Problematic Sister Fell In Love With Me

Dong Xiaoye gave up staying close to me because she knew that Ziyuan would not say anything with her.

Ziyuan did not advocate a taxi, kept his head down, and walked silently in front.

I broke the silence, "Are you going to eat something?"

"Can you eat with someone like me?" Can't tell whether she was mocking herself or venting her grievances, Youyou sighed: "Anyway, I can't eat anymore, I want to go back alone."

With so many things happening, Ziyuan's heart must be in a mess, and now it is really not suitable for reluctantly unraveling her. Let her calm down first, but it is not a good choice. I laughed: "Fortunately, I should send you back. ?"

Ziyuan paused and slowly turned around. Under the dim light of the street lamp, she could still see the redness of her eyes. "Are you satire me?"

I immediately reacted. She knew that I had been to the hotel yesterday and asked about the secret that she only opened the room but not stayed. I smiled faintly and asked, "Am I ironizing you?"

Ziyuan did not squeak, and the tears fell again.

I walked up to her, broke her fingers, took out her tight handkerchief, wiped away the tears on her face, and collected a smile that softened the atmosphere. At that time, I met my landlord. She wanted to rent the house at the door of my house. The rent was very low, so I thought of you. Are you looking for a house? We live in the door. How convenient is it, but I will call you The phone has been turned off, so we went to the hotel to find you, but the hotel's waiter told us that you just opened the room there, but never lived."

Ziyuan choked for a while, without denying, "And then?"

"Then?" I laughed again. "Then I knew you wouldn't live there, so I'm asking you now, where should I send you back?"

Ziyuan grabbed the handkerchief and looked down at his toes for a long while before saying: "Why don't you ask me why I lied?"

"Since you are hiding me, you just don't want to tell me, why should I ask?" I said in a humble way: "When you want to tell me, you will naturally tell me."

"Yuanyuan is right, Xiao Nan. In order to take care of the people around you, you always grieve yourself, even if these people are not worth your time. Do you know? This is not gentle, it is cruel."

"So I never said I was a good person."

"You" Ziyuan's words were jammed, and she turned and walked away. I followed her silently without asking where she wanted to go.

"I have lived in Min Rou's house" Ziyuan didn't look back, it was more like talking to herself, "I opened a room in a hotel, and I took you there once intentionally, just to make you think that I live there, so as to cover up me and Min Rou The fact of close contact does not wrong me. I have ghosts in my heart. What I have done now may not hurt you, but it will certainly not make you feel comfortable."

Ziyuan paused, and seemed to be struggling a little, and finally said: "Xiao Nan, what do you want to know, I know it clearly, but now I can only tell you that I am responsible for providing everything Miss San wants to know about Your message and complete all the things she asked me to do."

"What did she ask you to do?" My brow jumped. "Including going to bed with me that night?"

Ziyuan didn't answer immediately, carrying her on my back, making it impossible for me to observe her expression, "If I say that is voluntary, do you believe it?"

With a move in my heart, Xuan'er smiled bitterly: "That's not your character"

"My character?" Ziyuan slowed down. When I got to my side, I gently embraced my arm and put my head on my shoulder. Liu Hai blocked my eyes. I only saw two lines. With tears flowing down her cheeks, she laughed self-deprecatingly: "What character am I? Cowardly? Yes, I am a child without a father, I am a mixed-race child, I am different from the people around me, I have been very young since childhood Inferiority complex, people around me call me a wild seed, saying that I am a freak born of a mother and a wild man, everyone rejects me, no one wants to be friends with me, except crying, I will not do anything, I will only rely on You, watching you repeatedly beat me up and beat the heads of others from small to big, no matter what choices I make, I will either ask you or ask my mother, there is nothing I can make up my mind, including my mother I went to the United States with her, and I had a hundred reluctances in my heart, but I still didn't have the courage to oppose it. But Xiao Nan, that was five years ago, and now I am different from that time. Spent, how many things have happened around me?"

"People will change, change means growth, but people also have a side that will never change, Xiaozi, in my opinion, you are still you"

"No, Xiao Nan, you don’t understand me. The first time I did it myself was to leave silently five years ago without even saying goodbye to you. Since then, I’m not Xue Ziyuan you know. , "Ziyuan put a little effort on the hand holding my arm, but her voice was thinner. "I want to change, but I don't want to change. Do you know how tortured that contradictory mood? I don't want to change the right Your dependence, I want to live like that, protected by you for life, so I know that our relationship must change, because we have all grown up, if you continue to be good friends, you will be other girls Take it away, but I don’t have the courage to ask you in person, if it’s not necessary to go to the US with my mother, I think, I don’t even have the courage to write that letter to you.”

Sure enough, this is the reason why Ziyuan kept saying goodbye. However, nowadays, it is too late to say this. It is too late. There are not only tassels around me, but also the ambiguous Murphy, and the gradually ambiguous winter night.

"The things that night, half and half," Ziyuan said softly: "Miss San just made this request, and I have no objection, nothing more."

"Why?" I couldn't understand, "Why did Miss Three make such a request?"

"I can't tell you yet"

"Why don't you object?" I was a little angry, angry at Ziyuan's ignorance.

Ziyuan snuggled up to me, like a bird that only depended on people. I couldn’t tell whether I was matching her footsteps, or whether she was matching my footsteps, walking forward slowly and into each other’s hearts.

"My relationship with Miss San is a mutual benefit. She found me. She has her purpose. I promised to help her. My purpose is a reason; you didn’t reply to me and didn’t reply to me. This is the second reason for my girlfriend; the third reason may just be that I want to do that"

My heart beats, and my face also warms up. Ziyuan's words are very explicit. Is it a confession to me?Ziyuan also shyly looked up, and the atmosphere of silence for a time was very embarrassing.

Ziyuan couldn't help but finally pulled me to the side of the road and stopped a taxi. I was panicked and blank, and I didn't even pay attention to her address to the driver.

"Do you hate me?" When Ziyuan said the words, the driver stunned, because she and I sat on the left and right, looking out the window like a stranger.

"You should hate me"

"Now I know I hate it wrong"

Uh, what it means, before tonight, you always hated me, Ziyuan honestly made me a little unbearable

"You didn't hate wrong, the letter was torn by fate, but that was my fault," I said honestly: "I was confused for the question you asked me in the letter, I don't know how to reply to you, Struggling, bewildered, Chu Yuan mistakenly thought that the letter made me unhappy, so in the end it was all because of my indifference."

"I'm too naive" Ziyuan tilted her body, leaned to my side, and rested on my shoulders, "That kind of question, who can answer the question simply is irresponsible? You struggle, confused, prove you It’s naive to take it seriously. I thought it’s enough for two people to only need one commitment together. I haven’t considered how heavy this commitment is in reality. If I do it today, I will not rush to ask you to give it. I will answer."

"Then why didn't you write to me again?"

I clearly felt Ziyuan's body trembling, "You can hate me."

I was startled, "I just want to know why."

"Because I hate you."

"Do you think this kind of lies can deceive me?" I said: "Xiaozi, why are you stopping me from asking me to go to Miss San to settle the bill? You really hate me so much, will you still protect me?"

"I"