Price of Management

Just like Julia.You feel better when you see that you're better than everyone else.

She continued.

“But sometimes I think I want to marry a nice guy and have a happy family. ”

“Julia, Julia. Listen to me. First, since there are only a few wonderful men in the world, most women marry only such men. Second, when we say family, we often think of ourselves sitting in the green field with our companions and our sons, smiling widely and looking up at the sky together. But it's just an illusion. In fact, family is a relationship where we live together in the same space and often our values conflict. Quite a headache. ”

Believe what the experience says.

“But it's better than being a virgin your whole life! ”

“Then make a lot of money and buy about 10 slaves for the little boys. You can live like the queen of a country that adopted a monopoly on maternal society. ”

“Well, it's a little harsh, but no. ”

I don't think so.

We'll have to do it another way.

“Well, can I introduce you to a nice guy? A promising man who became famous as a swordsmanship genius when he was a child. His name is Rick Kunt...... ”

“I know! You mean the one who lives by the sword and doesn't care about anything else and has a cheerful personality but no serious corners? I don't like jokes. ”

“What about Jeron Deckard? It's not bad what happens to a genius with a brain. I just hate working so much. ”

“I hate unwilling men. ”

“Then let me introduce you to a handsome, talented, serious, motivated man. His name is Louie Concern. He's a knife-like, ambitious, cold nobleman. ”

“I hate cold men. ”

“What about the wild guy? My father's cage has to send me... ”

“Shorty!”

“Oh, okay, okay! So what's your ideal? Tell me! If you promise not to give me your resignation, I will search the other side of my continent and I will find you myself! ”

“Okay, listen up. ”

Julia smiles meaningfully and begins to explain the ideal type.

“First of all, she's about my age. ”

“Yes, between the ages of 18 and 24. ”

“There's a lot of money. He's the owner of the Merchant Guild.”

“Yes. A distinguished merchant. I like a good man. If it was the same person, there would be a lot of things that would work. ”

“To what degree does it appear to be slightly obedient on a normal level? ”

“Okay. I'm really glad you don't want a pretty boy. Standards are generous. ”

“You should be a nobleman. ”

“If you're a famous merchant, even a commoner can buy noble status with money. On one condition, of course."

“I am trusted by the king. ”

“ ……. ”

Suddenly, I had an ominous feeling.

Something ominous about Julia picking me up and pointing me at me.

Hey, let's not rush this.

I'm not the only hotshot young trader in his early 20s to gain the king's trust, am I?

Besides, I'm not a bit of a stickler for mediocrity. I'm a superb beauty.

“And a spirit. ”

“Honey, that's me, right?! ”

I screamed.

“Yes. The Lord scouted me and made my life like this, so take responsibility! ”

Julia, you have no idea.

If it wasn't for me, you'd be an old nobleman's concubine after the restaurant collapsed, thrown away with a few bucks to pay off your debt! I saved your life!

“I'm as light as Rick. ”

“I like light men. ”

“Then marry Rick! I'll arrange for you to get married. ”

“I don't want such a light man! ”

“I'm a helpless man like Jeron, with no desire to work. ”

“But you do it when you have to! ”

“Jeron does it when he does it! ”

“I hate men who are so unwilling! ”

“Khhh!”

I tore my head off and suffered. I didn't know if the conversation was going well. Logic! Somebody give me logic! Oh, give it to him, too!

Chaos is in your head! It's a complicated feeling like the Grand Duke of Terror is spinning around my head whispering, "You're out of your mind!"

“Julia, the front and back of the horse don't fit. Let's not do this. Let's talk seriously. ”

“Don't you see?! ”

Julia screams sharply. I flinch. She squeals.

“I want to marry a shortie! ”

I was dumbfounded.

I don't know what to say. I have to turn this serious atmosphere into a playful joke...

But my lips won't fall off.

I couldn't say anything to Julia, staring straight at me with her eyes burning like fire.

I keep hearing Julia's words in my deaf ears.

“I've always wanted to be superior. I wanted to be prettier, richer than everyone else, more capable than everyone else every day. You only live once! You only get one shot at everyone, and if you can't live with yourself, you lose! But now... for the first time since I was born, I think differently. ”

“ ……. ”

“If only I could be Lord's wife.... If I could spend the same time in the same place, smiling, crying, having fun and kissing, I would be satisfied without being superior to others. I just like the shorts. ”

Julia reaches out to grab my face. And they look into each other's eyes.

Her eyes staring straight at me are fueled by the hot desire. Both cheeks are reddened. She pours out her emotions and feels ashamed, but she looks straight at me.

How can you see me with those eyes? How can you crave someone so hard?!

Even after 94 years, I don't know.

“I love you."

I've never done anything like love. Maybe there really is such a thing.

Julia has been kissing me the same way.

I've kissed her lips several times, but not this deep, sweet and intense. Because her feelings were deeper than ever.

Unilateral kiss.

Strongly rub my lips, lick and covet.

It's been a long time. Though it was flowing freely, in that silence, we thought time had stopped.

Time finally passed, and the kiss ended.

Julia licks her lips. Then I whispered in my ear.

“I'll give you some time. ”

You hear a mesmerizing sigh mixed with your voice. She seems agitated by the kiss. My 22-year-old heart is pounding.

“It won't be that long. ”

Then she gets up from her seat and goes up to her bedroom.

“Ahh... ”

I sighed, mixed with complex emotions.

What should I do? My heart was complicated because I had no way to know my heart.

Julia wasn't bad for marriage. I'll become a Chancellor and work Narat, and Julia will be a good combination if she runs the Merchant Guild.

But marriage itself makes me afraid and hesitant.

I know that marriage is not just about happiness. You will know if you marry someone you did not know before marriage. The first emotion fades over time. Love lasts for three years. What should we live with then?

And one more thing.

I'm afraid of having a family.

More to protect me from the fearsome conquerors known as Kars Horn. It was a way to choke me with pressure.

“Huh?"

Suddenly, I heard a strange sound.

Poop poop.

No, actually, it's been ringing all the time. It was only then that I regained consciousness.

Poop poop.

Yes, I forgot something. No, I forgot something, both Julia and I.

Dirt. Dirt. Dirt.

It was Sis who watched all the sights while grinding the mountain spaghetti that had been prepared for dinner.

Sis, who was eating spaghetti looking at me, drank a cup of water as she emptied the dish thoroughly.

“ ……. ”

The awkward silence is hidden.

No, no, no! Now this awkward atmosphere is trying to overwhelm me!

Sis gets up from the dining chair and climbs into her bedroom. Then, before climbing the stairs, he turns to me and leaves a note.

“I love you, too. ”

“Shhh!”

I ripped my head off and screamed.