"My psychology will not be a problem, whether it is now or later."

Shu Tong questioned and laughed mockingly: "So sure?"

I smiled lightly, "If I'm sick, fate may be sick."

Shu Tong was stunned. After a while, he stared at the ice cream in his hand and asked in a low voice: "What do you mean? In order to be destined to be ill, do you plan to make Susu sick?"

Shu Tong’s reaction was not fierce, she really became a loyal fan of Chu Yuan, she was swaying between the smelly girl and her cousin, hesitated, and seemed even more contradictory than me

"I don't plan to hurt anyone," I said with emotion: "It's just that, frankly, it's a man's responsibility."

When I said this, I thought more of it, not Chu Yuan, but Dong Xiaoye, Ziyuan.

Shu Tong said anxiously: "Are you crazy?! I admit that Xin Qiji's words are justified, but some things are unacceptable to most people even if they are legal and reasonable! The tongue is pressed down. Dead man, brother and sister love is a sensitive and taboo topic, you may have to bear public opinion and secular gaze may not know you and fate, and your parents, there are women like Tassel and Murphy who are close to you, there are Dong Xiao Ye and Xue A woman like Ziyuan, who is ambiguous to you, and relatives and friends around you! They either endure the public attacks with you because they support you, or they oppose you, and give you those condemnations that are destined to bear, Chu Nan, You have to think clearly, you will not get more, but you will lose a lot!"

"How about you?" I didn't answer Shu Tong, but asked: "As a friend, will you condemn me, or will you be anxious for being attacked by public opinion?"

Shu Tong didn't expect me to ask this question and was silent.

"From my personal standpoint, I will not condemn you. The experience of people and the time they spend with each other determine the occurrence and development of feelings. I can't think of a reason to attack you, nor do I think most people have "The reason for that" means that she will refute those who condemned me, because we are friends, but there is still a layer of meaning, that is from a personal standpoint, not from a tassel stand, to tassel The cousin's identity, she has enough reasons to condemn me, at least, the crime of Huaxin cannot be removed

Even so, I am content, "Thank you."

"Don't thank me," Shu Tong smiled bitterly: "This will make me feel sorry for Su Su."

"Actually, you have a reason to condemn me. People don't have to force themselves to look at something too objectively."

"What you owe, you have to pay it back," Shu Tong turned his head, looking at me, smiling, a layer of water gleaming in his eyes, the complex expression that was tormented by the overwhelming conflicts and struggles in his heart, I see Poor, "Maybe, it's just that I'm too subjective, I can't do what you call objective, Chunan, don't think I'm a reasonable woman, I'm just more selfish than the Shu Tong you know, she stays, doesn't Silly, some things don’t react when you see them, so you don’t have to think about them like you don’t see them, but I’m stupid, but I don’t stay there. Some things are understood, but they are like a fool. I don’t know how to deal with it. It’s right or wrong. In the end, I just let others take the damage. Just like now, I don’t know whether to help fate, or to help tassels. Just like before, I thought that one was kind Lies not only drag you into my housework, but also make you entangled by the woman with the surname Min, and make you owe her the most difficult human debt, which pushes you into the quagmire, and is stirred up by me at home Chickens and dogs are restless. Lies bring not only more lies, but also harm to more people, but even if I understand this reason, because I always consider myself subjectively and want to free myself, I still ignore others and I can’t tell. , But maybe my position is not because of fate or tassels, but because I owe you something and want to pay you back, so I went to naively think that I wouldn’t condemn your siblings and make you feel a little less Pressure means paying off debts"

If that is the case, how can you say it?I smiled, hesitated for a moment, and still dared to scrape the tears from the corners of her eyes with your fingers, "You are not stupid and stupid, nor stupid and stupid, you are stupid and stupid, maybe you really A lot of unnecessary troubles for others and yourself, but you also make many people happy or moved. What a person does, the good and bad of the process is only the manifestation of ability, and the reason is the good or bad of the motivation Is the key to making conclusions about the good and bad of a person. At least, I never think you are a bad woman, because a stupid and stupid woman is usually a big fool who can’t learn anything, Although idiots always cause headaches, they are not disgusting. I think idiots are somewhat cute."

If Shu Tong didn’t understand me even if I was scolding her or comforting her, then she was really a stupid dumb idiot, but her reaction was still beyond my expectations. , The blush even crawled over the root of the ear, and after staying for thirty seconds, she suddenly opened it and wiped her tears, and forgot to take back the salted pig claws, and then took the other hand before eating two bites. The box of ice cream was pressed hard on this handsome and gentle smile face of the buddy, shouting: "Don't show me how good you are! I know you are pretending! You are not generous at all, one Stomach resentment can also pretend to be a smile, just because you are used to such hypocrisy and gentleness! You are used to being cowardly and happy to be cheap! You can't cheat me!"

It is true that this girl has read Chu Yuan’s novels, hypocritical smiles and vulgar gentleness, and that seemingly broad-minded mind, but after repeating the lies countless times, the habit has become an instinctive character expression, but in the final analysis, This acquired instinct has always been a disgraceful habit.

Thinking that there will be no more secrets in front of this woman in the future, my buddy is really not depressed in general. Although it is the character of a good man who was forced to be brought up by the environment, to be honest, I am quite satisfied with such a character of my own. Shu Tong said that she did not know whether the real self was subjective or objective, but I knew very well that the false smile and the gentleness of being cheap were the most real me.

Because there is no more real thing than reality, in real life, there needs to be a product that will falsely smile and be guilty of gentleness to balance my family. So, my product has appeared to meet the needs, if there is something unexpected , That is, someone fell in love with me, a product that likes hypocritical smiles and guilty gentleness, Chu Yuan is, tassels are, Murphy is, Dong Xiaoye and Ziyuan are, Xiao Xiaojing is also, maybe, even that one can completely wipe me out See through the oriental little girl

Similarly, there is no real thing more realistic, just because they know that it is a hypocritical smile and guilty gentleness, will they appreciate and like it?If I knew that such a character would bring such happy troubles in the morning, I would rather be honest with Chu Yuan and the stepmother when I first met, to avoid the development of this character today, but the time will not go backwards, and the memories are already The trajectory engraved on the path of life will not go backwards, but will continue to move forward. It is too late now, because I dare not imagine what kind of person I would be without this character and how I would go to today, because now Me is the most real me, even if I am hypocritical, I am cheap

"Did you see through? Ha ha, then it's boring," I shrugged and smiled: "It's true that you lied to you and your family, and then asked tassel to come forward and beg me to drag me into your troubles. I can’t let it go, but it’s not because I spent a lot of money that looks like it to you, or because of these things that made me owe Minrou some favors, but just because I’m just dissatisfied with you, why do you have to pick me and your cousin? My boyfriend is your boyfriend. This uncomfortable twist makes me unhappy. All day long, I am ridiculed by the guys around me as a laughing stock. As for money and human feelings, as long as the money is good enough to coax the frivolity, I Don’t mind where it is spent, not to mention that the person who is happy in the end is not a tassel. The only person who seems to be unhappy is you. You drag me into the water. If you are unhappy, I have another reason to be happy. Isn’t it? Besides, don’t you look at the news in terms of human relations? Min Rou has already disclosed her identity and background. Her Moon Valley New Energy is the representative company of Miss San and Feng Chang to discuss cooperation projects. , Whether or not you are here, she will come over and approach me"

"Why?" Shu Tong probably also realized that his emotions were too excited just now, interrupting me and responding to my words, but it was a little embarrassing when it was implicitly resolved to expose me, but not to Miss San or Min Rou is interested.