Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)

How many times has it been my experience to be dominated by consciousness in this way by blanks?

In front of the sight beyond the understanding in front of him, Subaru stands without words, as he has done again and again.

I've been beaten. Many times before. It makes me want to throw up one of the weak sounds that I hope I was saved.

Because this is how we have repeatedly and repeatedly seen all the tragedies.

There is a blue-haired girl lying on the front of the standing Subaru, on the sleeping table.

The angry disappearing face is blue and white, and the closed eyes will never open again. I guess it's a room outfit. The lightweight Negrije, whatever it is at a time like this, had a better fit of a young vibe than her impression of being solid.

Secondly, I realize Subaru never even saw her dressed as anything other than her maid clothes. And the other outfit I saw for the first time is the final costume.

"How could... lem do that"

Squirting, his hands in his hair and Subaru leaning down and squirming.

I have a terrible headache repeating emptying in vain before a situation that doesn't make sense. I guess I also feel tired from lack of sleep. It was a billionaire to think about.

Every time I repeat it, it's really four degrees. For Subaru, who has been murdered three times in it, she was the most alarming person as a bad man.

Roswar, who could give her mouth sealing instructions, and Ram, who would similarly position herself, are on the same terms, but she was definitely judging Rem as the biggest obstacle this time from an experience that actually took her life.

So this time we turned them away, and even the reluctant Beatrice persuaded them to get involved, pushing the situation ahead and ahead and prolonging their lives.

Although it was good news that we were able to celebrate the fifth morning as a result.

"Why is my position changing so much...?

It should be Rem trying to kill Subaru. Definitely not the other way around, and I can't think of any reason why Rem would be killed.

Two, Subaru really steps forward to see if she's dead or not. The girl who was put to sleep on the bunk put her hands together on her chest, and her dead face was calm after she had been cleansed.

Reach out and try to touch that immobile body. But...

"- Don't touch me!

Hands slapped on his well-motivated arms, Subaru groans small and raises his face.

There is a lamb across the bed, face to face, and tears on the lem. Lamb continues to shed tears that still don't show him how to stop.

"To Rem...... don't touch Ram's sister"

That is a word of rejection that leaves no room for any intrusion.

That's all I say to slap him, and Ram snaps at Rem's body again, whispering quietly and crying. He was devotional and painful, as if he were a mother who would make my sleeping child speak even in a gag.

There is no sign that my sister will wake up and blame me for the way she invites such pity on her sister.

Blue and white sides, poorly blooded lips. And my body stopped beating.

Seeing them up close, Subaru finally embraces reality.

- Rem said he was really, really dead.

"Probably due to magic. It sounds more like a spell than magic."

Roswar, standing next to the door, speaks so guessing to Subaru, who left the room in a relaxed foothold.

fingers up, the long blue hair slightly tightens the usual loose look,

"Causes of death are due to debilitation. He's distracted while he's asleep, he's slowly distracted from his heartbeat, and, well, he's blowing out the fire of his life to sleep."

spell, Subaru looks up to the word.

It's a familiar guess. And there's another verse that Svalbard can think of in Roswar's story of the cause of death.

That is correct, an anomaly of the kind that Subaru felt in the circumstances of his second death. Assuming perhaps the first cause of death was that, this time Lem's cause of death would be the same as Subaru's first and indirect second.

It will.

"I thought the debilitating magic was Rem's gift."

Magically debilitated and crushed his head with an iron ball for the second time.

If you recall that situation, you can't blame Subaru for the same offense and the expected subaru. In practice, however, Rem has been given death by spell, and Subaru will thus have slipped through the effects of the spell, as well as the baptism of the iron sphere.

In other words:

"The spell and the lem are separate......? What about cooperative relationships?

The second case of cause of death is a raid under the influence of a debilitation caused by a spell. It's natural to assume that we're working together, but what happens to this case?

broken buddies, Subaru shook his head thinking. Besides, I don't know where the spellman is. Conditions make it weird that a spellman is not close to a mansion.

Otherwise you will not have the opportunity to make contact with Lem and, more importantly, you must be a person whose motives and conditions for Lem's actions overlap.

In view of what the world has said for the third time, it is only for Roswar that Rem tries to kill Subaru with his mouth sealed. It also indirectly leads to the elimination of Emilia's disorder, which is a gift of loyalty, albeit going too far.

Therefore, it cannot be avoided that the prerequisite, which also led to the mental hunting down of Subaru, is greatly shaken because of its relationship with the spellman.

I can't make a convincing muscle path, and Subaru, who touches his jaw and thinks, can't hide his frustration. There's also a build-up of fatigue, and the blood on my head sucks right now.

There's no way I can come to a busy conclusion, but I have to think about Subaru, who can't do anything but think about it. As such,

"No way, it's a perfectly separate matter with a cooperative relationship X as well...?

What if there's no relationship between Rem and the spellman?

The first time Subaru was targeted by a spellman and died as he was. The second time, Lem murdered Subaru during the spellman's surgery for some reason. The third time was a pure runoff from loyalty, with Rem killing Subaru. The spellman has nothing to do with this.

And for the fourth time,

"Lem became the target of the spellman because I did nothing...?

I don't know the causality. In the first place, it's not even clear why Subaru is being targeted for his life by a magician. Or the aim of a spellman can also be considered a human being throughout the mansion, but then I can't think of any reason why important people like Roswar and Emilia should be omitted and low-position ones like Subaru and Rem should be given priority as targets.

As long as we don't find the spellman's last name, it's grand. Thoughts stagnate feeling blocked in eight directions, Subaru punches his tongue in frustration and breaks his mind. and

"A long time, you seemed seriously troubled, huh?

From a slightly higher position, Roswar looks down at Subaru and squeals so. The blue and yellow odd eyes were narrowed as if they were going to be Subaru's ordinance as well, and Subaru frowned at the unpleasantness of being seen through nature and inside.

You must have noticed your own misconduct like that. When Roswar immediately corrected his residence, he saluted Subaru,

"You're being rude. I seem to be a little concerned, too. Well, when you think a lovely servant got caught like this,"

With an apology in his mouth, Rosewar's attitude never eases in the true sense. He put his arms together and tapped them gently with his fingers,

"Broil with fire, offend with water, chop with wind, sink into soil. - As much as I don't think it would be this payback if I didn't do that much. What is it to ask about this... Guests, do you have any idea?

He whined in a low voice. Besides, the joking sounds don't include shards.

With intimidation as his word, Roswar looks to Subaru to try. Secondly, Subaru becomes aware of the poor situation in which he is placed and worries about how he should respond. but there was a voice that broke in before Subaru opened his mouth.

"Around last night, he told me to be vigilant. That's what you said, Subaru."

In the direction of swinging, stunned into the sight of Subaru, a grey cat moving his short arm to wash his face - the pack.

to Subaru, who had no words in his unexpected remarks, Puck tilted his neck,

"Emotionally and benevolently, it's the mountains that I want to put on your shoulders. If you misidentify things by prioritizing them, because there are unrewarded children."

Gently turn your black eyes towards the room and the pack rubs your pink nose with your hands.

I guess there's something about Lem's death, even though it's an unusual hiccup attitude. Behavior also wandered less,

"If you remain untrained or lost, your soul will fall into the devil without being saved. It's a sad thing to be a spiritual spirit and not to mention me dealing with her."

Shake your little neck sideways, said what you wanted to say, and the pack circles your body again. He watched it gently over his hands, and Beatrice also stared silently at Subaru.

She said she was such an expressive girl about what emotions were in there, but that didn't even come true for Subaru right now.

"... Subaru"

Emilia anxiously pulls Subaru's sleeve and turns her moist eyes to complain about something.

If there is anything you know, the thought conveys in one call.

While I want to throw the whole spirit at her plea and answer her, the urge to pay off her following me was also Subaru's heart.

If there's anything you know, everyone talks lightly.

But if that's true, Subaru wants to shout louder. That's all I need you to name right now, if you have something to know the truth about what's going on. And I want you to slap all the questions that float like a mountain and pull them out of this exitless trail.

In reality, however, such a convenient mastermind does not show up, nor does it alter the meaning of the four pairs of gazes directed against Subaru.

This is how my advice to the pack, which I should have thought would be good, came to my back this time. Even the pack would have mistrusted Subaru, who knew something but didn't say anything. Emilia, who is deeply connected to that pack, also deserves less suspicion about Subaru.

I've been scratching my feet to repeat the perimeter and get better each time. But every time I do something, the result goes out the back and brings back worse situations than I imagined. Quadruple songs, how many times do I repeat that and will I be able to taste just as much heartache as Subaru?

"Subaru"

Clearly, Emilia calling her own name.

Evidence of an unwiped suspicion of Svalbard's attitude of silence. Subaru thinks with such a natural reaction on her part, but with a sense of sadness.

How can I convince them to talk in the same situation that I don't know anything about? Or maybe they'll be disappointed in Subaru, who doesn't know anything.

Gucci messy thoughts.

I want to say it, make it easier, that's the moment I thought it would be.

The stagnation of the world and the blackness - it once again eroded the world with his outlook as if induced by Subaru's giving up.

Lose the word. No, the lips that utter the words do not move slightly.

Naturally, no hands, no legs, no eyes, no tongue move, even the air is completely detached from the world. The sound and movement are lost, and to the resurgence of the absolute space of silence and pause, Subaru is literally silent.

The other day, when I decided to tell Emilia 'Back to Death', it was an irrational phenomenon that forced me to block it.

Blackness creates black arms faster and more gracefully than before. That hand, which used to be about wrist to elbow, appeared slightly shaped the contours of both arms.

Just like last time, the arms sneak into the chest of the stopping Subaru without showing a hesitant bare gesture. and stroke his guts and sternum softly to reach his heart,

- Moments, thoughts disappear, and the pain that may kill the spirit instantly crushes the whole body.

"Subaru!?

Hearing the sad voice of sorrow, Subaru realizes that he has returned to reality.

Even to hold his chest, to float tons of sweat on his forehead, and to be on his knees and breathing roughly.

Hands up gently to worried Emilia, Subaru looks back at the current phenomenon.

When trying to tell Emilia 'Back to Death', that black cunt gave Subaru a warning in the sense of interfering with it.

And this time, if you showed up in the same way...

"Don't touch the contents of the loop, because you can't explain...?

At least in the mood I just had, I don't think Subaru made a stubborn inquisition. But assuming that's true, this situation sucks.

Subaru, who wants to punch inside out, and Face, who wants to unravel the inside of Subaru. There can be no better place to play for a black cunt.

The never-ending question means never-ending blame bitterness. The moment he realizes it, Subaru shudders his lips and lags behind in his fear of overwhelming pain.

The act shall:

"- If you know anything, I won't let you get away with it."

It looked like an unforgivable stupidity to the girl who was crying down in the room.

For a moment, a gust of wind shakes the door of the room violently, knocking its aftermath on Subaru's forehead. Shortly after I caught my eye on the natural storm,

"Continued...... Huh!

A sharp pain pierces his cheek and Subaru accidentally covers his face with his palms. Feeling firmly in the palm you touch is the feeling of bleeding dripping from the wound you just opened.

Realizing that was the injury caused by the current wind, Subaru took the surprise to the back of the room.

She gently stroked her sister lying on the bedside, pointing her opposite hand at this one, while the peach-haired girl stared at Subaru with angry eyes.

"If you know anything, just wash it up."

"Wait, Ram! That's..."

I restrained myself from making foolish remarks that I couldn't.

The moment you mouth it, you'll never be able to put on the cleanup of this place. But I just stopped saying that, and there's not a word out there to open it.

Subaru doesn't know what triggers it and gets that warning again.

That fear of pain makes you lose your right judgment over the ram.

As a result, Subaru's words become butt shrugged and do not go as far as to quell her momentum.

To Subaru, who holds his mouth, Ram sends out the wind with the meaning of another warning.

If clichés were to be allowed, it was still a phenomenon such as the 'blade of the wind'.

Probably wind-related magic. The magic that wraps up the kamaitachi flashes its slash-like sharpness, slashing the walls and doors on the path until it reaches Subaru, knocking in a blow like it did when it tore its cheek - which, it disappeared into the sieve.

Subaru and Ram that surprise and clog your voice. Between those two,

- Promise is a doctrine of keeping.

Whimpering, standing in front of Subaru was a girl with creamy hair.

Beatrice shook her raised palms gently, not boasting that she had erased the rum's rolling kamaitachi.

"I wonder if Betty will keep this human safe while I'm at the Mansion."

"Dear Beatrice......!

Ram bites his lips outrageously at Beatrice, who tells him off looking bored.

her attitude sideways, Beatrice looked up at the long standing beside her,

"Roswar, your servant is working disrespectfully on your guests. As the owner of the mansion, I wonder how to judge it."

The water is pointed, and Roswar frowns only for a moment. but as soon as I regained my usual leeway, I closed one eye and shrugged my shoulder,

"Even though it is truly unfortunate. If I can, I'd like to welcome him again as a guest soon, too. You spit it out in your chest, and if it makes you feel lighter, soon enough."

"... This guy was in Betty's library last night. So I don't think this has anything to do with it."

"It's not already there that we should weigh in on things. Beatrice, don't you know enough about that?

Negotiations break, Roswar shrugs his shoulders and turns his hands palms upwards. On the palm of his hand, he could see more than one colorful glow floating.

Even Subaru, with no knowledge of magic, is found to be in a state where condensed magic is visible.

Red and blue, green in yellow - four pale colors of light floating around. I don't even know how out of standard that is.

to Roswar's performance. Beatrice whispered that adorable nose,

"As always, it's a clever young man. Just a little talented, a little harder than others, just a little blessed with a family and a teacher... I don't know if you think you could get out of clever poverty to that extent."

"Oh, that's just as tough as ever. Most of all, how different you are from us walking all the time in a room where time stops - if you want to give it a try, it's a lie if you never think about it."

Between the two, an increase in magical power occurs, bringing the illusion of distortion of the atmosphere to Subaru.

Two people who do not know and raise their will to fight each other to leave Subaru, a party.

Subaru himself doesn't know why this is happening. However, it's also the fact that Subaru himself has no choice but to bite his teeth when he doesn't utter a word to stop them.

"Don't worry, I don't think you're strong enough to protect yourself. I was wondering if he liked it.

"Could the joke just be about sexuality, Roswar? Betty's ideal is her. I wonder if he's not adorable enough or hairy enough."

Beatrice doesn't take actions like this while standing idly by against Roswar, which enhances his visible four-color magic.

But it was felt by Subaru standing nearby that there was such an overwhelming phenomenon that the space distorted around the girl who was supposed to just stand.

That's just the aftermath of the collected force, and I just imagined how effective that force with directivity would be and my spine would freeze.

"How did you get this far?

"The contract is absolute. Break it and Betty will no longer be Betty. Being honest with the contract takes precedence over anything else"

In response to Roswar's exhalation, Beatrice went on to say "most,"

"If I were to use Betty's contract for this situation, it would mean a hell of a lot of food."

"I am! I don't mean to...!

With a flush, Beatrice shrugged her emotionless eyes.

What Subaru wanted from her was only to jeopardize phenomena related to previous causes of death.

No, I didn't want this to be the situation.

"I don't care, all of that, I don't care!

It was the rum that stepped on the group thickness and interrupted that exchange.

With everyone's attention, she clutched the hem of her skirt with a gnawed grip,

"Stay out of the way, through the ram. If you know anything about Rem's revenge, tell me everything. Get the ram... help the lem..."

A grieving complaint, but Subaru has no word to give it back to him.

What is given against decadence is an invisible blade of exasperation and disappointment. But it is also blocked without reaching Subaru,

"I'm sorry, Ram. I still try to believe Subaru"

It was Emilia who lined up next to Beatrice and restrained the ram.

She turns her hand toward the ram and walks over to Subaru with a pack on its shoulder. so slightly leaning down to look for words,

"Subaru, please.... If you can save Lem, tell me all about it?

Subaru was ashamed of his lowliness at the sentiments of mercy put into it.

It should be noted that Emilia is trying to stop by Subaru's side. Subaru, who did not show a busy attitude this time around and still doesn't want to talk about the key thing.

And to her weakness, which I can't give back any of her cares.

"I'm sorry -"

Leftover, Subaru leaves it to the hindsight to distance herself from her.

For a moment, Emilia's hand stretched to stop this one. It would have been turned to a rolling wind blade interception before it reached Subaru, and as a result, no one on the spot would have stopped Subaru's leg.

"Subaru -!"

Shake off the call, Subaru pokes through the hallway without shaking. Behind my back, I can't even come up with the courage to look back, even though I feel a magical power bump has occurred.

Even though Emilia broke my heart so much, Subaru didn't have the courage to face that fear.

Weak. I couldn't help but be brittle. So I'm running away to my place, scorning all kinds of favors and good intentions.

I don't know what to do anymore.

Where to go, what to think, all of it.

It's just...

"- Absolutely, I will kill you!!

The screaming of a girl who can hear you from behind, spitting blood.

Only her, torn away scream of vengeance comes after her when she loses half her body.

Then Subaru threw everything out and ran, blocking his ears, shaking his head and raising a voice that was silent, as he fled to escape.

I kept running.