Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)

Chapter III.42: The Night of the Crash

Ripped by a cold gaze, Subaru shivers his shoulders without a voice.

I don't know anymore if that's due to anger or sadness, Subaru will wind up in a flurry of emotions that will be an exchange that won't.

It's just...

"No... I am, properly, everyone's..."

Kursch's assertions are off the hook.

It's nothing more than a misguided, worn view, such as it's moving with witchcraft hatred.

Subaru's thoughts are that the source should always be for someone. Because it has to be.

Yet the words did not follow clearly, and Krush, who hears it, shook his neck sideways,

"I can't even fool myself. I can't fake others with lies. Now do not call the light that dwells in Sir's eyes madness and intent to kill. Do you realize, Natsuki Subaru"

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"Sir, you've been watching the mansion ever since you got back?

Was pity or sympathy included in the thirsty allegations? Either way, Subaru's reaction to being asked about it was dramatic, and he accidentally tried to confirm it at his fingertips by touching his eyes and not seeing it.

At the time I did that, he said it would only prove that I had a self who couldn't deny Krush's words.

"I don't know why Sir is obsessed with witchcraft. Many have their lives twisted by witchcraft. Sir must be one of them again. The anger may be that hatred is legitimate. But that has nothing to do with negotiation."

"Suppose..."

"Yeah?"

Subaru still eats down to Krush, who proclaims it over, as he steams back the finished negotiations. one eye, breathing into her waiting for the continuation of Subaru's words,

"Assuming I hated witchcraft, so what? Oh, those are the pests of the world. You'd better kill them all without one left. That's what I think. Yes, but as you said, it has nothing to do with this."

A yearning for the death of Petergius, whose indelible abomination is nestled in Subaru's chest, leaves his whole body with a negative vigour.

I was aware that it was in no way anything like making a good impression on others. But even that kind of thing is now the emotion we need to keep Subaru sane.

And I'm proud to say that I can insist on what I have to do without being swept away by that emotion.

So,

"For reasons of closing the negotiations, that won't be......!

"That's another topic, Natsuki Subaru. The content of whether the origin of Sir's actions is hatred has nothing to do with the necessity of negotiation. Most importantly, it involves the fact that Sir is ineligible as a negotiator. It may be difficult to say that it has nothing to do with negotiation."

"What does disqualification mean..."

Subaru literally eats and binds his teeth and keeps making inquiries as he squeezes them out.

Krusch put his arms together and chewed up Subaru's inquiry with indulgence that would treat a deaf child,

"If we assume that the origin of Sir's actions is his hatred of witchcraft, it means that Sir's approach to Emilia in the first place is just a stepping stone to that end"

Look, Krush put one finger of his right hand up on his combined arm,

"It is obvious that if Emilia takes her name to the king's race and her origins become apparent on the tabular stage, witchcraft as doctrine moves. As a means of holding their heads down, which often does not even allow them to grasp the threads of their activities, there is no more effective than this."

"Me! Are you trying to take revenge on Emilia?

"You still think it's convincing to scream differently in the way Sir is behaving now? Hatred dwells in the sire's eyes, and the intention to kill spreads in every word. Any of that is something that can't be deeply applied and hardened and peeled or diluted, let alone forgotten."

No, no, no, no, no.

Nevertheless, Kursch's remarks do not capture the essence of Subaru.

The root of Subaru's feelings starts with his desire to save someone. The intention to kill Petergius is only a matter necessary to achieve the matter.

Not to mention the good thing about evil pushes, such as putting the means and purpose on the wrong foot and only having eyes for all that.

You have to kill them to fit in a circle, so what's the problem with asking for measures to kill them?

You should die. Don't let them live. I am right. You're trying to do the right thing, so everything should work with you.

"My hatred has nothing to do with their wickedness! Those guys! If he's alive, he can't! That's why we should kill them all! That saves us all! Everybody's gonna be okay! Nobody has to die, so they should die..."

"I told you, Natsuki Subaru. You can't even fool yourself. You can't fool others with lies."

The voice is cold on Subaru, who exhales rough breaths and makes his eyes run bloody and argue.

Krusch narrowed his eyes and looked up as he sat Subaru, breathing with his shoulders.

"It's unconvincing to speak out that it's hateful, murderous, and not moving because of witchcraft hatred"

"How..."

"Don't you get it?

In Subaru listening back with a plundered voice, Kursch had his eyes full of pity that he could clearly see.

But Svalbard, who doesn't know what she's trying to say, just frowns, and when she gets it, she lays her eyes down uncovered in dismay and disappointment,

"- Sir never said he wanted to help Emilia."

"- Ah?"

"Sir's words want to save someone and protect others, so black emotions are simmering on the inside that only fixed the upper edge. At least it doesn't overlap with what you see between the thrones"

The meaning of the said word cannot be swallowed, and Subaru makes his gaze wander.

- Don't you want to help Emilia?

That can't be right. Subaru has always survived for Emilia ever since she fell into this world and was first saved that life by her.

It's between the thrones, it's one thing at the practice field, and it still is. If we leave this situation alone, she or the village will be lost. You should be acting for that.

Decline, refuse, refuse, be distracted by hatred, etc. -,

You're not allowed to go any further.

Suddenly, the voice had been thrown at Subaru, breaking the silence.

At the moment when consciousness is shaken back into reality, it is the old man with the right posture - Wilhelm - who stands in front of Subaru. He stood next to Krush across the table and looked at this one with faint pity in the wrinkles that made him feel old.

Its gaze, its attitude, its pitiful expression, strangely cripples the eclampsia.

- Subaru-kun.

As the sentiment of the sawdust stood irritated me, I turned my gaze to the feeling of being pulled off my sleeve, and Rem, still sitting, was picking the edge of my clothes at my fingertips.

her anxiety on its neat side, and some sorrow,

"Please calm down. A rampage here doesn't solve anything. Assuming you get busted, you're no match for Wilhelm in Rem."

"... rambling? What are you talking about? You know, rumbling, that..."

"Hey, how much is that crappy?

Should, but trying to go on, Ferris shrugged his shoulders and sighed loudly at Subaru like that. He points up his gaze Subaru, the arm of those who have not been picked by his lem,

"What are you going to do, grip a teaspoon in a firm fist? Maybe my parents didn't like it, but they just had it."

I first notice it on Ferris' point. Subaru's right hand was gripping the spoon on the cup of tea that had been served. That too, in a rambling way that grips the pattern upside down and tries to slap it as if it were something.

- What the hell, when did you do this?

"It's nice to get busted because they poked me with a star. Even if we make a big mess here, it's two straight lines for Grandpa Ville while Rem's in custody, right?

"And I don't want to give that order. We spend a few days together, and political problems also arise. More importantly, the room gets dirty."

I can afford Krush's attitude looking up at this one, while being in a position where he was about to be worked disrespectful. It also seemed to indicate the size of the vessel and to mock Subaru's impoverishment, which had no choice but to entrust anger to such a tiny metal.

All of them are terrible and crippled with eclampsia.

"Whatever happens, you're not gonna help me, are you?

So the stuck word got ahead of me before I apologized.

With it Ferris offends, Wilhelm looks at the Lord with one eye closed. but the Kursch of the day responded "Oh," to the inquiry.

"Sir's remarks are not credible, and what this one gets where he cooperates is unattractive. - Therefore, let me observe."

"Witchcraft is coming. When that happens, you're the one who kills those villagers. I didn't know you'd do anything. Your 'laziness' will kill that village."

"It's a lot of arrogance. Then just one."

With the synonym of a man to spit on, Subaru glanced at Krush. Under that cloudy gaze, the rising Krusch stares straight into Subaru's eyes.

Clear eyes make Subaru uncomfortable as if peeking from the back of his eyes to the inside of his mind. And

"I can roughly tell if a relative person is lying. I'm proud that I haven't been deceived by others in a long time."

Suddenly, Kursch tells such a story.

of Subaru, who surprisingly changes the color of her eyes, with a peek into the back of the

"If I tell you from that experience, Sir is not saying 'lie'"

"Then..."

"I don't think of myself as a lie, I believe hard that paranoia is true. - It's no longer about madness, madman, Natsuki Subaru."

Now here, Subaru understood clearly that this negotiation had broken down.

I don't think I can do anything important, along with someone who treats me as that lunatic and that hateful man.

More importantly, I can't stand the humiliation anymore.

Blood transmits Subaru's jaw eating and tying his teeth and chewing off the ends of his lips.

I saw how that hurts, Krush.

"Ferris, you should be cured."

"Say no!"

Refusing it much faster than Ferris moves, Subaru leaves the chair as he flips himself. At the end of the way is the exit of the reception room,

"It's dinner time now, but we're not going to do it together?

"It's not so frightening to surround the table with a lunatic, is it? I don't know how much you're a wealthy man or a kabuki, but I'm a little too jumpy."

Responding sarcastically to sarcasm, Subaru hands on the door of the reception room.

If you look back just at your neck, Rem, who lived in the right place, is also politely bowing his head to them,

"It was a short time ago, but I apologized for the inconvenience. On behalf of our Lord, I thank you"

"That's Sir's... No, Sir Mazers' answer"

"Yes, because everything is told to respect Subaru's will."

It's an exchange that doesn't make sense, and I don't see Krush's face from Subaru's side. But there was no less thoughtlessness in her voice when she called Rem to bid her farewell.

It's a different emotion from the clear disconnect directed against Subaru, and even that feels somewhere irritating.

Seeing Rem walk over early enough, Subaru opened the door.

It's someone else's house. I know the directions from here to the front door and out of the gate to the aristocratic district of Wangdu.

"Do you have a guess?

"At best, be a good king. dictatorial."

I told him to throw it away in the last word he put on his back and shut the door abusively.

Thus, the negotiations with Kursch were wretched and closed.

It was too late in the evening that negotiations broke down and Subaru stepped out into the aristocratic quarter.

Already the sun is buried on the other side of the west, and the book of the night is slowly beginning to fall into the world. As the lights of the crystal lamps illuminate the roads at equal intervals, Subaru, who arms together, waits for the lem to come out as he deposits his back on the iron fence.

"Damn, dude. Always this guy..."

Finger-beating the assembled arm, Subaru is exhaling frustration from his mouth.

What is remembered is the current exchange with Krusch, a disgraceful rumination that he was able to interact as well.

the indifference that swirling through the chest was compromised by cooperation;

"You understand... why are you interrupting the right thing..."

It was an emotion resembling an inexhaustible hatred of them that disturbed their path.

Subaru's idea to exterminate witchcraft should not be wrong. I mean, it's their reaction to not trying to cooperate with it that's wrong.

They don't know that tragedy because they don't see it, they don't hear it in their ears, they don't feel it in their skin.

That it's them who are worthless pests to keep alive.

"That's enough, that's enough. Forget about the ruined, thin mistress. Now give priority to what's right in front of you..."

You should be more respectful of moving forward at least than you are of stopping at your thoughts.

More importantly, the request for rescue to Krush is only a secondary measure for Subaru. There are other more likely candidates in the extermination of witchcraft. It's

"Thank you for waiting, Subaru."

And, beneath Subaru, whose feet were rattling in frustration, a lem appeared knocking through the gate. What she's got in her hand as she walks over is a bunch of the luggage she's been using these past few days at the Krusch mansion - she can't even leave it and come out, in the form Svalbard has been waiting for her to come out to collect them.

I cut off all that and came out and forgot something. So I don't get dressed when I go back. On behalf of Subaru, who cannot return, he received a lem holding his luggage in both his hands,

"I'm sorry. Luggage, come here. I'll have one, too."

"That's okay. It's not heavy, and Subaru is still sick."

But she solidified Subaru's offer. Usually Subaru eats down more too, but it's not that much to hold in the present situation, which divides the task of thinking into something else.

I immediately put down the hand I offered,

"No, Rem's not against leaving Kursch's place, is he?"

"Yes, if that's what Subaru chose"

"Well, not now. I can't go on with the treatment until I'm done with it. Emilia, I've done so much wrong."

Emilia offered something for consideration and left the treatment of Subaru to them. There is some guilt in making that temper so uncomfortable from time to time. Regarding that area, one case of witchcraft will need to be cleared up and reconciled with her before it can be properly discussed. It's okay, Subaru will definitely talk to me after saving the predicament.

For that, too, Petergius must be assured of his death.

"Subaru kun. The negotiations with Master Kursch…"

"I don't care how credible it is or how profitable it is, it's just a little tricky. People don't have hearts. Well, who's going to follow?"

Obstructing the rum, Subaru breaks the story.

Did Rem take such Subaru's mood into account, or didn't try to pull the current topic any further than that? instead,

"What do you want to do now? If Subaru's story is true, there will be no respite for another moment."

"If it's true?

"- There is no moment of respite either. Mr. Roswar's mansion... would you like to return?

Subaru pinching his mouth on the catch. To Lem's throw that doesn't fit in, Subaru put his hand on his chin and shook his neck sideways, "No,"

"Right now, we can't make a big deal out of going back alone. Exactly. We need to bring back the fighting force we can fight. It doesn't have to be an alternative."

Subaru and Rem are the only ones to go back, just to look at the last development.

Or if we leave earlier than before, it's possible we can reach the mansion without running into them...

"Damn, it doesn't change that you're anxious to intercept them with the force left in the mansion."

It's essentially two people who can fight, Ram and Rem. Or maybe you can count Emilia, who worked with Pac, within the limits of being able to fight, but then only the villagers and an amateur named Subaru.

All the witches led by Petergius were armed, and their fighting power was in a dimension that Svalbard could not fathom, even if it did not extend to Lem. It would be quite unlikely that villagers and Subaru would be included in the force ratio.

"We don't have enough power. Rosewar has cancer..."

If he's alone, it's possible that if he uses it well enough, he can drive out the power of witchcraft. Yet I haven't been able to confirm his appearance last time and last time. The same goes for Emilia, but where is he and she in that mansion...

"Subaru-kun, it's Roswar... but if you're on schedule after the King's capital leaves, it's very likely that you won't be in the Mansion right now."

"-! You knew? Roswell's not in the mansion as planned."

"Lady Rosewar is going to visit Garfield's... well, he's going to visit some of the leading men in the realm, or he's going to be staying for a few days"

"Damn, bad timing. No! Is that why you can't handle the raid!

To Rem's answer as he was concerned, scratch his head and Subaru throws up the curse words.

After all, that perverted lord doesn't nag the mansion at a critical time. If that is the fatal cause and the territory is ravaged,

"There's no excuse for Kursch, there's a problem with the Lord's ability..."

Subaru turns his head desperately as Roswar's impression that he is capable even of perversion is rewritten into the elusive thing of perversion and incompetence.

This means that the situation continues where we are overwhelmingly underpowered, as previously conceived, than we can no longer anticipate the maximum power of Roswar. This is the same thing even if Subaru and Rem were able to return home safely,

"After all, I don't have a choice but to bring back the power."

Face up and affirm so, Subaru nods in solitude to the lem who looks at this one.

The policy has been decided. And there's no respite for time for either of us. If we are to outperform the previous or previous results, we must leave the King's Capital at least by tomorrow.

In view of the fact that it is now time to start at night, we have about half a day to go.

"Anyway, I just have to hit someone else who's going to cooperate. Rem, are you familiar with the geography of the king's capital?

"I've been on my feet a few times, and I've been looking around with Subaru for a few days, so that's pretty good.... but who?

"You've made up your mind. - Most likely, he's a righteous handsome man."

It is no exaggeration to say that a person named Reinhardt van Astrea is an ideal person for Subaru.

An endless appearance blessed and given to the goddess by force that only God seems to have loved. Character is soft and not separated by everything, and more importantly, there is no doubt about integrity.

It is a symbol of absolute justice, and if you think of his character that you will never miss, no matter what whispering evil it may be, you will have assured cooperation. The certainty was in Subaru.

The wickedness of Petergius, of the witches, is a denigration of human dignity.

That will never be forgiven, nor will Reinhardt ever forgive Subaru for that.

There was also an intention that he would not bring up clever reasons such as mutual interests, like Kursch and Ferris.

It's ridiculous, such as negotiating those rights high up in front of him who is honest and whose correctness shines behind his chest.

If that's justice, he can't forgive the kind of overlook that would sacrifice the king's people. Therefore, for Subaru, the breakdown in negotiations with Krush was not even painful.

Reinhardt will always be on Subaru's side.

With that sleazy sword move, it definitely knocks Petergius off his neck.

Feeling his lips distorted by anticipation and more abusive fullness, Subaru aims under him in slow footsteps -,

His hero will be informed of the fact that he was' leaving the King's Capital two days ago 'in front of an unpopular apartment where he arrived.

Night is coming.

Leaving Wang Capital, approximately twelve hours to the time limit.

Approximately four days before the mansion was raided and that tragedy rolled up.

- The dark clouds were beginning to set in on this challenge of exterminating witchcraft.