Pure Love ✕ Insult Complex

"Your name Ho... Misuzu and the others also talked about how Yoshi-kun and the child who had flirted with Yoshi-kun would only be able to flirt with Yoshi-kun"

Meg said...

"Right. I... watched it on the monitor."

Sister Minaho shows a surveillance monitor.

"Yet how can Yoshi-kun... look like such a troubled person?

... it is.

"Because... everyone says so... but I..."

I'm... not sure.

All this time, I can't believe everyone... just loves me.

There are many better men in the world than me.

My face, my head, my blood muscles... I'm not good at all.

"That's what Misuzu and the others are saying... and I'm saying I think so, too. Still... can't you trust me?

Sister Minaho peeks into my face.

"Because... I don't have any talent. Every day, I'm just desperate to meet everyone's expectations... because I haven't been able to do it perfectly"

"In the end... your mother's curse on you is too great."

My... mother.

"Your mother... put excessive pressure on you at a young age... because you wanted to be the perfect son as you ideally would be..."

My mother...

You don't take care of me... you forced me to be my ideal son.

School grades are in Class 1... No, at the level of Japan 1...

Be polite, always dressed beautifully...

'Your son, that's wonderful. It's a gift of your mother's education,' as praised by teachers and other fathers and brothers...

Oh no... there's no way I can do that.

Nobody sees me studying...

Since Ba 'cha died, clothes and shoes have always worn the same thing until they wore out. Showing that 'I can't wear it anymore' would not have allowed me to buy new things.

Hair is a repeat of Round Boy - Bossy Head - Round Boy...

Anyway... my mother wasn't interested in me at all.

You're not letting me live a decent life... why do you think I'm gonna be the 'ideal son'?

... to give.

When I found out I wasn't going to be the son I wanted... I abandoned me.

'You're not my child,' I even said...

I... won't forget.

"Your mother's curse... now she's accusing you of 'having to be the perfect man for us'. Otherwise... when we get dumped, I'm thinking somewhere in my mind."

... I am.

"Well... what do you think Keimi should do with this girl?

Sister Minaho asked Meg.

"I... don't know. More and more, I don't know."

... Meg.

"I... Until yesterday, I thought I was the best 'family' to know about Yoshi-kun. It's... I'm Yoshi-kun's classmate, and even the bakery did it with me... Yoshi-kun and I have a home... Anyway, I assumed that I was the closest thing to Yoshi-kun."

Meg... in a dark voice, says so.

"But... there's been something about Nikita, and then there's also, like, Senior Kona and so on... there's Hawkkura and so on... and I... I'm just... I'm just pissed that Yoshi-kun is having sex with other girls... but Ning's sister and Misuzu are thinking about Yoshi-kun and the whole 'family' thing properly..."

Meg's eyes...... tears build up.

"More than I am, guys, deeply heavy... thinking about Yoshi-kun... I am..."

A large tear... fell to the floor with Pottori.

"... me, for Yoshi-kun... for the 'family'... you're just pulling your legs and becoming a 'kid you don't need'...!

"That's not true, Meg!

When I say that...

"... you, shut up"

Sister Minaho controls me...

"Emmi, I'm sorry... but I'm not done talking about this girl yet. I was wondering if you could come back later. We can't afford to talk about you right now."

Mi, Sister Minaho...... it is.

"Oh, I'm sorry..."

Meg... clasps his mouth.

"So... I'm asking you to come all the way out here because I need your opinion when I talk about this kid. So don't run away or anything... okay?

"... Yes"

To talk about me... I need Meg's opinion...?

"I ask very quickly..."

Sister Minaho, once again... looks at me.

"Are you... are you aware that you are crazy?

... Huh?

"Fine. Answer with YES, NO"

... that, of course.

"… YES"

"Oh, you know that."

No... well.

"So... what exactly do you think is crazy about it?

... it is.

"... a lot of... beautiful girls... all being my 'women'"

"... that's all?

"Though I am a criminal... living in peace, without atoning for my sins"

"Heh... what is sin? Be specific, say it"

... I am.

"... offending Snow, getting him pregnant and... killing people"

I shot and killed Sizario Viola with this hand.

"Alas, whatever you say about Mr. Snow... the viola thing is self-defense. If you hadn't shot him, someone would have shot Viola."

"... but"

"... ok. It's a sin in you."

...... yeah.

But... now you won't even be able to try...

Official records show that Sizario Viola hasn't even come to Japan.

"... Anything else?

Sister Minaho asked me.

"Any other reason you're crazy, come up with something?

I... look at my heart.

"No... nothing"

Yeah... there's nothing else left.

"Okay. Okay, first... meditate on your eyes"

... eyes?

"Just... hurry up"

"Ugh, yeah."

I close my eyes... as I was told.

"In my head...... Imagine you now"

Now the current...... me?

"Right now... it's you as it is. You and everyone around you… imagine the whole of your relationship"

I... imagine to Sister Minaho, as she tells me...

In the dark...

He's wrapping me up... everyone... I can see him.

"... could you imagine?

"... yeah"

"Well, from there... first try to erase all your 'women'"

... Huh?

"Fine… First of all, Mr. Hawkkura"

"Ah... ugh, yeah..."

"Tsukiko, Mitsuko, Luna... erase them from your image.

Out of what I am now... I will erase Tsukiko, Mitsuko, Luna...

"... disappeared"

"Fine. Next... Nikita and Kona Hoshizaki turn it off too"

... Anya and Kanasenpai too... turn it off.

"Two of the Kazuki Security Services..."

Sister Shang and... Ray too.

"Then... Michi and Edie"

Meizhi and Edie also... turned it off.

"The two Kazuki families"

Misuzu and... Rukiko.

"Mr. Mana and... Anise"

Two... turn it off.

"... Keiko, Keiko and Mako. Margo and Ning...... and me"

People involved in "Black Forest" also...... turn it off.

"Finally... Yukino-san and Emmi."

Everyone... from my heart, disappears.

"Erase the memories of the 'Black Forest'... that would erase the Cizario Viola thing too, wouldn't it?

Sister Minaho... told me.

"They're all gone, aren't they? You are now... you were before you entered high school."

... right.

Everyone... one of them is not on my side.

That was just a few months ago...... me before my high school entrance ceremony......

"Yes, there's only one left. What are you... like?

... Me?

"Be specific. You're alone, what personality, what kind of person?

Oh, that's...

"Um... dark, desperate..."

Back then, I... my father disappeared and I was desperate.

"I'm retarded... stupid... I don't even know what to live with next... I don't have any talent, I'm just plain mediocre... I'm a regular high school student"

"... DOUBT" DOUT "!

Sister Minaho said, with a sharp voice.

"That's a mistake. Your perception... is wrong from there."

... Huh?

"... open your eyes"

I... open my eyes.

Sister Minaho... is staring at me with serious eyes.

"You said," Ordinary, Ordinary High School Student of Arima "? I'm not kidding!

Hey, what... are you mad at me?

"You are... not normal at all. It's crazy. All the girls I like, I'm gonna have sex without thinking about it later... and I'm gonna get into a virgin. I'm worried that one day I'll go to another man because I'm not sure about myself, and I'm saying," I'll protect you for the rest of my life. "She's full of contradictions. Just to please Ning, I get caught up in a counterfeit crime of wheeling and domestic registry... and even though that's a serious criminal act, it doesn't count for 'my sins'. Really... don't bother."

... if you say so.

I... have received the registration of Ning's younger brother, Keijin.

Now I have two registries… Sure, this is a crime too.

In order to establish this crime, I have even entered the United States...

I didn't feel guilty at all.

"Really... I'm crazy. Are you… even now, for the sake of 'family', you would be fine and dye your hands in criminal activity? Sizario Viola remains a guilty consciousness? You... also, if that happens, you're not going to pull the trigger this time? No, no matter how many times you do it, you shoot someone who does harm to your family. Don't hesitate..."

... Exactly.

I think I'll kill you again.

Next, because it's the second time... you won't hesitate.

"What's 'normal' about you?

I... feel right... the 'normal' feeling is broken.

"And this... by joining the Black Forest... it wasn't our influence that it happened. You've been crazy since the beginning......!

Am I... from the beginning?

"You... raped the first Snowman... you accomplished it without hesitation at all. Sure... I thought you raped him ten times in one night."

... right.

I did something so terrible... I did it flat out.

"I mean... you were already crazy before you met me"

... I am.

"So, from what stage... did it go crazy? Think about it, will you?

... at what stage?

"Since when have you been crazy?

Right... since when?

Since when am I... crazy?

"Since your father disappeared?

... What's that?

"Since they sent you to an all-door middle school?

...... eh.

"Since you were in elementary school, when your mother abandoned you?

... No.

"When your grandmother died?

... thats... that.

"It's all different...... from the beginning!!!

Minaho...... sister?!

"You've been... crazy since you were born. I can see that. Because I know all about what environment you grew up in and by what parents... I'm making you investigate everything you've been through. Your memory… 'what you think you were' and… the real 'reality' that people who were around your family have seen… we both know."

My 'memory' and... 'reality'.

"In your 'memory', your grandmother is supposed to be a very 'kind person'... but the reality is, it's not. He was angry and emotional."

"... that's not true"

"Listen to me. Though not gentle...... well, a normal person. I have good general common sense and good neighborhood dating."

Sister Minaho, don't let me pinch your mouth...... keep talking.

"There's nothing I can do about it, your parents. Your father and mother are crazy. I haven't been able to act as a decent member of society."

That's... I think so.

Mother could do whatever she wanted...

His father was silent about his mother like that.

"Just to be clear... not one of the people I looked into has a good reputation for your parents. Ladies and gentlemen, I hate your parents."

Even my father... he was in my grandfather's company...

In a company where my grandfather was a one-man president who could do all he wanted... because he worked as my daughter's son-in-law...

Oh, my father himself... though he said things like narrow shoulders...

In reality... you've been doing things that people at the company don't like.

At the end of the day, I was forced to leave... and disappeared from work...

It's not about a decent responsible person.

I was able to work until the end of the year... and retire.

"In the first place... your grandfather is really crazy."

You're selfish, you don't look at others... you keep saying bad things about people, and you always think you should be admired by someone.

... a helpless human being.

"Oh, you hate it, too. Your grandfather. And your parents..."

... I am.

"What do you think? Answer honestly...... good faith"

Called my own name...... freaking me out.

This name... was given to me by my grandfather.

"... I hate it. I hate you all. You've decided not to like it. My grandmother, my mother, my father... you can't like me!

Guys, guys... on your own...

About me... I didn't love you.

... I thought it was out of the way.

They're not my family.

"But Ba... Ba, you've been nice to me! Only Ba 'a... treated me as a human being... as a living human being!

I don't care how the people around me testify...

Ba... my Ba loved me...

"Well, I don't care about that. Now, I don't know... if you think so, that's fine."

Sister Minaho says...... cold.

"But... it's the truth that your parents and your grandfather were crazy. And you were born as a child of those people..."

... I am.

"... don't you think I've been crazy ever since I was born?

Again... if they say so...

All I can say is that you're right.

Eighty percent of the house is in their mother's private room... and we're off-limits.

I've been up on the sofa in the kitchen...

Personal belongings are only for one cardboard box.

If I were out there...... I could throw it away on my own.

Shoes, always with just one pair...... even with holes, can't be replaced until the mother decides' I can't wear them anymore '.

I mean... I'm not allowed to talk to my mother directly.

All the stories...... through the father......

... What the hell.

I've lived with everyone for the past four months, so now I know exactly how crazy my house has been.

I give it to you, my mother... divorces herself and goes back to her parents' house...

But I'm not taking the luggage in the house... and each room stays locked...

My father disappeared at my high school entrance ceremony.

"... you're crazy. Those guys, guys."

I can only say yes......

"It's not just those people... so are you"

……

"How shocked it was that your father abandoned you... because you were anxious about your future and you were screwed... you couldn't possibly rape Mr. Snow, could you?

... it is.

"That kind of selfishness... don't you think it looks a lot like your mother?

... Gu!

"Me too... I remember. My father... the man who gave birth to my mother and threw her away. I was, until I was twelve years old... and I was Bow Ho Miao Miao. My mother and sister, even if we were poor, we had fun living alone. Koichiro Kuromori didn't know anything about a man!

... Sister Minaho?

"But I was abducted at the age of twelve... and turned into a 'whore'. My father... is the kind of man who watched Kazusuke Shirazaka shut up and offend me. I always thought he wasn't my father."

Sister Minaho's father... Koichiro Kuromori...

By Sister Minaho, she was drunk of kusuri...... and became obsolete.

Now, they're putting me in some facility.

"But... since I became involved in the operation of The Black Forest... an old customer would say," You look a lot like your father "... Guys, I know it's no offense. I can tell by myself... that I'm drawing the blood of that crazy man. So I'm... crazy too. Something that's just crazy."

...... Sister Minaho.

"That's right... I'm crazy too. From birth. She had no father, she was the daughter of an unmarried mother... and even her mother was a woman who would be fooled by such a man. So... kidnapped at twelve... even my life is crazy! Not normal at all!!!

... not normal...

"I'll be honest with you. We... we're all out of our minds. It's not normal. It's crazy. It's crazy. You know what I mean?"

Sister Minaho... looks at me.

"Both Keko and Koko... were kidnapped in high school, became prostitutes... and the hard memories of their deprived high school life and hookers are preventing them from making normal love. That's why... like you, I fell in love with a freshman boy in high school... he's crazy!

... Keko sister, eh.

"So is Ning. They killed my parents...... from the trauma of not being able to help my twin brother, I couldn't have a normal relationship. Put you on my brother's behalf... and also fulfill my desire to have sex with my brother... he's crazy. To you. It has to be you!

... Ning.

"Misuzu and Rukiko, too, yes. I was born in a famous house called the Kazuki Family... and grew up hanging out with my temper... I'll never open my heart to a man other than you, those kids. Because you're crazy! By dedicating everything only to you... I stand the burden of being born as the daughter of the Kazuki family!

... missouri, rukiko.

"Mr. Mana is... just like you. My real family abandoned me... so I don't have anywhere else to go. And... if you abandon me... she'll die. Even that girl is crazy. It's broken... it won't heal anymore. Because that kid's real family will never go back to normal again!

Mana's father… Shirasaka Chuangsuke was murdered by us.

Mana's house... it's the only place left.

"Anise... she's the one who's been crazy since she was born! Because he's a child born as a sex slave! I don't care how you follow her life after this... you can't change the secrets of her birth! You'll have to keep fooling me for the rest of your life!

If Anise... finds out why she was born...

"So are the other kids. Michi is crazy. Edie's crazy, too. Sho is crazy, and Reihua is crazy... and the new kids... and the Hawkkura sisters are really crazy. What is the power of the witch? Guys, this is crazy! It's crazy! Here...... it's all crazy kids who come around you!!! Only crazy kids are getting together...!

Sister Minaho tells me.

"... and I'm crazy too. I'm crazier than anyone else. He's so crazy... because he loves you"

... I am.

"Me too... I have to be you. I'm over ten years younger... if I'm not you in high school, I can't balance my mind. Because you were there... I didn't have to freak out. Not even four months ago... not now..."

... Oh, I am.

But... I'm crazy.

I'm... I'm a crazy person.

"Okay?... you've... never been normal before, and we're going to. Ever since I was born, I've been crazy... and I'm going to live crazy lives with crazy girls. Understand that. Be prepared. Convince yourself. That's all your life has to offer...!

Exactly...

Me... why did you think I was... a regular high school student?

I... Sister Minaho is right, I've never been normal since I was born...

"But... it makes me happy. Think about making yourself happy… make everyone happy"

... right.

No matter how unhappy you are born......

Even if it was a crazy, straight life......

I can't believe I shouldn't be happy... ever.

"I... I want to be happy with everyone. I want to make everyone happy."

I said...

I would... do anything for it.

"Yes...... but good faith. I think..."

Sister Minaho......?

"We, the happiness that a crazy person should be able to reach... isn't it something different from the happiness of a normal person?

... Huh?

"Because we are... crazy. With normal happiness that normal people think of...... don't you think you can be satisfied?

... it is.

"Good faith and... the problem with Emmi is... that's it"

Sister Minaho tells Me and Meg...

"You've been chasing the happiness that ordinary people want for the past four months..."

Meg... breathtaking.

"Don't you see for yourself? Hye Mi... Even you..."

Right...... Meg too.

I grew up in a "whorehouse" born in a "whorehouse"...

Although I was blessed with a good breadwinner named Mr. Mountain Peak......

Always jerked off by Snow Na, a belly sister......

Even to Mr. and Mrs. Mountain Peak, keep looking out......

He kept building up anger and hatred on the inside...... he's a crazy daughter.

"I've been a crazy kid ever since I was born... no matter how much I dream of normal happiness staying close to normal kids... even you are crazy. Unless you're crazy happy, you can't be satisfied...!