Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)
Chapter II.43: Conditions for Living and Scratching
Swallow, chew, and chew the spoken word.
Throughout his throat, he tucked it in his stomach, only seconds to become flesh and tour to his brain. I slowly closed my eyes, biting what it meant.
"I don't know if it's moving any better than I thought. I thought it was something more peppy and crying."
Because Subaru's reaction was something quiet besides his thoughts, or Beatrice squeals like that with a voice that seems unexpected.
In response to her words, Subaru nodded "Oh," and then
"I can think of three possibilities."
Standing three fingers as I say, I show it to Beatrice standing in front of me.
first fold one out of its raised fingers so as to show it to her who pushes silently,
"First of all, black jokes, the kind of bad jokes. Honestly, it's not funny, but... if a placard comes out saying dodgy success, you can laugh. If it's coming out, now's the time, right?
But Beatrice's expression doesn't change.
Subaru accepts that the most tranquil possibility has been crushed and breaks his second finger with a sigh.
"Two, the wound was too harsh. In fact, you saw the contents of your belly spill. Even if they say that the life extension is just working, it's not a pin... but I'm convinced."
"There can't be a deficiency in the treatment of Betty and I. The scar will linger, and even if it hasn't completely healed off by now, I wonder if it will go back to normal over time. You don't have to kill someone in time."
"Right. It has been proven that you helped me even when the contents of my stomach came out... well, that was only three or four days ago, right?
Im not sure because of the days of repetition, but the sword wound sharpening by Subaru's Elsa on the correct timeline should have happened four days ago.
- Then in four days, I'll be in a situation where they'll eat me in the stomach again. Talent that is polling down your bowels in a short period of time to this point may be quite rare after a moment.
"I'm not happy at all... with that, then"
Shake the remaining third finger left or right and Subaru raises the last possibility that comes to mind.
"There's only one cause of death I know."
Numerous possibilities have led Subaru to his death in his repeated days at the Roswar Mansion. Among them, those that can be adapted to the current situation are:
"Curse revenge."
"It's like being planted when a bunch of juggernauts hit me."
That's how Beatrice responds with his arms around him, as he supports Subaru's guess.
scars that linger white in all parts of the body - fangs and nail marks received from multiple juggernauts, abominably checking them before Subaru can
"Just in case, can't you call it a curse or something? That's a lot, isn't it?
When I hit her badly, she has the danger of mentioning something like "I didn't do it because I couldn't ask for it," so I'll poke some of that concern.
but she shook her neck sideways at such a mixed inquiry of Subaru's hopeful observations,
"If it's a curseless substitute, I'd have given you a debt of gratitude."
"Hey, give me a break. It's already loaded up so hard to give it back."
I just got it and I can't give you back any of it. Last time, last time, this time.
Beatrice looked questionable in Subaru's statement, but Subaru misled it with a gesture,
"Can I ask you why you can't break the curse?
"... you can know about how you die. Maybe it's a simple story. - The curse is overlapping, it's getting too complicated."
"The curse is overlapping...?
Beatrice spreads both hands to Subaru, who twists her neck without the image floating.
And she blinks at Subaru,
"Let's say the curse is a thread."
Saying, a red thread is tied between her palms on the lid. Tightened with his eyes, Beatrice makes a knot in the yarn.
"Suppose this knot is the curse. I wonder if the curse will unwind this knot if we talk simple. But"
Beatrice's fingers move cleverly, increasing the number of threads across her palm. Blue, yellow, green, peach, black, white and one more yarn after another. She made knots on them as well, yet intricately tangled each yarn -
"If it's just one curse, the more you hand it over, the easier it can be. But when multiple threads get messed up like this,"
Reaching out, Beatrice shows to receive tangled threads. with that thread on his offered hand, Subaru looked at a complex and strange pattern,
"Pull or hand, you mean you can't unwind... oh shit, this is definitely a lot of difficulty"
Untie each one, and even so, I don't know where to start.
Of course, I don't think it's possible to loosen this up over time.
"You were conditioning it within half a day. What kind of prediction is that?
"That's simply what makes Juggernaut hungry after half a day."
Beatrice holds her finger up and continues with that raised finger poking Subaru.
"I wonder if Juggernaut's curse stands out on the point of 'snatching mana away from a subject'. And if the meal of the Warcraft is mainly mana... then you can imagine the reason for the curse."
"Attack people because you're hungry, huh? Well, that's wildlife, simple. You have to thank them for not being hungry before."
I want to hit the frustration somewhere, but the raw hate and the inside of my hands are filled with thread. Beatrice looked strange, pointing her elusive emotions toward the stiff knot of the yarn, subaru whichever way she turned.
"Aren't you afraid?
"What?"
"This Betty thing is a life sentence for you. And Betty and I, we have the means to help you, but we don't do it because we don't have time."
The time left in Subaru is roughly half a day - depending on the hunger of the beast, it is not strange to activate at this moment either.
And I guess that means that the cursing ceremony that erodes Subaru's body is not as easy as challenging and obtaining results in a situation without such a respite of time.
That's why Beatrice won't challenge the bet, and that's the same for the puck again.
While I'm convinced of the rationality of their judgment like that, I can't grasp her intention to deliberately mouth it this way.
Beatrice looking straight at Subaru. With the thread in her hand, Subaru felt like she figured out what she was looking for. It's
"What, you - you want me to blame you?
――――
Beatrice pushing silence. Normally, I can't help but wonder what's in her mind when she chooses to be silent.
I don't deny it, but I don't affirm it. Subaru laughed bitterly at her attitude like that.
"That's the judgment you and Pack make, I feel thin from a humane point of view, but from a rational point of view, it's a natural judgment. I know I'm gonna die. I'm gonna do everything I can against them. - Maybe it's beautiful as a story, but it's just up there."
Tilt your full strength against life you know it won't reach you.
That may be beautiful as a way to face life. But if you look at it from a realistic perspective, you can't deny the fact that it's hard work. Of course, sometimes I throw myself into those acts because of the emotions involved there.
"I don't think of you guys as flirtatious. You guys are right. - I can do something else I want to ask you, can I ask you something?
"... I wonder what"
"Emilia, do you even know about the curse you put on me?
The girl who still sleeps in Subaru's sleeping room, holding her nursing fatigue.
That wasn't the only thing I noticed about how she was confronted with the situation that Puck and Beatrice had gotten disconnected.
to that Subaru inquiry. Beatrice shook her neck to the side,
"I don't know that clutterer's daughter. She won't touch your curse to keep the curse from happening to her."
"... oh, I see. While I'm decursing you, the pack can't stay away from Emilia, and if I do, I'm bound to find out that I'm cursed, and that the means to decurse that curse is far away."
If you keep your mouth shut until the curse is activated, the mental wounds that can be inflicted on her will only take once. An understandable way of thinking if the pack is deciding that Emilia is above all else and that tragedy is inevitable.
read the thoughts of a strong pack against appearance, then Subaru,
"So,"
Tell him to show the separation of stories, and Subaru pokes his finger at Beatrice. watching her faintly frown on the trick,
"I'm not mean enough to come all the way out here just to declare you dead, am I looking at you?
"... I wonder what you know about Betty"
"At least four times what you think it feels like to be with someone for a long time."
Seeing the wrinkles between her eyebrows and the girl who deepens her suspicions, Subaru thinks of two less weeks of days running through long and short.
Relations with rams and lems have been good since the first time. Patterns with Emilia are also good, except for how far the cries while being knee-pillowed are affecting the ratings. I grabbed the identity of the magician who continued to torment Subaru, and I was able to save the lives of the children in the village.
Looking back at this repeated loop, this scoring is close to full.
There, if Subaru's own life at heart is in the accounts.
"I honestly thought I was dead when both dogs got their whole bodies gabbed. Pathetic."
The spilling sensation of life I tasted more than once - and Subaru succumbed to it.
I was too used to death. I have a giving up habit. Get this far, get this far.
More importantly,
"You, Rem and Emilia are the ones treating the wound, right? If you're going to abandon me with a curse, you're not going to treat me like this."
It's an insult to them who gave up their lives on their own, Subaru, still desperately connected.
Including a kitten who threaded Subaru's body using those short hands and feet.
"You're too bad at lying, you guys"
"... it's true that it's much less likely to help. She's trying to keep that girl out of it."
"So let's take on the spearhead of my anger for the bad guys, or the little girl won't mind too much. - Let me ask you something, that little possibility."
Make a small ring with your thumb and index finger and show Beatrice to invite the answer.
After a lot of hesitation, she exhaled like she'd given up,
"It's more than just a juggernaut that cursed you, it's got to have something to root for Mana."
I can see that. And the power is already felt in Subaru.
Consequently, the moment the cursed juggernaut attempts to start a 'meal', it also means that Subaru's fate is cut off. Anyway, the activated curse has the means to prevent...
"Wait. So what's the curse for the kids?
The children found in the back of the woods were debilitated. That appearance should have been roughly equivalent to the curse Subaru suffered. Thoughts didn't get that far at that point.
"If the curse was activated and the children were being sucked off mana, the pattern should be to be sucked until it's empty. And yet those kids are safe - until then, I guess they're not lying about trying to make me easier, are they?
Because Subaru just isn't going to be tolerated that far either.
But when Beatrice stops by giving him that Subaru's early count,
"I'm quick. That's what I hear until the end of the story. But is it close to the core? - The curse of the children in the village could be lifted. That means is consistent with the slightest possibility that might connect your life."
"With the kids, my difference...?
Subaru runs his thoughts on Beatrice's explanation.
Subaru and the difference between children's curses. Their curse is one at a time, more than one in the case of Subaru. Activated curse. Unactivated curse. Curse to take Mana. A debilitation deprived of mana. Mana you took. The snatched mana is a warcraft meal. - Then,
One possibility came to mind behind his brain electrically, Subaru looked up and turned to Beatrice,
"If the operator body dies, what happens to the whereabouts of the stolen mana?
Beatrice didn't change her expression on the inquiry, she just nodded once,
"If you lose your way, the curse loses its effectiveness in the first place. It's also because this technique is a curse designed to take away mana rather than kill the subject."
Subaru was heartily convinced by Beatrice's affirmation.
The curse of the children - its progression stopped because the Warcraft, the cursed body, died. And if the operator dies, what remains in the children's bodies will be just a surgical ceremony, and it is easy for Pac and Beatrice to decurse it.
The number of warcraft that killed lives in those woods last night should rise to quite a few.
A small number are crusaded at the hands of Rem during the escape, starting with one that Subaru had put in place in the first encounter.
If there was a warcraft in it that cursed the children, there are no elements so far that would refute the current speculation.
And that certainty at the same time -,
"Oh, I see, that's what you mean"
After acknowledging that the reasoning has become a bedrock, Subaru realizes.
It makes sense for Beatrice to continue to stand in front of Subaru in a sad manner.
There is no other means to break the curse placed on Subaru than to kill the sorcerer, than it is impossible to break the curse in the normal way.
But...
"The guy who cursed my body is too numerous to squeeze"
Looking back, Subaru sees a forest inhabited by warcraft.
It is stretched out of boundaries and isolated by what is not physically a village and a forest. Deep in its deep woods, a swarm of warcraft that would have been scattered.
Finding them and driving them out within half a day is impossible.
"Oh, shit......"
Subaru leans down with his hands on his forehead as he almost laughs out of the blue.
I'm convinced. I couldn't turn away. I looked straight at reality.
Subaru's life will not be saved unless he kills all the juggernauts.
the difficulty of doing it within half a day. More importantly, the danger of stepping into that forest and confronting a herd of warcraft - those were the reasons why he refused to let the pack step on two feet and reward Emilia with the facts from his mouth.
"Ha-ha..."
"You don't have to tell me. I know. Emilia, if you find out about that, I'm sure you can't because it's about that kid. I'm so glad to hear that... but I'm so scared."
She doesn't hesitate, she's like losing money for people, so Subaru can't just ask her for it while she sees the possibility of being able to do it.
If, in the unlikely event of losing her in front of her, Subaru decides to taste the pain of being torn apart by a hundred degrees.
"Difficulty is a real ghost. Not very much, but I can't. Give up -"
"So you're giving up"
Such a voice comes back to the back of Subaru's brain I was about to say.
Distorted by the murmur. It was far away, a thin voice as if it sounded on an unconscious bottom.
Ha, face up and look around.
Nobody in this place but Subaru and Beatrice. Despite this, the voice now-,
"There are other ways to help"
A pleading voice. But the voice is somewhere, with sad resolve.
"I wonder if my head hurts. I can't do that either."
I wonder if that's all. All you have to do is do as you please. "
Different words of the same Beatrice overlap the voice of Beatrice in front of him.
I don't know where it is. But the conversation I definitely heard somewhere flashes back.
With his head flashing in front of him and a gushing alarm and headache, Subaru dropped his knee roughly as he breathed,
- I will help you.
Re-establish a knee that nearly succumbed to a resounding voice of determination and readiness.
Subaru sounds familiar to the voice that told him so.
And I noticed. I have to ask.
- Where's Rem?
Not once this morning has Subaru seen a blue-haired girl.
I should have returned with you from the woods. Because it was supposed to be her who brought back Subaru and the children who were wounded all over her body. That also made clear the pack.
Except for what happened when I got back.
The wound you sustained is too severe and you're still resting somewhere?
- I don't know if it's the effect of ghosting, but I was talking about no trauma.
So you and Ram are going around the village, taking care of the villagers?
- If Rem is going to put it in the kitchen, there's no such thing as steamed potatoes.
So, where is she now, with no scratches and no entry into the kitchen?
"Beatrice... Beatrice, where's Rem?
To Subaru's obsessive inquiry, Beatrice stroked one of its vertical rolls,
"If you were in the same position, what would you do?
"It's not an answer!
To a lot of rhetoric, Subaru goes forward to try to feed her. but either a sudden recoil that moved the body, or the body lacking blood leans heavily to thwart the advance.
Svalbard flutters and steps on the spot.
I knew it was just eight hits. And I also understand that this is exactly what Beatrice is doing to get it.
Even though I know that compassion, my shallowness in trying to lean on that tenderness didn't make me angry.
There,
"- Oh, we're both here. I'm sorry, don't you know Rem?
Can you hear my anger now? From the corner of the square, a peach-haired girl appeared. She looks at the two facing each other in wonder and then leans her neck to remind her of the current inquiry.
Beatrice retains a familiar and indifferent look to her tricks like that.
But Subaru can't do such a ventriloquist. I couldn't look at the face of the girl and the melon two sisters floating behind my brain, and I turned away.
That blatant Subaru reaction and where the two of them are having a conversation.
Did you get some kind of code there, Ram clouds its expression with "No way,"
"- Thousand Mile Eyes, Open Eyes"
Hands in his hair, Ram squeaks so when he blocks one of his own eyes.
Shortly afterwards, Svalbard leaks a groan in amazement at the transformation that happened to her.
Blocking her left eye and opening her right eye, her blood vessels float in surprise. The sight of a blue-green blood vessel floating on the white side was grotesque, and the appearance of the right eye of the ram, which turned into more of a blood build-up than a run, applauded the sawdust further.
its Subaru amazement to the margin, the ram that obtained such transformation shook his lips,
"- I can't see. No way, Rem, beyond the junction!?
Looking back with his eyes running blood, Ram's legs head to the jungled woods.
and Subaru accidentally put his hand on its shoulder,
"Wait, you know where!?
"As long as we get inside the junction...... don't stop, Balth!
Ram trying to shake Subaru's hand off his shoulder. but Subaru is desperate to be peeled off too. Looking back with her movements under control,
"Beatrice!
"- I offered you the possibility, that's all. I don't want to jeopardize the clutterer's daughter - of course, Betty, who's so far away from the forbidden library, is out of battle. If you go yourself, it won't do you any good. There were only a few options."
"That's not what you're talking about... then I figured Lem was"
- I went in the woods where the Warcraft lived, single, with the intention of sweeping the herd.
If you name someone who can be counted as a force of war on this occasion, I see that's probably the right decision to make. In fact, Lem's power was overwhelming the Warcraft in the Night Forest.
But...
"How many guys can use magic? In the first place, how do you know for sure that my curse could have been lifted? Kill him from one end, and the dark clouds aren't on the level!
"What do you mean? The curse of Balth must have been lifted..."
Ram also clouds his blood-running eyes again at Subaru's blood-soaking cry. Then turning back to Beatrice, Ram rushed to her side,
"What do you mean, Master Beatrice? What did Rem say -!?"
"We went into the woods to destroy a bunch of Juggernauts, the operators, to break the curse of the intricately entangled warcraft. - I wonder if Ningen and your sister there are both possible ways to help. However, the eyes are unlimited and small"
To the words of the terminal Beatrice, Ram loses words for a moment.
But as soon as he switches that look from grief to determination, he begins to rush out to jump into the woods without hesitation after his sister.
- Wait!
Subaru spreads his hands out on its front and blocks Ram's way. The peach-haired girl looked kickingly sharp at such a Subaru attitude,
"Out of the way, Balth. I can't afford a ram right now, so I can't be nice."
"Don't go without thinking about it. It's not on you! I need to ask you a few questions. Answer that, honestly."
"Time to do that..."
"If you want to help Rem, listen to me if you think of me as your buddy at last. I want to make it a little more likely."
Rum's stubborn posture shakes slightly when heard of as a means of helping that lem, his sister, who would be in a predicament in its current form.
Subaru, as she folds when she sees her forward attitude loose.
"There are only two things I want to ask you. First of all, if you have the power of a thousand eyes, do you know where Rem is in the woods?
"... yeah, I get it. The thousand eyes of the ram are within range, the eyes that share the vision of the" presence of the ram and wavelength ", so if you move the sight in sequence, it will always arrive"
"You mean an eye that looks from more than one view, rather than a foresight? I don't know what it looks like, but if you can rendezvous with Lem, it's superior."
Nodding at the completion of the first condition, Subaru then stood a second finger,
"Okay, second one. - Ram, are you a fightable type of maid?
"What does that mean, a question?
To the ram that narrows his eyes and inquires, Subaru prefaces, "That's well,"
"You don't know where to clash with the Warcraft until you rendezvous with Rem. We have to defend ourselves. It's a story. I'll tell you what, I'm gonna pull a super leg when it's a fight."
"Wait. Is Bulls going to follow you in the first place?
Ram has a rare and hurried tone to Subaru, who confidently speaks of a lack of strength. nodding and showing understanding in that sense of her agitation,
"I know you're upset, but it's a requirement, okay? No, honestly, if Lem's survival is the only purpose, I must..."
Later in the dialogue, his butt shrugged, and the rum he couldn't seem to hear looked suspicious.
Subaru waved his hands hastily at the expression,
"Otherwise we'd all be breaking through the fifth day. It is only by being able to do so that it is worth the challenge so many times. So for one thing, ask me."
To Subaru, who worships with his hands together, Ram trembles his lips wondering what to say.
But just spill a sigh with them all sealed up,
"- If they expect me to fight as much as a ghosted lem, I can't."
"What?
"Unlike Rem, Ram is a 'tuna boar', so we can't completely haunt him. Unlike Rem, I'm not good at fleshshell warfare, and I can only use a little extreme wind lineage magic."
Answer that, a strong wind shakes Subaru's hair as he gently waves his fingers at the ram.
When the present manoeuvre, which interfered naturally, becomes more vicious, it will turn into something as powerful as the right foot or neck of Subaru. Think of it and your spine will freeze in the current breeze.
But if you're counting as an ally's power, you can't count on it.
"Beatrice! I'm going into the woods with Lamb now. If Emilia Tan wakes up before she returns, she'll be misled."
"... bringing that blue-haired daughter back means giving up her own life. Do you understand that?
"That's a little different, I'll correct it."
In response to Beatrice questioning her readiness in a low voice, Subaru shook her fingers left and right, "Chichi,"
"I don't give a shit about getting used to death and giving up habits. Life matters, there's only one. I figured that out because you guys were so desperate to connect. So let me scratch your feet."
I gave up my life once and I had it connected.
So this is how Subaru can still carve the beat of life as a result of a lot of people reaching out to me.
That's how they gave it to me, because it's time for an extension.
"Let's have a reversal play. I brought it back from that state of affairs to this point. Greedy, I'm like me, and I can't help but want to see you talk about it later, including me."
Ridiculous rational and unjustified explanation.
Beatrice returns an answer that doesn't even follow this pattern where it was intended, but Subaru tends his chest with a doyer face that is no more.
"I don't know what you're thinking. But I guess I'll just have to do it myself. The choice was presented. It's up to you to decide what to choose from."
"That's how we sent Rem out, too. Well, thank you, Bear."
Looking back at the forest, in its deep darkness, I still think of the girl who would be fighting.
- That sooner than later in the intake. Whenever I imagine someone else's feelings on my own, I come to an early conclusion on my own, and I take it personally. You're kidding.
"To the extent that you're trying to do something to me, even I want to do something to you."
Ringing his fists, he holds back his resolve and declares himself to the Forest of Warcraft.
To the hordes of black beasts who live behind it, and to the paranormal beings who dragged Subaru into this fate - declarations of war that he once did and forgot.
"Come on, let's call it our last big battle. - Dear Fate, you're superior!
The fourth and fifth day of Stage Two "The Roswar Mansion" begins -.