Pure Love ✕ Insult Complex

465. At the End of Despair

"... lying"

Snow is staring up at me... stunned.

"You... shouldn't hate me... I won't...!

Sister Minaho tells Snow.

"You really don't know... Sure, he probably had a time when he liked you..."

"Yes, because this guy... even though he was always looking at me! With disgusting eyes, let's have a look at Giro!

"But I don't like you anymore..."

"That can't be right. Yikes......!!!

Snow screams.

"Really? You've decided not to like it..."

Meg tells Snow.

"Because, Yukino... Yoshi-kun has done all the things I hate...!

Snow shook his body in a blurb.

"... Hate me?

"Oh... I hate Die, I don't know Snow"

I said...

What is Snow... Even if this cuts off the 'edge', I can't help it.

Snow is licking me... and at the end of the day, as long as I believe I can help...

If you're just obsessed with your pride and can't be desperate to survive...

No more... because there is no future for Snow.

"Ah... you raped me... you messed up my life..."

Snow... Snow is looking at me.

"... oh, you're right"

"Then... it's the muscles that do it for me, isn't it? You... should spend the rest of your life making amends to me...!!!

... I am.

"... I don't like it. I don't... I don't know."

Snow's face burns in anger.

"... Whatever! You demon! Ghost! Rape, demon!

"Don't make me laugh! Be quiet!!!

I... yell at Snow!

"Next time, if you make a scene... order Meizhi to kill you. That's good."

"Yes... Your husband"

Michi... before Snow, sticks out his fist.

"... in an instant, I won't let you die. Most, I will suffer for a long time...... you will die in a terrible way......!

"... ma, wait!

Scary...... Snow!

"So don't make a scene. I'm telling you!

I drink snow.

"Snow... I'm already a member of the criminal organization Black Forest. Atonement for you? Don't be silly. I don't care about your life anymore...!

I... look at my hand.

"I... shot and killed Sizario Viola with this hand. Even Snow was watching that place."

"Yes... you are a murderer!

Snow... with frightened eyes, is looking at me.

"... don't you think it's ridiculous to say 'atonement' or 'spend your whole life' to that murderer?

Seeking love from criminals... is wrong.

"Ho, really... are you going to kill me...!

"Because you can't help it...!

I... hang up my last card.

"If you don't die, Sister Minaho's 'Vengeance' won't end...!

Snow rattles a bee and a back tooth.

The fear of death... wraps snow.

"... hey, the police will catch you. Still...... okay?!

Still desperately, Snow utters words in an attempt to counter me.

"... with the Kazuki family attached, how dare you fear the Japanese police?!

I said...

"Right, missouri"

"Yes... anything is possible with the power of the Kazuki family...!

"I can handle the remains of one Snow."

I said...

"So, back to the beginning... where do I dump your body? I just want to hear your hopes."

Sister Minaho comes to my word.

"When you bury it in the mountains, the wild dogs dig it back... and if you dump it in the ocean, float it around. For once, Margot has some cement and a drum can. Where do you want me to bury you?

"... Hey, I don't want to...!

"If you were a good boy... I would have dug you properly and delivered you to the grave of the Shirazaka family, but I changed my mind because of your attitude too bad. Kids like you can have a concrete-dipped sea dump with a drum can."

"... oh, no"

"Why don't I bury you in concrete while you're alive? Concrete is so heavy... if you bury it in concrete up to your hips, you won't be able to pull it out anymore. Keep it up, I'll fill you up with concrete to the neck. And then I'll leave you alone until you starve to death."

Sister Minaho laughs... cuckoo.

"Yes, I don't... I don't... I don't"

Snow's eyes look at me...

"... there's nothing you can do about seeing me. You can't help it... Snow has been making fun of me for a long time. I won't help...!

"... Me... Me... Me...!

Snow is... driven to the cliff.

To Snow like that, Michi says.

"... don't you want to die?

Snow opened her eyes...

"I don't want to die. Yikes! You bet!"

"Then... why don't you beg for your life?

In a cold voice, Michi says...

I just said the same thing to Misuzo and Snow.

"... isn't it the iron rule in these cases to sit down and offer 'I'll do anything, just help me with my life'?

Snow...

"Because... I begged for my life, and I don't know if you're going to help me...!

... Huh?

"If you can't help me for sure... it's no use begging for my life...!

I don't think Snow's Fool will heal when he dies......

You don't know that unless you try.

"Yes... then just hold that pride and die"

That's what Sister Minaho said.

"Really, there's nothing you can do about it... Mr. Snow, you're already alone all over the world. Nowhere in this world... there's no one left to help you."

Sister Minaho's words soak up Snow's heart.

"Until now...... always, someone was protecting you. He was forgiving me everything I could for your sake. But the world has changed already. You don't have a single ally."

Snow Shut Up...... I'm listening to Sister Minaho.

"Your father is captured by us… soon, I will kill him. Sure. Shoji Shirazaka, who has been sheltering you all along, has lost his legs. Now the Shirazaka family... has announced that they will abandon Shirazaka Kazuke and his family. My mother's grandfather, Ichikawa, is trying to lock Snow up in a mental hospital for the rest of his life..."

No more relatives in Snow... I can count on you.

"Your father's evil deeds are now known to the public. In Japan today, there is not a single person who defends Shirazaka Innovation. Even your classmates and your friends in middle school... you don't want to be near you anymore..."

On the contrary... all humans in the world see Snow's father as an evil totalizer.

"And... your naked, your lost virginity scenes, your embarrassing sex... are watched by a lot of people. You're an embarrassing person. No one will ever deal with you again. Even that endo-kun... you won't want to have sex with Yukino anymore...! Of course, it's impossible to fall in love or get married. Everyone knows about your vivid sex. Forever, the world will see you with white eyes... you!

Snow's life is... already packed.

"Still... you still want to live? If I were you, I'd be dead. You are so shameless that you can't even commit suicide...!

Sister Minaho's words erode her twitchy and snowy heart......

"... oh, I..."

"We're not done yet!

Sister Minaho says, "Pizza."

"It's important... from here on out. Mr. Snow... you are a sensible man. Because you are a child who is too retarded to even understand the reasoning that would normally be understood by elementary school students. But the sensibilities are sharp..."

That said, Sister Minaho... turns to me.

"That's right. Your sensibilities have always been right. He... this guy really liked you. Because this man was here, I've been suspending your disposition. Only this man... was your lifeline"

... me.

"Yet...... stupid lady. You've cut off your own lifeline. Because you have lost all his favors..."

"... me!

Snow... barks.

"Because... you don't have a choice. The man... is not my type."

... Huh?

"Sex with the guy... though... skin fits... but that's all, right? I don't have a good face, I don't have a good family, I'm not a sportsman. I can't believe you... I don't like you! I'm not the kind of guy you hang out with!

Snow snowflakes tears.

"It's disgusting... that guy! physiologically, you'll never like it......!

"... Then why did Snow come here?! Running away from Mr. Ichikawa's house...... relying on Yoshi-kun, you came here, didn't you?!

Meg says...

"I didn't want to either! But you can't help it! This guy was the only one I could possibly count on!!!

In tears, Snow Na looks at me with hateful eyes...

"So I... decided to gamble! If this guy likes me and doesn't like me... if this guy serves me... sometimes, I'll have sex with him... then I'll gamble with him too! That's why I'm here!!!

Is that... Snow's reason?

"But, dear Hate... because he already hates Snow like that"

Sister Minaho said...... cold.

"Ugh...... what am I supposed to do next!!!

Snow... explodes.

So... I...

"... die"

"... Huh?!

"I don't... I just have to die now. Snow is......!!!

Snow... breathtaking.

"Right. I think Snow should die, too."

Meg also...... said so.

"Bizarre encounter, so am I... die, Yukino-san"

That's what Sister Minaho says.

"Me too... I have no sympathy for Yukino's death"

Misuzu... said.

"So... do you want to kill him?

Michi looks at me.

"Wait, Michi. As per the first plan... Snow kills in front of his father's eyes"

"Yeah, in the most time-consuming way... miserable, I'll have Migime die"

To Sister Minaho's words...... Snow is.

... Jowawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawaa.

... incontinent.

From the sofa where Snow sits...... Hot air rises.

"Oh, what... have you finished the last pee in your life?

Sister Minaho's words are cold everywhere.

"... ah, ah... I am..."

"That's enough. It's settled... Yukino-san is really amazing. In the last five minutes or so, I've hated you three times as much as I've ever done."

To Sister Minaho's words, Meg too......

"Me too. If you die, I'll clean you up. I want you gone from this world, quickly."

Misuzu also......

"Me too... I just don't want to see you again"

"Oh, really, me too... I hate Die. A woman like Snow...!

That's what I said.

"... Oh, I... I... I... I...!

... What about Snow?

'Total denial' by us and facing our own death... make it a taffeta.

"... I'm done. It's ugly."

Michi looked down at Snow... and said so.

"Come on, let's go. I shouldn't have been dealing with a girl like this. That was a waste of time......!

"Goodbye Snow... You don't have a grave, so you can't offer flowers."

"I'll have you come to the carcass squad at Kazuki Security Services. I'll call your grandfather."

Sister Minaho, Meg, Misuzu......

Guys, head to the exit door.

I have nothing more to say to Snow.

I just see Snow with a scornful gaze.

"... the execution is in an hour."

Michi told Yukino that...

… and.

"... ma, wait... please wait...!

Snow is... off the couch, up...

And on the wet floor with my own piss...... hands on.

"Oh please... please... I don't want to die... I don't want to die... Me!!!

On the wet floor with urine...... Snow rubs his forehead......

"Too bad... five minutes ago, if we had, we might have changed our minds. It's too late."

Sister Minaho... said so.

"Oh, don't say that... please don't say that! Me... I'll do anything! I'll do anything! Don't kill me! Me... please don't kill me!!!

Snow painted on the pee and grounded was... helpless and clumsy.

"... I don't want to die... I don't want to die...!!!

But no shame, no hearsay... even pride, the snow that threw away...

It doesn't matter, I'm desperate to grab my 'raw'.

"... you really don't want to die?

Sister Minaho said...

"Yes...... I don't want to die! I don't want to die!

Snow... screams.

"... do you really do anything?

"I will... I will do anything...... so... please don't kill me!!!

Sister Minaho smiles nicely.

"Oh yes... so you, can you betray your father?

……

Yukino, who was grounded... looks up.

"As you know... our real target is Shirazaka Chuang. I can't believe I'm talking about you."

Sister Minaho tells Snow.

"We... if only a more brutal 'revenge' could be served on Shirazaka Chuansuke...!

Sister Minaho's smile was like a demon.

"Don't you think it's more cruel to be betrayed by your beloved daughter than to kill your beloved daughter in front of that man's eyes?

This is... Sister Minaho, the 'dropping spot' I had planned from the beginning.

It took so long to get stubborn, my best and self-absorbed snow... down here.

"What do we do? Mr. Snow... can you betray your precious' dad '? If that's what you can do... I'll only save your life...!

Snow...

"Wow... ok"

Again, head down against Sister Minaho.

"Ugh, I will betray... I will... betray my dad...!

In the water buildup of the pee on the floor...... Snow's tears fall flabby.

"That's good... with your betrayal, Shirazaka Chuansuke will die at the bottom of despair. You don't mind if your father hates you... do you?

"... if they don't kill me... I'll do anything"

Snow said...

"Yes... let's talk about specifics"

Sister Minaho...... back on the couch.

Snow also tries to get up off the floor...

"You stay... Mr. Snow"

Sister Minaho took control of Snow.

"Kids like you... enough on the floor, right? She looks good on the pee for a daughter who abandons her father."

Snow is... deceitful, sitting on the floor.

"I'll tell you for once... from now on, even a little bit, if you turn against us, I'll kill you. Without saying whether or not. Me... I don't trust Yukino either."

Sister Minaho...... says so.

"It's not just about tonight... for the rest of my life. If you defy us, no, if I show you any bare gestures that defy you... I will kill you. To Margo, to Kyoko, Michi, and Kazuki Security Services... there are many killers. No matter where you run, split the grass roots and find it... I'll make you kill it. In your way of suffering."

Snow is... silent.

"... oh, can I assume it's disobedience that hasn't responded?

"... ok"

Snow rushes... to reply.

"Okay? Because my promise to you is just that 'I won't kill you tonight'. I'll let you kill me whenever I change my mind. I don't like you. 'I wish I were dead,' because I still think. So be careful not to change my mind...!

Snow is... trembling.

"Snow, reply!

I scream.

"Ha, yes...... ok!

"I see. I see. 'I see.'

"... Yes, I did!

Sister Minaho turns to me.

"I don't care about the fine words. Yukino-san, you're too stupid, because that kind of courtesy doesn't wear anything. It's no use expecting anything. I can't help it, I'm a scumbag... this kid."

Thoroughly...... pull Snow down.

"It's okay, I'll do something soon... to piss me off. Because I'm a real fool. So I'll have Margo take the drum cans and cement bags. You can always use it..."

For the rest of my life... Snow will be tied to 'fear'...

"Snow, raise your face. I'm going to instruct you on how to betray your father."

To Sister Minaho's words... Snow raised her face with a granny.

"Have a seat, you guys."

Me and Meg and Mizuzu, too, fall back on the couch again.

Only Michi intimidates Snow while standing......

◇ ◇ ◇

"So... you got it, Mr. Snow"

"Ha, yes... ok"

After responding once, Snow will hack.

"No, or I did. Ah!!!

Deep down, I bow my head to Sister Minaho.

"Yes... then get your stomach out"

"... Huh?

"Didn't you hear me? Take off your skirt, put your panties down... and expose your lower abdomen."

To Sister Minaho's order...... Snow stands up and takes off her skirt.

They're already embarrassed or something, and that kind of emotion is missing.

Panties, too, put them down yourself......

"Ko, now...... are you sure?

Snow's lower body becomes... dewy.

"You... you're a really bad girl"

Sister Minaho said...

"Just a few days ago, I didn't just shave... because I'm letting it go without even taking care of it..."

Snow's pubic hair grows like a barren beard.

"... oh, sorry"

"Oh, good... more than that."

Sister Minaho turns to me.

"You... Enough of this, okay?

In the lower abdomen of Snow Na...... bright green lettering with 'Yoshida' and tattoo.

Though he said this tattoo would disappear if he used a special drug.

"'Cause I have your name carved in here... this kid's got it all wrong"

...... yeah.

I don't need this Yoshida letter anymore.

"Yeah, Sister Minaho...... that's enough"

"... yes"

Sister Minaho takes the appliance out of her bag.

"Well, this... here's what I'm gonna do"

...... hehe?!

Sister Minaho, instead of turning off the tattoo... wrote a new addition.

The emerald green letter 'Yoshida'......

To "Jia Ka"......

"... All right?

I read it out loud.

What do you mean, this?

"I have a Yakuza family name," Kawara Kozo ". In this way, you think Yusuke Shirazaka was assaulted by Kozo Kawara?

... is that what you mean?

"Stand still for a while... until the Henna Tattoo fluid settles"

Snow looks at the lettering on his lower abdomen as boh.

I wrote it down, so the letters were twice as big as ever.

"... Snow, any reply?

In a hurry, I speak up.

"Oh yes...... yes, ok, no, I did......!!!

Snow replied hastily.

◇ ◇ ◇

Just leave Snow... we're leaving the reception room.

Snow's turn... is at its end.

Later, when Mr. Margo and the others return, we can get him ready in time.

"... thank you, Sister Minaho"

I... closed the door at the same time and thanked him.

Each room in this mansion is all soundproofed with the idea of a guest engaging with a whore.

The conversation in the hallway doesn't sound like Snow in the room.

"Now you don't have to let Snow... die"

Really, I think it was critical.

If Snow didn't bow her head and give in to Sister Minaho herself... 'Please save only your life', we couldn't have helped Snow.

All that, we all wanted to stop by and keep blaming... finally, Snow fell.

Damn... she's a troubled woman.

Everywhere, it takes a lot of work...

"You... Chekhov's 'Three Sisters' is a play, you know?

Sister Minaho has inadvertently asked me that.

"... No, I don't"

"What about Emmi?

"... I don't know"

"Misuzu-san knows, right?

"Yes, Me and Michi... we are also watching a Japanese performance of the Moscow troupe."

Misuzu laughs and nods.

"Chekhov is an interesting playwright... he wrote a sense of relief in his work, ahead of despair"

Sister Minaho smiles at me.

"The play is staged in one country on the Russian border... the three sisters are people from Moscow with their military father and they don't want to be buried on such a border. One day, I'm going back to Moscow in the big city."

Sister Minaho... why are we talking about this?

"Act one...... the three sisters wish to return to Moscow. I believe I can return one day. Act two...... The three sisters, one by one, bury themselves in the periphery. But I still believe that I will be able to return to Moscow. Act 3...... The three sisters are beginning to wonder if maybe I will ever be able to return to Moscow again. And..."

Sister Minaho looks at me.

"The fourth act of the final period...... the three sisters give up that they can no longer return to Moscow. Give up hope. Yes, it means despair... but in the moment of despair, something refreshes me."

In despair...... refreshing.

"While there is still hope for even just one percent... because people continue to suffer. The moment hope reaches zero...... on the contrary, free from previous obsession, my heart clears. In the case of Chekhov's work, despair is the salvation of the heart. An unusual writer. Because no one else makes a piece like Chekhov..." Cherry Blossom Garden "and" Uncle Wagna "are such works. In the final act, the moment when all hope is crushed...... man's heart is liberated"

"... yes"

Sister Minaho... strokes my cheek.

"How... could you have been properly desperate?

"... Huh?

Seeing...... not only Sister Minaho, but Mizuzu, Meg and Michi are all peeking into my face.

"How you feel... how much you liked Snow... finally, you didn't get to her"

...... Sister Minaho.

"Mr. Snow... didn't notice your heart until the end"

...... yeah.

"Despair. And... you're free from obsession."

"Yes, sir... my husband has us attached...!

"Yes, Joshi has us."

"… I'm with you, too"

Misuzu... Meg... Michi.

"... me"

From my eyes... tears zero.

...... oh.

I...

"... you can cry. Cry as much as you can."

I cried with my sister Minaho's chest.

Right...... me.

I struck a period in love with Snow.