Pure Love ✕ Insult Complex

"Me... you're not doing well, are you? Everyone's 'sister'......"

Ning... said so, chattering the deformed robot toys.

"After all, I don't know if I can... me. It's not" Sister, "it's just being protected by Minaho and Margo sisters... is it still" Sister "?

I... hold Ning's shoulder softly.

"Really? I think I'm doing fine."

"... Yo?

"When we're alone... 'Kay,' right? Sister............!

Ning calls me 'Kay'......

I call Ning "Sister".

It's just the two of us.

"... yeah"

That's how we need to get Ning... back to the heart of "Ningzi" Easy Ko "completely.

Stay naked...... in your heart.

"But Kay... Kay says so... but not me... no. No, you can't. Not at all. Because... I can't do 'everyone's sister' like I imagine right now. I can't do this, but I know it so well!

Ning... reveals a naked truth.

"More... I want to be a reliable 'sister' who can take the lead... and pull the 'sisters'... and solve everyone's problems with laughter. But I am now..."

Ning gently returns the toy back to the robot shape to the shelf.

"And the Tsukikos... look great, look like observers, leave them to everyone... I was just watching without my hands"

Oh, I did.

"Later, I just stuck with Mi in a 'conspiracy' and we were holding each other back... but the thing about Kana is, after all, she was a very good kid herself, so she managed to get it right..."

... Ning.

"I am... not at all, am I? You can't do this...!

"Ha," he takes a big, deep breath.

My eyes have... tears.

"Well, well, well... I'll give it to you, I'm gutting Kay here... really, you're disqualified."

I kiss Ning's cheek softly.

"I don't think your sister has... disqualifications, exits, anything like that."

Nico, smile Ning.

"Your sister, because she's your sister... she's my sister. How can you be disqualified? I'm just happy that your sister's lying there."

"But... Kay"

I grab Ning's hand.

I pressed the bump in my flat hand, gooey with my thumb.

"... hey, what?

"Mmm...... massage. This will improve blood circulation."

I carefully rub Ning's white hand.

"You know... let's not just reflect on what we couldn't do... let's also focus on what we're doing right"

"... Huh?

I also press Ning's fingers one at a time.

"Misuzu, just now... where other people are, you exposed yourself and shouted, didn't you?

The truth is, I confess that I want to be special to me...

He asked me for sex.

So I... held Misuzu in front of her sister, Rukiko, Edie and Ning.

"But your sister... on that occasion, she gambled. The truth is, you wanted to cry out loud like missouri, didn't you? I... I know."

If it's true, on that occasion......

Ning also wanted me to have sex.

"Well, that's... because"

shy, Ning says.

"That's the way it is... if Mi did a big white job first. I'll have to play my sister-in-law and watch her with warm eyes."

"Yeah...... I was doing my 'sister' right!

I... hold my hand.

"On that occasion... you gave way to Mizuzu and your sister took a step back. It's awesome... you know, it's your sister that made me enjoy it."

My 'women'...... a lot of kids are too honest about their desires.

"If Misuzu were in the opposite position... I'd feel like 'it's not fair' or 'I don't have a position' or 'I'm gonna lose' if I didn't have sex with me in that place... at any rate, I'd have tried to join the sex myself"

Ning... didn't.

That time is actually Edie's time......

Edie gave Rukiko her time...

Misuzu can no longer gamble when she sees me and their sex...

I've begged myself to 'have sex' too.

I... no, I had sex with Misuzu because I, Eday and the other kids in that room... accepted Misuzu's favor...

"That Misuzu couldn't gamble... your sister gambled for me. Besides, I suppressed and killed my heart... and I thought you'd smile and talk nicely to the mistletoes."

"Oh, that's..."

Ning... looks down softly at his palm being held by me.

"I was... just being cool. Even a little...... I wanted to do something like 'sister'. It's that kind of play. It's an act. 'Cause really... I wanted you to hug me too! I wanted to have sex! I'm the one who likes Kay the most... lol, I wanted to declare it! In front of everyone!!!

... Ning.

"Because, because... I'm really the best! I like you about Kay. Huh! More than anyone else...... the best in the world! You can't beat anyone! I'm the one, the most...... I love Kay!!!

Take my hand... away.

Ning kisses again and again.

Back of my hand... on my finger.

... and.

"... I'm sorry. I... it's heavy, isn't it? I know it myself...... I'm crazy. I'm out of my mind... I like Kay and I like her..."

Ning's hot tears... are in my hands and I can play them.

"If I stay like this... I'm too bitter, and Kay thinks I'm a twilight..."

... is that what you mean?

"So... you've been trying to distance yourself from me the last few days?

I didn't try to get in deep on the Eagle Barn sisters thing...

Prepare someone to take your place: Kana Sempai......

On top of that...

"With Sister Margo, going to America is also... isn't that what this is about?

"Yeah. Margo, about your sister... about going to America, I really want to support your sister Margo. Me too... America has so many memories..."

For Ning, America... was murdered by her parents and brother and imprisoned by criminals... a cursed place.

"Margo, your sister wants to revenge to America... I know exactly what you mean."

"Yes. Then... that's fine."

"But... Margo, I'm the one who rushed your sister to speed up the execution of the plan."

Ning looks at my face.

"I knew... this is crazy right now. I am... the only one who is still betting on Kay... because Kay isn't the only one and I think it annoys everyone else..."

"... sister"

I took Ning's tears... and licked them with my tongue.

... soggy and a little bitter.

Tears always taste the same.

"I'd rather be gone for that reason... it's annoying to me"

"... but"

Ning is......

"I'm... I'm really crazy! I'm out of my mind!

"Yeah. That's right... but I don't mind that at all"

I...

"Because even I'm crazy. Even I'm crazy."

"... Kay?

Surprise...... Ning.

"Sister...... me and your sister are crazy. It's weird. So your sister can annoy me as much as she wants. Me too... I'll annoy your sister as much as I want. You know what? I'm your sister and brother."

I laughed... cuckoo.

"This time... I've found out a lot about it. In the end, humans are influenced by the environment they grew up in...!

Ning is silent and listening to me.

"For example... Snow thinks it's a testament to my love that my parents are cursing each other because they grew up in a normal house..."

That's... that's an expression of affection.

"But Mana... thinks a couple like her own parents is an embarrassment because there was a time when they were deposited with Shizuoka's relatives. 'Cause I've seen people close to me compare."

That's the difference between Snow and Mana.

"Meg... at the Mountain Peak house, thought that a couple was something that would help each other. Actually...... although my husband seems to be a little reluctant to my wife. Because that's what I took for granted..."

I believed I should give more to myself.

"Misuzu just... shouted his true feelings like that... because Misuzu lives a life that is always noticed by the people around him. So in the eyes of everyone, I can't resist making a confession like that."

Instead, I even want my thoughts... to be widely known to everyone.

"I envy you, don't I? Mi... oh yeah, I think he's the one who stands on top of people and moves big groups. Because she has both cuteness and charisma."

Ning says...

"Even the missouri envy you about your sister. I'm sure."

"Hey, why?

"Your sister... more than missouri, don't be trapped in common sense... because she's free"

In my words... Ning's face is cloudy.

"No... I'm... I'm not free."

"But, Mizu, you must be looking that way. Your sister... doesn't carry anything heavy like" Kazuki House "."

Misuzu... has to inherit the prestigious old house and the group of companies that control it.

... whichever.

"Well, anyway... we've come together here as' families'... and each one of us... remains drawn to how we've lived."

I... say.

"The Minaho sisters...... no matter what, we can't forget the past when they were 'whores'. Sister Margo also... I think she became the current Margo sister because she has a tough past. Even Anise... only told Shirazaka Chuansuke about sex..."

Anise has only been forced to watch sex footage and continue to masturbate to celebrate the day she dedicates her virginity to Shirazaka Chuansuke...

Because I've been forced to educate like that for years...

Even now, in Anise's head... there is sex at the heart of her life.

Getting that idea out of the way...... I think it's very hard.

"Right. Anise is...... If you lose sex with Kay, it breaks, doesn't it? I mean... Kay was really nice being Anise's dad."

"... why?

"If Anise... had sex with someone who wasn't Kay... I think by now, she would have been a sex addict who drowned in lust alone and allowed her body to anyone"

... it is.

"Although Shirazaka Chuangsuke only developed Anise's sexiness... Kaye had a relationship of trust with Anise... you made a 'bond' first, didn't you? So now Anise will definitely only have sex with Kay. Because there's no one in the world I trust as much as Kay."

The 'family' has a man... it's just me.

"If, as planned... Shirazaka Chuansuke was committing Anise, it would be horrible to imagine. Anyway, that man... when he took the virgin, he immediately lost interest in Anise... and that kid would have fallen for the 'whore' too"

When Anise becomes... a 'whore'...

"She's the only one who knows sex. You know, love... because you don't know. I guess it's just become a 'machine to have sex with'. If it stays that way."

It's frightening...... really.

"Yeah... Kay's got something to say, I know. Me, too."

... Ning?

"Guys... each is influenced by his past, isn't it? From the past... you can't escape. If so... I am..."

Ning squeezes my hand.

"Oh... my present character... I knew it was formed in a time when I was imprisoned in the mansion of Sizario Viola. Don't let the viola or viola's sister or... the criminals in the back society who were in and out of that mansion read their minds... me."

... right.

"Nashima Ningko" Najima Yasko "is called" Nashima Ning "Nato Nai"... the starting point for creating a different personality...

Back to the time of incarceration by Viola.

"Because Viola was a real sadist... right in front of my eyes, wearing Kay... because I was happy to see her crying face saying 'Stop it now'..."

This' Kay 'is... not me.

Ning's... I'm talking about your twin brother.

Mr. Kay... always kept trying to protect his sister... and he died.

"For me... because of me... because I'm your sister... because I couldn't help you with Kay..."

I hug Ning's body, which trembles with a blurb.

"Sister... I'm here. This is how I'm holding your sister...!

……

Ning is... trembling.

"But... I'm... like your sister... I haven't been able to do it at all. I haven't been able to... I'm your sister. No, no, no!!!

From the depths of my heart...... there is enthusiasm.

"So... that's okay! Don't panic. Don't rush. Your sister... she's my sister!

"Oh, I..."

"Just a little bit at a time! Moving forward is fast! Oh no... all of a sudden, there's no way you can be the 'ideal sister' your sister imagines!

"Kay......!

I hold Ning with both hands.

"Your sister, because she's too smart...... so soon you'll see the results. Analyze what didn't work... so don't be depressed! He said he was in too much panic! He said he was in too much hurry! There's no way you can be your ideal self that easy!

"But I... I don't like who I am right now!

"That's why! Face yourself... I guess I'll just have to fix it one by one!

"But... if I'd done that slowly... Kay would hate me! I hate that the least!!! I'm scared! Kay hates me!

... I am.

On Ning's lips... I kissed her.

"... Mmmm?!

Though Ning was surprised by the sudden kiss.

... Eventually.

Calm down, he accepted my lips.

"... hahhhhhh...!

Release your lips......

Ning looked at me with hot eyes.

"... there's no way you're going to hate me. I did."

"... yeah"

"I... I love your sister"

"Me too...... LIKE NO NO!!!

Now Ning gave me a hot kiss.

◇ ◇ ◇

"Well... I... got it."

Sleeping on the floor of the library... we hug each other...

Over and over again, I was kissing him repeatedly.

"Just now... it's the same thing as a robot toy"

"... Huh?

Ning... he's looking up at the deformed doll he put on the bookshelf just now.

"... whether it's a car or a plane or a rock or a gem... they all deform into robots. What turns me into a robot... is a fake."

I... don't know.

"That's it... in the end, you're made to be the number one thing that kids enjoy playing with. It's not easy to move a chatter without breaking it... so you don't get hurt with your fingers pinched."

"It's... it's a toy"

You can't sell a toy that would hurt a child playing with that...

"It's safe to play, and it's fun... the idea of wanting to make stuff like that isn't a bad thing, is it? Well, since it's business, there will be some practical aspects to it... but I still think there's a 'gentle feeling' at the base of it."

... Kind feelings?

"Oh, well... you're not just a toy. All kinds of items in the world... well made items and tools are all friendly, right? You're finally thinking about the people who buy it and use it and make it. Decent stuff... all with the love of the maker..."

"Yeah. If you're a jerk who doesn't think about who buys... who uses it, you can't sell it"

"That's right... things in the world are... friendly. That's the basics. Fewer people say let's fool people, Ijiwal them... maybe"

Ning, who has been tormented by terrible humans... says so, rubbing her own cheeks against my arms.

"... I was afraid of malice. Anytime, someone else... wanted to scare me, hurt me, make me suffer. The world is filled with such terrible people..."

... Ning.

"After meeting the Minaho sisters... these people thought they were 'buddies'. Just like me... people tormented by terrible people. So I thought we were all leaning on each other... resisting the scared ones. People outside... people in the world thought they were all 'enemies'"

"... yes"

"Yeah. So... I was glad to see more and more 'family'. I have more people. But the only ones who could really forgive my heart... were Kay and Margo's sister. Because I... I knew I was scared. And the people who became 'family'... because all of a sudden, they felt like they might be betrayed."

"... it was"

"That's right. That's me...... the kids who became 'sisters' never wanted to betray me. Because I don't want to be betrayed... I didn't want to betray myself either. And I knew people in the world thought they were all scared and terrible... so I wanted to protect my 'sister'. From the hands of terrible people... never."

"So... you wanted to be the 'ideal sister' as soon as possible?

"I think so..."

Ning reached out... and grabbed the robot's toy.

"But this toy... he'll tell me. People in the world, maybe... they're not all as bad as I think. The basics of the world are 'tenderness'... not 'malice'."

White, long fingers slap Concon and the robot's head.

"Oh well... right"

I poke the robot in the stomach, too.

"The world... it's not all that bad, maybe"

"... that's right. Kay."

"... sister"

We... overlap our lips again.

"... Me"

"What?"

"I... the truth is, I'm the best, I have no idea."

"... about what?

With a decent eye, Ning looks up at me.

"Me too... maybe I'm influenced by my past. Just like everyone else..."

... right.

I need to be aware of myself.

"I don't... I don't know anything about 'family' after all."

"... Kay"

"I... I don't know exactly how my father feels... and I don't completely understand my mother. Why did you give birth to me? Leave me alone, what were you going to do? You know, living in an unexplained family... what did you enjoy? Why were you doing such a stupid family...... me"

My family... doesn't have a conversation at all.

I wonder why... we lived together in that house.

"Before... even in such a family... I didn't know about the other house... but I thought it was something I had no choice..."

Now I... know all kinds of families.

With people who have been through all kinds of families... because they do 'family'.

"My mother is out of the question... although I know that my father was a helpless man. Now......"

"... what's wrong?

"Mmm... so is Ba. I've always thought that only Ba 'a loved me... but she was on my side..."

...... oh.

"You're not. In that house... he was doing such an irremediable 'family'... he was responding to his mother's messy orders... Ba, he was never a decent person either."

Ba's son... I mean, even if there was a situation where my father worked for his mother's father's company and he couldn't get his head up...

"Like a slave like that...... it was an anomaly that you accepted a life of waking up in just one room in the kitchen...!

Ba was letting me live like that, too.

I didn't tell you that life was weird.

I was always grumpy...... I hardly laughed.

"No, I still like Ba... I appreciate it. I won't forget to thank you, Ba. But..."

Ba, did you really... love me?

"Ba, maybe she didn't like me. He pushed my grandson...... maybe he thought it was annoying"

"... that's not true..."

Though Ning would say so...

"In the end, I... I have no idea. What is it called 'family'? Loving" family "or being loved by" family "... I really don't know."

That's the feeling... I have.

"So... I think I'm the most scared. Because I don't really know 'family'. So accept anything... I'm afraid, you're dating. With everyone."

... so.

So I...

"I am... that kind of empty person with nothing...!