Problematic Sister Fell In Love With Me

Quiet night, quiet living room, at this moment, the world seems to be only the breath of Chu Yuan and me. This girl is really honest, just lying on me obediently, let me touch her long hair, The uniform breathing rhythm made me wonder if she was asleep and comfortable.

She is really like a greasy kitten, her body is soft, warm, and soft, just snuggling in this way, it makes me feel very comfortable and comfortable, I can't even reluctantly blast her from the bed Going out, thinking to myself, if she fell asleep like that, it would be nice

But contrary to expectations, a question like Chu Yuan murmured broke the harmonious atmosphere.

"Brother, don't you like me, is it because I'm not sensible?"

"Huh?" I froze.

Chu Yuan’s arms on my shoulders pulled slightly, so that he pulled up and put his head on my shoulders. The exhaled air was blowing on my neck, fragrant, itchy, "I know why you hate me , Because from the day we became a family, I took away a lot of things that belong to you."

The evening breeze was slow, and the night was cool. Chu Yuan's mellow fragrance shoulders were exposed in the air. I couldn't help but fought a cold war. I dragged the quilt upward and smiled disapprovingly, "Is it?"

"Yes," Chu Yuan's voice is very thin, really like talking about dreams, but it can give people a very serious feeling, "Your room, your toys, your clothes, your pocket money, And dad’s favor, if you don’t have me, you could have had more and I know that you must have hated me.”

I was silent because I couldn’t refute. Chu Yuan was right. I hated her. Especially when I was wronged because of her, I always had the idea that if my girl had never been at home, I have never told her sister

Perhaps, I always wanted to be a competent brother, but I couldn’t find the feeling of being a brother. That’s why, not only did Chu Yuan reject me, I also rejected Chu Yuan, in my subconscious mind, I don't want to admit that my little girl who took half of my happiness and even more happiness is my sister

Perhaps, jealousy is also one of the important reasons. Chu Yuan is beautiful and has good grades. When she was very young, people around me constantly praised her and dreamed of the future for her, as if from then on, everyone I am sure that my sister must have an unusual life, and even I am convinced that her future is destined to be different, because she is so good

To this day, I am not sure whether my longing for the ordinary is due to my lack of confidence than Chu Yuan has a more brilliant future, so I am like a coward to find myself an excuse that looks different from others. The only thing I can be sure of in reality is that I really hated Chu Yuan.

"Mom always praises you for being sensible, because she knows that you have suffered a lot of grievances because of me, and you have been abused by too much and too much, but you never say it, always bear it silently, Even if I did something wrong, you never told me a complaint, and still tried my best to protect me, even to blame me. No matter what I did, you accommodated me, tolerated me, but me, often Find you stubble, sue you"

In fact, this is what I want to know the most-why do you always have trouble with me?It’s impossible to say that there is no hate for no reason in this world. Even if I thought about something in my heart, I never said it.

Chu Yuan is not normal. The strong girl I know will not admit that he is wrong, but I clearly heard the girl whispering in my ear like this: "I know , This boy I call my brother hurts me. I knew it when I first saw him, but I didn’t know how to approach him and accept him. I’m different from him, he’s better than me How old is he, but he is still a child, but he speaks like an adult, he understands everything, and I don’t understand anything, he is very good to me, and very good to his mother, I even think that his mother likes him, already To me, because he is stronger than me, I start to feel scared that he will take away my mother and take away my only relative, so I don’t know how to get along with him, no matter how good he is to me, no matter How much I like him to be so good to me, but I always be wary of him. I never thought that we are already a family. Mom likes you as much as I like, I haven’t lost anything, I still get A lot-Dad and his love for me, on the contrary, he lost a lot, because he is an elder brother, delicious, delicious, fun, not only let me do anything, but also sacrifice his own Time to take care of me, I was afraid that he would take away my own happiness, but unconsciously, it was me who took away everything that belonged to him, but when I understood this, he had become a gasbag at home."

This is the case. I want to laugh, but I can’t laugh. I have suppressed the question in my heart for nearly ten years. The answer is so simple.

Chu Yuan rubbed my ears with his forehead and asked, "Brother, do you say there are people in the world who will not be angry or tempered?"

"No" I said with a smile: "If you are a person, you will have a temper, but you can tolerate it to a different degree. Some people can bear it, some people can't bear it, some people can't bear it at all"

"Yes? So you can't be angry," Chu Yuan interrupted me and said, "Because you didn't go to school, even now, you always fight with others, and even have a temper for Xiaozi's sister, I haven’t talked to her for a few days, you have quarreled with your dad, he was beaten badly, but he refused to be soft, and my mother said to me, you are a man with arrogance and arrogance, a little man, you know how to tolerate , But that is not cowardly, you are always tolerant, but not a blind compromise. In fact, you have a bad temper but you have never been angry with me, even if I tear up the important letter that Xiao Zi sister left you, you have not Scolded me, you hid me, don’t want to see me, I’m afraid I will lose my temper

As he talked, Chu Yuan began to choke, and seemed to have been greatly wronged, sobbing: "Why don't you just lose your temper with me? Why do you never tell me when you are dissatisfied? Mom often says that life is like tea, rice, oil and salt Sauce and vinegar tea, pots and pans, cutlery, chopsticks, bumps and bumps are always inevitable, even if there is some quarrel between brothers and sisters is normal? It’s not normal that it hasn’t been quarreled once? Well, you don’t like me, you hate me—accommodate me, tolerate me, just fear that Dad and Mom will quarrel over our affairs!"

For the first time, the secret in my heart was broken by someone for the first time, and it was not someone else who broke the secret, but Chu Yuan!I panic. She was right, but not completely right. My feelings for her are very contradictory. I don’t deny that I hated her, but I also don’t admit that I hate her and don’t like her—Chu Yuan. There are disadvantages, but she has more advantages!

"You have asked me many times, why do you hate Cheng Liusu, now I tell you, because I am jealous of her!" Chu Yuan suddenly sat up, of course, sitting on me, looking down on my eyes, flowing I was stunned by the complicated feelings, and she used a low voice, with a calm tone that was extremely contradictory to her expression, and slowly said: "After Sister Xiaozi went abroad, I thought to apologize to you, I I hope you can scold me or beat me, I imagine you can be angry with me, so that you don’t have to hold grievances and depression in your heart, and then, as long as I admit my mistakes, you will change to me I don’t think I’m a girl who only knows how to be unreasonable-if I feel uncomfortable, I will get angry. If I am your closest person, why would you hide your feelings from me? I don’t want your hypocritical pampering. Even if you are as harsh as my mother, I hope you will be honest with me"

Similarly, when buying rice, Chu Yuan also said in the city, it turned out that she was not talking about tassels but herself.

"But I'm too stupid. I don't know how to apologize. You were better for me after you left the hospital, but I was even more uncomfortable than when I was hospitalized. You are not sincere. You are afraid that I will do stupid things again. Thinking:'This stinky girl is so hateful. Not only did she tear up Xiao Zi's letter, she also abused herself, and almost made me a sinner', but you don't even know that I urge you to go home because I really I'm worried about you. When I was sitting in the snow, I didn't complain to you. I was willing to punish myself! I just wanted to atone for it, and I wanted to admit your mistake, but every time I mentioned Little Purple Sister, I don’t care about the hypocritical smile, it makes me speak to my mouth but I can’t say it! I’m so useless, I don’t even know how to make you lose my temper.” The smelly girl said more and more excited, even though she suppressed her voice as much as possible. I couldn't stop it. The big ones rolled down and fell on my chest. The burning temperature seemed to burn through my heart.

I reached out and wanted to wipe the corners of her eyes, but she grabbed her wrist and bit her on the back of my hand with an open mouth. I wonder if she was afraid of crying, or hated my hypocrisy, maybe , Both, she bit hard, crying, hysterical.