Pure Love ✕ Insult Complex

514. Mana's determination - 2

"Come on... now, give me an answer"

Sister Keiko approached me and Mana.

... I am.

... Mana is.

"What's going on? Decide now. Things like this are going fast. If you're prepared to brace your belly, you'll have nothing to be afraid of. Come on, come on, freshen up. If you don't come to a conclusion here, you'll regret it for the rest of your life. Look, both of you, finally think and come to a conclusion!

Sister Keiko's words, I know...

I have to decide...... I have to give an answer......

Otherwise, it will drag you loose for the rest of your life.

Regret.

... so.

"Oh, I..."

"I..."

But... I don't know the answer.

What is the right choice............!!!

... Then.

"... hey, you can't force yourself to draw a noose conclusion on the spot. Because this is a hand used by bad business practices and cult groups"

Nikko laughs.

... No, no, no?!

"I can't believe how human behavior can be so logically split up. Besides, I may not be aware of my inner problems."

... Yep.

"You know, humans often make excuses for what they do." At that time, I had no choice but to oh, "" I had no other hands, "" Now that I think about it, there were a lot of other bad situations "... folks, it's a posterior, right? Finally, I just want to assure you that I didn't make the wrong choice, that I didn't have any other choice."

... Ugh, yeah.

"You know... no matter what you choose here right now, the results will change with the actions you're going to take. It's not about choosing, it's about choosing what you do."

Sister Keko... said so.

"Mana, staying here is not going to abandon Ichikawa or Yukino. Conversely, because I went back to Mr. Ichikawa's house... it doesn't mean that my bond with you is broken. It all depends on what you do next."

Sure... yeah.

In the end... it's up to us.

Whatever you choose.

"And on top of that... life involves factors that you can't help yourself with. For example... which of you may suddenly fall ill. This mansion could suddenly burn all over the fire. The lady's operation failed, and everyone, the police might arrest her. Things are always fluid. Even if you choose… you may not be right."

I see Mana.

Mana, with a serious face... is listening.

"So... at this stage, 'this is how it has to be' and 'this is how it has to be' is ridiculous. It's nonsense. I'm just going to run to idealism that I just want to flatten, and I'm just not going to be able to deal with Genjitsu. Like bad business practices and people who have been mind-controlled by cult groups."

"If so... what should I do?

Mana... opens her mouth.

"I... I thought hard. So here's the conclusion."

"That's how I overthink it... my head boils down and my thoughts go to the bad and the bad. So where we're going, it's a hell of a polar theory."

Sister Keko said...

"Once upon a time... Kazuki used to say that. Most importantly, it's inspiration… it's the power to feel the sign of danger"

Inspiration...... feel dangerous?

"You... just heard Mana is going back to Mr. Ichikawa's house... what did you think first?

Sister Keiko asks me.

"Oh no... I thought I definitely had to stop..."

I answer honestly.

"Oh... why?

"... Huh?

"Because Mr. Ichikawa is Mana's grandfather. Maybe you'll accept Mana warmly, won't you?

"It's... but"

"What we know about Mr. Ichikawa… it's just a small part of him. Well, I've been trying to push Yukino into a mental hospital... but that's because Yukino has a problem too... he might be a sweet grandfather to Mana."

That's... though I guess so.

"Though you, from your own birth... have no faith in what is called blood clan... your home is special, isn't it? As for Mana, maybe you can believe the blood connection. Honestly, even during the negotiation process... Mr. Ichikawa was showing affection for his granddaughters."

Sister Keiko looks at me.

...... but.

"... but I thought... if Mana went to Mr. Ichikawa like this, she'd be absolutely unhappy. It's a bad thing for Mana."

Sister Keiko...

"That's … your inspiration. You felt like," Oh, it's dangerous. "So I thought I had to stop Mana... right?

"Ugh, yeah... I think so"

Mana's looking at me.

"Then... take care of that inspiration. Just tell her how it feels. I'm going to stick extra reasoning in there... and it's going to be weird."

Sister Keko, now she sees Mana.

"Mana, why did you think I had to go to Mr. Ichikawa's house?

"It's..."

Mana lays her eyes down.

"Because I'm a burden to your brother. And there's also Snow Na's sister."

"Yes, that's why you pasted them both in the post. It's not the first inspiration."

Sister Keiko said that immediately.

"Oh no... no!

Confused mana.

"Then... why did you talk to this guy? When I'm alone with this guy."

"... Huh?

"If you're serious about getting out of the Mansion... you should talk to me. Before I tell this guy."

... Keko sister?

"If I told this guy... you knew he'd say, 'Don't go,' right? There's no way this guy is going to bring Mana back to Mr. Ichikawa."

... Huh?

"This man... for once, I will be thoroughly loving to those who have accepted him as a 'family'. You know why, right? This guy doesn't like being abandoned by his family anymore."

... I am.

"Hang in there. But I'm gonna hold Mana back. For this man, he can never lose Mana again."

Sister Keko's words pierce my heart.

"Yeah. I... wow, you're a nasty one. My best... I'm an egoist. I never want to let go of Mana."

Not just Mana.

All my beloved 'family'......

"Oh, egoists are fine. Instead, you... are pouring out a bottomless love for your 'women'. Because you don't want to be abandoned, you're always serious about us, and you never betray us. That's because it's you... we trust you and think you're cute. I love you. There's nothing wrong with that."

And Sister Keko... again, sees Mana.

"So, Mana... the truth is, you just wanted this guy to pull over, right? You wanted me to tell you I needed you, didn't you?

"... I am"

"But when it stays that way...... I'm ashamed of myself, so I paste the extra reason. In time, reason becomes more enlarged… in the first place, I don't know the origin of my feelings. With a boiled head and logic and reason, it would be unbelievably unfortunate."

Sister Keko stares gently at Mana.

"... I wonder if so. I was wondering if I just wanted your brother to hold back."

Think about it, Mana.

"I don't look for answers on my insides. Convenient reason just comes up!

Sister Keko tells Mana.

"Look straight at this guy. Then, in an instant, you'll have the answer."

To Sister Keko's words, Mana... again, looks to me.

... and.

"... ah"

"What's going on, Mana?

I ask Mana.

"Me... this morning, I woke up with my eyes... and I missed your brother for not being next door"

"... Huh?

"If your brother thinks you're sleeping with the missouri... get sad"

... Mana.

"So... if it makes you feel so sad... let's get out of this' mansion '"

Whoa... what's that leap of thought?

Oh, this is the hell of a polar theory.

"With Snow Sister, if you go to your grandfather's house in Ichikawa... your brother will never come. If there's enough nights I can't see you... from the beginning, it's better to never see you..."

... Yep.

"I'm the one... my poor, egoist! If you can't make all of your brothers mine... I thought I'd run into a place where I wouldn't see you."

My little shoulder is shaking.

"Again, maiden heart... I can understand that for once."

That's what Sister Keiko said.

I don't... I don't understand.

... but.

"Mana, come here!

"... Huh?

"Fine, come here. No, I'm coming!

I take my seat and go in front of Mana...... I stand on my knees on the floor and hold Mana in my chair.

"Don't go anywhere. Stay with me.

Grrr, hug Mana's little body.

"... brother"

Mana squeaked softly.

"I... may not be this kind of love... may be my attachment to thin dirt... but I don't want to give Mana to anyone. All the time, I want to keep it mine. I won't let you go, Mana!!

I... suck.

I just don't want to let this guy go... with my ego.

Is this love?

Aren't you just admiring me?

"The attachment I just said... it's not really that bad either"

And... Sister Keko says that.

"I don't know about people-to-people relationships... they keep changing. Not all couples who have lost their love fire have a miserable family life. Can't all those kids be unhappy? Love is over...... some couples have been together for years and live together like best friends. There are plenty of people who keep their family in shape, even without sex"

There's a relationship between different people...

"It says love arrives, I'm attached!

Love... arrives.

"In the end... whenever, it depends on who they are at that moment. People who strive to be happy from themselves, no matter what their relationship is, become happy. Happiness is given by people, and those who are unwilling to do anything from themselves… can only be unhappy."

... Keko sister.

"At that moment, of that moment… take care of your inspiration. Don't miss the sign of the crisis. And you keep pursuing happiness. Act quickly in the direction of inspiration… don't overthink it. Because while I'm thinking about it, I'm stuck in the mud because I can't move."

Sister Keiko looks up at the blue sky outside the window.

"That's what Sempai's sister told me when I first got here. Genjitsu that he was kidnapped and corrupted by a whore sucks... but forever, because if you think about it, you'll have to get depressed and die. First of all, I have to live. We have to survive. To do that... it's inspiration. Do anything that flashes. Hang on to your own survival instincts. You shouldn't lose the will to be happy at any bottom..."

And to Mana......

"What does Mana's inspiration say she wants to do now?

Mana is......

"... I want to be here. With your brother, I don't want to leave Yikes!!!

"Then don't leave. Stay here!

When I hold Mana... Mana also holds me back.

"...... brother, brother, brother!!!

Mana cried warrior with my chest.

"I like your brother's place! But, but... hey, okay? Am I allowed to stay here?!

... I am.

"There's nothing good or bad... if you want to stay, stay. Stay here forever. Stay for the rest of your life. Don't leave me."

"Yeah... yeah... brother... me... I'll always be there!

... Mana.

◇ ◇ ◇

"Um... what did you do?

Seeing... Rukiko is looking at us from a glass door leading into the courtyard.

Edie and Anise were with us.

"Oh, Mana... Rukiko and I took this guy last night and we missed him"

Sister Keiko laughs and says so.

"It's... I'm sorry"

Rukiko said that in embarrassment.

"Yeah... Luli, your sisters, they're not bad. I'm... sorry."

Mana wipes her tears in a hurry.

Get away from me too.

Again, just like Meg...... Rukiko's "Kazuki Family" has something to think about.

I sat in a nearby chair.

"No, I'm Mana's 'sister'...... I'm sorry Mana doesn't realize how you feel. Let's go with Mana next time."

"... Luli, sister?

"Me, Misuzu, Mitch... Mana and I want to get along"

"... really?

Mana is a suspect.

"Because your brother wants you to. Rukiko will do anything for your brother."

Smile, Rukiko.

"... then I believe"

Rukiko's answer seems to have been exemplary.

Now here, if I had answered 'cause I'm family' or 'for my family', I'm sure Mana wouldn't have believed Rukiko.

"Everyone come in... I'll make you some tea. Edie, you want some coffee?

Sister Keiko tells the three of them outside.

Rukiko says to Edie in English......

"... OH, YES!!!

Eday laughs a lot...... he comes inside.

"Come, Anise"

When I speak...

"... Yes."

Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. Running towards me.

Really, this twelve-year-old girl with the blonde half... is as beautiful as an angel.

He looks like a fairy who doesn't know the dirt.

With this little girl... I had sex yesterday...

"Americans, after all, are more coffee than tea"

Sister Keko, while preparing Edie's coffee... said so.

"... Dad. Yes, this."

Anise gives me what's in my hand.

It was a four-leaf clover.

"Oh...... thanks"

I've heard you talk... but you were really real.

"The three of us, we've been looking for that. To your brother."

Rukiko smiles.

"Well, I have to say thank you to the three of you. Thank you, Thankyou."

For Edie's sake, I'll even say it in English.

"Let's make it an embossed flower and keep it."

That's what Mana said.

"Yeah, you are"

I don't really know how to make pressed flowers.

Mana knows.

… and.

"Um... Dad"

Anise is on my knees.

"Yeah, what's going on?

Anise's big blue eyes... are looking at me.

"Is it time... will you?

... Huh?

"Anise and... it's sex"

Uh... it's still the morning.

No, although I already did it once with Meg.

"Dad...... did you hate Anise?

Dude......!

"That's not true. I love it. Anise."

"... then"

"But look... you don't have to have sex all the time"

"But Anise... is the girl my dad was born to have sex with."

...... hmm?

Guys, watch what Anise says and does.

"Anise...... I've been told that ever since I was a kid"

No, Anise is still a child, because she's twelve.

"Anise's body is for her dad to enjoy... when she grows up, she says she has to have sex with her dad every day. If you don't satisfy your dad, Anise will be dumped in the mountains."

... Yep.

"Who told you that?

Mana asks.

Anise is......

"... I forgot"

With a pocan face, I answered that.

"Before me, I was the caretaker of Anise. of Shirazaka Chuangsuke... who was a nanny"

Sister Keiko... in a dark voice, says so.

"When I was young, Anise... because she was the only one talking to him. Shirazaka Chuansuke didn't come to see this girl often."

Anise grew up when Shirazaka Chuangsuke's nanny kept saying, "You're going to be my dad's sex slave" from the moment I got my mind on it.

In the basement where he was incarcerated, he looked up at the nude statue of Shirazaka Innovation... and was also made routine to masturbate three times a day.

"Anise, I'm finally an adult...... so I have to have sex with my dad. Otherwise... in the mountains"

I hold the little Anise.

"I won't throw it away in the mountains... Anise will always be with me."

"Yes, so... we have sex."

...... Aniez.

I... succeeded in erasing the 'Shirazaka Chuansuke' in Anise.

Anise's 'dad' overwrote that to me...

So now Anise... trusts me and misses me.

... but.

What was taught in Anise over the years......

I am my dad's sex slave... the 'mind control' that I have been kept alive just to have sex has not been solved...

"Does Anise like me?

"Yes! I love you, Dad! My current dad, my favorite!

That's what I'm gonna say, hug you to my chest.

...... now dad.

That's me.

"This kind of thing just has to take some time."

Sister Keiko said that while serving tea to us...

Rukiko also helps.

"Especially if you are Anise...... because you are completely blocked from the outside world and nothing else has been taught"

Anise doesn't even have a basic primary education.

Even, to be a toy for Shirasaka Chuangsuke... all the sex footage from Shirasaka Chuangsuke, he said, has been watched.

"Me...... what am I supposed to do?

I ask my sister Kazuko.

"The first thing you need to do is keep Anniez safe. I'm going to have to teach you a little bit about it."

An environment where Anise can be relieved......

"I'll have to have sex every day for a while so this kid can feel safe. Otherwise, I might assume you hated yourself."

... Yep.

"That too...... because the sex this kid knows is sex on white slope footage"

Maybe... it's pretty, like, perverted sex.

"Because that man was addicted to sex"

Anise thinks that's normal.

"Any addiction, all of a sudden, if you turn it all down... both physically and mentally, you'll have a strong shock. All we have to do is reduce it one by one, paying attention to the amount."

First of all...... I just have to gradually lower the level of sex from the hard sex that Anise thinks she should.

... and quantity.

"For this kid, so was Lost Virgin on the air last night... it's not weird. Because this child has only watched forced sex while being filmed on camera"

Anise herself looks at me with a pocan face...

"Does Dad, after all, hate Anise? Don't you want to have sex with Anise anymore?

... I am.

"I said I love it. You're determined to want to have sex with Anise!

"Aha, I'm glad!

That full grin......

"Anise, I'll try my best! It doesn't matter if it hurts, Dad, please play with Anise!

"... oh"

When I stroked Anise's hair, Anise laughed happily, "Eh heh".

Sister Keiko, Mana, Rukiko... quietly, watching us.

Anise is... in a way, a seriously ill patient. of the mind.

I will deal with Anise for years until this child's heart is fully healed.

I'm Anise's... 'Dad'.

"… LION"

sipping the coffee my sister Keko made me...... Edie said.

...... eh.

"Rukiko... Edie says the same thing every time I see my face today... can you ask me what it means?

Over and over again, I'm curious.

"Yes, brother"

Rukiko asks Edie.

Then Edie, look at me...

"'Do you know an animal called a lion? I'm telling you."

Hey, don't be ridiculous...... I know about lions.

"Tell me you know, or I've seen it. Because there are lions in Japan."

When I tell you my answer, Edie is unnecessarily excited...!

"'Have you really seen it?! How'd it go?! Was it big?!' He said."

You... you've never seen it! Edie!!!

"Tenderness, wasssssssssssssssssssssssss!

I tell Edie to gesture.

Edie, shining her eyes, yeah she's nodding so loud.

Then I was talking to Rukiko for a while.

I mean, it's a long story.

Edie, I'm getting more and more excited.

"Duh, what's going on? Eday, what?

... Rukiko.

"No, Edie said, 'What part of Japan is the lion inhabiting?' You asked, 'I think it was the zoo where your brother was seen. There are no natural lions in Japan."

Yeah, I saw it... on an elementary school excursion.

"So..." Some establishments in Japan can see the lion's ecology in safari park format, "he said," I want to go there. "

So, I'm excited...

"Well, that's one day to go"

When Rukiko interprets my words, Edie is happy to make her eyes shimmer.

"Let's go too, Anise."

When I say that to Anise on my lap...

"Dad, what's with the lion?

... That's how it came.

"It's a big cat. Anise, you saw the cat in the garden earlier, didn't you?"

Rukiko, follow.

"Oh...... cat"

"Does the cat know?

"Yes, I used to look up to sleep in the skylight."

Anise's world...... in the basement, skylights pouring sunlight.

Cats and birds are watching.

"How big a cat are you?

... Yep.

"Is it about Keko?

I answered that because there is no other analogy.

"... but..."

Sister Keiko barked at me, stepping aside.

"So, let's get back to it... why would Edie look at me and say 'lion'?

Rukiko interprets.

... Then.

"'Don't you know? the ecology of an organism called a lion.'"

… Ecology.

"... the lion is polygamous. but oh."

Sister Keiko taught me that...