Pure Love ✕ Insult Complex

Margot's worried about you, too.

Kyoko tells me.

Oh, I passed out or something...... me.

Okay, I'll be right there.

I try to get to the room where Ning and the others are.

… and.

"Wait a minute."

The door to the room opens...... Sister Minaho shows up.

"Ah... Good morning, Sister Minaho"

"Morning...... let me see your face"

Sister Minaho looks at my face.

"... what?

"... there seems to be no problem."

… problem.

"I'm stable. That's what I should say... Mao too."

Kyoko smiles nicely.

"Toddlers work all over the place."

Yeah......

I don't deny it.

I said to Mao, "Hang in there!" If they say... after a full marathon run, I feel I can run another 42.195 km.

"You... you know how dangerous you were?

Put your hands on my shoulder, Sister Minaho told me.

"... dangerous?

"What Margot was afraid of."

What are you afraid of?

I... nothing.

"Margot... I've been thinking about the risk of you becoming a person who has no hesitation in hurting or killing people."

"... me?

"Humans... if you get used to it, you get mahy about everything. Not even a man's death..."

"... yeah"

"I wouldn't hesitate to use violence if I were to protect my 'family'... it would be weird if I got too familiar with violence, though I might have no choice. Even a few things can lead to excessive violence against people… casually, starting to kill people…"

"It's a lot in my industry. The one with the missing toothpick. That kind of thing, because we can't work together. For some reason, they'll dispose of it, won't they? Just put it away. It's dangerous."

Kyoko said...

"You were particularly at risk... because that was too special a situation."

... too special a situation?

"If you hadn't shot Cizario Viola at that time... nearly half the people on that floor would have died. So you were right to kill him. This is situation one."

...... yeah.

"In the first place, Sizario Viola was Ning's enemy, and a real scumbag who couldn't complain from anywhere who killed him. So I'm sure you don't mind if I kill you. This is situation two."

... Right.

"And that place was... an insane messy space. Shortly before that, Kazuki Ji made a murder request and Cordelia killed a person. Nonetheless, it seems that neither Ji nor Cordelia will be tried by the Japanese judiciary. It was a space where the outlaws of the back society and the holders of super-legislative power were together... and crime was overlooked. So, as an action to save people, you killed Viola too... so you shouldn't be brought to justice either. This is situation three."

When they say it again... that's what you're talking about.

"If you're a normal person... try to justify what you did for more reasons than that. You said you couldn't go wrong with killing Viola. But... the head works for the justifier, but not the mind"

Kyoko said...

"A killer is a killer. It means taking the lives of others… I have a physiological rejection of what's wrong with spraying red blood. If I were a normal person..."

Normal...... human.

Sure, when I shot a bullet into the viola... and saw the red blood...

... freaked out.

... I was scared.

"Again... that place was a really special situation. It's only natural for you as a human being to be mentally shocked at the fact that you killed a person... but the situation could have undone that shock"

… possibilities.

"Someone, for example, will defend your murder as soon as possible... 'You're not bad because this is something you can't help but do'." It's a viola, you can kill it "," It's extraterritorial in this hotel, so there's no problem "... while they're saying that, you're thinking," Maybe so, "too. Feel my heart be saved. But as a result... self-justification makes you forget the consciousness of sin... the fact that you killed people lightens up in you"

...... yeah.

"Only the memory of killing people to protect the 'family' is memorized in my head...... I forget the disgust and shock in my heart that I felt then. Then what happens..."

Kyoko continues the conversation while observing my reaction.

"The next time I get into some trouble again... I become the kind of person who wields more violence than I need. Falling into a tendency to solve problems with violence makes it less teething…"

"Because in you, you lose your fear of hurting people"

I could be a violent person......

"Fortunately for you... Snow was there. On top of my head, there's a girl who wakes up without reading the air around her..."

Sister Minaho sees Snow.

"What, that. It's like I'm not an idiot!

Snow happens in Punska.

"I'm unconscious, you're a real thing...!

Kyoko-san said in a frightened manner.

"If you're just a human being with kindness to others... I can't tell you that terrible on that occasion. Things were so dangerous back then... it was an unusual world. Yukino, who brings in the common sense of the everyday world there and summons it as the emotion of his own heart, is clearly crazy. Though she is so self-centered and helpless that she can't save you anymore... luckily for you she hit you with common sense in the everyday world..."

Snow is muffled.

"Something tells me I'm a mess..."

Both Kyoko and Sister Minaho...... ignore Snow.

"As it turns out... I brought you back into the everyday world. Because he brought the awareness that 'people must not be killed, and hurting people with violence is a terrible thing' to the top of his mind"

"So you... didn't have to step over the line"

... Line?

"Illegal...... the outlaw world shouldn't take for granted. Like me."

Kyoko laughs lonely.

"But I... am a person from the criminal organization Black Forest. I'm already human on this side."

"It's different between being part of a criminal organization and... being on either side of the line. You're still on the same side as normal people. Right, I'm in a world of common sense."

"... common sense? What's common sense? So that's what's important?

Snow asked.

"Asking that kind of question is... really, you're a very normal spoiled, grown-up fool lady herself. Well, no. I'll tell you."

Kyoko said with a bitter smile.

"Humans are herd animals. It's a creature that can't survive without creating a" herd "named" society. "Yet it is a troubled creature that there is will individually for each person."

This story... I've heard it before.

"'Society' as a 'herd' is… constantly changing in search of optimal conditions. At the same time, human beings as' individuals' will always strive for optimal situations. Normally, I call this the 'pursuit of happiness'. However… optimization for 'society' and optimization as' individual 'often collide head-on. I think it's easy to understand by comparison to a company... even though' company 'as a herd would be lighter to reduce labor costs...' employee 'as an individual would like my salary to go up a little bit... etc."

... I see.

"Though 'society' and 'individual' are not always in conflict...... there are always places where optimization is incompatible. But in the case of humans, 'individual (individual)' cannot continue to survive unless it constitutes' herd (society) ', and it is unacceptable for' herd (society) 'to crush' individual (individual) 'than' herd (society) 'is a collection of' individual (individuals) '. That's why we need compromise."

...... yeah.

"So for 'Herd (Society)' and 'Individual (Individual)' to coexist... 'Herd' endures here. I'm going to make a fine rule that 'individuals' will endure. That's common sense. In each" herd "… the relationship between the" herd "and the" individual "is determined. So 'common sense' is not always constant. It changes by herd."

"But you shouldn't kill people, you shouldn't steal... common sense to say that is not common in the world"

Snow rebels.

"That's right. That's because 'common sense' comes from a rooted 'survival instinct' as a human organism. Without that weird common sense being preserved, the very composition of the 'herd' would be impossible, wouldn't it?

Sure... If a killer and a thief lived in a wildlife, 'society' wouldn't be in shape.

"Now, herd animals of any kind are bound to produce 'detachments'. You know what percentage of working ants don't work at all. It's designed to respond to sudden changes in the social environment." Shaking "exists. From Monkey Mountain, there will always be a" loose end "that has been chased by the herd every year. The boss of a flock of lions monopolizes females and drives young males out of the flock. Both, a strong grown male outside the herd defeats an old boss and takes over the herd. In" Herd, "the existence of the" deviant "is what we really need."

...... "Something Out of the Way".

"In human society... we, the Outsiders, play that role. We deviate from the common sense of society, so we can cut the affected areas of 'society' directly..."

"Crime is a crime! It's a criminal self-justification! Oh, no!"

Yukino is confused by Kyoko...

"If you look at it with a common sense eye, you must be..."

Kyoko laughs.

"What I'm trying to say... in any case, is that the common sense world is bigger and based. The world of 'outsiders' is necessary because there is a world of general common sense… you mean that 'outsiders' alone cannot survive. Oh, we're not the only" outsiders "in this case. Even powerful people like the Kazuki family are more 'outsiders' than deviating from the common sense world."

Sister Minaho looks at me with tender eyes......

"You... you can stay in a world of general common sense. Yeah... stay. And if we're off the road or don't know what's important, I want you to tell me."

...... Sister Minaho.

"We... have crossed the line"

And...... watch Meg and Mana.

"You guys stay with him that way. By watching you... we don't have to drown in an insane world...!

... but.

"... Sister Minaho, I'm not anymore"

I... killed Cizario Viola.

"I can't turn back anymore."

Sister Minaho...

"... you, Sizario Viola, hated and killed?

... it is.

"You're not, are you? I tried to help everyone... and as a result, I killed them."

"... yeah"

"I'm not calling that an accident... and I know it was hard for you. But that's not what you wanted to do, is it?

"... oh"

Sister Minaho held me.

"... I, too, will bear it with you. All my life."

"... Sister Minaho"

I get emotions from inside me...

"... I'm here too."

He held me from behind. [M]

"I'm here too... Yoshi-kun"

"... brother"

Meg and Mana also...... lean on me.

"All right, whoa! Cheer up!

Until Mao......

"... me"

"You can cry if it's hard. Cry a lot..."

Sister Minaho said...

"Your tears... all because we'll drink them for you..."

At that moment......

Tears erupted.

The emotions I was enjoying explode in me.

"Ugh... Ugh... Ugh..."

Only a groaning voice... comes out.

My body trembles.

"Already... you were still such a hoard!

The tears of Pello and me are whispered with tongues.

"Us too...!

Meg and Mana licked my face.

I...

I don't have a voice.

It's just... tears come down zero.

"Don't worry. We'll never leave you again..."

Sister Minaho said that... she swallowed my tears.

"Mako is also peppery."

"Yes, sir."

I hold Mao up.

"Ugh!

Mako's little tongue licks my tears.

"Shit! Yoshida!

◇ ◇ ◇

"Are you refreshed?

Kyoko laughs and tells me.

"... Yes"

Finally... I got a voice.

"Looks like you're overcoming."

"Overcam?

"Japanese... does that mean you got over it?

Kyoko smiles.

"If I were alive... I'd experience all sorts of things. Hard or sad, or something that can hurt your heart. But I'm going to take it right, understand it, and make it my experience... and unless I get over it and" Over Cum, "the experience will remain an experience and remain a handicap in my mind forever. I can't digest any memories without going through the process of going back to my experience..."

Did I... get over the viola thing?

"Yeah...... right. In this child's case... the downside in his mind should have been completely digested like this. Before I see Ning..."

Kyoko sees Sister Minaho.

"I have a little bit of a rough spot... I can't beat the finesse of your name-ho"

"Even Kyoko is delicate enough"

Sister Minaho answered.

"It's just that Kyoko... always thinks things through his position as an 'outsider'..."

"You're being held captive... I have an idea. With this kid holding a bomb in his heart, meeting Ning is also... shock therapy, and I thought it might be good for both of them. This is how you think of the battlefield. Indeed..."

"Now, even if you take your time, you should choose a sure way"

"Yeah... your name-ho calmness is right"

Kyoko was so convinced.

"Yoshi-kun... Whatever happens, I like Yoshi-kun. This feels the same..."

"Mana."

Meg and Mana stick to me.

"But I... I need Cizario Viola..."

I... am a murderer.

"I... because I pulled the trigger with Yoshi-kun. So Yoshi-kun's spiciness is mine."

... Meg.

"Yeah. And Mana... we can take your brother's spiciness together"

... Mana.

"Your name Ho told me... Yoshi-kun told me to keep my usual face normal until I spit out my emotions properly..."

"That's why I've been putting up with your sister Meg from afar."

... That.

"If these kids were the first to say, 'You're nothing wrong,' your mind would be confused, wouldn't it? That's why I kept these kids from touching Viola first."

...... yeah.

Early on in the meeting, if the two of you defend me for killing Viola......

I think I was closing my heart.

'No. I'm not. I'm the one who's bad...!'...

"By the way, why don't you follow me?

Kyoko asked Yukino.

Snow is a tuna......

"Huh?! Why me!

"You're LOVE about this kid too, aren't you?

"No way. Yikes!

I can hang up... Snow.

"The truth is, I... I hate it when Snow is here."

Meg said...

"It's Me Too"

Mana too.

"But when Yoshi-kun came to this room, I thought Yukino would be happier to be here too... I'm patient."

"It's Me Too"

"What are you talking about! I'm here of my own free will!

Snow screams.

"I knew, let's kick him out... people like this"

As always, Mana is terrible to her real sister.

"Well, don't say that... it's almost breakfast, isn't it?

"Tell Keiko I won't need Yukino's share to tell him."

Come on, Mana.

"Better than that... both of you, come and help Sister Keiko"

"Yeah...... right, Joshi. I was worried about Yoshi-kun, and he sent us to this room."

"That's right. Keiko said," Fine, fine. "

... Keko sister.

"I believe in Keko... if you leave it to me, I'll be fine. He said it would heal."

That's what Sister Minaho said.

"Misuzu-san was a very grown man."

Mana said.

"... missouri?

"Yeah. 'If it's my husband, please definitely get yourself back on your feet. I know what you're talking about..."

"Now that I'm worried about Rukiko... she said she wanted to stay with Miko."

... missouri.

"Michi also said... 'If you don't stay here and guard the mistletoe now, your husband will scold you later.'"

"'What does your husband want from me now... because I know clearly'..."

Sure... I feel safe about the mistletoe because Michi came with the guard.

Ahead of my feelings... Has Michi moved?

"They're both... amazing, aren't they? I was just waiting for Yoshi-kun to get better."

"It's Me Too..."

Meg and Mana's face darkens.

"That's okay, you guys. People who don't need to rush, you can stay as Bo. You can just relax and live. The Japanese say," We have to do something soon, "and their minds are too far ahead."

Kyoko told me that.

"Anyway, you two help Sister Keko. Nice... I'm going to Ning's."

"Yeah."

"Yes, brother"

Meg Mana heads to the kitchen.

"So... how's Ning doing?

To my inquiry, Sister Minaho...

"That's..."

Mouth cage, Sister Minaho......

Is something... serious?

Kyoko answers instead.

"Simply put... I'm back in Yasko"

... Yasko?

Not Nashima Ning "Nato Nai"......

To Najima Ninko "Najima Yasko"......????!