Pure Love ✕ Insult Complex

346. Car colors are empty colors

Walking through the city in the morning, blue Maserati......

The sky is clear...... Golden Week is also in the middle.

The city has a relaxed holiday atmosphere.

Mr. Margo plays music in the car.

Calm and relaxed...... I can hear the beautiful woman's English song.

"Ah... I like this"

Ning said.

"What a song?

"... Brazil"

Ning smiles nicely at me.

"There's a movie titled 'BRAZIL'... it's a song that plays in the dream scene in it. This is the version Kate Bush is singing."

That's what Mr. Margo said.

"'BRAZIL' is the original title… in Japan it's called 'Future Century Brazil'"

Ning also tells me.

Of course... I don't know.

"I knew it was good...... Kate Bush is. I love it."

"... it is"

"Yeah. Kate Bush has a song called 'Storm Hill'... I love the song and the lyrics, but he said it was used for a long time in Japan to open a variety show. So I got this funny image, and it comes to my head."

Ning tells you that.

"When I came back to Japan and just got into high school... I was in the choir. I made a friend and they laughed at him when he said," I love this song "and he heard" Storm Hill "... wow, that was shocking."

Ning had that time of year too...

Soon after, Shirazaka Chuansuke's male teacher looked me in the eye... Ning becomes the blonde bad girl route.

In pairs with Mr. Margo, instead of defending himself... we lose friends on campus.

"We weren't all bad kids... but if you were close to me and you had eyes on me, those guys might have fallen for the whores..."

Our high school has long been a source of 'Black Forest' whores.

So far, though Chairman Iwakura is supposed to be the last whore...

"I've been seeing the lives of whores in your mansion ever since I came to Japan... and sex didn't have a very good image, did it? Truth is, very recently... since you arrived. I'm starting to think that sex may be a kind and fun act."

Ning... called me "you".

Even before Mr. Margo... he wouldn't call me "Kay".

"Is that... since you saw me having sex with Misuzu or Kazuko?

"Yeah. I've felt it since the first time Yukino-san raped me. You... because the rape of Shirazaka Chuanke had a completely different atmosphere..."

"... no?

"Yes... when Shirazaka Chuansuke rapes a girl, she laughs thinly... it sounds like fun. And... disgusting. Because it's selfish and only breaks the girl's body and heart"

Yeah.

Rape, that's what it would be.

Because I just slap a man's libido... on a woman.

"But... what is your rape of Mr. Snow? From the beginning, it felt different. You were serious and just watching over the camera was painful. Sounds sad. Looks like it's stuck to Yukino's body from the bottom of his heart..."

"Me... was that it?

"I mean... your sex, it always is. Whoever they are."

From the driver's seat, Mr Margo says….

"At the same time I'm trying to fill the void in my heart... because the loneliness in their heart is desperate to fill it for you. You feel painful and bullied, don't you? Really, she's funny... you are."

Even if they say so......

"Kyoko was surprised. About you."

He said he was surprised about me... Mr. Margo?

"No, to Kyoko, I was reporting on the progress along the way. Still, he was surprised to actually see us. Minaho and Keko's mind is stable that was so unstable... Ning and even me..."

"With Mr. Margo...? Margot has been calm since I first met her, hasn't he?

Mr. Margo laughs, cuckoo.

"Does that look like it to you? No, I'm not. I'm... I'm just as unstable as everyone else. I'm just wondering if Ning just didn't notice because the instability was more pronounced?

"That's right. This guy, fine, he's in the mood...!

Ning doesn't even use the name 'Marchant'.

After all, the person in this car right now... is between Ning and Ningzi.

Personality…… not fixed.

"Kyoko was pretty worried about leaving us alone to go to Australia. But... the only way to capture Shirazaka Chuangsuke was to leave it to Kyoko. Minaho hastened the implementation of the plan."

"Why not?

"... At the end of the holidays, Meg was going to be corrupted by a whore by Shirazaka Chusuke. Minaho wanted to prevent it at all costs. So I had to rush to start the 'revenge plan' at this time"

... right.

For Sister Minaho, Meg is a forgotten seniors of the whore who took care of her...

I definitely didn't want Meg to be Shirazaka's whore.

"Kyoko and I regret so much about your time."

"When?

"When you were forced to become pregnant... and you were to have Mao. Kyoko wasn't at the Mansion then. I really have to leave Japan because of my organization's" Marandro "job... Since Kyoko is not here, Shirazaka Chuansuke did it unscrupulously. But... me and Minaho, we still didn't have the strength to stop that man from abusing us... Hard memories for us."

Because Mako is three years old... the pregnancy was four years ago.

Mr. Margo is fifteen years old and has just come to Japan from the United States......

At a time when Sister Minaho had not yet mastered the operation of the 'Black Forest' either?

"Shirazaka Chuangsuke was approaching the Yakuza organization... it was only a matter of time before Meg was abducted and imprisoned, not related to the Black Forest. So in a hurry... leak the information on the" Customer List "to Shirazaka Chuansuke..."

You lured him to Australia......

"In Japan... there was a risk that it would be a full-scale war with Shirazaka Chusei and the Yakuza organization that was there at that time. We don't have that much fighting power. In order to break up Shirazaka Chuangsuke and Yakuza, I had to take him abroad. Besides, Kyoko is more free to move."

From Kyoko, the internationalist...... I guess it's harder to move within Japan.

"So... he's been worried that we're gonna be okay alone. I am familiar with it because I have been in regular contact every day. Because we're just really weak-minded people."

"That's not true. Mr. Margo, Sister Minaho, Sister Keko, and... the elderly are all solid, aren't they? Always, I and the youngsters just need help..."

"It's not. It's not... it is."

Mr. Margo says... keep looking straight at the front.

"... thanks to you. All"

"No, I didn't do anything."

"Because you exist... we can discipline ourselves. Because I don't want to undermine your trust... for you, because I want to be a 'good sister'"

My... 'sister'?

"We're all desperate. But I'm not pushing it. Everyone is having fun...... being your 'sister'. Because you believe in us... I think we could forgive ourselves for the first time in our lives. I could like myself. I'm trying so hard to be your 'sister'..."

"I don't know..."

Ning takes my hand.

"Maybe it's something you don't know. But... I'm pretty sure you changed us in the right direction...!

"We're not the only ones. Young kids...... Misuzu, Meg, Mana and Michi are growing more and more by making contact with you. Even Reihua's sister and Seki-san..."

... Huh?

"Just now... Kyoko scolded you for Reihua's sister"

Ning tells me.

"Oh, yes."

"That's... unusual. Kyoko, you're a man who doesn't scold people unless he's a prospective opponent."

"Really?

"Yeah. Usually it's just a tease and a joke. I've never seen Kyoko scold you so seriously."

That's what Mr. Margo said.

"Kyoko is too smart a person... to be angry would not just be a drain on your health. Soon, I'll come up with a plan. I'm in my next act before I get angry. Like a police officer earlier, if you're a good threat to someone, don't hesitate to threaten them... I don't know what you're talking about, I can't help it. For a stupid opponent, I'll use my powers quickly..."

On top of being smart, that's why I'm so messy......

Eliminate the opponent by force before they take time to be angry?

"You totally destroyed the extra pride left in Reihua's sister..."

... Ning?

"When I was dressed as a man, Sister Reihua, I didn't hide my fragile heart and pride thoroughly with that look. That's why all the yoroi in my heart is ripped off now..."

"Yeah. Open your heart to us... you're the one who got naked. I sent her to your store today... and I think you're right."

"Really?

"That's right. Sister Reihua now...... something too round naked to work as a guard. One day, I said I should get used to the 'family' atmosphere with plenty of you and Mao."

"Once you know what you need to protect... Sister Reihua will be very strong."

That's what Mr. Margo said.

"No, really... Kyoko said it before you woke up. I'm also surprised we were mentally stable... but all the people you bring in are good qualities."

"No, I'm not bringing anything else."

"Really? I think you're the key man..."

"That's right. If it weren't for you... Misuzu, Michi, Mana and Reihua's sister wouldn't be a 'family'."

After all... Ning doesn't have 'chan' attached to her words.

"I don't know... Kazuki let me in."

That... surprised me, too.

"Really, your abilities are amazing, Kyoko said..."

No, I can't believe I...

I'm just being pulled by everyone...... even though I'm not helping anything.

"Are you... a little bad about Kyoko?

Margot asks me.

"Uh-huh... right. I still don't know what kind of person it is."

"Kyoko is our father in the Black Forest!

Ning said.

"I think it's hard for you to understand because you're a woman and you're a father."

"Right. Kyoko... because he's a man"

Oh...... even as a lesbian.

"Because feminine sensibility and masculine thinking are the people who are gotcha. So I think it's usually hard to understand what that guy is saying and doing." This man is everyone's father, "it's very easy to understand."

That's what Mr. Margo said.

Really... Is that why I feel uncomfortable with Kyoko?

"Sister" at the top of "Black Forest"... and it doesn't feel like it.

Sister Minaho is, without a doubt, the oldest sister......

Is Kyoko... "Father"?

"That 'father' has acknowledged your existence. He told us he was an essential 'brother'."

Mr. Ning nicks and tells me.

"There were other things that Kyoko praised about you. Especially... don't be a 'family' about Yukino, you draw the line right and distinguish it."

... about Snow.

"He's the only one... there's nothing I can do."

Even for Ning...... Snow Noh seems to be underrated.

"He said he was a normal man... Still, when he was with me, he would get more and more relieved, so even a child like Yukino would have no choice but to keep him inside. In your case, a clear distinction is made."

... I am.

"You know that Yukino is a girl who can never forgive us. It's unusual for a man to be able to do something like that, and he's good... Kyoko praised you."

Mr. Margo, though, says so.

"I... I just know. Snow means we can't understand each other..."

"... the relationship between two straight lines in three dimensions."

"Yes?"

"Mathematically… in the three-dimensional world, there are four possible relationships between the two straight lines: the first, 'completely overlapping', the second, 'stretching parallel', the third, 'intersecting only one point', the fourth, 'twisting position' … never intersecting"

... Yep.

"If you think of human life as a single straight line...... that's kinda funny, isn't it? It's hard for someone's life to completely overlap with their own, isn't it? If it's parallel, we'll be able to look at each other the whole time. There is also a life where only one point is exchanged and you stay away. Even if you think it's parallel, it's actually just a little bit angled... maybe it's the life of a 'twisted' relationship that goes away from you..."

... Right.

The tour of a person's life varies.

"Me and Snow Na... if it's true, it was a 'twist' relationship that we never interacted with from start to finish. That... happens to be a coincidence, and now we're only going to make one point. But beyond that... we just have to keep away gradually"

Our lives... never overlap or become parallel.

Once we interact... all we have to do is break up...

"'Only goodbye, it's life'..."

Mr. Margo exhales.

"What is it, that?

"That's what people used to say. Every day I meet people, even when I'm unconscious, it keeps happening. So all humans can be aware of is' goodbye '"

"Oh well... you're kind to Mr. Snow because we're assuming we break up..."

Ning shrugged.

"Who am I... how's that?

... Huh?

"After all, I think that one day we're going to break up...?

... I am.

"I don't want to break up. I want to be with you forever......!

Ning laughs nicely.

"... so am I."

"So let's stay together. Stay with me..."

"That's what I'm asking you to do..."

Ning kisses my hand.

"I... don't want to leave. Until death divides us."

...... Ning.

◇ ◇ ◇

Eventually, the car arrives in the city where we live.

"Oh, please park in a convenience store or something. We don't have any drinks or anything..."

That's right.

I haven't been home in a while...

"I don't even have tea leaves or a pack of tea. I've never been to a house, a customer or anything."

"Doesn't your father or mother drink tea?

Margot asked me.

"Ah... I don't know"

"Don't you know?

"I'm not allowed in the zone where my father and mother live..."

"Uh, your kitchen's with you, right?

Ning is surprised.

"Um... since Ba 'a died, neither of us eat out at home all the time... Don't we both have refrigerators or something in our rooms? I don't know because I've never seen it in my room."

"So you're using your kitchen alone?

"I'll borrow the water and stove. Because I also have one pan, one of the aluminum ones, for myself. But other than that, I'm not allowed to use it..."

"... banned from use?

"The refrigerator in the kitchen is wasted because I haven't used it, so I can't use it because the outlet has been removed. The cupboards are all locked up. I have always used cups, plates and chopsticks for myself that I bought in Hundreds."

"'Cause if you can't use the fridge, you're in trouble, right?

Ning looks at me with amazing eyes.

"I have no trouble...... although I have lived alone at home for a month since this spring. Meals are mostly bread or cup noodles… tap water, all-you-can-drink. Sometimes, I even turn it into hot water and drink it"

"But... if you buy juice or something, you cool it, right?

"Because I won't buy it. You can't pay 100 yen or 120 yen for a drink. I thought they wouldn't live without saving money."

My body... Ning hugs me tightly.

"Yes... that's what you were..."

"'Cause there's a big drugstore there... I'm gonna stop by"

Mr. Margo pulled me over.

Yeah, I sell a lot of drinks even though it's a pharmacy.

"I avoid those containing artificial sweeteners and irritants"

That's what Mr. Margo says, take a bottle of barley tea.

"I'm fine with the tea there. It has to be cold or delicious..."

When Ning chooses a straight tie, he goes to the back of the store….

"Sorry, I have other shopping to do"

What are you going to buy?

I... took a bottle of mineral water.

"Is that good?

Mr. Margo asks.

"Yep, because it's cheap, you can drink it even if it's warm, and it tastes better than tap water..."

"You can often drink tap water... Japan has good water, but only Tokyo water is an exception."

"Is everything else different?

"Many countries in foreign countries get sick when they drink tap water. Even when you take a shower, if you don't meditate on your eyes, there are countries where you can get bacteria in your eyes."

"Heh."

"There are many places in Japan where tap water is delicious when you get away from Tokyo. Anyway, Tokyo's tap water is terrible."

I... don't know what water tastes like anywhere else.

"Well, that bottle, let's buy it first and wait in the car"

"Oh, shouldn't we wait for Mr. Ning for you?

Mr. Margo smiles nigga.

"What about the boys... you shouldn't look at the girls' shopping at the pharmacy"

... Oh, yeah.

A pharmacy sells a lot of private stuff.

Especially for women......

"Right...... ok"

"Ning... I'll wait outside first!

Margo speaks to Ning in the back of the store.

"Ugh! I'll be right there, just wait...!

◇ ◇ ◇

"Sorry to keep you waiting...!

Ning lowers his little plastic bag and comes into the car.

I don't know what you bought...... better not ask.

Mr. Margo, get the car started.

Car Compo also...... restarts.

After the sound of Bjorn...... unlike earlier, Japanese songs play.

What is that, a fork song?

"... Whose song is this?

Ning asks Margo.

"I don't know much about it either. It sounds like an old Japanese band... but Keiko lent it to me."

"Hmm, that's an interesting song...... what's the title?

"..." Flowers, Sun, Rain. "

Wrapped in loose music… Maserati heads to my house….

"Turn around the corner… three houses away are my houses"

... I'm home.

It's been awhile......

How many days has it been since I last left home?

I was... still a virgin back then.

Since then, it's not even been a week...

I feel like decades have passed......

"... Yes, Arrival"

In front of the house... Mr. Margo, park the car.

"Well, two... go away"

... Huh?

"I'll wait here...!

"Why?"

Ning asks.

"My Lost Virgin...... won't you look at me?

Mr. Margo smiles gently.

"Ning... you should be independent of me by now"

Mr. Ning...... haha breathtaking.

"Ever since we met in America... we've been trying not to leave Ning alone. Me, Kyoko-san, Minaho, Keiko-san... I've always tried to be near Ning. Guys, I've been worried... about Ning."

For Ning, whose heart is unstable......

Someone was always there.

"That's how there was always someone near Ning... instead, Ning couldn't make any secrets from us, could he?"

... secrets.

Margo's eyes on Ning are... very sweet.

"I think you two need a secret..."

Margo also sees me.

"Neither have you... because until now, someone has been watching your sex. It's time to get out of that situation."

Don't let anyone see you......

Me and Ning are alone...

... having sex.

"Growing up means having secrets... come on"

Nyah and Margo smile.

"... the two of us, make a secret"