of course it's not going to happen. Even with your hands out, you're not in control enough to kill yourself. ”

“Ugh…. ”

I saw the light of hope vanish from the spiritual eyes. I feel like this. Lee Sung-min remembers the adra in her arms.

To give hope, to see the fire of hope extinguished before your eyes. If your sense of joy breaks down enough, you will be addicted to this kind of behavior.

Lee Sung-min smiled. Could he have pretended to go a little overboard? It was disgusting to know that such regrets were abnormal.

The spirit opens its mouth wide. I realized there was no other way, and the spirit tried to bite its tongue with all its strength.

Qajik!

It was before the tooth of the spirit chewed through my tongue. Lee Sung-min's foot broke the upper and lower teeth of the spirit and stuck it in his mouth.

“Ahhhh!”

The spirit grabs the foot in your mouth and struggles. Lee Sung-min slowly empowered himself to break the spiritual jaw and pull out his foot. The spirit grabs your face and screams, drooling.

“This is outrageous. ”

Lee Seong-min grumbled and looked at the spirit. The spirit could not endure the pain. I had to.

As a manager, she had never had a real body. After a month or so, I borrowed the body of the spirit, but it was just a vessel and a moving doll. That is why the spirit does not know pain.

“You can't torture me. ”

Lee Sung-min groaned and grabbed the spiritual hair. I saw Lee Sung-min with the eyes of the spirit that opened less.

Torturing the body will break the spirit's weak spirit. That wasn't what Lee Sung-min wanted. He looked into the spiritual eyes, feeling a small regret.

“You know Jennifer, right? ”

“Ugh…. ”

“Keep her company. ”

The spirit has escaped. Lee Sung-min clearly caught her soul before it mixed with the flow of other souls. Then you take out the adra in Jennifer's arms.

“You heard it, right? ”

In the adra, Jennifer's soul trembles.

“The end you hoped for didn't come. Everything you've wanted all along, it wasn't your own wish, it was the spirit's wish. ”

Jennifer's soul cries out in despair.

“Let's get along. ”

The spirit flows into Jennifer's adra.

“That is your hell. ”

Two souls flutter within the adra. The spirit of Xeniella pours out a curse on the spirit spirit, and the spirit continues to scream.

Lee Seong-min put the adra in her arms and looked up at the sky. The end is visible in the Milky Way, where many long souls were invisible.

Lee Sung-min stood there for a while and watched the end of the great flow fade into the wheel of the leap.

Even after going through death once, Lee Sung-min doesn't know what "real" death is. I don't know what the funnel of the dead soul looks like.

Wherever it is, it will be better than not having a rest as a record in the library.

Also, Lee Sung-min knew well. You will never go to the temple of Yoon's Wheel.

“… rebirth……. ”

It was not a fate for Lee Sung-min. Lee Seong-min turned around smiling bloody. Born, summoned to Eria, lived, died, born in the next world.

When I think about it, "beginning" is truly unfair and illogical.

Someone has been holding the Beast Master in their hands since birth. A man who is simply lucky enough to be made into the sperm of a rich egg, and born pregnant into the belly of a rich woman who is lucky enough to be lucky.

Effort? For them, effort is just to swing your tail forward faster than any other sperm.

Others are born with talent. It can sometimes turn earthenware into a crop duster.

The inequality of such beginnings is equally reflected in this world. Some learn shamanism, some learn magic. The starting line is different.

‘I……. ’

I thought there were no rats.

I have not practiced martial arts or magic. Talent was less than ordinary.

I was chosen as an eunuch because I was in a position where there were no rats or rats. And now here we are. There were no rats, but I was blessed by fate.

I received it from someone else because I didn't have the talent A lot of things supported him to come all the way here.

“Still.”

Lee Sung-min muttered, seeing the souls disappearing into the veil of Yoon.

“Bite the beast if you want, and have the talent. May he be born that way.”

I turned away thinking it was the best origin for the souls to be lubricated.

Now I had to go outside.