Pure Love ✕ Insult Complex

955. Night Fire Play/Night Holding Heiji (Mindfulness)

It's a surveillance camera, even though everyone is watching it......

Me and Mr. Heidi, a room for two.

In a bathrobe, a thirteen-year-old half-beautiful girl sitting right in bed...... looks at me.

"I've told you before that I'm from a slum whore."

Oh...... I'm listening.

"I... managed to take it off from there. As Kazuki Security Services said, this is a short course… I was also able to graduate from the Academy of Protection. But......"

Heiji says......

"Until now, I never thought I would ever get married in the future. Even my lover... said I couldn't do it."

"... why would you think that?

I...

"Mr. Heiji... no, Heiji is so beautiful"

Dark hair though...... deep carved face. Big eyes. Sooo through the nostrils.

This girl, I think, is definitely a beautiful girl.

"Plus I have talent. Short-term courses are called 'flying classes' when you say you could graduate at 13, right?

Physical cleanliness is good. Plus... you should be smart.

"It's not a big deal, like my talent. Visit this mansion today...... I see that. How unfamiliar I was."

... it is.

Wisely Edie, Sister Sho and Ray...... to Margo, Kyoko and Miss Cordelia......

Because I saw people who were resistant to the bottom line at once...

"Yeah, well... you're gonna be depressed. Normally. But, Mr. Kyoko, he's a disobedient person."

"No, I was... 'alone, I should be able to cross the world' and I was sincerely ashamed to have overconfident my abilities"

... it is.

"I was stretching my back. Heidi. 'I have to do it alone,' I assumed. It's just that."

'Someone I can count on'... because there was no one in the world to 'protect' her.

So whenever...... I was strained and twinkled.

Out of vigilance, in conflict with others...... I was building 'walls' around me.

"Often. I have experience."

When I was just in high school, I... couldn't be friends with anyone.

Now that I think about it, it's "communication disorder" itself.

That's because... my parents dumped me and I couldn't trust anyone.

Because you are too alert to others... words become obscure and behavioral suspicions.

"I was lucky... to meet my 'family'. So... I was saved."

I... wanted to talk to Heidi before I had sex.

"There's a lot of 'malice' in the world, right? To satisfy my desires, I feel like I'm abusing people... and there's nothing I can do about them."

Like Shirazaka Chuangsuke or Sizario Viola......

Yeah, so did the Yakuzas in Kansai who ruled the Hawkkura Shrine.

To make others kneel, to take away... to make someone unhappy, to make them cheerful.

No, not all those big criminals......

If you live normally...... the people who scatter 'malice' are everywhere.

If there's a gap, the one who's aiming to jerk someone off......

The one who's trying to attack the weak guy to resolve his grievances...

'Malice' was aimed at me whenever...

"For me, it's the only thing I can say about you... because it was just Ba. After that Ba 'cha died, really, I think he lived like a hare, guarding his surroundings, building a 'wall'... killing his breath, erasing the signs... that's how he lived."

Back then...... I am.

"Neither the country, nor the school... nor the bloody parents could protect me."

... right.

"I am... a child abandoned by my real parents"

Heiji is...

"... I understand very well"

... Yep.

"Me too, since I lost my mother... because I was. No one around you should be trusted. Because there's" bad faith "pretending to be" good intentions. "

This kid... he's too smart, so I guess he even saw behind the grownups' words and deeds.

So I guess the bad guys never damned me and it never suited me badly......

Close people, I guess, couldn't do it.

"If no one is going to protect me... on my own, I have to survive. That's what I've always thought."

Heiji says' also '......

"There, it's a little different. Me and Heidi."

I... laugh bitterly.

"I'm like Heidi, I'm not capable or talented... because I'm not smart"

Heidi looks at me.

"So I was... self-inflicted. If it's just me... I don't care what happens to me anymore. I thought you could die. I really thought I didn't have a future. I can't think of anything else… my image of the future is dark."

Instead of a year away, even a month away... I couldn't imagine.

Not since you left me and disappeared...

"In a dark room... wear a blanket from your head. It was colder, scarier, more pitiful... yes, I felt more pitiful than sad. No matter how cold it is, I can only feel my temperature... and I have no one to talk to. Just wait till morning. Because I'm afraid of the dark."

In the house...... I was alone.

I'm also scared to go to the bathroom at night...... it even came with a scumbag to go to the bathroom in the light.

"Me too... I was. Yes, it was. Me too...!

Excited, Heiji says.

"I'm scared to be alone. It's cold. It's pitiful...... so I am"

Strengthen...... I guess what was twitching was wanting to be in contact with others even in that way.

"But not now. I have a family now. People who live with me. People who protect me. Trusted people. And... I'm the one who wants to protect you."

From the 'malice' of the world, I want to protect you...... my 'family'.

"I don't want to be protected... I want to be protected. I thought if I were alone, I wouldn't care what happened... but I have to protect my precious family. With this hand......!

I hold my fist.

"So I will use all my powers to protect my family, no matter what it is... illegal. Without 'power'...... it will be destroyed by 'malice'. We live in a world like this."

I'm already bracketing my stomach.

"I mean... I mean. Heidi, in the end... humans can't be alone. How capable... I can't live alone. Someone who lives with me, someone who protects me... and without someone I want to protect you... people can't. It's not gonna work."

If Heidi stays stretched out... he broke down somewhere.

In fact... Heiji had failed to step up from Toriya-san's guard to the guard of a more stately famous house.

Though I was also trying to do the business of introducing people from the Academy...... Sister Sho stopped me.

No matter how talented Heidi is... he can't beat an adult.

Besides, Sister Sho is... a leading guardian of the real thing.

Beauty and physical abilities… Knowledge learned at the European Academy… Statuses of Ji's full-time guardian and the achievements gained through his mandate and his connections with the heavy towns of all walks of life.

Hiyoko's Heiji, no matter how much he raises, is not his opponent.

... and.

Sister Xiang also...... changed. Join our 'family'......

Before, although there were times when I had a togetherness...

I'm perfectly calm. I could afford it.

Because... I guess it's because I had a 'family' that I had to protect.

"I... I want to protect you from Heidi, too. Of course, I'm weaker and dumber... but still, if I can do anything for Heidi, I want to do it for you."

I... straight, look at Heidi.

"So, Heiji... Heiji, protect me... us. Please help me. Protect each other, help each other... I think that means' family '"

"Yes...... mein Schatz, ok. I want to be your 'family' … please be your 'family'"

Heidi gets up from the bed... and comes before me.

"This' family 'system...... I think it's great. around you… by entering into sexual relations with you and swearing to each other that we will have your children… form one' family '"

Oh, Heiji... is telling Riko Toriya watching us in a separate room.

I'm inviting Toriya-san...

"You... will never betray the 'family'. That's who I am. That's why you can be our 'need'. And neither do we… do we want to betray you. So this' family '… is firmly entrenched with a double bond between' From You, Us' and 'From Us, You'"

Heiji says...

"To be added to your 'family' means... to take the oath that I will only 'have sex' with you. It's just that… we can live surrounded by 'people who protect us' and 'people who need to protect us'"

I can see why Edie was trying to make Heidi a 'family' from an early age...

Although this child was distorted by the pressure and complex of 'I have to live alone'......

If only that distortion were correct...... he would be a great kid.

Nature is... he's a very honest, insightful kid.

"I thought I couldn't have a normal relationship or a marriage, for me... I think it's the best way"

And... to me.

"Please, make me... your thing"

... I am.

"... Heiji"

Hold her body close.

Because I was taking pictures of virgin's certificates just now...

Under the bathrobe, naked.

"... ah"

Though the spirit is grown up...... the flesh is still a child.

Small, thin and... soft.

"… Schatz. Um, when you hold me tight... my body will lose its strength"

"That's fine. I'll give you my back."

"... Yes"

In my arms... weakness, Heidi.

"I'm gonna kiss you."

"Yes... go ahead"

Heiji's body strengthens once again.

I put my lips on Heidi's face...

Gently, kiss.

……

Oh, Heiji is nervous...... he also has strength in his lips.

I wrap my hand around Heidi's back... and hold her tight as she kisses her.

... ten seconds... twenty seconds.

...... yeah.

Feel me holding you tight......

From Heiji's flesh...... sooo, the stiffness unravels.

The feel of the lips also...... punnies and softens.

Once you let go of your lips...

"Pfft, ha, ha, ha, ha"

Heiji's face is reddish... his breath is getting rough.

... you're excited.

"All right, Heidi"

"... Huh?

I held Heiji up with a 'princess hug'.

"Oh, um..."

"I'm fine. Heiji is light... I'll carry her to bed."

"Oh, please"

shy, Heidi replied.

Oh, I feel over a piece of bathrobe cloth...... skin feel.

My right arm... feels a curve on Heidi's spine.

Your left arm feels... thin thighs and puny buttocks.

I'm thirteen, so I don't have meat on my thighs yet...

A girl's butt, from an early age, is to some extent swollen.

"... I want to dream. To a man...... I can't believe he carried me like this"

...... oh.

The kids watching this room in a separate room... will tell me to 'hold the princess' later.

Makio, Aniez, Luna and the others would win easy.

Even the little wisdom, mana, rukiko, yomi, I don't think it's a problem...

Meg, Love, Misuzu, Tsukiko, and Kanasenpai... somehow, I think I can lift them up.

Sister Minaho too...... because she is long but thin.

But when it comes to hugging Sister Xiang or Ray, who is taller than me...

...... yeah. More than ever, I just have to build my arm and spine strength...... me.

On the other hand, although my back length is no different than mine... some kids have volumes in their flesh, like Sister Keko and Ning.

Yuna is pregnant... you should stop holding the princess.

With all things in mind...... I put Heidi to sleep on the bed.

"Wait a minute."

"... Yes?

Strangely, I look up to me...... Heidi.

"Heiji wants to be 'tied up', right? Sure, in the closet around there..."

This is Rukiko's sex room.

Rukiko, too, is a strong m...

"There was. Leather handcuffs. This... will not mark your skin and will not block the flow of blood"

I am able to keep my skin from tightening strongly. It's a delicacy inside.

"Rukiko said he was free to use anything... let me use it"

I take leather handcuffs and a thin chain...... back to Heidi's waiting bed.

"Neither is this chain... because it is thin, but it is a special order. Hanging Heidi from the ceiling will keep her spare time. Look, hands over your head...... try banzai"

"Yes..."

As I told you...... Heiji banging on the bed with her bathrobe on.

I... fill her wrists in turn, leather cuffs.

Don't tighten too tightly, but... don't fall out.

Filling the leather handcuffs on both hands...... ties them to the pillars of the bed with a chain.

This bed is also supposed to play like that... because it has fittings all over it to secure chains and ropes... in strength, it shouldn't be a problem.

"What do you say? I mean, even if they just fixed my wrist, it feels like I'm 'tied', right?

"Yes...... thrilled"

Heiji replied, embarrassed.

I... take off my shirt and go to sleep next to Heiji like that.

"By the way... why do you want to be tied up?

When asked to whisper in Heiji's ear......

"... because I may get scared and rampant... so"

With a red face, he looks up at me.

"If I had the image of being tied up... I don't think it would be a bummer."

I said, "You know what? I don't care."

"So, but... gentlemen, I'll be watching"

Is Heidi... concerned about the gaze of the kids in the separate room?

"As much as I can... I want to improve my forelife."

No... you're not going to die.

"I'm not scared, trust me"

I stroke Heiji's twitchy cheek... with my hands.

"Yes... thank you"

… then.

"... I'll take it off"

"... Yes"

Heidi closes her eyes.

"No, you can't. My eyes don't close. Look at me..."

"... but"

"If you close your eyes, you won't know who you're with, will you? Get inside yourself... 'Why am I doing this?' Cause I start thinking about it."

I said.

"In our sex... it's the rules. During sex, I don't close my eyes… Always look at them… I keep checking" visually "to see what I'm being done and what's going on"

"Oh, I see."

I loosen the hips of Heidi's bathrobe….

"... I'm nervous"

"Me too."

The first time I have sex with a child...

I feel like I'm back in virginity.

Girls, every one of them... because they're not. The body, the mind, the points of feeling......

You can't drown in the 'experience' you've learned from having sex with other kids.

I need to try to understand the girl in front of me right now... with all my might.

"... open your chest."

"... uh"

"I want to see it. Heiji's tits. I want to touch you, and I want to lick you pepper."

I... I like boobs.

"Doh, go ahead..."

"Yeah, well, then"

I'm... nervous about Heidi's bathrobe chest...

Open wide gleefully.

Half beautiful girl's...... white skin.

... and.

"Oh, um... hey, isn't that weird?

It's bigger than I imagined...

Like Yomi, though not even with Lori Big Tits.

... what is it?

The shape of the boobs... is a bit distinctive.

"You're a pear-shaped one. I hear it's a lot for European girls."

I have been taught by Sister Keko.

Yeah, it's like fruit is fruiting...... it's a plump chest.

"So it's not weird. Don't worry about it."

I think this is how Anya's tits were shaped.

"Oh, really?"

"Oh."

I... grab Heidi's chest lightly.

Soft meat elasticity...... and warm.

I'm excited, my skin is on fire... what about Heiji?

"Something... weird feels"

Heiji says...

"Like this... I can't believe they rub my chest..."

"Doesn't it hurt?

"It doesn't hurt...... hey, I'm just feeling weird"

"... how do you feel"

"My back...... I'm zoomed out. My chest is moaning."

"I don't think so."

I...

"Touch me more... I'll lick you"

Heiji's nipples are... beautiful pink.

It is raised from the milk wheel properly.

I grind my left and right nipples with my fingers.

"Hiya... I'm going to freak out"

Tremble...... Heidi.

"Yeah. I'll lick it."

I have lips on my right nipple with or without...

"... ahhh!

Heidi leaked her voice quietly.

I spit more in my mouth...

... hey, hey.

Lick up your nipples with your tongue.

"Ah... oh, no... you're licked"

Look at me licking my own nipples...... leaking hot exhales.

"... oh, like a baby"

"Look, I'm gonna lick this one too"

Now on my left nipple...... I crawled my tongue......