Problematic Sister Fell In Love With Me
228 I Like You
"Murphy, do you know the most important thing about getting along with others?"
Murphy bowed his head in guilt, "sincere"
"Yes, but are you sincere to me? Why did you become friends with me? In other words, what are your motivations to become friends with me?" I forbeared not to excite myself, Indifferently said: "A tree without roots, in the final analysis, is nothing more than a wooden pile. Do you think it will grow branches and leaves? You have never planted seeds of love, but expect it to take root and germinate, and open branches and leaves. , Grow to your ideal, do you think it is realistic?"
Murphy was silent, and tears fell again. I pulled out a few tissues from the drawer and gave it to her, saying lightly: "I know you are guilty and want my forgiveness, but this can only prove that you have always been I don’t understand what I think in my heart. Today, now, I can tell you very clearly that there has never been forgiveness or unforgiveness between me and you.!!!!!! Super! Speed! First!
Murphy's body shook and shivered: "What do you mean?"
"You planted a tree, but the tree that grew out was not a tree, and the tree that grew out was naturally not a tree," I said, and I didn't look at Murphy's expression and gritted my teeth: "You didn't take me as a friend , I have never treated me sincerely, it is my wishful thinking, we are not friends, what qualifications do I have to blame you for hating you? The only thing I can choose is to stop being friends with someone who has always deceived me, no longer be her Hanging dolls between fingers only."
"I never thought you were a doll!" Murphy was too excited, and her voice was louder. After realizing, she was busy with her emotions, but she couldn't hold back her tears anymore, sobbing: "I think about these days A lot, and I finally want to understand a lot. Chunan, I admit that you came to the company for an interview a year ago, and I accepted you. Part of the reason is that you and my dad are somewhat similar in temperament and appearance. But that's only a small part of the reason, it just made me more impressed with you than others."
Murphy's tone softened a lot, Youyou said: "Uncle wants me to inherit the wind, I need to train my team, how many people in the company stare at me, want to hinder me, you know, even if I choose all It’s you and Cheng Liusu who graduated from colleges with almost no social background, but after months of trial using a questionnaire, you also see that people still arranged by Zhang’s father and son are mixed into the comprehensive group, whether you believe it or not , When I invited you to join the company, I really didn’t think you were a special person to me"
I laughed a little self-deprecatingly: "So, I have become a special person for you, is it a recent thing? However, does this have anything to do with me becoming a hanging doll? President Mo, what I care about is not why I am Will enter the wind, but instead, have you taken me as a substitute for your father."
"Perhaps," Murphy bowed. "The assistant who was fired by me was recommended by the Department of Expansion and installed next to me. I finally caught the handle and fired her. The empty assistant Seat, I naturally have to fill it with my own people, which is why I am determined to set up a comprehensive group"
Fang Kefan, mentioned by Murphy, is a woman with the same ability and coquettish fame. His father was originally one of the company's executives and was the same as Mo Yi's tension. However, after many years have passed, this Fang Kefan is also a legend in the company. It generally exists. It is said that she was originally from the public relations department. Because she was deeply harmonious and pleased, she came to the position of the general manager of the expansion department with the eyebrows of the deputy Dong Lili. She should use the relationship with Zhang Li, but Murphy classifies her as the Zhang Li faction, and it is not wrong for her.
I think Murphy is a bit off topic, "Why do you say this? Does it have anything to do with me?"
"Yes!" Murphy nodded affirmatively and continued: "While I was thinking about the assistant candidate, you happened to be there. There was a misunderstanding with my mother at Dafengmen, and I was beaten for fighting with others for me. Slap, don't remember to hate me, and later, I heard me crying and worrying about me, taking care of me who was drunk.” Speaking of which, the blush of Murphy's face has crawled over the ears, and the sound is like a mosquito, timid Connaught said: "In fact that day Although I was so drunk at night, my head was dizzy and my behavior was messy, but I didn’t fall asleep. It was only when the toilet was convenient that I ended up and I realized that you were there too. In a hurry, I fell without raising my pants After a follow-up, you ran over in a panic, I was shocked and scared, I was ashamed to know the wrong place, I just pretended to be asleep, originally worried that you would take advantage of me, but I secretly watched, you are very decent , When I helped my pants, I closed my eyes. Later, when I took off my wet clothes, I also deliberately pulled the curtains and turned off the lights. I was also careful when rubbing my body, try not to touch me "
My sweat, it's as if standing in the rain, Murphy really remembered it all!That day, it was because of the drunkenness of the drink, the shameful pretend to fall asleep, the ugly behavior of the buddy's ugly eyes, ashamed of shamelessness, nowhere to let himself!
Murphy raised his face slightly, looking at the glass in his hand, his eyes blurred, a sweet smile with a taste of memory outlined in the corner of his mouth, and said softly: "At that time, I was very moved, that was when Dad left. I have never been touched since then. The people wandering around me either fancy my appearance or want to get my uncle’s money, but you are different from them, that is, they don’t care about their jobs or salivate my body. , Makes me think you are so warm, so pure, I suddenly thought of my dad at that time"
Am I pure?That only proves that there is one less color in the world-white, buddy is ashamed. Rather than saying that I didn’t salivate at the time, it’s better to say that I didn’t have a good time. If I dare not salivate, Murphy should have not noticed that I was wearing her in the toilet. When I was in the pants, I sneaked a few eyes at her
"Talk about it, you still think of me as a substitute"
"I just want to tell you that I really think of you as a colleague, friend, and I want you to be my assistant, then only" Murphy whispered: "It's not like you think, I'm not from one I was cheating you from the beginning."
I smiled bitterly: "From the beginning of the month? Is there any difference?"
"Of course there is a difference!" Murphy stared at me unrelentingly, "Chunan, I came to you just to ask you a question, you answered me first, then, no matter what the result, I Will tell you where the difference is, okay?"
The contradictory expressions of Murphy's bravery and shyness seemed to me to be suddenly unpredictable like the sea, mysterious and unreal like the starry sky. I don't know what she wanted to ask, but I had a feeling that the question would be like a vortex in the sea, Like a black hole in the universe, it may sink me and devour me.
"There is only one problem between me and you," I said calmly. "Have you regarded me as the shadow of your father?"
Murphy froze, looking at my silent gaze, her ashamed light-jawed head, "Yes"
"Then your question is no longer important," I said indifferently: "I am not, and I don't want to be the shadow of anyone, you are just my company, and I no longer work for the wind, so I hope you can Give me a right to choose freely, thank you."
Murphy excitedly said: "Why? Just because you feel deceived by me?"
My heart trembled, undecided.
Murphy bit his lower lip tightly, and the murmured eyes seemed to see through my heart, and I felt guilty for a while, she murmured: "I really want to be cared for by you, cared for by you, I like your meticulous tenderness, just like me The fatherly love I once lost is average, I admit that I enjoy that feeling, even obsessed with it, but I am not a fool to deceive myself, my dad is gone, you are not him, I always understand, get along with you In the time, I also feel confused, hesitant, I even suspect that I have a mental illness, especially in the two days when I decided to invest in Hengxiang with you, I am even going crazy, I don’t know what’s wrong with me. , I will conceal you and deceive you, I thought to be frank, but I dare not say that watching you run around for me, and I, I feel happy and happy, I am always a person, I started to like the feeling of being dependent on you. I felt so mean and shameful, so I dare not explain it to you until the uncle discovered this and wanted to expel you. I finally knew I could never hide you anymore. God I kept asking myself, why should I lie to you? What on earth are you to me? Colleagues, friends, or the shadow of my father? Now I finally know the answer"
I vaguely guessed what Murphy's answer was, almost a subconscious beat of the table, and I cut off what she wanted to say, "I don't want to know your answer!"
"Why?" Murphy calmly and gently said: "Are you afraid?"
On the forehead, a large bean of sweat slipped along the cheek, and I laughed twice, pretending to calm down, "Afraid? What am I afraid of?"
"Afraid of Cheng tassels, and of yourself," Murphy suddenly took hold of my sore, trembling claws, and the rippling eyes directly shot through the bottom of my heart, "Chu Nan, if it is concealed is also a kind of If you cheated, didn't you cheat me?"
I was inexplicably timid and dared not to look at Murphy's eyes, "What did I lie to you?"
"you like me."
The words were amazing, but I was shamefully psychologically prepared and looked back at Murphy indifferently. I firmly said: "The person I like is Cheng Liusu."
"I know, so you won't forgive me, so you have to leave the wind," Murphy tightened the hand I wanted to draw back, and Leng Yan and self-confidence returned to her beautiful face, word by word. Dao: "You are eager, but you don't want to spend it, so you gave up on me!"
"Murphy, don't you think you have a sense of superiority?" I sneered, disapproving, but my heart was in a mess. Where did Murphy come to apologize?Clearly come to find fault or calculate accounts!
"I don't have a sense of superiority, at least not in front of you," Murphy sighed sadly. "Otherwise, you won't choose Cheng Tassel and let me go."
"I repeat, I like Cheng Liu"
"I like you!" Murphy spoke amazingly again. Although I had long guessed that this was her so-called answer, the buffer of psychological preparation did not play any role at all. Thunder fell on the top of my head, I was stunned