Problematic Sister Fell In Love With Me

"Your dad always looks so calm and calm, but in terms of feelings, he has always been looking forward and backward and swaying, not because he is old-fashioned, but because he thinks too much, he is always worried. Others often neglected themselves. At that time, your sister Yue was struggling with him, and he was not a stone man. How could he be unimpressed? The terrible thing is that he did not dare to accept her. Why? Teacher-student love, many topics And I think you are pretty and beautiful, and you have a great future. What about him? Forty-year-old man, with a child who says big or small, whether it’s your sister’s loved ones or around them Friends and colleagues, it is inevitable that there will be some strange eyes and words. He is worried that you can’t stand Sister Yue, but he has not been so old-fashioned. This is not the main reason. What he is most afraid of is that you will have ideas, I’m afraid you can’t accept someone taking over your mother’s position. When he knew you didn’t contradict this, I appeared with fate.” The stepmother’s eyes were red again. Although she didn’t drink, she was infected by Yue Yue. Yes, she’s a little bit drunk, her tone is slow and calm, as if telling the story of others who have nothing to do with her, but anyone can hear it, and the deliberately suppressed trembling in the memory, "I am married to your dad, not Being greedy for ease is not afraid of suffering, but your sister Yue called me selfish and self-righteous, but did not wrong me. At that time, destiny grew up day by day. The children of other people went to kindergarten when they were three or four years old. How about her? I was kept at home when I was years old. She was in poor health, weak, and often ill. At that time, she had no hukou, and there was no kindergarten willing to accept her. Every time the children lying on the window and looking out the window played with their parents , She will ask me why she doesn’t have a dad. Every time I ask me this way, I feel as if I’m heartbroken. I don’t know how to answer her. She has a weekend, she’s busy with work, so busy that I even forget that Yuanyuan is afraid of thunder, it’s late I came home very late, pushed the door open, and found that the room was black, and I could not see anything. I was terrified. I shouted at her, but I could not hear her answer. I found it everywhere, and finally found it in the closet. She, she was wrapped in a quilt, shrunk in the corner of the closet like a little mouse, and had a high fever, fell asleep, even if she fell asleep, she was still crying, still shaking, and I cried and cried crying that night , I finally know that I am alone, a person like me who can't even take care of myself, there is no way to take care of her, once I thought I had this ability, took her to Beitian alone, this is not Is it my self-righteousness? My self-confidence broke down, and suddenly I felt that I couldn’t hold on anymore. In Beitian, I had no relatives and no reason. The only thing I believed was only your dad, my former teacher. I haven’t been in contact for years, but I suddenly thought of him, because he also took a child alone, but he can take good care of his work and life. I asked him for help and asked him to tell me that I should What to do, I remember very clearly. Your dad only said two sentences to me that day. The first sentence was that after I finished the bitter water, I asked him to take him home to meet destiny, and then he sat on my sofa On, playing with YuanyuanOne afternoon, accompanied her to watch TV together, piled up wood, and put puzzles until he left after dinner. He told me the second sentence. He told me that this child needed a complete home, he said , He can help me"

Regarding Chu Yuan’s biological father, I know nothing like Chu Yuan. So far, my stepmother has never mentioned it, not even a picture of him. I don’t know if Chu Yuan’s stinky girl is indifferent. This kind of vacancy, or because the vacancy has been filled by the old man, she never seems to be curious, but I asked the old man, but the old man gave me a serious lesson, saying, a real man I’m not going to inquire about the past year when women were unwilling to mention that I was only thirteen. Xiao Chunan had just started to grow his hair, so I suddenly realized that I was already a real man-now I’m thinking about it, it’s because I’m a master Fooled

The old man must know the stepmother's past, so they chose to give up their feelings for Yuejie. They don't say it, they can only prove that it is an unbearable feeling for the stepmother.

The stepmother’s forgotten eyes were moistened, and she smiled remorsefully, “I was really too fragile at that time, I was completely careless about fate, and I was not confident. I didn’t know that Yue Yue still didn’t give up pursuing you. Dad, if I knew it, I would definitely not intervene in their lives, but your dad concealed Yue Yue’s things from me. Yue Yue voluntarily quit, just like your dad, for fate, because They know that people like me, without the care of others, will only suffer from fate and suffer with me. Sister Yue has never hated me or even scolded me. She knows that I feel guilty, so I don’t follow me. Her life disappeared, she was married, but not because she forgot your dad, or because she found someone she liked, she just wanted to let me know when she appeared before me again, let your dad know that she had Very good and happy, in order to make us feel less guilty, but she has been living in guilt because she does not love her husband."

It seems that something is wrapped around my heart, tightening slowly, giving me an uncomfortable suffocation. I don’t know what to say, or how to comfort my stepmother. What I can feel seems to be Yuejie The unspeakable bitterness and pain in the bottom of my heart

"She is a fool, because she sympathizes with me and Yuanyuan, and gives up the feelings that are already at your fingertips. Your father is also a fool, because she can't turn a blind eye to me and Yuanyuan, she gives up the feelings that make him sway, but longing for, until After they missed it, they discovered that they had lost their happiness forever. It was my fault, all because of my self-righteousness, my self-impairment, my selfishness, and my willfulness, because I did not have the ability to take care of myself and care for fate, It made them miss each other. The reason why You Yue was angry with me just now was because I had committed the same problem again. I thought I had done well and I could do well, but I forgot what I had done wrong. Many, many things, forget my self-righteousness, how many people will be hurt before, now and in the future"

"mom"

I want to wipe the tears from the corner of my stepmother's eyes, but the stepmother wiped two of my sleeves myself, and then patted my chest, laughing: "Xiao Nan, do you know why Sister Yue is worried about you? Because it looks so much like your father The person is her, she is afraid that you, like them, will lose the happiness you deserve in blind accommodation. I hope you are as gentle and kind as your dad and Yue Yue, but don’t ever repeat the tragedy of them, don’t Make someone who likes you sad, and don’t make choices that make you regret. The girl you like must be a good girl. Su Su is. I believe that the girl who puts her underwear on your house is also a fool. I don’t know if it’s me, how should I choose how to face it, but you are so smart, you must understand, right?"

I don’t understand, but I nodded, "Mom, do you love Dad?"

The stepmother stunned, and then tapped a finger on my head, "What do you say?"

"Love!" This was probably the first time in my life that I didn't conceal my cravings, and it was also the first time I was full of fear for the answers I expected.

The stepmother did not answer my question positively, smiling, but told me very seriously: "When you are full of guilt for a person and think that you deprived that person of happiness, you will find that you no longer know what love is Because you don’t dare to love, nor deserve to love"

"But I think that although Miss Yue was missed, Dad is still very happy because you are by my side"

"Even if it is happy, it is also incomplete happiness, but also happiness with regret," the stepmother whispered to Yue sister in the car. "Yue Yue can continue to be friends with me, but he dare not see your dad, your dad always pretends Ask me the status of Yue Yue naturally and casually, but never ask me for her phone. Isn't it because there is no evidence in my heart that I can't let go? The emotional thing is involuntary, I can't help it, you please sister Her marriage is not satisfactory, she does not love her husband, and her husband does not love her, their union is the life of their parents, the words of the concubine, marriage within two years is like a stranger, if your sister is really happy Are you still afraid of seeing your dad? It’s because she is not happy that she can’t help being tempted by happiness. She introduced you and Shu Tong to know her. She didn’t want to show up. You know how much saliva I spent to convince her? See You are so strenuous, I want her to meet your dad, and I don’t know where I’ll wait.

I laughed, "How do I listen to you, as if I want to match Dad and Sister Yue"

The stepmother blinked, "Yeah, can't it?"

I was startled and lost my voice: "Aren't you serious?"

"Of course not," the stepmother gently twisted my face and smiled: "'Once' can't be changed, but you can't always indulge in'Once', just don't face the future? I want them to The meeting is to let them untie the knot in their heart."