Problematic Sister Fell In Love With Me
282 The Differences and Similarities Between Men and Women
"I don't want to know what everyone thinks, I just want to know what you think..., first."
Murphy didn’t seem to hear that this was satire, and actually answered seriously: “I want to know that if everyone is talking about me gossiping in the background, I’ll belittle me and say I’m shameless to seduce other men’s boys. "Will you defend me? I want to know if my situation really gets so bad, will you resign and leave me."
It is undeniable that Murphy's ideas frightened me. I can't tell whether this is due to her obsession or maliciousness. If everyone really treats her with that kind of vision, will I turn a blind eye to what I hear?I don’t think I can do it, so I’m bound to hurt the tassel, because clarifying Murphy means acknowledging that unneeded relationship
But I was more angry than fear. Rumors would make me passive, but wouldn’t it hurt her own reputation more?Why should she buckle a third-party hat for herself?
"You are practicing yourself!"
"Are you distressed?"
"I"
Murphy's question made me speechless. Without paying attention, this woman actually slammed forward into my arms, arms around my waist tightly, "Yes, I just want to be like a vixen Unscrupulous and Cheng Liusu robbed men and made everyone laugh at me. Only then will you continue to stay with me, protect me, comfort me Chunan, you can't deceive me, you can scold me for being mean, you can scold me for not Face, but do you dare to say that you don’t like me, have you never liked me?"
Compared to when she was at my house this time, she said this time more affirmatively, buddy smiled bitterly, thinking about the situation where I used to be stupid in order to please her, it is not strange why this dull woman suddenly opened up.
She found that she liked me, and naturally realized that I liked her before.
Unnecessary denial is not persuasive. I said lightly: "Maybe I admired you before, but admiration is different from like. You are the person I admired, but not the person I like now, so you There is no need to be persistent for people like me"
I gently broke away from Murphy, Murphy did not resist, but a pair of white jade-like hands held my salty pig claws, slightly raised her cheek, and gently said: "I know that since my father's death, I I am used to shutting myself down. I am mean. Although I try to meet all the requirements of my mother, I have always been very concerned about her divorce from her dad. I even feel that my father was unhappy in the past two years because she was deceived by her feelings. Dad I really love Mom, but Mom has never really loved Dad. I am like a fool to indulge Mom, just want to atone for myself, because I have never forgiven her in my heart, I have never dared to believe her, I know I am not a Good daughter, so I want to compensate her"
I don’t know why Murphy suddenly talked about her parents, but her serious and self-blaming eyes attracted me to guilt, blame myself for not being able to forgive and dare to trust my biological mother, and to atone for the crime with action, listen It seems a bit contradictory, but what I am puzzled is that I actually understand Murphy's psychology very well
Perhaps, Murphy lied to me, but she was not a liar, she was kind and timid, and her timidity was precisely because of her kindness.
Murphy lowered his head and continued quietly: "I always keep a distance from everyone. Maybe you think I am very proud, but no one knows that I am inferior and inferior. I don't even trust my loved ones. I don't think I have. Qualified to be a friend of others, but afraid that others will be like my mother"
Murphy couldn't say anything. I secretly sighed that she was not wrong. There are Wu Xueqing's mothers. If you can believe her in anything, then the only thing in the world that can be doubted is her IQ.
At least, I absolutely do not believe that the woman who will not hesitate to collaborate with an outsider to give her girl a girl + rape medicine for millions!
"Since my dad left me, I became wary of everyone until I met you." Murphy's tone changed, from the heavy memories to the deep feelings of the money. "Chunan, I don't want to deny that you are preconceived. I like it because you and my dad have many similarities. I don’t deny that I even felt jealous because Kang Kang called you “daddy”. I’ve also been confused and confused, but I can tell you clearly now, this There is only one person in the world who makes me jealous-Cheng Liusu, Chu Nan, I said I will not lie to you again, so I can honestly confess to you with everything: I like you, I like the place where you are similar to my dad, I like you more! Even if you think I have an Electra complex, even if you think I am disgusting, I still like you!"
Once again confessed, the shock in my heart was the same as before, using a narcissistic and outdated saying: think of me Chunan, how can he be?
Looking in the mirror, although our long one is not ugly, but it is not very beautiful, thrown into the crowd is a grain of sand in the desert, a drop of water in the sea, neither diamond-like dazzling appearance, nor pearl-like sparkle Connotation, and there is no room, no car, no work, let me say that the only thing I have is that the beautiful girl friend Murphy is not an ordinary woman, because the average woman cares, she does not care
Do I have anything worth worthy of Murphy?No!The love for Murphy is the innocence of the toad who wants to eat swan meat. When the dream wakes up, I will no longer be illusory. I feel inferior and self-deprecating and smile bitterly: "Murphy, be realistic"
"Chunan, do you know what is the biggest difference and the biggest difference between a woman and a man?"
A man is a key, a woman is a lock, and it’s a set when they are plugged together—I almost jumped out of this sentence. Murphy’s question is unreasonable. There are thousands of answers to such philosophical questions. I know which aspect you want to ask. of?Even the aunt who cleans the toilet can answer you simply: the biggest difference between men and women is urination, one standing and one squatting, the biggest difference is stool, both have to squat
"Men like to see reality first, then pursue dreams, women like to find dreams first, and then strive to turn it into reality. It can also be said that your men are striving for dreams, and our women are striving for reality, this is men The biggest difference with women, and our biggest common is our same stubbornness."
Look at Murphy's answer, how artistically buddy is shy to put his head in the toilet and grass, my subconsciously popped answer is more proof that I don't have the pearly sparkle connotation, the dirty inside me Like a pig pack
"So, Chunan, don't tell me about reality," Murphy smiled and said to me with a lot of determination. "Even if you think I am dreaming, I will turn it into reality for you." watch."
"You're right, we are the same stubborn, so I can't see the reality you expect," thinking of the complicated tasseled eyes before separating, I suppressed the damn ripples in my heart, said: "Fifi, your dream should not be I am useless, because I cannot afford it, because I also have my own dream"
Murphy's eyes dimmed, "Cheng Tassel?"
Nodding gently, as if nodded, it would hurt Murphy.
"Chunan, this is the first time I like a person, and take the initiative to confess to him, I think I have paid a lot, the woman's restraint, dignity, I have to go out" Murphy cold face, holding back the eyes The tears of humiliation overflowing, said: "If I think Murphy is low self-esteem, it will not be so pitiful? What point do I have than tassel? You are so dismissive of me?"
Indeed, Murphy didn’t need to treat me like a layman like this. He rushed to chase her wealthy son, and she could walk from her office to the staircase of my house, and just drag out one that is richer than me and has a future.
Murphy shouldn't question me, because it's not that I don't know what to do, but that she misreads herself.
"I don't deserve it." I didn't compare Murphy to tassel because two different people are not comparable.
Murphy heard the words, let go of my hand, and leaned against the door again, the weak seemed to collapse at any time, and said sadly: "If I said, your refusal will make me never have the courage to face feelings in the future. Will it go?"
A man full of doubts and fears about feelings finally opened his heart bravely, but hit a ruthless nail. What could be more desperate than such a blow?Murphy’s words were not untargeted. I was shocked in my heart and Xuan'er shook his head and smiled: "Then I have another reason to leave. Feifei, you have to learn to grow up and learn to face reality. I don’t want to be indulgent. Cowardly sinner"
Mo Yizhi didn't hesitate to shove me three million and also wanted me to get out of it, isn't that the case?