Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)
Chapter II.38: The Meaning of Courage
Jump out of the room, run through the hallway, and jump down the stairs.
Landing on the dance floor with three steps out, turning around and jumping instantly, stepping on the ground floor, face straight up -,
"- Ram! Rem! We need to talk!
Subaru's feet went to the entrance hall, saying in such a voice that they could be heard throughout the mansion.
Subaru is likely to jump outside with the momentum to keep going. What stopped that leg was the appearance of the ram that had been reached in front of the front door earlier.
Earlier, rather than just saying I was close to this place. I had more time than Rem preparing meals in the kitchen, which also means.
What did you see in such a bloody, subaru look, while Ram plunged a slight surprise into that outright look?
"What's the matter, Balth? So in such a hurry..."
"I'm sorry, but I'm going to the village. It's no use stopping me, and even if I'm stopped, I'm going, but I thought it would confuse me not to tell you."
"To the village...? What... no, before that, you hadn't listened to Master Roswar? The Rams are in charge of the mansion tonight. You're saying you don't know what that means?
Ram's gaze against Subaru increases sharpness.
More importantly, it is her stance that gives priority to Roswar's will. Subaru's attitude, which disdains the Lord's command, I guess that touched the harp line.
But Subaru is not in the mood to be pulled down by it either.
"It's a waste of time asking questions, so I'll just go straight in. - There's a bad wizard in that village. Now that we know who he is, we have to go."
"... you want me to admit it for reasons like that child's excuse?
"That's the other way to put it. How about that? If Bear asks me if it's true, she'll testify. And then..."
"Sister -"
Lem shows himself by opening the door behind him while he protests against the ram that deepens his suspicions so much. When she saw the two talking at the front door, she lined up with her sister in a slippery motion,
"Sister, this is..."
"Tell them to get me out of here, because I will exorcise the wizards who are evil in the village. - I wonder what's going on, Rem."
To my sister, who brings the status quo to a close, my sister makes her eyes black and white.
Then you chewed off the content, turned your frivolous eyes towards Subaru,
"Sister, sister. Subaru, I'll tell you a lot of boring jokes."
"Rem, Rem. If I Balls, my talent as a clown will be top notch."
"Ram, Rem. I'm always kidding, but sometimes I mean it."
The two simultaneously mumble at Subaru's dialogue, which can be worn by the two unisons.
Step forward to fold into their reaction like that,
"I admit it's a hard story to believe, and I know it's hard for you to tell me to believe me when I suddenly move out of the way at the moment. So I dropped him off unconditionally. I won't tell you."
From here on out, it will also be an important divide for Subaru.
Dampen your lips with your tongue and suggest against the two people who push silence. Poke your finger,
"I'm going to the village now. I don't mind the suspicion. Identify me. But you can't leave Emilia alone. If you're following me, it's just one."
"Give me a discretionary compartment... In the first place, if you're going to keep Roswar's orders, why would Svalbard have a lem or sister following you..."
"Oh, I don't know. If you just follow Roz's orders in the evening. But, Roz, that's all you got for me out there?
――――
Lem losing sight of the words, as he was poked through the pain.
It would mean that what I said now, which was just a hatchet, was firing a target.
Two people have been ordered by Roswar to monitor Subaru's standing position. That is a story that I could even imagine from the fragmentary information in the loop so far.
It should be noted that Rem makes his gaze wander as he searches for words of objection, but it was Ram who cracked the flow of the story with exhalation before that.
She raised her hands small,
"Okay, Balls. I acknowledge your arbitrary behavior."
"Sister -!?"
Rem is stunned by his sister's attitude, which makes him try to raise the white flag lightly. but with the palm raised to such a sister, Ram goes on to say "but".
"As Balus knows, you can't let him go alone. Because if you allow Balls to act alone here, you will disobey Lord Roswar's orders."
"Right. So, what's the compromise?
"- That's a funny story, but I just have to get on Balls' offer earlier. Ram stays in the mansion. Rem follows Balth. If you imitate suspiciously...... that's the condition"
"I wish and wish."
Stick your fist up and show agreement on the terms the ram has put out.
Rum, who sighs small, looks back to his sister-in-law, somewhat left in the story,
"Rem, that's what this is about, please. Lamb will protect your confirmation of Beatrice and Emilia. - Because I'm looking right at you."
"Sister, not many of those eyes..."
"Not even if I'm saying it. Use if necessary. Rem, do the same."
To his sister's pale words, Rem does not pinch any more words.
After an exchange that only the two of us can understand, Rem, swallowing a number of words, turns his gaze at Subaru, which is never friendly,
"Subaru, I just want to hear more about you"
"On the road. Maybe things are going pretty badly."
If Subaru's worst imagination was right, there could be just as much damage as you can never exaggerate and laugh. That's damage not only for Subaru individuals, but also from a bigger perspective.
Slap me gently on the shoulder and show my thanks to the ram for letting me through.
Then he takes a windy lem that he's not yet convinced of, and Subaru's feet go to the front door.
and
"- Subaru, are you going somewhere?
The big staircase in the entrance hall, the sound of a silver bell descended from above it.
I look back unexpectedly, overhead, there's Emilia standing shaking her silver hair. I guess she had just received Subaru's shout as well.
slightly breathing, watching the three hardening at the front door. She
"I heard a loud voice, so I came down... what happened?
"There may be something, what is it, Emilia? Well, don't worry about me. Oh, but I'm glad you're a little worried."
Subaru deliberately makes Emilia behave that way, not to make her feel unnecessarily uncomfortable.
the same light Subaru attitude, but besides, what did Emilia see,
"You look like you're in danger again."
Immediately, Emilia makes an untold face. Scratching her head in her insight eyes like that, Subaru twisted her neck wondering what was going on,
"The rhetoric around it is now, it is finally over..."
"Isn't it useless to stop it?
"Well, I guess so. Instead, when it is stopped, it interferes with various situations…"
"Yes, yes, I get it. I'm not gonna stop you."
Down the stairs, Emilia comes down to the front of the Subaru and puts her hands on her hips.
I get stared straight into her purple blue eyes, and I can't keep my eyes open to be sucked into its glow.
She reached for that immobile Subaru, and touched this chest lightly,
"Don't be impotent or forced, but it doesn't look like it's going to be worth it."
"According to the case...... na. No, I don't want to either, that's all."
I don't want to do all kinds of words: hard work, hard work, desperation.
Still, if you're the only one who can change the situation, Subaru has to move. I don't know how I got into this troublesome nature - I guess the impact of the girl in front of me is huge, so I laugh bitterly.
"- May you have the blessing of the Spirit"
"What?
Subaru tilts his neck as he whines with this chest touched. and Emilia turned to such subaru inclusively laughing,
"I'll drop you off. I didn't come back safely, that's what I meant."
"Oh, does it feel like dropping you off with a firestone? Then I'd better answer that too. Emilia, I give you the glory of victory."
"Yes, sir."
Flushing Subaru to try to salute him, Emilia also turns her gaze to Rem. She was silently watching the interaction between the two of them. She corrected her spine to that gaze.
"Take care of Rem, too. And keep an eye out for Subaru to be impotent."
"Yes, Master Emilia. Accepted."
"You don't trust me, me."
"What are you talking about? I trust the people of Subaru, so this is not the story."
"What that trust. You can take it for good or for bad, and there's a ghost."
Emilia in sermon mode with her hands on her hips.
I know there are a number of feelings I haven't told you enough, but that's still all she pulled the story. exasperated Subaru's mood in a hurry, and she pressed this back,
"Come on in."
"Ugh, I'm coming!
He is pushed back, responds in a fist-shaking pose, puts Emilia and Ram down and jumps out of the mansion. I found Rem following behind me bowing down and rearing the mansion, loosely lining up next to Subaru rushing out.
"So I'd like to hear more..."
"There's a magician in the village. Beatrice cursed me, but I was cursed, too. - If you suck, you don't even know if the village will be destroyed."
"- Are you serious?
Breathtaking as he runs, Rem opens his eyes and asks.
Subaru even goes for the village, responding with a silent nod to it.
If a spellman were a rational person, he didn't even need to imagine such a means. But if Subaru's presumption is affirmed, the worst can happen.
Subaru therefore rushes through. Simultaneous lems also walk silently knowing the seriousness of things.
Far away, aiming for a village beyond the trees, the two figures tore the darkness apart at night.
"- Subaru, that's..."
Subaru heard Rem make some nervousness look like he was screaming.
The figure of Lem, who speaks up, is a long way ahead of Subaru's gaze. in the direction she points to is a village that has become clearly contoured, and whose expression shows the
"Much, the village is bright..."
I come to the same sentiment, and Subaru also perceives signs of anomaly.
The footsteps were heavy, slow to run, fast to walk, and the disease was down to such a pace.
Rem sees Subaru no matter how unwilling he is to deviate, but his flank hurts like that and he can't even shout.
"Go ahead, go ahead..."
Instruct him to gesture ahead, but Rem shakes his neck to the side.
In the first place, the reason for her accompaniment to Subaru. Even though it also means surveillance of Subaru, breaking up here would mean a real fall.
(a) Have you boiled your business to the attitude of Subaru, who is not tight,
"I can't help it anymore. Don't bite your tongue."
"Hey, Rem, what are you doing? - Huh!?
Rem, running back next to Subaru, stretches his arm and lifts it up gently as he grabs the root of Subaru in a cavernous state.
It's an overwhelming difference in strength, which was also shown in barrels.
Svalbard's body rides the wind in an upside down state, remaining under Rem's shoulder as it is.
Feeling the speed of Rem's genuine walk of disease, Subaru is utterly stunned by her high physical ability. On the other hand, I am also convinced that there was no mistake in my judgment that came with her.
How much can a helpless and incompetent Subaru do where he jumped into the vortex by himself? You would have been right to be able to secure the power of a battle called Rem, including the exchange of hats on the front porch.
"Arrival. Subaru, are you okay?"
"Quick, that's right... and then we'll see what's going on in the village..."
Svalbard gets his hands on the fence and is irritated by the feeling of vomiting caused by shaking and fatigue.
A lem that ignores such Subaru's indifference and turns his gaze. I notice one of the villagers just passing by on the side in such a prominent appearance of the two.
"Aren't you two at the mansion? At this time..."
"Just in time. Is something wrong?
Catch a young man rushing over and Rem asks from above. He opened his eyes just a little surprised by that strong tone and responded as he rubbed up, "Yeah, yeah,"
"Actually, you don't have to find a few children in the village. I know I was playing until it was dark, but then..."
Rem opens his mouth to ask more questions about the youth's unclear tales.
but it was Subaru who moved ahead of it. With a rough breath, Subaru turns around with his hands on the young man's shoulder,
"Is it Luca or Petra or a mild that you're not here?
"Well, yes... do you have any idea where he went?
In response to being affirmed anxiety, Subaru said on the spot, tongue-in-cheek, "Shit!" and kick the ground. Then out of the village - looking at the direction of the fence leading to the woods,
"Are you and I looking for the kids?
"When the youth group is in total, and Mulaosa is"
"It's the woods that have children. Look around the village and you won't come out."
The expression of the youth changes to Subaru's assertion. He still looked like he wanted to ask Subaru something, but Subaru ran out when he slapped him on the shoulder like that,
"I'm going into the woods first. You tell everyone. The kids are in the woods!
Behind the back a young man raises a voice of doubt, but runs out again without fitting it.
In a hurry, it's Lem who follows. She was convinced that Subaru's attitude did not fall.
"How could that be..."
"I get it. Behind the woods, I saw him ringing alone, and I heard him twice."
Covering the perimeter of the village is a tall wooden fence. Over that fence, erected on the adjacent part of the forest, the two bodies landing on the soil go into the forest.
Watch out for branches and muddy ground as you sew through gaps in the trees to the back.
"Even in the woods, the range is too wide. Subaru, I have an idea..."
"If you're sure what the kids say, this way..."
I rely on my memory to advance my legs, but my footsteps are heavy that I can only glimpse through stories I've just heard. Besides, my vision is dark, and I can't confirm that I'm moving towards the right direction.
But...
- The line is broken.
To Rem leaking his surprise voice, Subaru consolidates his fist that his decision was right.
In front of him, Rem pointed out that the crystals implanted in the great tree. It feels like it's been a long time since we lost light. It's a mysterious object that we've had several chances to see in the woods.
Referring to the forest, it is in Subaru's memory several times that the story of the junction has emerged. When was it pointed out directly to the ram so that we should not go into the back of the mountain?
"What happens when the bonds are out?
"'Warcraft' will cross the border. That is why it is the duty of the villagers to confirm the maintenance of the junction......!
"I can't help but say, it's the truth in front of me. Besides, what's a warcraft?
While Rem was still upset about Subaru's question,
"Warcraft is a foreign enemy of mankind with magic...... It is said that the witch created it in order to avenge mankind"
"You're still a witch here..."
Subaru glanced at the frequency of words not to be missed, but is convinced in the first half of Rem's words now. The identity of the magician and the foreshadow of the calamity that still strikes the village.
"-! Subaru, what!?
Surprised, Rem raises his voice of restraint.
Before her, there is a figure of Subaru crossing a tree called the junction and trying to get to the back. surprised by it. Turning to her, Subaru offered his own left hand,
"The kids are in the back. He said," Let's go help him. "
"Do you have certainty? To cross the line, Roswell's permission…"
"The scar on the back of my hand is proof."
A on the left hand side of the pointer - there is a wound sustained during the day when visiting the village.
There are traces of dog teeth surrounded by children and baptized again in Subaru.
- It pointed to this wound, Beatrice said.
He said the existence that created this scar was the tenacity that cursed Subaru.
First, second, and this time.
A case of a curse on Subaru himself, a being involved in all of it. And there is also the possibility of attacking Rem himself in the fourth world, Sole.
It can no longer be anything but that being with the possibility to encompass everything.
"The kids were adorable dogs. What if a dog-like arrow wasn't a dog and cursed someone to bite from one end of the spectrum?"
It's not man-made, it's like a natural disaster.
It is easy to imagine what would happen to one of these villages if it spread explosively through the beast, as there was an infectious disease that spread the rat through the mediation.
The same goes for the children who chased the dog and went into the woods.
"The longer it takes, the worse it sucks. I don't know if the kids are cursed, but we need to take them all to the Mansion and de-curse them."
"Wait. Take that decision - the situation is too suspicious in the first place."
"Oh?"
Even Rem eats down to Subaru, who tries to enter the woods in a deviant mood. She pointed to the direction of the village, and hence the mansion,
"On this occasion when Master Roswar is absent, will you have this problem, as you intended? I can't believe this wasn't aimed at your mansion..."
"So what do we do? Abandon all the kids who are definitely pinches in their current progression and go back to the Mansion to consolidate their defenses. If all the villagers could die the next day, that would be a hand."
I knew it myself and Subaru said it was too cowardly.
Rem is only trying to avoid the risk. It's a natural emotion, and there's absolutely no such thing as the kind of muscle she can blame.
But whether you push silently or squatting, there is always time to press for a decision.
No matter how limited your options are, you have to choose one of the cards presented to you. Either way, you can choose not to. But the greatest regret when I did it was still deeply and deeply engraved in the back of Subaru's mind.
"Lem, let's go. We have to do something."
"How did you get so far... how much this village has to do with Subaru..."
Subaru has never heard Rem squeak so feminine because he is still lost in judgment. At any time and at any time, Rem didn't break his neat attitude.
But when she is asked to make a decision in a place without a trusting Lord and sister, she regains her face as such a brittle year-to-year girl.
Subaru feels painfully sympathetic to his weakness as a human being. But there's no room for the two of us right now to be licking each other's wounds.
So is the spare time, and the spare time in spiritual matters.
Beside thus encouraging Rem's decision, Subaru's feet cannot hide trembling for any reason other than fatigue. Of course. I know that the existence that caused Lem to take his life will be waiting for him.
Not to mention the fact that their greatest power, their companions, are not active in going together in the back. At worst, considering the possibility of having to go to the back alone, how can you indulge in the cowardice that should have been hidden peeking into your face?
But Subaru makes you forget such weakness by slapping your cheeks.
Rem raising his face to the bursting sound of thirst. subjected to that gaze of hers, Subaru took a deep breath and a low voice,
Petra wants to make clothes in the capital when she grows up.
"... Huh?
"Luca says she'll inherit the traces of the village's best woody father, and the mild wants to make a crown out of flowers collected in the flower garden and present it to her mother"
…………
Folding, Subaru continues, counting every face that comes to mind behind his lid.
"Maina was happy to have a brother or sister soon, and Dyne and Cain's brothers are gonna hang out over who's gonna daughter-in-law Petra."
The little laugh leaked unexpectedly.
Then I shook my neck sideways at Rem, who would push me to shut up,
"It doesn't matter. I know their faces, their names, what they want to do tomorrow."
I hate Subaru for children.
It's loud, it's tame, it's tacky, and more importantly, it's not polite.
Illegal, impudent, artillery and careless, it's like looking someone in the mirror.
Subaru is far from a good man at his roots.
No matter how big the numbers are on the literal, whether you watch reports of a tragic incident on TV news or if that's not familiar, it's so thin that you forget it right after you sleep.
So I hate it, and it doesn't matter what happened to an unfamiliar child.
That's what Rem says, and I think it's a much more Subaru way of putting Emilia and the others first in the Mansion.
But...
"Radio gymnastics, I promised I'd do it tomorrow"
Subaru must have thought the same thing during the first day of the summons loop.
I can make it easier if I abandon you. But I ran because I couldn't do it.
View Rem.
She is lost in judgment. Confused.
He's weak. He mourns his lack of strength. That's Subaru himself.
I disgust myself seeing her weaker now than I am, and deciding to be ready.
You can't help but freak out and be scared, but I sincerely hate the dwarf who tries to use someone else to keep himself.
Even use your cowardice if it's available.
"I keep my word, and it's the nature of making me keep it. - I'll be sure to do radio gymnastics with those kids again. So let's head back."
- I didn't know courage was such a terrible thing.
Subaru is desperate to hold down his trembling hand and says it out unaware of his trembling voice.
Lem meditates quietly looking at Subaru's back like that.
If she's not following me, I don't think that's another thing I can do. It's too big a loss of time to go back now and get the villagers. At least that's all I want to say to Rem...
"I don't have a choice."
"Rem?"
Fool, loosen your lips and Rem looks up at Subaru.
She gave a clear emotional expression to the surprised Subaru, just for the first time,
"The job Lem is ordered to do is to monitor Subaru. If you let Subaru go alone here, you won't be able to fulfill that, will you?
to teasing her words, often Subaru shrugged, then shook his head,
"Oh, right. I'm suspicious. Keep an eye on me."
"Yeah, I will. - So let's go."
Lined next door as Rem slips, Subaru finally corrects his spine feeling like he's lined up in a real way with her.
I realized, trying to thank her, as I got the feeling that it was so awkward.
- An iron ball is held in Rem's hand walking next door at some point. Tied together in chains with an iron pattern, it was in her hands making a light metal sound that was not commensurate with its weight.
"Um, Mr. Rem, that's..."
"It's for protection."
"No, but it is."
"It's for protection."
Lem and I, having such a conversation, move on to the untouched woods.
With a desperate readiness to somehow rebuild the courage that I should have been able to squeeze out again.