Pure Love ✕ Insult Complex

527. Judgment Ruru, Snow No.2

"... brother?

Surprise, Mana.

"I'm glad you trusted me... but I'm not that strong."

Yes... I am.

"I'm just a high school student like anywhere else... no, I'm a little inferior to normal high school students"

"But your brother... your brother is always here to protect us! Your brother is amazing!

Mana clings to me. [M]

"That's because... the Manas believe in me. I'm just desperate to respond to what you believe in."

If everyone didn't believe me...

I'm sure I'm frustrated along the way.

"I went to Misuzu's house last night."

I tell Mana.

"I've been to Mana and Snow House... but Mana's house was still within my grasp."

Shirazaka Chuangsuke's house was also huge.

But... it wasn't a grand mansion, like transcending understanding.

Snow is my classmate... and I was convinced that he was a rich house among students attending the same high school.

"But missouri's house... it's not the same anymore. The level of luxury. The standard of living was fundamentally different."

It reminds me of a spectacular night view, seen from the oversized living room of that super luxury apartment......

A veranda large enough for a party to open on a fuzzy carpet.

Real oil-painted walls.

Everything in the conditioning was arranged in a superb range of products.

"... so much?

Mana asks me.

"Oh. I don't know what you mean...... anyway, I mean, noble royalty, it's the celebrity world. The celebrity is not a domestic edition... it's international or it's expanding globally..."

What are you talking about... me.

"Anyway, I can't imagine the main house/mansion of the Kazuki family because of what happened at Ji's three men's house."

...... yeah.

I wouldn't be surprised if I had a whale or something in the garden.

I mean, the garden could be for ten Tokyo domes or something...

Maybe the house is bigger than Osaka Castle.

"Misuzu and Rukiko, real ladies...... no, I'm a princess. I'm already at a level where I have to be surprised and lose my hips..."

Again last night...... I thought so.

There is no better way to see the essence of the person than by looking at the house where he usually lives......

"And those guys... as the daughter of the Kazuki family, they've always lived under repression. I don't have any friends to talk to on a reciprocal basis... and yet I have to be nicotine to anyone"

If Misuzuya Rukiko wakes up Isakoza with other female students...

The female student, both of her parents, brothers and family, is horrified.

It has nothing to do with the will of missouri or rukiko......

Students, teachers and adults around them move out on their own for fear of retaliation by the Kazuki family.

So, Misuzu and Rukiko... can't fight with anyone.

At the same time, I can't get along with normal kids.

If they find out you're close to the mistletoe... it's gonna be horrible for her to get hit on.

So it was the fate of the daughter of the Kazuki family that she was always eagle fried by those around her, nicotine... and that she could not open her heart to anyone.

Until we met...

"By becoming my 'woman'... by becoming my 'family'... both Misuzu and Rukiko are free to open their hearts. In front of us."

"... in front of your brother, yes."

Mana... says so.

"It's just your brother. It has nothing to do with the authority of the Kazuki family or anything like that... I love my naked sisters directly from the front."

"No, it's not just me, is it? Everybody..."

"Yeah. Minaho sisters are in a position to think about the power and influence of the Kazuki family no matter what... me and Meg sisters are going to step back to the Kazuki family ladies"

Mana looks at Anise chills......

"I don't think Anise and Edie know that... but they're not in a position to hold your sisters, like your brother."

Sure, Anise and Edie wouldn't know the authority of the Kazuki family...

"In the end, I'm your brother. The point of our 'family' is. Your brother is hugging us with his hands wide open... and we're all together."

Mana... says so.

"But... there are limits to that."

... I am.

"Last night's missouri and rukiko... now I can't wait to find out. All this time, I've been living by pushing my heart to death, so I can't wait to be able to free my mind. Something... I felt gorgeous when spring came and the flowers blossomed. I may have taken the shark off a little too much, but when I thought about those guys before, now I wanted to let them stretch their wings as much as I wanted."

Like peeing on a veranda...... sex so people on surveillance can't find it......

Though it often felt like it was too much.

"I wanted to do whatever I could... really, I did it all"

I... have an obligation to live up to their expectations.

I... because it's their 'man'.

"But missouri...... maybe he was joking because he was feeling so high...... he said he wanted more of my 'women'. He wants to bring more and more of the girls he likes from their school."

... it is.

"Fine. If you're missouri sisters, I think you have eyes for people... they're all famous girls, right? There's nothing wrong with that, is there?

Mana... says so.

Misuzu's attendance is the best super ladies' school in Japan with only famous children.

In it, if Mizuzu and the others chose a child... they would definitely just be good kids.

Beautiful, smart, good personality......

... but.

"I... what happens? Do I have to accept them all?

I have... limitations.

Mentally... physically.

"... oh, brother?

"No... if it does, I'll accept it. Misuya, Rukiko... believes I can accept as many 'women' as I want. So I have to live up to my expectations."

If they believe me... I have to do it.

"I'm sorry, brother... I thought I'd be okay with as many of you as I wanted"

Mana says...

"No... I'm fine. If Mana believes that."

... I am.

"I... everyone believes in me, so I can do my best. No big deal, no horrible thing... I'll try."

So I... have survived the chaos battles of the last few days.

Just to meet everyone's expectations......

"But Snow... I can't talk about Snow. Mana seems to think that if I were you, I could accept Snow Na... but Snow Na can't."

Snow is watching us in silence.

"... why, brother?

"Snow... because you don't believe in me. Snow has... I'm really shivering in my heart, because I can see the frightened ole all around me"

Snow's eyes... are looking at me.

"He sees my true nature."

I... offended Snow.

Over and over again......

Scared and trembling...... I held Snow's body in my arms so that I could cling to it.

I'm being seen scattered.

"For Snow... I'm just a helpless... scumbag high school boy who can't help it. Only Snow Na looks at me in Genjitsu. I know."

The first time I offended Snow... I was desperate.

"... what do you think?

That's what Snow said.

"I don't know anything about you. I don't even want to know... I'm not interested. I have always been and always will be..."

With cold eyes, I say that to me.

"But anyway... I just know you're an unsaveable fool and crazy. That's why I'm only careful with you. It's crazy, I don't know what I'm gonna do all of a sudden..."

Snow... knows I killed Sizario Viola.

"Anyway... Dancing Summer, I know you've been worried about me. Thank you. I'd like to thank you for your inconvenience."

Snow says to his sister. With a tough face.

"... Snow Sister"

"In Dancing Summer, you manage to live by waving your tail at the Kazuki family and Bow Tsubaki. If that's what Dance Summer decided, I won't disagree. It's not okay. You know, life like a slave, I'm totally sorry... but you don't have any other choice in the summer of dance, do you? You're weak and you don't have a clue... you just have to live with it somehow. Pets are slaves. I can't stop being ridiculous... but I'm gonna throw up!

Snow makes a bad habit of his sister.

"Really, I don't want to fuck with you! You guys...... 'Family Friendly' is that so much fun?! What you're doing is not licking each other's wounds! Weak. No. Humans are not just leaning over each other's shoulders and licking each other's tears! It's not great or awesome! He said it was just lame! Aren't you stupid?! You guys... Guys, you're out of your minds!

... I am.

"Oh, Snow... you're right. We're going crazy. Everything we do is wrong."

"... brother?

"But we... we're going this way. Take this wrong path. The law, the ethics, they all trample... and live resolutely. And we're gonna be happy... we're gonna be absolutely happy."

I hug Anise in my arms.

Anise, with her big blue eyes... looks up at me strangely.

"You're going to be happy! You're kidding me! You are... not a murderer!!!

I... killed Cizario Viola with this hand.

"Even my dad... you guys killed me!!!

Snow... beat me, beat us.

"... what's wrong with that?

That's what I say, clarity.

"Don't even atone for your sins, are you going to live for it? You guys don't deserve to be happy!!!

Snow screams at me.

"... even if you don't deserve to be happy... you have a duty to be happy"

The warmth of Anise in my arms tells me that.

"I'm a very bad man. I'm sure you'll go to hell. But... I make my family absolutely happy. Whatever...... absolutely. To do that, do whatever it takes. Also, if you have to kill someone, don't hesitate to kill them"

I already... live in a world like that.

"I... am a member of the criminal group Black Forest. He's a Black Forest man."

Yes... of this' house ', only one' man '.

"Crazy!!! You are out of your mind!!!

Snow trembles and says so.

"Whatever you say... I'm fine with what they say right now. I have a family to protect. I'm more important to my family than my own life...!

"... brother! Enough... Enough!

Mana hugged me in the back.

Anise on the inside, Mana on the back... two warmth support my heart.

"Hang on? You look like an idiot, you! I'm not just talking nonsense and being cool! What a family! Hypocrisy! Egoist!!!

... Snow.

"You're just so cute! For the first time in my life, I've met people who cheer me up, so I'm just up! Don't you even know that?! Idiot!"

Snow's eyes are looking at me.

"Oh my goodness you... it's good to be stuck and then you'll be disposed of! Because there are a lot of guys in the world who are better than you! If the ladies of Kazuki find out about it, they'll pay for it. Woe to you! Then you'll be abandoned by the Kazuki family. We're going to hell at once!

Snow... is looking at me.

"Sooner or later, it will. If that happens... crawl around the ground and die a miserable death! Die more miserably than my dad. Geez you deserve to die!!! That's a good time for you!

Ha, ha and snow are roughing up my breath.

Spray all the anger and hatred you've been accumulating all at once... and slap it on me.

"... yeah, I guess so. Snow is right. I'm sure it will."

……

Snow... surprised.

"I knew you were sharp... other than yourself, I think you're really capable of analyzing it."

Snow has the power... to observe.

I don't know why I can't exert that power over myself...

"Brother? What are you talking about?

Mana asks me.

"No, Snow is right. Neither Misuzu nor Rukiko have come to see all kinds of men yet... so I will meet a better man than me. Then you'll realize I'm no good and there's nothing I can do about it. And then you walk away from me..."

"What are you talking about... brother?!

"But Misuzu and Rukiko are so sweet... I don't think I'd do anything to abandon 'Black Forest'. And of course, the Mana thing will help you for the rest of your lives, because we're both kids who will never keep what we promised once."

"... brother"

"So is Mana... now, rely on me as much as you want. But you don't have to dedicate your life to me. If there's anything else... if Mana has a man she likes, don't ask me to stay away at all times."

"... stupid things... don't tell me"

I... look up at the ceiling.

"Being prepared to make everyone happy is... that's what I'm talking about. Maybe I need 'family' right now. Mana's right... maybe I'm the need for 'family'"

...... but.

"It's only, 'now'. I'm sure in the meantime... I'll be unnecessary to all of us. When that happens, everyone's gonna have to graduate from me... and be happier."

"I don't..."

Mana rubs her cheeks against my back... desperately.

"No, but... it has to be. I'm inferior to people... because I'm a bad person. Now, even if you need me... when everyone gets stronger, you shouldn't be dealing with people like me forever. We need to get to more, more wonderful people."

"No one is better than your brother. Yikes!

"I'm here... because I'm... a really bad person..."

Everyone doesn't deserve to be loved...

So beautiful, so cute, so smart... above all to the gentle 'women'.

"Heh... you know. Anyway, that one day the women will dump me."

Snow... says.

"I'm not throwing it away! I... accompany you with my brother!

Mana stares at her sister with angry eyes.

"Scary Scary... Dancing Summer, only a woman who says that, when a good man shows up, he'll be the first to change saddles!

"I'm not that kind of woman!

The scream of Mana...... Snow laughs.

"So... what. I know you'll be dumped one day... so you're so devoted to the 'women'? A little, trying to prolong the time to be thrown away. Thank you very much."

About me too...... laugh.

"... I'm not."

I said...

"I just... want to make sure there's no remorse."

Look into Snow's eyes......

"Maybe one day...... guys, get away from me. And we'll all be happy. You'll forget about me. No, we have to forget. I don't know about me..."

I'm... erased from memory. You have to disappear.

"But... I remember. I'm sure I won't forget. Unforgettable. So...... we all want to do the best we can for those we love. That's what I think."

Otherwise... I regret it.

Regret becomes a nightmare... and disappears forever.

"Ha, what you say... I'm not sure. Well, there's no way you can tell. Because you... are insane. Since the beginning, I've been in a world I don't understand. You can't possibly tell...!

Like throwing up, Snow says.

"... oh, I guess?

Unexpectedly, the door chattered open and Sister Keko appeared.

"You and he are so alike... I can't believe you."

Say so...... Pashari and take a picture of us on camera.

"'Take a picture of your family. Anyway, we all forget'... the words of the photographer Araki...!

And also take pictures.

I'm confused... give me a picture of us.

"'The debate has boiled down a lot, so it's time for you to go'... the lady told me. I don't think Mana's approach worked either."

Mana's... plan to solicit Snow Noh to "family" was a complete failure.

"... let's see"

Sister Keiko puts the camera beside her.

"I know perfectly well that Yukino says he doesn't trust people at all...!

While I'm at it, I see Snow.

"Oh, my God, my father is that guy... and you watched what your mother was like. If those selfish, looking down on people and being raised by people who only judge everything by the damage account, they'll grow up like this......!

"Oh, I...!

Snow tries to argue, but Sister Keko ignores and turns to Mana......

"In that regard, Mana... the house of Shizuoka's relatives at the sanatorium was good, wasn't she? So I grow up to be an adult... a child who can trust someone to protect me"

Yeah... I think Shizuoka's house was a good environment for Mana.

of Tokyo… than the real families.

"I don't know... it's you"

Sister Kazuko looks at me.

"We... we know your past. You grew up ignoring your presence by both your father and your mother... and then you were dumped. If it were true, you would have been a cold hearted child who didn't trust anyone like Yukino."

Yes... I am.

"Yet you grew up to be a sweet child... because there was a grandmother who took care of you at an early age"

My... Ba.

"Because my grandmother loved you... because I remember that, you have become a sweet child. Isn't it?

Sister Kazuko's eyes are looking at me.

"Yes, you are such a sweet girl... that's for sure. But how come you don't believe in people? How do you expect us to all be gone?

... it is.

"In you...... there must be some reason. Tell us and see."

... Keko sister.

"I really... don't want to tell you? What can't you tell us?

... I am.

"... that's not true, though"

"Well, talk to me"

"Yeah, talk to me... brother"

Sister Keko and Mana... are staring at me.

... and Anise.

Snow also looks at me with cold eyes.

Sister Minaho too...... I'm sure you're watching.

"... my ba-chan was a really sweet guy. Help me... always. Love me."

I... remind me of Ba's smile. Give me a nice smile.

"But... Ba, I forgot about me"

on the hospital bed...... bah.

Look at me...... cold face.

"... what do you mean? Explain more."

Sister Keiko tells me.

"When I was a junior, Ba 'a died... but at first, she fell at home. In the evening, all of a sudden, I was sick. So, they took me to the hospital in an ambulance... oh, I called for an ambulance. The phone in the house was not supposed to be used by me or Ba, so go to the pay phone outside..."

I was... scared.

That Ba-chan is going to die......

"In the ambulance, Ba 'a held my hand all the time..." Thank you, thank you, "he says to me. Look up at me... that's when Ba knew about me."

...... but.

"When I got to the hospital... my father rushed me from the office. So, it's an emergency surgery... and it's been a major surgery for hours."

With my father, I waited until morning for the surgery to be finished in the hospital......

"I... bah, may it heal, may it live, may it not die... I prayed desperately. Ever... Until after surgery"

The cold in that hospital hallway... I won't forget.

"And after the surgery... that day, Ba-chan didn't wake up... it was three days later that she regained consciousness"

... and.

"When I woke up... Ba, I forgot about me"

Me... 'Who?' I see it with my eyes, those eyes.

"... I forgot?

Sister Kazuko asks me.

"Yeah, totally... it was gone from memory. I know about my father. I'll call you by your proper name. But I... I completely forgot my name and grandson. My father explained it to me, but I don't know..."

Something about me... was disappearing from my head.

"Well, you're right. For Ba... since my dad got married... the years since I was born have been all hard. My mother bullied me..."

Ba 'cha, to her mother...... like a slave, was being used.

"Besides, I'm only nine... Ba and I haven't lived together in ten years. Even if you remember my father, who has lived with me for over thirty years, you'll forget about me..."

Ba 'cha didn't even remember his father getting married.

Ba's memory is as it was when my father was single... when he lived with two mothers and two children...

So I... don't exist.

"In the end, keep it up...... your health is waning and Ba 'cha died in the hospital. Don't remind me of me till the end."

You loved me so much...

About me...

"So... you think we're gonna forget about you, too"

Sister Kazuko looks at me.

What a sad look...

"Because... you don't know. Humans, I don't know what happens...!

... I am.

"But I remember... I was holding it in the ambulance, Ba-chan's hand. It was wrinkly, crusty, boney but... warm hands. He said 'thank you' to me so many times... I remember."

After I was hospitalized, Ba forgot me......

He hated being touched by me.

I was... a stranger.

"I won't forget... so I will... no matter what happens, do my best! I won't forget! Because we will never part!!!

Everyone... even if they forget me...

"... Anise never forgets her dad."

Jizz shut up and Anise listening to me... is looking up at me.

"All the time, I won't forget...... so please cheer me up. Dad!"

Nico, smile...... Anise.

But......

I know.

That Anise... had so much to worship, that she had completely forgotten about Shirazaka Chuansuke...

My dad, who was in Anise's memory... was overwritten by a person named me.

Anise no longer remembers Shirazaka Chuangsuke.

"... what's wrong? Dad?"

... that is.

Even about me... one day I might forget.

No, I'm sure... you'll forget.

"... don't look sad. Daddy. Anise loves Daddy!

He caresses my face gently...... Anise.

... BUT!!!