Problematic Sister Fell In Love With Me

Chapter 360: I Have Endured It, But I Have Not Retreated!

"Stupid girl" I loaned my chest to Ziyuan, because I knew that she cried and stroked her head, and my anger was even hotter, but the anger towards Ziyuan was gone, and the rest was only distressed and Pity, "You are right, it is me who is wrong, sorry, Xiaozi, in these five years, I have always forced myself to forget you, I don't know whether you have been good or bad, I don't know how hard you have suffered , How much sin has been suffered"

Ziyuan hugged my waist tightly and shook his head against my chest. "Don't talk! Xiaonan, I beg you, don't talk!"

"No, I want to say," How can I not say it after holding it for five years?What happened last night, how can I not say it?"I've been wrong for five years, but I won't be wrong again, I will take care of you, care about you, and I will bear everything you have worked hard to do

"No need!" Ziyuan pushed me away, and the pretty face was already a pear blossom with rain. "What I bear is not what you can bear! Xiao Nan, you can't be so cunning! I don't want you to be pitiful, don't you sympathize ! So, don’t forgive me for your reasons! I don’t want to listen to your explanation! Without these five years of resentment, I can’t forgive myself last night, and I have no face to live on!”

"Now I can't afford it, I work hard, five years, ten years, twenty years! I always have the day to bear it! That is my responsibility! I am not for you, but for myself, so don't What more sympathy or pity!" I dragged Ziyuan back into my arms unreasonably. I was afraid that she would say goodbye again. I have this hunch. "You don't need to forgive me, because what I committed is unforgivable. Make no mistake, don’t say that you have no face to live on, you have that face, it’s up to me, I don’t blame you, you are no longer alone, because, since last night, you are already my woman Now, and I, you man, you are alive for me now."

Ziyuan didn't struggle anymore, she quietly let me hug her, and then gently hugged my waist, sobbing quietly, "Xiao Nan, you are really too masculine, like a child"

"Childish?" I smiled faintly: "It doesn't matter, this is my belief, the way I live."

"Can I really rely on you?" Ziyuan cried sadly and smiled bitterly, "What about Miss Cheng? What about President Mo? What about Winter Police Officer?"

I don’t know a man is such a simple animal. I never thought about it so much when I was handsome. In the face of the responsibility that I should assume, we will not consider that there is actually a conflict between this responsibility and some responsibility that has been carried. Of course, even if I think of it, I will only say to myself: Let me carry it on my body first. Then, who makes this responsibility conflict with that responsibility is also a responsibility that I should bear.

"You haven't thought about it, right?" Ziyuan knew me too well, and the hand she grabbed at my waist used force, and I pinched my hot pain. I didn't say anything because I knew she was in a catharsis Grievances and emotions, "Xiao Nan, I hate your tenderness. Since you were a child, you have been a guilty concubine. Now you are even more aggressive. I clearly want to make me the fourth son, but I am so sensational and deceive me. Relying on you, what should you do?"

I didn’t answer, because I don’t know the answer. Some things are destined to be taken one step at a time. “I’ve taken care of it since I was a kid? No? I remember that I didn’t get close to other girls until you went abroad.”

"Why not?" Ziyuan looked at me with puzzled eyes, full of ambiguous smile, "There is a little girl who sticks to you more than me, you are closer to her than me, we both always Fight for the jealousy."

Chu Yuan?!

If it was before, I must have taken it as a joke, and I laughed, but I thought of the words that Dongfang said in the morning. I was so shocked that I didn’t know how to control my expression. Fortunately, Ziyuan didn’t pay attention to me. His face slowly retreated from my arms and said softly: "Xiao Nan, I said that I have been waiting for your reply for five years, but now I will not embarrass you, I can't tell you many things, but there is one thing You must be right-some people want you to be responsible for me"

"But you won't tell me who that person is, right?"

Ziyuan nodded, "You are too weak now, you don't have the capital to fight with that person, so I beg you, don't go to the Mo family, don't try to dig out that person, otherwise, the whole body is bruised, it is definitely you, In that person's view, you are just a small existence, his purpose has been achieved, I think, he has no interest in wasting time from you anymore"

"His purpose is to see me give up on you, or bear responsibility?"

Ziyuan looked at me with some consternation. "He just wants to see a result. It doesn't matter which one, Xiao Nan, you are smart, but you should not be so smart, otherwise it will only arouse him to continue to deal with your interest!"

If my vision is true, it doesn’t really matter which choice I make in the end. The important thing is that both results are acceptable to him. I laughed. It’s my first time growing up like this. With such a feeling-I am extremely angry, but I smile proudly, laughing at the man who counts me and me!

For the first time, I am accustomed to being low-key, and I refused to give up, not because of that person, calculating me, but because of him and me, in order to calculate me, I used Ziyuan and hurt Ziyuan!That bastard actually regarded Ziyuan as a pawn, which is the most unacceptable to me!

"My dad often said that he could endure the calm waves and take a step back to the sea and sky, but I did not, but my dad said that people can live ordinary, live low-key, but they can't live without guts!" I Wiping away the wet tears on Ziyuan's face, he said: "I will tell the man by action. He was wrong. It doesn't matter if you don't tell me who he is, I will dig him out myself!"

"Don't be stupid, okay? He is not an ordinary person, what do you use to fight him?!"

The more feared Ziyuan was, the more vigorous my fighting spirit was, saying one by one: "Man's guts!"

"Can Gu Qi be eaten as a meal? Can Gu Qi be used as money?! I didn't understand before, but now I understand better than you, I have experienced too much in the past five years, and I have seen too much, Xiao Nan, The world is unfair. We are living, not fighting. It’s useless to have guts. In the face of real embarrassment, the words guts are really too naive and too insignificant," Ziyuan burst into tears, tightly Took my hand, smiled, coaxed, and said softly: "Xiao Nan, I don't need you to be responsible to me, no matter how you look at me now, but you must have liked me before, right? You are not I hate me, right? I gave you my first time. We just had one more memory for each other, but we didn’t lose anything, did we?”

"You lost! Not only the body, but also the dignity of life!"

Ziyuan was stunned, and then she cried again, "I don't need you to be mad at me! You have always been like this, you can bear your own affairs, but the people around you are wronged, but you can't bear it once, why are you Can't be fooled by me once?! Xiaonan, I beg you, if you really do it for me, bear with me this time, OK?"

"No, Xiaozi, man. Some things are intolerable."

"I don't deserve you to do this! Xiao Nan, I beg you, don't be foolish. Okay? The body was given to me voluntarily, reserved and dignified. I lost it myself. It has nothing to do with that person. You fight him. , Get nothing!"

"voluntary?"

"Yes, I voluntarily!" Ziyuan guilt said: "This is a fair exchange of interests. I did those things to you according to their requirements, and then they gave me what I wanted, but I still earned it because I never I don’t think I’m trying to fuck myself with you!”

I don’t know if I should believe in Ziyuan, but that’s obviously not the most important thing, “Next? In order not to destroy my relationship with tassels, you will once again say goodbye and disappear from my eyes, right?”

Ziyuan's expression told me that I was right, and I also knew that my impulse could no longer be contained. I turned and walked to the door. Ziyuan suddenly hugged my waist from behind, "Don't go! I won't go, I promise you, I will not leave!"

I slowly turned around, stroking Ziyuan's vowed face, and gently said: "You said, will I believe it? Xiaozi, you are too kind, you can't deceive me"