Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)

"- Why, are you back?

With a terribly serious look, Emilia staring at this one has asked.

Subaru sees his face in her quiet purple blue glowing eyes. As quiet as a reflection of the lake surface, the light shoots out as if it sees through this inner surface.

Nature, trembling emotions struck Subaru's entire body.

I'm not sure Svalbard is now sure which emotion it stems from the positive or negative she received from her crystal-clear eyes.

Only one thing, Subaru had the answer to that query.

"- Why, are you back?

Repeated inquiries.

I can throw it again to Subaru who doesn't answer. That's not an attempt to rush this one though. Subaru breathed in the questions pushing softly and gently dampened his lips with his tongue.

And then I closed my eyes lightly and then...

"Hey."

――――

Silence returns. But that's not to put your reply on hold, it's to encourage you to stay ahead of these words. I wasn't confused about Subaru either because I knew that, and I take the next word into shape.

Because we got a chance to face each other, have complex feelings for each other, but still exchange words -

"It's so tough just now to keep this vibe going, isn't it?

"... it doesn't really fall to Subaru to tell me that"

In the words of Subaru, who had broken his bond, Emilia sighed deeply and loosened her lips thinly, seemingly powerlessly and badly.

- Subaru's lucky skebe by Ram's guide received a glorious scatter by educational instruction consisting of the pack's fatherhood.

Svalbard, who was thrown into the garden with the subsequent assistance of the ram, bought a creepy impression from her by continuing to laugh sooner than the ram could help, and as a result the ugliness was delivered all the way around to under Emilia -,

"Didn't you hit him hard in the head or something? It was upside down, but isn't your neck muscle hurting? Oh, there's dirt in my ears... these clothes, why are they so full of blood and mud? Are you okay? Are you hurt? Look, if you're hurt, take it off quickly..."

"Hey, Ma... No, look, now that I have eyes and it's still lunch, I can't believe I'm taking them off..."

"I knew I hit him in the head a lot..."

"I was originally like this! Thanks for worrying about me, but those eyes hurt!

Turning away Emilia, who is reaching out with great concern, Subaru shakes her head, turns her neck, digs out the dirt in her ear, and enters the room again with a leg lifting exercise on the spot to show that she is alive and well by lightly paying off the dirt on her clothes.

Inside he scissors a small round table between them, and packs and rams where he is the credit for the disturbance ahead are tearing across the street,

"It's still in front of you"

"No. Very, very much to compliment the Great Spirit"

"Easy tea for what, you guys"

He breaks in between two people who exchange typical flattery talks, hands on the table and Subaru stares at them. but the two of them lean tea quietly without fitting into such a Subaru sword screen. A small cup dedicated to the pack is a sight that is rather surreal.

Ring your throat and pass the tea. Then a sigh of relief, the two of them looked up at Subaru together,

"You would have seen something good thanks to the accidental ram. I hope it's hand-to-hand."

"Why do you look great? You, the king?

"I want you to thank me for my mercy, even if it's just on top of my neck. When you feel ashamed of what Leah can't say, you can make me mourn my lack of strength."

"You're surprised you tried to wipe your head off or something! Once upon a time, the guy whose cause of death turned into a lucky sketch doesn't look like you!?

The world is huge, so if you look over, some people might have died that way. Although Svalbard, who has a record of his serial death, is sorry for the way he died.

Whatever, after all that...

"It's okay if you're not hurt. I have a lot to talk about..."

Subaru, who had his face on the response of the two not to be evil. Emilia whines in such a quiet voice as she walks past it.

Silver hair flows according to her steps, and brilliance arcs in a retrospective motion. in front of Subaru, who is blinded by it. She dropped her hips on the sleeping table and looked up at Subaru jizzily,

"- Why, are you back?

And so it returns to the first question.

If you finish that recap, it's still hard to keep the seriousness going.

Subaru scratches his head in a situation that wasn't meant to be a tear, but that turned out to be the case. With such subaru to spare, Emilia pointed her lips as she persisted,

"It's all because of the rum and the pack already. It wasn't like this... it shouldn't be like this. No more."

"I am very sorry for your loss, Emilia. If your anger still doesn't calm down, I'm willing to spoil and accept any reprimand or punishment. - The balus."

"Aren't you a little aware that you're the perpetrator!?

"I always thought the ram was up and the valves were down."

"Yes, bully! He's a bully! I've never seen a maid hang from such obedience and far from Gianism!

The lamb's figure thickness was a shocking word when seen a long time ago, just because of its thorough behavior and perfect appearance. As he had a conversation without progress from the days he had left her like that, Fujiram observed Subaru jealously with his narrowed eyes,

"Hey, what the..."

"You look a little uneasy. Better than just now, about a single hair."

"- Huh"

Subaru inadvertently breathes into that relentless word of care.

In fact, until earlier Subaru's hands and feet were as heavy as they were stuffed with lead, and his mind seemed to be anxiously tightened before he could float before reuniting with Emilia.

But now, things like that anxiety and anxiety have eased somewhat, and there is no pain in the tongue that should have been thirsty.

A terribly complicated gratitude envelops Subaru because I've figured out that that's the care of the ram that's so mastered in an effort to break this one's feelings. Therefore,

"You're too hard to understand. I don't know."

"Women always flirt with men with unanswered questions. If you get tired of being easily solved, what kind of man would go anywhere soon?

"You just tried to delude me by saying something like that right now, you're not impressed. - I appreciate that."

"Dear Emilia, Now to Ram to thank Barus for giving me a peek at Emilia-sama's change of clothes. He's the worst sex madman I've ever seen, this man."

"You're not such an advanced sexual harasser! I thought you were the vegetarian!

Where the gratitude goes, Ram blocks his ears and pretends to be deaf to Subaru, who sticks his voice high. At last, Subaru is speechless for the first time in the normal business until its mundane state.

But look at those two interactions.

"- Phew."

"Oh."

With his hands on his mouth, Subaru saw Emilia exhale an impulse of impatient laughter. She was trying hard to contain it somehow, but when she noticed how Subaru looked and raised her eyebrows, she also seemed to have given it up,

"'Cause you two are just kidding me like that... I'm not like an idiot anymore trying to be patient"

"Fine. Let's laugh and talk more than we're angry and puffy. There was a lot going on, but I don't care if we laugh and talk. If that's what you want, I'm going to show you a lot of clowning. Hey, Ram."

"- Huh."

"That's not coming on!?

I'm glad Emilia gave it back that way, and I look at Subaru unexpectedly under tension and his mouth spinning with a lame contempt. If Subaru returns a reaction there, the loop phenomenon will become more and more loose in Emilia's mouth,

"Both of us, because it doesn't change. I don't know, I haven't laughed in a long time."

"Right. Lamb hasn't seen Emilia do that in a long time."

A hip-breaking ram quietly tells Emilia to shrug the tears in her eyes.

When Emilia's expression solidified slightly when she heard it, Ram just said she had done what she exchanged by looking at it.

"Balth, I'll take care of the rest of this, so do it right."

"What about you? Give me this nasty air."

"I would have made it easier for you to talk. The rest of the job is Balls'. Lamb is busy preparing a lot. For the reason Balth brought it in."

At once, Subaru is silent in the quiet glance of looking up at this one.

Confirming that there was no objection from Subaru, Ram bowed deeply to Emilia,

"Dear Emilia, Lamb is ready, so please excuse me a lot. From Balth's mouth about the situation… we will follow Emilia's instructions and judgments."

"Ram...... but I am"

"I will obey whatever Emilia decides. That's what Rosewire said."

Blocking the mouthwatering Emilia, Lamb leaves the room when he tells her so pale. Finally, the gaze directed towards Subaru on the verge of the door closing is terribly sharp, and that is why the thought of being corrected for the spine is planted. Even at the end of the day, I thought I'd put a lot of effort into it.

If you look on the table, you won't even see the pack there at any point.

I lurked in Emilia's hair before I knew it, or fogged up in Mana and dispersed from this scene, or at least formally now this room was alone.

Subaru and Emilia's, alone.

"It's been a long time since I've spoken to Subaru like this."

It was Emilia's words like that that cut off the first tantrum to Subaru, who could not find the hang-up to speak out and who had sweetened the silence of the time.

Before Subaru, who raised his face, yet Emilia's eyes sitting on the sleeping table were calm, and she could not see the smoke of passion there then.

First of all, I think the first awkwardness could have been overcome before that fact. Rather than getting over it, I can't wipe the feeling that you let me get over it.

"Oh, Emilia, it was a thoughtful autumn away from you. By the day, the emiliase in me was decreasing, and I thought I would be unable to breathe because of my deficiency."

Emiliase is a subaru nickname for Emilia that fills the subaru with acts such as conversing with Emilia, staring and smelling leftover incense.

When deficiency is at its end, it is a troublesome symptom that requires rapid replenishment, as harm such as abandonment or despair in the world is overflowing.

"Is that why you're back?

"-No, there's that, too, but that's not all."

Lightly, Emilia's response has no discouragement.

Subaru takes it as one separation and thinks with a terribly calm mind.

At that time, I had to match the answers when I got it wrong in that place.

"Emilia, it's the best reason I missed you, but of course there are many other reasons. And the next thing I know is, I want to help you."

"- Huh!"

I could see Emilia breathing and grabbing the sheets hard with her hands I placed on the bedside. The expression is tense and a deep upset spreads in the purple blue eyes.

She did, however, hide the shock she ran on herself right under the tranquillity of disguising herself, with a smile just on the upper side that even Subaru could see.

"What are you talking about, a little. I mean, there's nothing wrong with you, is there? I don't know what Subaru's worried about..."

"Hiding is hectic, isn't it, Emilia Tan? I'm coming up this far through the village, too, huh? I know about what happened."

"... yes. It is."

Emilia's smile turns into something powerless in Subaru's allegations.

Still, she was splendid not to distract herself from Subaru by pointing her face upwards somehow. A man who is struck by helplessness immediately spoils his will and looks down. She doesn't forgive herself for that.

"You know, Subaru. I... that, because I'm a half elf"

"Yeah, I know. I was in the place of the king's election, and I had the opportunity to hear from all sorts of people. Emilia, maybe I know it better than you think."

Walking over, Subaru heads over to Emilia, who sits on the sleeping table. He then knelt down to match her gaze height and reflected himself straight into his purple blue eyes.

"I'm not going to resent you for being a half-elf. I think there's nothing I can do to compare myself to people to say different things, and I don't want to disparage myself by thinking different things are bad things. I think of my own blood."

"Yeah. Wow, I think it's a fine thing."

"But it doesn't seem that easy when I see it from the people around me. Half an elf makes people feel anxious and scared."

Quiet, keep your emotions as low as possible, Emilia tells it pale. Subaru, who hears it, was also desperate not to show his face the tight loving smell that overflows in his chest.

That's how she looks beautiful, noble, and about to disappear as she struggles so hard against them the environment that surrounds her, the mourning of her weak heart that arises there.

"Lamb taught me. There's a funny vibe in the woods. The spirits are frightened every morning when they notice something strange. I'm sure something terrible will happen. That's what makes me want to turn away."

――――

"I'm in that state right now. It's not safe to come back here, Subaru. So leave the mansion as soon as you can... healing, I'm sure you're still on your way, right? So."

"What if I leave with it, Emilia? It's Emilia. She's with the villagers, isn't she? Don't ask me that. I think he's going somewhere."

To the plea, but Subaru shook his head sideways from the head. Take it, Emilia bit her lips faintly, then put a slight hesitation on her tongue with a "uh,"

"Of course, even I leave the mansion as soon as I'm ready. I have a lot to think about when I join Roswar. Even the villagers are coming with us. To that end, we talked in the village..."

"You didn't listen to me, did you? Earlier, wasn't it? Emilia, I can't believe this is happening."

"Ah..."

Noticing the rupture of his own language, Emilia shuts her mouth at will.

Because her attitude was so fresh for Subaru, but she didn't think she'd be happy, Subaru leaned her neck toward the door where the village was,

"- I've been ready to let the villagers and Emilia and the others get away."

"... Huh?

"I bowed my head to all sorts of humans in the Wang capital and gathered many dragon cars of pedestrians in the village. Enough for all the villagers to ride. Even Emilia Tan and Ram have proper seats. I wasn't ready for the first class because it wasn't a priority for the ride."

Emilia is making her eyes black and white without being followed by Subaru's words, which can be thrown early in the arrow succession. Even so, Subaru shows the urgency of the situation and the reluctance to let it all be done.

"The suspicious, black guys who were lurking in the woods also took out the majority thanks to their comforting companions who pulled from the King's Capital. The rest of them clean up exactly after they let everyone go. Everything's gonna be fine."

"Wait, wait... Subaru, how could you..."

"I don't know if people of all kinds want to believe in advice, warnings, let me reflect, let me study, let me rely on you, let me support you, let me believe you, let me believe you want to believe you, because that's how you helped me"

Emilia can't carry on words to answers that haven't been Subaru's.

But that was all Subaru's honest feelings. What Subaru has been given in the days since he broke up with Emilia and stayed in the king's capital cannot be said in words. Even though it was taken, I came here to take it back. Because what I gave you in the days for it is much bigger for Subaru today.

"I... said terrible things to Subaru"

"Yes. If I told you I didn't care, I'd be super lying, and to be honest, sometimes all I could get was negative thinking about was that I was so worried about dying that I thought it was a nightmare and I got depressed."

"I'm so sorry, I..."

"I don't have a stand-up either if I can take it without flushing it down here. Uh, but, well, look, this is what I'm doing right now, and he said I don't have to worry about it. I'll keep caring so I don't forget my idiocy."

Emilia opens her eyes to Subaru's words. Subaru's mood, nodding back to it, clearly remembers an act of that time, a few hours in that royal castle.

There's no way I can forget. Don't forget. Take that humiliation and reject it for granted.

Oh, and my own stupidity that was so solitary that I even let Emilia say what she didn't want me to say. So,

"Now I want to help you. I've been ready for that. It's hard to say it's full, but it's not enough. With all I can do. So I want you to grab this hand."

"But I... I shouldn't be so weak..."

"You can be weak, Emilia."

Subaru laughs irresponsibly at her for hesitating to hold the hand she offers.

The position demands that the role, the future, be strong on her. That must be right. I think that Svalbard, who has seen the virtue of Krush, the strength of Anastasia, the arrogant self of Priscilla, in the king's capital, would also be the king's qualities.

But here's what I think.

"I'm super weak, too, and I can't help it, but I managed to get this far by reaching out to all kinds of people. In the future, I'm going to try to do something while giving people a hand. Of course, you're not gonna end up borrowing it, are you? I want you to give me back what I borrowed, and I want you to pull it with my hand that was pulled."

"Ah..."

"So you can just get pulled at first, right? Even if we're weak now, we'll be strong one day. So much so that we could sit on each other's backs for that, but now it's just right."

You don't have to be finished from the start.

It's a childish idea that kings should be strong and noble and more right than anyone else. But I also know that everyone has that childish fantasy in their presence.

So she aspires to be king, and no one can forgive her for her weakness.

- But is weakness such a bad thing, I think Subaru.

Even if you're weak, you can walk upwards, trying to get stronger.

Then why don't you just think about it, believe me, and walk next door to someone else?

"I'm here because all sorts of people have pulled my hand. If I can, I can pull your hand. That's what I want."

"Suba, l......"

"So take my hand, Emilia. If you think it's okay for you to be king, not in front of you, not behind you, but on the side."

Besides, watching his hands reach out, Subaru small and loosens the edge of his lips.

Then I waited as long as I could, and my fingertips touched me. I grabbed her and pulled her arm, which raised a small voice, and Subaru stood up as well.

With their hands held together, the two stood up staring at each other at close distances.

My chest hits. My emotions are about to burst. Hiding such an emotion, Subaru crooked his mouth and smiled like a prank kid,

"Are you up for a bit, easier?

"... of Subaru, idiot"

To inquire, Emilia whines in a small voice as she lays her eyes down.

Subaru turns off his grin at that attitude and panics if he has said anything wrong,

"Subaru idiot. Really, no more, idiot. Idiot, Idiot, Idiot"

"That's too much! No, silly is where I'm aware, yes, I'm sorry"

"I've been thinking a lot about this. I'm going to be king, because I've got a lot to study for that. It shouldn't be sweet, and it's not good to rely on it, 'cause I've been thinking a lot."

Put your empty hands on your hips, Emilia lets Subaru play her voice when she gets smaller.

As he listens, Subaru can only hold his head in the hands of the empty and endure the sudden outbreak of an emilian storm.

"The villagers won't listen to me, and they'll listen to what I say, even Ram, but they won't give me an opinion. To the pack... it's useless to just ask, and Roswar's going somewhere... alone, I just have to think about it all the time"

At such a pivotal time, neither Subaru nor Rem were at her.

I would have done something about the psychological strain she was subjected to had Subaru been beside her.

"I pretended to be a bad wizard and let ice rain fall on my village, and I forced myself to evacuate everyone."

"Well, I guess I was right not to do that. Let's go cool, huh?

"Subaru came back before we did it! That alone was hard on my head, but now that Subaru says so many things... really, I'm in trouble"

A small, draining exhalation caused a constant silence to fall into the room.

It's uncomfortable, Subaru doesn't know Emilia's mood and she can walk away. I have a lot of statements going on, and I'm dying to beat myself up until just now, but it's too late.

If I could, I'd decide I wasn't back, and I'd like to have some more perfect oral complaints to re-challenge, but that doesn't work either. Natsuki Subaru, a man who can't even take perfect advantage of his revenge chances. It is a foolishness that does not heal when I die.

"Subaru, you look like a hundred."

"I haven't heard of Baidu in a long time..."

Put your hands on your face and calm your facial expressions, Subaru sees Emilia.

Just, she just looked up at this one, too. Eyes meet, time stops.

To Subaru, who can't move, Emilia has a calm expression. Keep it, open your lips thinly,

"Me. I think I said something terrible, but I don't think I said something wrong"

"- Yeah, I think that's fine. I don't think I was wrong then either. I know it was the wrong way to do it, the wrong way to describe it, the wrong process and the wrong results."

"Isn't that all bad?

"I'm being fierce! But I still don't think I was wrong."

I just don't lie there.

When she saw Subaru not giving in stubbornly, Emilia laughed small. Then,

"Hands, keep holding. Subaru's hands are so hot."

"I don't think my face and ears are any better now... but why don't you let me go or something?

"This is how I was firmly gripped and triggered"

Lifting her hand as she held it together, Emilia shakes that hand beside her face.

Its hands overlapped on the smile, and a terribly warm heartbeat swept through Subaru's chest.

"Will you help me again? Subaru."

"If you can still forgive me for that,"

To Subaru's answer, Emilia closed her eyes.

Like sinking the answers you receive into your body and searching for the replies that are within you.

Then she opened her eyes and looked closely at Subaru with her purple blue eyes,

"Let me hear it. Subaru has prepared for me, about all kinds of people and things"

"Oh, listen to me. So if you think it's awesome, you can admire it."

"I'm not feeling well."

With the hands of those who are not holding it, I am lightly smashed in the head.

Subaru turned away and deluded herself that there was no pain, but that's how he was happy to touch me from her, and tears that couldn't possibly have floated on her eyes.

"Well, let's turn in the rum and talk about everything. Seriously, there's something I'd like to talk about more than I can tell you, but it's also beyond the current mountain range."

"Yeah, okay. I'm really curious, but let's do that now."

Drawing Emilia's hand, Subaru walks out of the room, feeling better even though she doesn't defy it.

We need to rendezvous with the ram that left earlier and help prepare for what we're taking out of the mansion. The evacuation guidance of the villagers would also be well turned by Julius and Wilhelm.

The settlement of Subaru's own mind, which was of concern, and his attitude towards Emilia, was also postponed only by the complete answer, but for now it came out.

In that feeling, like grating a load off my shoulder, I'm drawn to the pretense.

"Subaru, I think this is all I have to say right now"

"Yeah?"

Pulled by Emilia, who stopped her leg, Subaru also stops again and looks back.

And on Subaru's face floating with a question mark, Emilia only once stopped breathing and then smiled like a blossoming flower,

"Welcome back"

- For that smile, I strongly thought you were back here.