Problematic Sister Fell In Love With Me

I like Murphy, first attracted by her beauty and coldness, and then captured by her straight and fragile wrapped in pride and strong appearance...I know my feelings for her, which is better than my tassels, to Ziyuan The feelings are simple and clear. There is no brotherly and sisterly relationship between playing and growing up, washing feet in a basin and sleeping on a bed and a quilt, nor brotherhood of eating, drinking and playing together, playing football together and fighting together. For Murphy, I only have the most primitive man-to-woman look-aspire to conquer, possess.

The most primitive, often the simplest, so I stayed in the wind without hesitation, willing to give her everything I can give, I think, because I am always in a state of embarrassment in front of feelings, but only right Like her this thing, without any confusion.

Mrs. Duanmu did not force me to answer her question. She is a clever woman. Chu Yuan and Sister Hu’s paws can't hide her eyes. But the little emotions in the belly of these two tender girls are carefully read by her. It’s bright, so I just sipped the tea and continued to ask me lightly: "Chun Nan, don’t you think...you left Beitian like this, and left the room just like I did. Is it the same? ?"

Her tone was more casual than telling her own story before, but this word fell into my ears, but it was as heavy as a mountain hit her heart, and Mrs. Duanmu lowered her head, only the tea cup in her hand, But I, who was close to her, still felt that her eyes were staring at me, as if every beat of my heart, she knew her chest.

This unusual sense of oppression made me suddenly realize that this is why Mrs. Duanmu stubbornly and arrogantly took me to this place.

Indeed, if I also hold back my feelings for Murphy and choose not to leave honestly, it is really like Mrs. Duanmu.

Chu Yuan and Sister Hu were also dumbfounded. Their thoughts were not difficult to guess. They didn’t want to listen to me admit that I liked Murphy, and they didn’t want to see the story that had been proved to be unfortunate repeated in me, so Chu Yuan quickly said :"Different!"

"Where is different?" Mrs. Duanmu looked up and smiled: "People are different, so the same choice may have different results?"

Maybe it was because Mrs. Duanmu said what she was trying to say, so Chu Yuan, who was peeped at, was psychologically at a disadvantage, and she suddenly lost her breath. "Don't... don't you?"

"That's right, but you and I have different perspectives on things," Mrs. Duanmu said: "Xiao Yuanyuan, I ask you why I said that all I tell is my story, not my past. ?"

Chu Yuan stunned and shook his head.

"Because the people in the story are called'horn se', people are different from person to person, but what about people who play the same angle se in the same story? It's like a classic drama, no matter how many times it is repeated, Romeo It’s all Romeo, Juliet is Juliet, a thousand times, ten thousand times, the result of martyrdom, will not change... Whether the story determines the angle se, or the angle se determines the story, it does not matter, the important thing is , Such a story, such a corner se, or waiting at the end, destined to be such a tragedy..." Mrs. Duanmu said slowly to me: "Chunan, on your body, I saw The shadows of the two are like you, and like Duanmu. I don’t have much direct contact with you. I don’t know much about you. I don’t know who is more like them. But I know, no one is better than me. I have more say to say this-in such a story, no matter which one of them you play, it is wrong..."

Chu Yuan was silent, and Mrs. Duanmu’s words were somewhat esoteric to her. Even if she disagreed, she didn’t know how to refute it, and Dong Xiaoye chewed carefully, quite agreeing, because she was so intoxicated that she was ravaging my Tiger claws have no strength at all.

"I can't figure it out," I said: "Are you here to talk to me for Fifi?"

"Of course, Mayfair doesn't want you to leave Beitian, but I think she hopes you chose to stay for her, not because of what I said, so I said these things to you, just for myself. ,” said Mrs. Duanmu: “I know you must want to ask again, don’t I not like Mayfair, then why should I care about her... People change, women are fickle, and I didn’t like it before. She doesn’t mean that I don’t like her now. I feel much more guilty about Mayfair than Xiaoqiu. I just ignored Xiaoqiu, but I have cursed Mayfair endlessly and viciously, so you can understand For, I am eager to compensate Mayfair, or to redeem myself, to reduce the guilt in my heart, and to be at ease."

"If I were you, I would not feel at ease," I smiled bitterly: "I am wrong to be Senior Mo, Mr. Duanmu is wrong, but who can prove that I am not Senior Mo, not Mr. Duanmu, Is it right?"

"No one can prove it," Madam Duanmu made me stunned, and then saw her aim at Chu Yuan and Sister Tiger on both sides of me, and said: "Especially you kid, you are guilty of picking flowers, beautiful girls around me There are a lot of girls. It stands to reason that Mayfair hasn’t been harmed by you, so I should thank God, how can I push her into your fire pit? Frankly tell you, when I know that Xiaoqiu also treats you When you have a good impression, you have all your thoughts evaporated in the world, but you can think about it again. So many girls cannot be blind and fools. They appreciate you, like you, and have a good impression on you. There is a reason, and once a woman falls in love with madness, I know much better than you, a man, let alone jump into a fire pit, and burn to ashes...I know what you worry about because I have experienced it Because I have experienced it, I know more about what I should do now, what I should say, I haven’t, and I won’t tell you,'I let you do everything right', this is too big, too groundless , Feelings are not a matter of one person, its uncertain xing, the parties themselves are difficult to control, not to mention outsiders? What I can tell you, but the result of you leaving Mayfair without permission, it must be wrong, because you like her, she also Like you, the regret that a lover can't end up as a family member will become a piece of incompleteness that can never be filled in your own happiness, and it is a big piece of incompleteness. Maybe I don't know you enough, I don't know if you will become the same or Duanmu , But I know Mayfair, she will definitely become another me, or Mo also... I don’t deny that I also don’t understand Xiao Cheng, the Dong Jing official around you, and I don’t understand the one who doesn’t know you. I don’t know if Miss Three holds what kind of thoughts, if you accept Mayfair, the ending of this story will be all happy, or more miserable than my story, but ah..."

Mrs. Duanmu paused and said to me with emotions that seemed to ask herself: “No one’s unexperienced life is a script that has already been written, so why do you copy the life of others who have already experienced a script and kill your own Unknown xing, possible xing in life? No one can predict whether happiness can catch up with the beginning of the pursuit of happiness. So why do you have to give up before you have worked hard? The most important thing is...you know this The way is wrong, and there is still the consciousness to go to the end, then why can't you hold the same consciousness and go to another way that you don't know is right or wrong? Feeling is not a matter for one person, if another person is willing to accompany You face difficulties together and meet the adventure, which is a great happiness in itself, isn’t it? Not to mention, from the perspective of my bystanders, it’s not just Mayer who is willing to take risks with you, maybe this It’s the luckiest thing for you and Mayfair to let you meet a girl like Xiao Cheng in your life."

I kept silent for a long time, and my heart was ups and downs.

Of course, I will not change the decision to go to Shanghai to replace Jiang Yu, because the purpose of this trip is hidden, and I am not aware of Mrs. Duanmu’s prejudiced old lady Jiang, but I intend to take the opportunity to alienate Murphy. The ambiguous feelings are indeed true, but Madam Duanmu's remarks tonight made me feel shaken. Do I decide to leave Tassel and Murphy, is it really too subjective?Do I hope that they will be happy, but instead kill their happiness?

Fart-what kind of sweets are you in Chunan?Are men in the world dead?Why only you can give them happiness?Why should they leave you without happiness?Mr. Duanmu, who is so wise and foolish, doesn't believe that only he can give Mrs. Duanmu happiness in the world. You Chunan, a small grass root that can be compared with others except laziness, where is your confidence?

Once the furnace of sandalwood had been exhausted, Mrs. Duanmu put down the teacup and got up to open her mouth, interrupting my chaotic thoughts, "Okay, my story is over, and what I should say is over. It's not too early. Let's go back."

This woman is always kind, so that people will not feel nervous, oppressed, and can do things in front of her, but they often show a strong and brutal force. Doesn’t she think that she seems to have never answered any of our questions? ?

My mind was clever, my sweat pores tightened in an instant, as if blocked by countless small ice cones, shuddering, bone-chillingly cold-neither Murphy nor tassels, who were not like Madam Duanmu Frank man?

Mrs. Duanmu is afraid of repeating the story, maybe not because I am like Mo or Mr. Duanmu, but because Murphy is like her.

Tassels have cried, but they are more candid about Murphy than Tassels, but they never ask me why I want to leave Beitian. It's too abnormal. She doesn't want me embarrassed, doesn't she want to force me?If yes, then she is not Mrs. Duanmu who was sitting in this room twenty-four years ago...

[Ps: I'm late, sorry, I didn't sleep well this time, I took two tablets to settle down, and I couldn't wake up again...

The network was disconnected yesterday. This chapter should be updated yesterday. The house leak was in the middle of the night and the heating has not been repaired. God and Netcom also messed up together. It snowed and was disconnected. I bought an electric fan and placed it on the table to bake. The claws and claws are warm, but the eyes are dry and uncomfortable...

ps2: I went out to do some private things in the afternoon, and I don’t know when I will be back, so it may be updated late, so don’t wait for it.