Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)
Chapter II.14: Declaration of Rebellion
- Far away, I can hear the bell ringing.
The sound of a bell that pushes hard, pulls back like a wave, and pulls back repeatedly. Painful. When that is similar to tinnitus, I don't realize Subaru raising his tail-crawling cry.
My temples hurt badly and I feel something hot creeping up in the back of my nose. But by biting his tongue, cutting his lips, and tasting his blood, he concentrates his consciousness on sharp pain.
I can only bark at the irrationality of the pain that determines the inside of my chest, the sense of loss that does not involve a sense of reality - smearing everything with the taste of immediate blood.
"Customer, customer, you seem to be suffering, are you okay?
"Customer, customer, my stomach looks painful, but I leaked it?
Nearby, I hear two voices considering this one.
It was still a short time, but it's a voice I'm used to hearing. Sometimes annoying, sometimes grumpy, sometimes soothing, sometimes lettered voices.
- That now cruelly rocks Subaru's tympanic membrane by putting together a completely different sound.
- Yeah, I'm fine.
Subaru lifts his face with his eyes closed, depending briefly as he feels his gaze.
The cause of pushing his face against the futon, the enthusiasm that engulfed him, somehow disappeared into the waves. If you open your eyes, your eyes may be faintly red due to the residue, but sometimes you can see it when it's closed.
Breathe quietly and repeatedly, Subaru strives for peace in his heart.
Through the first shock, through a twitchy, serious and strangling sense of despair, a tingling feeling of loss is still sobbing up in my chest.
Still, I should be able to grab enough of a moving cut.
"Worry about it, that, I'm sorry. Oh, my God, you said you got a little sleepy and messed up."
Open your mouth and your tongue will turn. Spinning a light mouth not in his heart with dry lips, Subaru creates a laugh that can plunder "ha". - Not yet, I can't open my eyes.
While I close my lid and see the darkness, I hope the world changes paint. Or the dream of foam that the mellow shows, it doesn't matter if you're such a dick.
Oh, it's all Roswar's prospect, and how nice and angry and delightful the idea is that you're just trying to fool Subaru.
I feel like I'm poking one end of the truth into a famous proposal if I had such an idea, and I feel like I've got a soothing chest grip.
Concerned as if he had been saved by his own excuse of heart, Subaru leaked a small, draining exhalation,
"- Oh, you're right."
I opened my trembling eyelid and was pushed into a world that blurred and spread for a moment - reality.
Twins standing on both sides of the bed, hands on the sleeping table and looking at this one. The two familiars of Ram and Rem stared at Subaru with the same faceless expression.
I can't foresee any emotions there. In four days time, something disappeared somewhere as if it were Xia, which should have piled up more or less with them.
"" Customer -? "
The confused voice was spinning from both lips at the same time.
Their gaze is turning, following Subaru, who jumped out of bed. Subaru at the time was distancing himself from them according to a sudden fear, as if he felt cold.
"Sir, you must not be suddenly moved. We still have to rest."
"Sir, it's dangerous to move suddenly. I need to get some rest."
Fingers reaching this way, then fleeing reflexively. Forever, their eyes narrowed painfully, but Subaru was not in a mental state where he could notice the change.
Unbearable sensation.
The feeling of being treated by someone you know who doesn't know from there.
I just tasted the same feeling the other day, in an alley, in an abandoned house. But it's definitely not like then. Different situations, different times, different experiences.
It's not a redo with those girls who barely knew each other. It's definitely a one-sided redo with someone you should have trusted.
My chest is upset and my nausea pushes me toward the discomfort of someone I know becoming someone else.
The twin maids were also beginning to notice Svalbard's strangeness staring at themselves, hosting feelings similar to fear in their trembling eyes.
Slight silence falls indoors, unable to go into action wanting to see each other's way out. So,
"Bad - now, I can't"
Subaru's behavior, which builds on the door knob and pops out into the hallway like it rolls, was only momentarily faster than the twins' attempts to stop it.
Taste the chillness of the limp hallway on the soles of his feet, Subaru rushes out exhaling loudly. Suddenly, I don't know anything.
I don't know what I'm running from. I don't even know why I have to run. It's just that I can only run through it, with instincts complaining that if I stop my legs, they'll catch me up.
I just couldn't stay that way on that spot.
The alarm was ringing hard in my head. Don't stay there, your heart, your instincts, your soul was screaming. I don't know what caused it. Just even.
Running through a number of similar doors, Subaru crawls through the hallway like he is still about to fall.
And he cut his breath, and opened the door with his hands to be led,
- Tons of bookshelves lined up, slipping themselves into the forbidden library.
If we close the door, the library will be completely isolated from the outside world.
In that case, opening this door from the outside became synonymous with being pursued by the task of twisting every handle in the mansion.
Breathe with your shoulders and put your back in the door.
Even though I sat up, my knees wobbled with distress, and my fingertips stretched to contain it like nothing else, nor would I try to stop trembling as if I were a drunken alcoholic.
"If I had a paper sumo, I might have a good line, ha"
The words of self-derision have no clarity, and the dry laughter only highlights the sense of nothingness.
The tranquil library air sheds an old paper odor and pours a terribly calm looseness into the mood of today's incisive Subaru.
Even though I know that's just a break, all I can get is the peace of mind that Svalbard has now.
Repeat, repeat, breathe deeply and loudly. and
"- Don't even knock. Come in. He's a lot of disrespect."
A voice comes from the back of the bookshelf mocking Subaru, who repeatedly breathes, as the fish up the hill seek to breathe.
Behind the dim room, sitting in front of a small wooden desk is a girl with creamy hair. It was Beatrice, the keeper of the Forbidden Library at the Roswar Mansion, who never changed, never wavered, and kept his distance from Subaru.
When she made a noise and closed the book she had in her hand, she held the booklet in one hand, which was too big for that little body.
"I wonder how you broke through the door.... Just now. Just now."
"I'm sorry, just let me stay a little while. Please."
Worship with your hands together, and Subaru meditates without waiting for their response. - You have to face reality and yourself in a quiet, unobstructed space.
You have to calm down. Accept reality. I am Natsuki Subaru. This is a different world, the Roswar Mansion. The twins' names were Ram and Rem, and Beatrice was in front of them. This is the mansion's forbidden library, and it's easy to get in and out of here with a survey named 'Door Break'. There are no scratches on my left hand. There is no proof of effort. The morning of the promise does not come. The promises we made. Tomorrow, with someone, with me, somewhere...
"Yes, Emilia..."
It reminds me of silver hair glittering in the moonlight and a hazy smile.
Underneath the moonlight, make a promise to her, a girl so radiant as to be comparable to a starry sky full of heaven.
"Beatrice."
"... call it off."
"What month is it today...? You know what time it is?
Asked unilaterally by the silent Subaru, he asks questions folded up on Beatrice like he was offended.
She looked depressingly at that Subaru attitude, and then she snorted,
"For Betty, who spends time in the frozen library of time, it doesn't mean anything about the month or time outside."
"Got a quick story?
"I know. It's not here."
"Shit! I can't use it! I expected a little. I was the fool!
"You can say whatever you want, this guy..."
Beatrice wrinkles around her nose at Subaru's frank words she can't afford. to the girl who distorts the adorable side, but Subaru prefaced with "but,"
"At least you didn't treat me like a suspicious person. Besides, you just said," Break the Door. "Shit, it's tricky!
"I hope you don't make a scene in the library by yourself. I wonder if the tranquility will be compromised."
In response to the sigh, Beatrice then seemed to indulge in Subaru's attitude of staring at herself silently.
"I just made fun of you three or four hours ago."
"What happened to the time frozen library settings..."
Don't forget to just fry your feet without force and let Beatrice bend her navel.
Subaru indulged in her current words while transferring such promises to implementation.
- Subaru's encounter with Beatrice three or four hours ago.
What that means is probably when you first woke up at the Roswar Mansion. of when the illusion of the hallway leading to infinity was solved and then pulled a hit in one shot.
At that time, at Beatrice's hands, he was dragged out of something quietly spiritual and unconscious without the art of fighting it as it were.
The next time I woke up, I was put to bed, and there were two Rams and Rems -
"I mean, I'm here now... when I woke up the second time at Roswar's house"
The sight of barely catching on to memory is remembered, and Subaru makes a point.
Only that day did the maid twins come together to wake Subaru. Besides, it was only on the first day that Subaru was in a position to use the beds in the rooms.
I mean -,
"You mean you've been back since five days, until four days ago...?
Correctly revisiting the status quo, Subaru defines the status quo as such.
What led us to retroactively time again? It also goes to the unwanted timeline in Subaru's unwanted form.
I can understand that reality, but satisfaction is a different story.
Subaru holds his head and thinks what caused him to come back like this.
Subaru only did "Time Retrospective" on the first day of a different world summons. He was saving Emilia from three deaths as food and judging her to be out of the loop.
In fact, there has never been a time retrospective defined as' Back to Death ', and the five days at the Roswar Mansion should have been only extremely peaceful.
That's what came here, and sudden time retroactivity - nothing foreboding or anything happened.
"It's not on the same terms as last time, is it? I thought I'd go back on my own when I died, but I actually wind up back in about a week or something... no, suppose so"
Thus, I can't explain why I chose this day to rewind.
The principle of time retroactivity is unknown, but some rules should have existed given that repeated time. One of them is the question of the place of resurrection.
If you haven't escaped that loop, Subaru must wake up again in front of the 800 Scarface.
"But in reality, they look like two angel maids from the middle age on the wound side. Heaven and hell were the opposite of the mood we would receive."
Saying, Subaru touches his body to make sure he's safe.
If previous conditions are to be followed, it is clear why Subaru has thus gone back in time. That is - dead.
However, the problem is:
"If he's dead, how did he die? It was all normal until I went to bed. Even after I fell asleep, at least I wasn't in a situation where I felt 'dead'."
Even though the introduction into sleep was too effective, is there such a thing as' death 'where no shard can remember the moment of being killed?
With poison or gas, that's the possibility of staying asleep and being lidded forever by consciousness. But that means assassination, and the reason for doing so has to be in Subaru to be established. As things stand, I don't even think that's all worth the shard to me.
"Alternatively, compulsory loops due to incomplete clearance conditions"
If you see it in the game, it's the effect of not flagging it as necessary. but besides not knowing who the flag was explored, I also don't see what triggers the type of flag.
It is difficult to attack a work where the ON-OFF of the flag is not clear. On the other hand, it's the bad online harm that tends to rely on offensive sites.
"Exchange information with friends by word of mouth and go a little further while they grab you for lying info and stuff... that's the way you're supposed to enjoy it"
"If you think I'm squealing, it's starting to feel like crap."
Beatrice mutters as she sees Subaru sink into the sea of thought. When I looked up at her words, the girl bent her lips as if she regretted the time that Subaru had ignored her.
"Die, live, bore crap in the measure of ningen. It's paranoia. It's falsehood. We don't talk."
A girl who shrugs her shoulders and cuts them off softly. its unchanging hostility to Subaru, and rises with no less relief there.
pay the dust on his ass, and when he reached for the door knob, from behind,
"Are you going?
"I want to make sure. I'll take care of the dents. Thanks."
"I didn't do anything.... Get out of here. We have to re-move the door."
It sounds unrelated to kindness, but it's comforting to Subaru right now for some reason.
The person would not have intended that, but Subaru steps out with the illusion that his back was pushed by the words.
Twist the door knob and step on the table as the cool wind blows. A short forehead is shaken by the wind, faintly painful in the eyes and the face is covered with arms.
And the wind swelled, and behind his barefoot feet was the feeling of the lawn - in its sight,
"Oh, it's beautiful after all"
I found a silver girl, faintly breathing at the garden tip, out of my mind.
The evil spills on the busy girl in her heart.
And
"- Subaru!"
The girl who noticed this one opens her purple blue eyes and rushes over in a panic. Spilling from its lips into the sound of a silver bell is only a three-letter bond that brings fresh tremors to the mind no matter how many times it is called.
Naturally, Subaru's legs also move toward the girl who comes running.
Across the street, her eyes lowered to relief looking at Subaru's entire body. but corrected his posture and attention as he immediately regained his mind,
"Don't worry about it. As soon as I woke up, I was gone, because Ram and Rem were running around the mansion in a big hurry."
"Mm, sorry. Hey, Beatrice grabbed me."
"Again? I heard they made a prank a while ago..."
The beauty that comes to mind to worry - to Emilia's defenseless appearance, Subaru reached out unexpectedly to restrain his weak heart.
If you do that here, it's just short notice. That's what it means to lose the point of disturbing the silence in Beatrice's room. Wet clothes are not the only purpose.
Subaru has no choice but to respond to Emilia with a vague smile on her face. To such a subaru unsound attitude, but Emilia doesn't come in extra depth somewhere.
It's natural. You can't possibly tell her that Svalbard has only spent an hour with her since she met him, such as' it doesn't seem '.
There's a four-day trench between her and herself that doesn't fill.
There were only four days that I knew and she didn't.
"That sounds like some kind of radio idea, me."
"Deng, pa...? What, what do you mean?
"I was just a little drunk on me as a poet. Still, what, I'm glad you're okay"
Black knee socks on skirt on knee. Overall, the active style put together in a black tone is similar to the one that cheered Subaru on the first day.
Naturally, the limb under that garment should have gone beyond that stolen collection while everything was safe.
"The limbs under my clothes, they're kinda horny in my brain."
"Thanks for the help...... I was going to say, but I kind of hate the awesome fucking look in my eyes"
Svalbard laughed naturally, staring at him with his eyes.
Little by little, things are returning to normal. Raise the gear rotation, dampen the lips with your tongue, and you have to start the vegetable moon.
Well, it's a lucky story, depending on what you think.
This time it's not a start in front of 800 houses. Without the tiny dog death flag that gets hit by Tontincan, there won't be any development that says silly to Emilia and has the lowest likeability start. Elsa's Bowel Festival END and more.
Between the two of us who survived that battle of stolen goods and lived and died with each other, there should be a burning passionate bond beyond the intervention of the other.
Now it's only a small spark. That, too, would be a little trigger to blossom a large circle of flowers as a big fire at once.
"Me, Positive Thinking"
If you look back positively in that way, this is also an opportunity.
Unlike the last time I had to cross the absolute dead line of that stolen collection, this time between the direct cause of the loop and relative, there is nothing critical about it.
In other words, Subaru just needs to calm down and fix the previewed route to be a more exemplary answer.
Even if we just go the exact same route, that lunar night promise is exchanged.
- Then how high will the promise of the moon and night be elevated to something more highly anticipated if we go through a higher route?
"Huh, this time I'm a climax from the start...!
"It sounds kind of exciting, but your body's fine, isn't it?
"Hmm? Oh, I'm in great condition. He's a little short of blood, he's got a lot of precision, he's been shredded upside down at the point of his sleep with his strength, and he's damaged like he's been fully swing with a bat for his mental tolerance, but he's fine!
"Wouldn't you say that's full of creativity?
"A pinch is a chance, and baseball starts nine back-to-back trips," he said, shaking Rubi.
Ring your fingers and thumbs up.
to that Subaru attitude. Emilia dropped her shoulder like a poison had been drained,
"Anyway, I hope you're well. Uh, back to the mansion? I'm gonna stay because I have some business here."
"Oh, Spirit Talk Time, huh? I won't disturb you, so can I stay with you? I woke the pack up, and I woke up, and I mopped it."
"Nothing, but I really shouldn't interrupt you, okay? I'm not playing."
Tilt his neck against Subaru, who moves his fingers twitchy, and Emilia tells the child to do so so so so so that he can tell him.
How loving her tricks with such a sister - Subaru's heart is lit with a flame of determination.
"Njama, let's go. Let's go. Time is finite, the world is magnificent, and Emilia and I have only just begun."
"Right...... huh? What did you just say? Where did that come from?
Direct Emilia to a fixed position by pressing her back to make an objection.
As I already know I will lose all the energy to correct it as I continue my call. And that's even one of the bonds we build in the lost four days.
- I'll get it back.
It spills so small as it follows its back to the back of the garden with a disgruntled face.
Pull over and look away at the silver hair, then send your gaze into the sky.
- Still in the low eastern sky, I can see the sun rising hatefully.
Five more times, it will be repeated, and I hope the time of the covenant will come.
All you have to do is see the sun pick up the promise that the moon made with the right girl.
- I have time, and I know the answer.
"I don't know whose harassment it is, but you can put it all together and take it back. I won't let you face it. Don't lick a pretty modern kid."
Hold your fist against the sky and declare war on no one.
It was a clear declaration of rebellion to a being that Subaru came to this world and imposed on himself for the first time a 'summons' and a 'loop'.
A second battle against the loop begins.
To get through the week of the Roswar mansion and find out the rest of those days.
To keep the promises we made that night...
"Dear Fate, you are superior -!"