Pure Love ✕ Insult Complex

"The kids my family dumped me... Gaman, you're gonna get stronger. More endurance than my heart needs..."

Nashima Sempai said, sadly.

"But... it's unusual for a normal child to be able to stand a situation like he can't gamble..."

"Humans, if you miss them, say, 'I miss you!', when it's tight, 'it's tight!', to the detestable, 'I hate it!', if you're hungry, 'I'm hungry!' Cause if you don't have someone you can honestly describe... it's normal to gamble on your own, and I knew one of your minds would be paralyzed! It's going crazy!

"... and it breaks"

"Like you!

"... like us"

The eyes of Mr. Margo and Nashima Sempai seemed lonely......

... Yep.

... Me.

... Oh shit, it's broken...

"You don't seem so aware of yourself, do you?

Mr. Margo smiles bitterly.

"Ha, yes... sorry"

"You have three main symptoms… the first is, as I have just said, 'don't reject anything and you will obey'"

"Of course, if Yoshida was instructed by 'Someone I thought would be preferable to me' hey!

"Even things that could be harmful to your body, your environment, and your future, you will accept them flatly. I have no hesitation about the possibility that I might lose...!

"That's... that means you don't have anything. Yikes!

Me...... don't have anything?

"Normal people aside, the present self... what makes up a human being called myself is very important. So, before anything else, you try to protect it. Yikes!

"My dreams, my hopes for the future, my beloved family, my people..."

"But come on, Yoshida doesn't have one of those things!

"... so I can throw my body out fine in dangerous situations. I have no fear of losing hope in my current environment or my future..."

"Yoshida......" I don't care what happens to me beyond this anymore. Even if I die, no one's in trouble '... or you're thinking normally?

"Nothingness... sounds like you're already in the poles of despair..."

I do...... live like that.

There's no way I'm going to be happy in my life...

Now that I've had sex with Snow, maybe it's the peak of my life.

And... this can't go on forever.

Now it's special... there's no way this is going on...

Something I can't possibly be lucky and happy all the time......

Either they get caught by the police...... Endo could kill them.

Or to Snow...

The rest of my life will definitely be miserable......

At the bottom of despair, I will die...

But that's fine......

In exchange for that... I held Snow...!!!

I have no regrets...!

"... well, this symptom, it's the same with me hey!

... Naishima Sempai?

"... Me too"

...... to Mr. Margo.

"Me... if Dr. Bow Ha ordered me to, I could pee naked in the middle of downtown Tokyo where the most people are walking! I don't mind if they broadcast it around the world!... because I don't care about my future"

"Me too... if it's the doctor's order, it hurts everyone. I wouldn't hesitate to kill you either. Even if they're the president of the United States... I don't spare my life."

"To put it the other way around... Dr. Bow Yi gives me all kinds of directives, so I can manage to stay alive...!

"Well... on my own, I don't have the strength to do anything. Because everything, I don't care. Because there's nothing important...!

"... I'm with Yoshida. Yikes!

... Naishima Sempai smiles gently.

"No... Yoshida is more 'broken' than we are. It manifests itself prominently in the second symptom......!

Margo looks me in the eye...

It's like being an experimental scientist......

"... you don't lie... to anyone"

... What?!

"No... you know, even me, I'll throw up as much as a lie!

To my objection, Mr. Margo shook his head.

"Did you... did you ever lie to me or Ning?

"No, but it's... it hasn't been that long since I've seen you..."

"... the normal boy will lie a lot from the moment I first met him. Line up your words like you don't have a heart. Exaggerated bragging, trying to make you laugh with proper makeup... Yoshida wouldn't do that at all, would she?!

"... that's because... there's nothing I can be proud of... and it's not funny, you said you talked to me...!

"You're so funny... everything you think is on your face. I'm not trying to hide one."

"Ho ho! You're a lying kid, aren't you? Huh!

"If you spit a lie, you'll soon know it's a lie to anyone... and that doesn't get you into a lie..."

"I mean... Yoshida says, when you lie to yourself, 'Sorry, this is a lie! Doesn't he look like that?!

Ha... if you say so, maybe so.

Ole, I thought I was a bad liar because I was retarded, because I didn't get words out of my guts... but I do feel like I'm falling apart from myself saying 'cause this is a lie'.

"Who can't lie to people...... he's the one who's afraid to be lied to by someone! I hate listening to other people's lies, so as a projection, I'm forcing myself not to lie to others. Yikes!

"... haha," a weird laugh leaked out of my mouth...

"... Me, you're a roundly bad one...!

"That's right...... you are 'broken'. So the third symptom is the problem......!

... third?

"Yoshida... why are you so obsessed with Snow Shirazaka?!

... Yu, Snow?

... Obsession?!

"You know what you're doing isn't love, right?

... yes, this is not love.

... I don't think Snow will like me from the start.

"... for example, Yoshida, go to a movie alone with that woman, go karaoke, go shopping for clothes in the city... can you imagine?

... it is.

"... and I can't"

That... can't be done.

Man like me...... I can't believe I'm going on a date with a kid like Snow...!!!

"Right?! That's not mattomo love, is it?!

... Yes, there is no way that a matomo relationship can be established between me and Snow Na.

... That's why I offended Snow!

"... but why did you rape that girl?

……

"Normal kids don't... they don't rape girls they like! I wish her happiness! … even if the child were to go out with a boy who wasn't himself"

... that.

... I don't know, I think so!!!

"... I heard that that kid had a boyfriend... Yoshida, you really can't gamble anymore, can you? Forced to rape me. But I wanted to make it my own...!

"But... how much I've offended, she'll never be yours..."

"So only more sex and more escalating content. Yikes!

…………

"Why are you obsessed with Snow White Slope... I think you should think about it for once...!

... because it is!

"It's... I like Snow! So......!

"... Yoshida, what do you know about that kid? You know that kid's favorite food or something? What's your hobby or something?... you're not interested in that, are you?!

... Naishima Sempai?

"... your face and body were the only ones you liked?!

... Mr. Margo?

"... well, it's not. Never... I really like Snow! It has to be Snow!!!

"That's why... that's what I'm obsessed with...!

"Yoshida in the first place...... do you understand love or love properly?!

... Me, you don't understand.

... maybe.

... love, love.

"Try to sort it out in your head once. Yup......! Yoshida, you want to have sex with me?

Nashima Sempai poses for me with that outstanding proposition.

"... well, that's"

"Answer me honestly! I said," Yoshida held me! 'If it comes to it, you'll have sex with me... what do you say?

"Maybe... I think I will. Najima Sempai, it's fascinating...!

"Yes!... but when the two of us took off our clothes and got naked and finally got our ochins in, I said, 'I knew I'd stop!' What would you do if you wasted... I can't wait to fuck you in the bin anymore, dick!

"... maybe I'll give up"

"... should I cancel sex?

"... Yes"

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No... you don't have to be so angry.

"I'm not mad at you!... I'm surprised! It's frightening!!!

... Yes?

"Ning, you're a little too excited, too. Yoshida... What would you do if they were 'her' instead of Ning? Can you give up sex on the way?

"She"...... Snowy Shirazaka.

If, on the way to having sex with Snow, he suddenly refuses...!

"No...... maybe I can't gamble"

I... still can't help it, I'll keep going.

"Right. It's about you, so no matter how much she cries and asks, she'll force you to have sex. In fact, that's what I've been doing..."

Yes... that's how I've offended Snow...

"Then why can they gamble on the way if they're Ning? Ning, because sex appeal is weaker than hers......?!

"Mm... that's rude, Marchand!

"Sorry, of course I'm kidding. Yikes...!

Yes... Naishima Sempai has a much stronger sex appeal than Snow...

Beautiful blonde girl......

The deep, clear face of the sculpture is much more beautiful than Snow...

Even the proposition... as an eighteen-year-old girl, it's a man's ideal itself...

For comparison as a simple woman, Nashima Sempai beats Snow...

"... I mean, you're not a sex freak. You are looking for a girl named Yukino Shirasaka from somewhere else than pure lust...!

"Butchake... Yoshida, what do you want with that woman...?

Snow and... 'what do you want to happen' because...?!!

"... I tried dating you as a lover?

... I can't. That's not true.

"... marry, build a happy family or something?!

... that's not for me!!!

"... have lunch with me on my lunch break and have fun talking to me or something!

... No. I don't know what to talk to Snow...!

... and more importantly, I have nothing to tell Snow!!!

...... not a single topic for fun conversation......!!!

...... Ha ha.

... freaked out.

Me... Snow can't live everyday life...!

"So... that's why I can only make contact with her in the worst form of rape...!

"Yeah...... rather, don't think I'm getting hooked on that because I know the worst way to communicate it is rape......!

...... you can't.

... sucks, me.

"... me... all I could think about was continuing to rape Snow... Of course, that's why I can't do that all the time... I know I'll be caught soon or I'll die... and one day the end will come... But I... I've always wanted to keep holding Snow...!! Ahhh, what am I?! What am I?!!!... It's Psytey...... this...!!!

I was...... I couldn't figure myself out......!!!

Anyway... I just found out that you're doing terrible things to Snow...

"The negative part in a human being named you... I think your mind is irresistibly obsessed with 'a girl named Snow White Slope' as a quid pro quo to free the repressed spirit... I don't think you can understand why she's been targeted unless you're yourself...!

I... am relieving the stress in my heart by obsessing with Snow...?!

"... I think so."

"But... I really like Snow!

"So... that's just not love!

"Ning... hey, shut up...!

Margo stops Najima Sempai….

"Just one more thing, will you answer the question...? You are now on a sinking ship. [M] Suppose the rescue ship arrives but only one later can help...... Which would you like to help, Ning or 'her'......?!

"... help us both, I will die"

I answered instantly….

"Sorry...... bad way to ask questions. If it's already a premise of certainty that you'll drown, and only one of them can help, which girl do you think you want to save?

... for about ten seconds, I thought about it.

"... I'm Naishima Sempai. I want Sempai to help......!

That was... an honest feeling.

"... you don't have to help Snow White Slope."

"... Yes"

Even myself, I was surprised.

I was shocked......

I... about Snow, I don't love you...

"The difference between love and obsession... you seem to understand"

But...... then what are your thoughts on this snow in me!!!

Me...... why do you want so much snow!!!

Why do you want to keep Snow alone......!!!

... my heart is pounding.

... I feel dizzy.

...... in my stomach...... disgusting......!!!

"Calm down, Yoshida!... It's okay! Nothing. We're not blaming Yoshida...

"Oh... me and Ning... have the same 'dangerous darkness' in our hearts as you! I'm clearly aware of that...!

"So I know... Yoshida's condition is now...!

"We're passing where you're experiencing now...!

"Yeah, well, I'm Yoshida's senpai. Yikes! I'm your sister!!!

...... Naishima Sempai......?!

...... Mr. Margo......?!

"Your 'obsession' is another kind of 'darkness'..."

"We can't get out of our 'darkness' either...!!!

... the two of you are my sempai?

"... in my case... several times a month, I am struck by a tremendous destructive urge. I really can't help but want to hurt a stranger who has nothing to do with me...!

Margo confesses to me with a spicy look...

"... is that like an evening?

"Yesterday's is different. Yikes... because the evening 'lookout' is an irregular for Yoshida's test"

"... when you're really 'hungry', it's not like that..."

"... I can't move them, then twitch, I'll probably keep hitting them...!

"For a few hours, I can't stop impulsing...!

Mr. Margo can hold his fist and help......!

Probably...... lots of people's blood, cursed fists.

"This impulse doesn't dissolve in normal sports and martial arts... because I don't want to fight someone stronger than myself. I just want to be weaker than myself... even, I want to hurt...!

Mr. Margo's...... dark smile.

"... I just want to light a fire. I wanted to see a big flame...... Everything makes me want to burn...!

of the evening...... reminds me of a flaming car......

Yes...... see the burning flames, Najima Sempai's eyes were unusual......

"... Keko suffers from the urge to be raped by a man fiercely...!

... rape aspirations?

... Mr. Keko?

"Crooked sex impulses are... the same as self-inflicted acts...!

"... that guy wants to kill himself with sex. Repeated by many men, forced to be offended... wanting to be killed by sex..."

"Knock it off... sex, you don't like it...!

"She's mentally unstable and dangerous... so Dr. Bow is keeping Mr. Keiko under constant surveillance"

... So, Keiko is doing a maid of honor for the teacher's house.

As a matter of fact, the teacher is more monitoring Keko......!!!

"Though it is still stabilizing for what it is because Dr. Arashi gave him the false desire to 'open a bakery in the future'...!

"Yeah...... if you stop making bread, you'll freak out, I'm sure......!

... false aspirations.

... Hope made.

So Keiko is immersed in baking.

"Even Teacher Bow Xuan herself has' dark darkness'...!

... Huh?

"That guy assumes it's worth his life to make people unhappy..."

"But the truth is, I'm just assuming the teacher is' I have to be unhappy '......!

"But every day I'm swallowed up by that 'dark assumption'......!

"Every day, I plot so hard to make myself unhappy...!

"I also collect all high-risk kids like us... I guess it's the result of looking for something similar to myself...!

"... the teacher wants to be 'ruined'. Yikes! Involve everything you were born with, socially and humanly......!

"But that guy... he has too much ability. In that matter right there, I can't 'ruin'...... the teacher's 'Dark World' just keeps expanding......!

"... the teacher is about to turn this school into the teacher's 'hell' Yikes...!

... right.

... the first time we met,

...... the teacher said that!!!

'Make this school hell' said............!!!

"... we all have the same heart disease. I can't live like a normal kid. If you don't hurt others and make them unhappy... they will crush you in your own heart"

"... yeah. The dark part of my heart won't let me go free! You're cursed! Live at the expense of others like vampires......!

"... but Dr. Bow Xiao told me that even we deserve to live"

"The world is... weak and strong! We were born and raised at the expense of someone... and as a result, we became distorted...!

"Even we... Sacrifice someone, but say we have the right to remain alive. Even to ghosts, to demons, they have the right to live more than they were born...! Doctor, that's what you told me...!

"'Just as I live at the expense of you, so live at the expense of me too'...!

"'Live at the expense of others, as I will live by eating innocent people. I forgive you your sins. My sins are forgiven by the devil'...!

"That's okay... I'll beat someone who's innocent if I can't stand it anymore! Hit me as much as you want... and still live!

"Me too... if I can't gamble anymore, I'll light a fire! We're all gonna burn it! But live! I'm gonna live...!

... What happened to these two in the past?

Maybe a lot of sad, lonely, nasty things happened......

Whose fault is the lack of heart...... they must have lost their way except to choose this way of life......

That's not just Nashima Sempai and Margo.

Sensei Bow, Mr. Keko, and Chairman Iwakura...

... and me too.

Am I... will I someday learn the story of each person?

Me too... will you tell these people about me?

... Now, I don't know yet.

"Yoshida-kun... you are our 'compatriot'. I accept you as the 'seventh'......!

"Me too... I'll be Yoshida's sister!

Still... anyway, the two seniors are trying to accept me like this...

"If your sexual impulse doesn't make it to Snow White Slope alone, use my body whenever you want... I'll meet any demands."

"Ah... of course, even your sister's virgin, I'll give it to you anytime! I'll do anything for you. Hey!

"If there's another woman you want to rape, let me know... because I'll pass out, but I'll bring you...!

"Oh, Marchand... he said that I or Dr. Bow Xiao would bring him here in a dumb way, even if he didn't do anything violent. There are even crocodiles...!

"... Instead, you help us too!

"Ugh... I want you to do a lot of 'bad things' with us...!

"It hurts the innocent and defiles our hearts... to clear the darkness of our hearts...!

"A lot of terrible things to do. Ugh... I'm sure it's fun!

"Oh, let's stay together whenever possible......!

"... they'll be 'buddies' hey!!!

... I am.

... I am.

The answer was, it came out.

I'm... I'm a 'fellow' of these people...

For the dark joy of my own heart... what does harm to ordinary people...

... 'Devil'.

"... Regards!

Nashima Sempai's face is wrapped in joy......!

Margo also showed his ni and white teeth......!

... Same as me.

... I didn't think this would last forever.

... Still trying to stay as long as possible and savor the joy of my own hell...!

Remodeling the school building itself......

Gather problematic students......

And...... yourself, keep creating trouble......!

Fine... I'll be one of those 'demons' too...!

For the first time in my life...... I had a 'buddy'.

... Glad.

... very, very happy.

...... but.

What about Snow...?

She is ahead...... what will happen......?!

◇ ◇ ◇

Then...... while eating the rest of the bread, I talked to Nashima Sempai and Margo.

I didn't talk scary anymore.

I didn't talk about the past, I didn't talk about the darkness of my heart.

I just kept having a non-deflective conversation......

Sounds like 'buddy'......

Mr. Keiko talked about the cookware he bought and failed to sell in telemarketing...

Something about Margo teaching his kids martial arts twice a week......

Naishima Sempai talks about the brand of cosmetics he uses….

"Yo... it's time for that Nashima Sempai. Right...!

"What... so what should I call you?!

"... if you want me to call you 'sister'!

"... it's a little"

"Why... shy?!

"... Yes"

"Well, 'Ning' is fine. Because it feels like 'sister' to me...!

"I don't know if that...!

"... don't like it?!

Oh no...... don't look at me with the eye of Kee!!!

"'Mr. Ning'... So no?

"Eh, something's stubborn!

"But... I'm older, and I'm Sempai...!!!

"'Ning', 'Nai', 'Nei', 'Nei', 'Sister'... well, then evolve! In the meantime, permission!!!

...... ha.

"... Ning Ha, I had a brother"

Mr. Margo said it was pompous.

... What do you mean 'there was'?!

"... he's dead, hehe"

...... bad.

In Ning's eyes, I burst into tears...

"Sorry... this was forbidden, wasn't it"

Mr. Margo apologizes in a hurry...

"Ooh... you remind me because of Mal. Yikes...!!!

... Not good.

I'm gonna cry like this!!!

...... Hurry up and switch to another story!!!

"Yes, I... can I call you 'Mr. Margo' too?!

Mr. Margo's face is pissy and strong......!

"Yoshida... the next time I say that, I'll crush both your golden balls...!!!

also...... sorry to hear that!!!

While I was doing that...... a chime rang announcing the end of the first hour.

"... Yo, what are you gonna do? Next time I go to class......?!

... What shall we do?

Face-to-face with Snow and Endo is also a hassle......

The guys in my class will be rumoring about me a lot...

"I think it's time for me to go back to your mansion. You can't have a graduate in school all the time......!

Mr. Margo, that's what he says and gets up......

"I'm still going to be here... but I'm going to make you look like a fellatio!

hey...... ning?!

"... I want to lose my virginity in front of everyone! I think Ketsune will take a photo. You want Yo too, commemorative photos......!

Oh, that's... sure.

"So if it's just Ferratio, I'll do it for you now. Oh, but I'm new to fellatio, so don't expect too much......!

"... why the first time?!

"Yeah... I've seen people do it scattered, so I know how to do it for once...!

... Ugh, shush!

Ning pells her red tongue out of her plump lips......

This tongue licks me......!!!

"Hey Ning... I think you should get a proper kiss done before you fellatio"

"Oh yeah... I still had my first kiss...!!!

...... Ningsaaaaa!!!

And that's when I thought...!

Suddenly, the iron door on the roof opened with a buttan......!!!

It emerged from inside......

"Ha ha," he breathes on his shoulder...... Mr. Mountain Peak?!!!

"... Yoshida, you were still here...!

Mr. Mountain Peak comes running in front of Patapata and me......!

Anyway, Ning in uniform... a little frightened by Margo, who is an outsider and has a scratch on his face in his personal clothes.

"... Hello. I'm a graduate of last year. I've never heard of Margo Starkweather, an international student from the United States......!

"... I know. Hello, seniors"

Looking like an athlete, Mr. Yamamoto bows his head courteously to Mr. Margo.

"Yeah, hello"

Mr. Margo, too, thanks Mr. Mountain Peak.

"So... what's up, it's about to start a second hour, isn't it?

And when I ask Mr. Mountain Peak......

She gave me a bunch of report forms….

"... Here, this, the first hour of class notes. I took Yoshida's share. If there's anything you don't know, ask me...!

Cut long eyes make Nico smile......

Really this kid... he's a good guy.

... a kind man.

"... Senior Nashima, if you need me, please return Yoshida to your classroom. Please...!

She also bowed her head deeply to Ning......

... this, for me.