Problematic Sister Fell In Love With Me

Only then did you realize that you have no courage to face?Choose to escape at this time?Stinky girl, don't you think it's too late?Since you are afraid to admit it, don't show me the attitude you resolutely want to face before!Trying to escape now will only make you and my brother and sister smile to each other hypocritically forever. Isn't that what you hate most?!

Instead, Chu Yuan’s denial stimulated me and strengthened my determination to face. I followed behind her and asked, "Is it? It has nothing to do with me, why do I feel like I am reading a diary? Why is the protagonist called Murong Yuanyuan, why is Murong Yuanyuan's friend called Poor and Xiao Bobo? Why does Murong Yuanyuan live with a sister Jiahua? Why is her brother's temper and living habits exactly the same as me?!"

"Because the novel comes from life!" Chu Yuan interrupted me, but she didn't look back. Instead, she walked faster and shouted: "I just draw on life and then create it as a fictional story. Is it right? Because Murong Yuanyuan is a pervert who likes her brother, do I have to be a pervert like her?"

"I didn't say you were abnormal!"

"Then why do you say I like you?!"

"Did I say you like me?"

Chu Yuan's footsteps came to a halt, and then it came back. I didn't say anything. She stopped playing.

"You are a bastard!" Chu Yuan was like a mad calf, turned his head against my stomach, I was not expecting it, and I didn't expect this soft girl to have such explosive power, she was actually burst into potential He bumped into the top, and took two steps back, sitting down on the ground.

A white flash of light flashed across the sky, two dull thunders rolled in the clouds, and a few cold drops fell on my awkward stiff face. I stayed--the thin raindrops fell from the sky, and my bangs had not yet wet , But already flowing on Chu Yuan's face

Stinky girl crying!

Why is she crying?

Before I could start asking questions, Chu Yuan returned to run.

"Yuanyuan!" I hurriedly got up and caught up with her in three or five steps, "You wait, brother has something to tell you!"

"I don't listen!" Chu Yuan shook me off and took her hand, wiped her tears, and ran faster, "You must say that I don't want to listen! Because you are an asshole! You don't understand anything !"

"I haven't said, how do you know that you don't want to hear?" I dragged her by the neck collar and dragged her into my arms without waiting for her to flee, and hugged her from the back together with her arms. Forced, she lifted the light, boneless girl off the ground and allowed her to kick her legs in random attempts to step on my feet.

The stinky girl couldn't break free, and cried like crazy: "It must not be what I want to hear, you don't even know what I want to hear!"

"What do you want to hear? Tell me what you want to hear, what do you want to hear!" Chu Yuan's excitement made me lose his calmness, or, it made me panic, I don't know what I should do, I can only like She shouted the same, it seems that only such hysterics will not let the timid self completely collapse.

Maybe it was the same expression that made Chu Yuan discover that we were actually the same nervous and uneasy, or, she was just as usual, afraid that I would get angry, so she stopped, she was quiet and turned back, With my eyes on, the red face covered with snot tears turned back quickly, relaxed her shoulders, and she twisted her body.

I let her go, but she grabbed my hand, lowered her head, and whispered: "I know what you want to say, what you want to ask, I only have one request, you agreed, I answered everything, you If you don’t agree, we will all forget what happened today, and no one will ever mention it again."

The drizzle started to get a little tighter, and the cold raindrops slipped into my neck, which caused me to fight a cold war. I hope this is also the reason why Chu Yuan trembles, I held her soft little hand, and then lifted another With one hand, use your index finger to scrape off a raindrop hanging from her temples, and smiled bitterly: "Can you forget what has happened?"

"Then pretend to forget!"

"Pretend to forget?" My sister, do you know what we need to pretend to forget?If we do not face this problem, can we get honest with each other in the future?We all know that there is a pimple in the other person's heart, and will be tortured by this pimple for a lifetime. "Do you think that getting along like that will make us feel relaxed?"

"I've never been relaxed!" Chu Yuan's answer surprised me and made me speechless. "I pretended to have forgotten, even if I get along with my hypocrisy, at least I can maintain the same relationship in the past, right? Anyway? You have never been honest to me, and I have never been honest to you. Since five years ago, you have been accustomed to hiding secrets in your heart and not telling them. Then no matter whether you are happy or unhappy, you will accept me. I pretend to hurt me and love me! Is it difficult for you? It’s just as usual, isn’t it? I’m used to it, I’m used to you, I will continue to get used to it in the future, and I won’t go to the naive want What to change"

Chu Yuan's voice is getting smaller and smaller. At the end, it is almost unheard of. The bitterness contained in the voice is getting heavier and heavier, falling in my heart, and I have an indescribable suffocation-from small to large , Especially in the past five years, I have no awareness of Chu Yuan’s inner desire, and it is the most self-blaming thing in my life so far, and there is no way to make up for the damage to her, destined to become the pain of my life

Yes, I'm used to it, and she's more used to how to smile falsely, but let me go on living like that?Impossible, this girl who is not strong has been scarred by me. My hypocritical smile is already such a cruel knife. Wouldn’t she kill herself by the hypocritical smile she deceived?

The characters are sloppy, like a fork, one left and one right, we always stand in the middle of such intersections, wandering in the decision of left or right, this is called life, yes, life is constant The multiple choice question, and the answer is only a and b, only right and wrong, not complicated, but not simple.

Now, I stand at this intersection, but for me, the multiple-choice question I faced at this time is not complicated. I don’t need to hesitate at all, because there is a way that will make my sister bruised all over, so, It must be wrong, I don't need to know what is on the other road, where is the end of the other road, I just need to step on it, it is enough.

"What are your requirements?"

Chu Yuan seemed to know what choice I would have made, and was not surprised. He turned around slowly. There were no more tears in his big black and white eyes, and the dark eyes were no longer cunning and smart. , But as usual, unruly and self-willed, her left hand grabbed my right hand, and led me to shoulder-shouldered position, and then opened the palm, indicating that I was like her, using my palm against my palm, I was in a mess As I did, the palms of one big and one small pressed together, and the fingers of the stinky girl passed through my finger joints, so I grasped my hand more forcefully.

I was confused and embarrassed. I didn’t know what she meant. Seeing that my hand was still spreading, she raised her eyebrows like aggrieved, disappointed, and threatened. She stared at her and bit her lip. I was taken aback and quickly took photos Do it, curl up her five fingers, wrap her little hand in the palm, and at the same time can't help but ask: "Hold it hand in hand, why do you have to hold it so?"

Hand in hand and hand in hand interlocking with ten fingers are still very different for me who have some decay in my bones, which is like a sibling?More like a couple in love who is lingering and unwilling to separate?

"This is more solid, even if one of them gives up, the other person can grasp him (her)"

I hadn't figured out the meaning of this for a while, but I saw Chu Yuan's index finger on my heart with his right hand, gently lifted his lips, saying one by one: "I want you to promise me, no matter what you think Me, no matter how incurable you think I am to you, do not let go of my hand, and don’t let me let go of your hand."

I seem to understand, but I don't understand at all-I don't let her hand go, I understand this, but don't let her let me go, how should I understand this?Doesn’t it sound contradictory?