Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)

- Her expression lying on the sleeping table was peaceful, and it seemed Subaru as if she was just sleeping.

Looking at the eyelashes decorating the closed eyelids, I think it's a lot longer. Normally, a face that was intentionally kept faceless was also filled with only age-appropriate softness if it was a sleeping face that did not need to be distracted. Come to think of it, I never had a chance to see her sleep face or anything.

All the time she was up earlier than Subaru, and never had a chance to get to the floor later than she did. Subaru's knowing girlfriend was always resolute and hid her age as she disciplined herself. That stubborn attitude often breaks down in front of Subaru.

I should have had the opportunity to see my surprised face, my illuminated face, my obstinate face, my crying face, and the smile that you show me after making up after that.

"-Rem."

Calling her name, touching that white cheek has no response from her.

Sleeping in bed, she was not in a familiar maid apron dress, nor was there a white prime decorating beautiful blue hair reflecting the sky.

Her style when working and fighting - that's because now she doesn't need it anymore.

"You wanted to be here."

In a quietly motionless room, a voice was called out to Subaru for stagnant time.

Slowly, if you look behind you in a billion-dollar motion, it's the woman who softly rocks her long hair that stands there. It's a dark blue dress that's not flashy, but full of luxury, and it's even elegant enough to walk over here.

However, there is a faint but confusion and hesitation preceded in their conduct, and when paired with their combined qualities, I feel a strange and chilling impression. Subaru likewise couldn't help but feel that discomfort to deal with her.

"She..."

"Nothing's changed. It's not like I can do anything, but I'm just here. It's impudent and feminine."

"That's not true. Wouldn't she be happy with that?"

To Subaru, who leans down on her face, the woman speaks comfort in a whimsical manner. but Subaru's reaction to hearing that is harsh.

I raise my face, pointing my consciousness at what she says, and I stare at that face. I didn't mean to sharpen my gaze consciously, but I can't stand to be either. As a result, the woman put her hand on her mouth to Subaru's reaction and apologized, "Excuse me,"

"I said something that went too far. I'm sorry, aren't I?"

"No, I'm sorry about this one. Just eight hits...... rebellious sss, what is that now? This really pisses me off about Rem." You hit people like that and hurt them, can't you, Subaru? "

I shrug my shoulders, narrow my voice and imitate Rem's tone.

Behind her brain was her voice, which allowed her to trace what she was saying. It was also sad that it was an act that would no longer be passed on to anyone but Subaru.

None of the things that look exactly alike can point that out to me.

To Subaru's overly empty behavior and empty voice, the woman in front of him lays her eyes down in pain and silences herself as she supports her to hold her left arm with her right hand.

Silence fell into the room and shadows fell on each other's consciousness. Subaru shook his neck sideways inside, soaking in that familiar feeling, I guess not.

I'm sure it's easy to keep immersing yourself in a sea of disappointment like this, without sharp pain. But that's not what Natsuki Subaru should do.

In what Rem believes and the man who loved me does, never.

"Something happened to me, didn't it?

"Yes. For once, you all want to talk face to face. We're gathered in the talking room, so if possible, the..."

Cutting out the topic and encouraging the story, the woman continued her words by nodding with a saved face. The words get jammed along the way, frowning at her awkward look and realizing late.

Natsuki Subaru.

"... sorry. Dear Natsuki Subaru, right? I remember it right. I'm sorry to be rude to hear you owe me so much."

"I don't have a choice. I don't care because there's probably too much to remember right now."

A woman who bows her head like she's really sorry.

So shyly, if I say so, the discomfort pierces my chest every time I'm behaved like a woman. The wild mouth of it didn't even Subaru.

Shaking her head, Subaru stood up throwing both her apologies and the discomfort in herself.

Finally, I looked back at the sleeping girl, and gently paid her forehead on that forehead with my fingers, and then

"See you later, Rem."

A faint breath and a body that does exist here.

- For her lost from anyone's memory, that's when she was left.

behind her like that, Subaru showed the door when faced with a woman,

"Was it the talking room? It's bad to keep you waiting too long, let's go."

"Yes. Let's do that. Dear Natsuki Subaru"

A frivolous woman tilting her little neck and smiling thinly. Long green hair flowed into the motion and her femininity stood badly in the air.

Hate to admit it, Subaru turned away and hid his heart behind a loving laugh.

"I'm sorry you picked me up - Mr. Krusch"

And I called her by her name, which was no longer like someone else.

- When Subaru arrived in the Wang capital, it was all after it was over.

Little conversation with Emilia on the road has left me in my head either.

I should have been next to her while I was filled with accomplishments that I was finally able to save her, but the only thing that dominated Subaru's consciousness in a running dragon car was the presence of another girl.

"- Who are you talking about, Rem?

Strangely, perplexed, she said so and tilted her neck.

If you could see a shard of her joking bareback in the trick and behavior, Subaru might have been able to get on with the joke and slap each other lightly.

Subaru, however, could not find a glimmer of hope in her condition, nor did she follow Emilia's "It was a joke ~" in front of Subaru, who was stunned.

Neither Petra nor any of the other children remember her.

Confirming all that to the faces that were in the dragon car, Subaru hastened his man with the expression of his death, and ran to the king's capital.

I wanted to think it was some mistake. I didn't believe that was possible.

'Cause everything should have worked out. Subaru should have grabbed the best. No one or he could have saved, served his purpose, worked hard, painful, sad, through all sorts of things, and sustained indelible wounds, but he could have done something about it.

Yet...

"Ah, Subaru Kidan. Sarasu, Master Kursch. Looking for a whimsical cat is a treat, sir."

One person finds two people walking down the hallway and raises his voice as he heads to the discourse room.

It's Ferris rocking a short skirt and a free comic from the knight's outfit. As he walked over here in bouncing footsteps, he gently took Krush's hand, which stops,

"Ferris..."

"Ferris, that's right. Ferri and Kursch have been dating for a long time, and now they smell like water, and I miss them. No more."

Ferris bullies Krush's shoulder with the opposite hand from taking it. Kursch faintly puzzled by that familiar attitude, but basically bowed his head, "I'm sorry," looking like an acceptance attitude,

"Like before, and it won't be easy, but you'll do your best. Ferris...... Yes, Ferris"

"I'm suddenly okay with it, yo. Ferri's always on Master Kursch's side, and I'll always be there for you. Besides, it feels like I'm happy to be able to be with Master Kursch like this because it's a new fascination discovery?

I have to wave the hand I took up and down. Shaggy Ferris. With that figure sidelined, Subaru can't afford to learn a small caustic on the inside.

Subaru doesn't understand the way he treats Kursh, who has changed so much. I can't tell from Subaru what the grin was on the back of that grin, but still the lack of humanity was noticeably felt.

"Subaru, come to the discourse room. Dear Emilia and Grandpa Ville, because we're already gathered there, sir."

"... oh"

Disgruntled emotions stay on his voice, but Ferris doesn't even care about it. "Sa, sa, Master Krush," he pulled her hand and turned to the talking room.

To the odd atmosphere that flowed between Subaru and Ferris, Krusch glanced at the two with his eyebrows puzzled, but just followed Ferris without words.

Exhaled, Subaru chewed his lips small and closed his eyes.

pointy. Against everyone, now we can only face each other with awful rough emotions. I didn't want to console myself that I had no choice.

I didn't just want to blame her for this rough emotion.

He walks out following the two of them and enters the discourse room late.

Subaru looks around the room feeling signs of his gaze gathering on himself. There are four of them inside, except Subaru - Emilia and Wilhelm. Plus the Krush and Ferris that went in ahead of Subaru.

I guess it's the last time we'll meet here in Subaru. Close the door behind your back and lower your back next to Emilia with a natural flow, though not particularly recommended.

"Subaru......"

"It's okay. I'm calm now, Emilia. - I'm fine."

Subaru responds with a small, loose mouth to the caring Emilia call. I just didn't turn my gaze toward her, and I couldn't stare straight at her.

Now, when I'm dealing with Emilia, I feel like I'm going to be shown off my nasty side in different ways, because that was irresistibly horrible.

"Well, I've got all the facial rashes I started, and let's talk about it"

Clap your hands and Ferris, who attracts everyone's attention, divides the spot.

As things stand, Kursch can only take over that position if he can't take on the facilitator. He glanced over at the face of getting to his seat, and when only one of them stepped out in front of the room and raised his hand,

"There's nothing to disagree with, but... check the situation, okay?

And, smiling, he began to advance the proceedings everyone was looking for.

- The situation in which the Lems and the Kursches were hit was all the more simple, the simultaneous raid by the archbishop of witchcraft, which was also a story of the simultaneous emergence of the two.

After the White Whale War, on their way back to the King's Capital by cutting out only the head of the White Whale, the wounded were all in triumph when the Lems were raided by the Bishop of the Great Crimes.

Half of the crusaders who were returning in that raid died. The group of beastly mercenaries that had accompanied them were told that they had withdrawn immediately at their individual discretion and had escaped the difficulties.

"According to the story, when the Deputy Chiefs took the Knights of the King's Capital back to the streets, you already talked about both of the Bishops of the Great Crimes remaining. All that was left was our knight's body..."

"Just people in the same situation as me,"

Pick up the end of what Ferris tells you, and Krush bites his lips and frowns at his root. The anguish that comes to that look would be attributed to its own impudence.

Anyway, I guess she just seems like some other HR.

Because...

"My memories are erased...? You think this is the work of the Bishop of the Great Crimes, too?

"Ten, eighty-nine, sir. I've seen several patients with similar cases before, Yo. My memories suddenly disappeared and I couldn't even restore Ferri's magic. Until now, the cause is unknown..."

"Bishop of the Great Crimes of 'bulimia' - see it as its power, I'm sure of it"

It is Wilhelm who snorts heavily. The old man stares at Krush with a sharp eye in his rugged face. When Krusch dwarfed himself by its sharpness, Wilhelm apologized "sorry" after seeing the reaction,

"It's not like Master Kursch has anything to include. I'm sorry I frightened you. I'm still immature, too."

"No...... I'm the one who's sorry I'm the impudent Lord. I'm also trying to remember Mr. Wilhelm."

Dear Wilhelm, a faint pain runs in the expression of the old swordsman called Kursch. It would be the painful appearance of the Lord who gave his sword and the sense of responsibility of a squire who would disgrace himself for failing to protect it. The same feeling only held Subaru, so that the heart of his old man could now be in Subaru's hands.

What I don't know the other way around is that Ferris doesn't show a response to the transformation of the beloved Lord.

He totally ignored the insides of such Subaru,

"If you think you've cleaned up the Bishop of the Great Sin of 'Laziness', you'll soon be talking about 'bulimia' and 'greed', sir. It's not like the workers have enough. Oh, it's so rare for a witch to move so much in unison, but it's so rare for Emilia to come up, sir."

"Wah, I...?

I see Ferris with Emilia's surprised face when she is given a name by a lid. As he nodded at her, Ferris made a wave of "because-"

"The witches are supposed to miss the presence of Emilia, the half-elf. That's right. They usually hide so quietly that when they make a scene, they decide to get involved."

Listening to Ferris, Subaru arms up to recall a previous conversation.

On the eve of the battle against the White Whale, Subaru discussed the possibility of witchcraft coming out with Ferris and Krush, to which they responded positively.

I guess the result of the thought around it is because there was such a precedent.

But...

"Well... I don't know much about that witchcraft... witch is about the 'jealous' witch, right?

And a surprising remark popped out of Emilia's mouth, which raised her hand first.

Subaru doubts his ears at the word, and even Wilhelm and Ferris can be seen to stiffen his expression. I'm not surprised it's about Krush being left in the situation as much as Emilia is.

Emilia looked even more distracted by the reaction of the three of them,

"I'm sorry. I can tell by your reaction that's what I have to know, but I haven't been informed. Really."

"But Emilia, you certainly knew about the 'jealous' witch. Because I..."

When we first met, Emilia named Satella by her pseudonym. Subaru, who still didn't know the loop, called her by the same name after she died, and I remember buying that anger. I mean, she knows the 'jealous' witch and that's the abomination.

But Emilia shook her neck beside Subaru's words,

"In a settlement near the woods where I lived, they hated me because I... resembled a 'jealous' witch. So I'm going to know what a 'jealous' witch is going to be treated like. But witchcraft is not about people..."

"Shall I leave it at this time to see if Emilia was living a life of dunniness? Nevertheless... I can't believe the party is talking about this."

He shrugs his shoulders and raises his hands, and Ferris, ironically, leaks his exhale. Subaru felt frustrated by that attitude, pounding his tongue and then staring at him,

"You don't put it that way. You ever think about how brave you are to say you don't know what you don't know? Ask me what I need, what's wrong?"

"Subaru is persuasive to say, sir. Honestly, follow my lead."

Ferris' words and actions do not even hide sarcasm in that Subaru's frustration. There. Now it is Subaru who stands up with clear indignation. But...

"Ferris. I won't listen to you the way you say it now. Apologize."

It's quicker to squeal Ferris like that than Subaru, who put more effort into his knees. Whoever pronounced that voice, it was Kursch who kept his silence watching the situation evolve.

In her dress, she flipped her previously weak face, making it as Rin and sharp as she had been before, shooting her own knight through its eyes,

"As Natsuki Subaru said, there's nothing like being laughed at in the attitude of listening to things you don't know. You don't deserve to mock it either. You see."

"... Yes, Master Kursch"

After a harsh way of putting it, it is now Krush where the softness resides in the last part. Subaru is surprised to get a glimpse of one scale of their previous femininity at the end of their words and deeds. Ferris also remained an irresistible eye for that surprise.

"Dear Emilia, I apologize for your rudeness. Subaru, Mengo"

"You... no, that's enough. Let's talk about witchcraft. Emilia wants to hear it too, and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. I don't even know the details."

Ferris responds with ease to Svalbard's words of giving up. Then he put his finger on his lips, rocking the hem of his skirt,

"First of all, witchcraft, as Emilia said, is a group of people who worship 'jealous' witches. Four hundred years ago, a muscled fanatic who's been working since the witch was rising. Even for the Knights, it's a gathering of wicked people with a code of immediate annihilation."

"Kill them instantly... like such terrible orders come through, people?

"If it's for a purpose, it's the villages, the capitals, but they're the ones who turn to their enemies. In fact, even this time, the village near the mansion of the Borderline uncle is in danger, and in the Volakia Empire in the south, one Nyanka city, has been dropped by the Bishop of the Great Crimes who has put it out this time, yo?

I can't believe it, Emilia makes me blink. While agreeing with that reaction of hers, Subaru already knows enough about their horrors to creep into their skeletons.

Let's take the example of Petergius and measure the anomalies of the others. Most importantly, 'Greed' seems to be an incomparable opponent in terms of combat power to Petergius, as far as I can tell.

"I flew a little bit of a story, but I'm talking about witchcraft having six bishops in the name of a great sin - so to speak, executives of an organization. Six witches that each was separate from the 'jealous' witch, you think they bear the name of their great sin?"

"Six Witches...... Six of 'Lazy', 'Greed', 'Raging', 'Sexual Lust', 'Anger', 'Arrogance', right?"

"Yes, it is, sir. Particularly famous among them are 'laziness' and 'greed'. Greed, as I said earlier, is famous for the ravages that destroyed the city. Laziness, on the contrary, was largely due to the work of this bishop in the event of witchcraft noise. But when it comes to that laziness, the crusade was brilliantly successful with the work of this crusade...... so. Yes, sir, Subaru."

"Oh...... 'Lazy' Petergius is dead for sure. I'm pretty sure I saw it with these eyes."

Depending on Ferris pulling his jaw, Subaru thinks the end of Hate Petergius.

A scream calling the name of Subaru full of hatred. Pull tail. That's what keeps me out of my ear. Screaming like a curse of resentment - is that forcing a harsh fate on Subaru now?

"There are five remaining bishops of that great crime. The two of them are the bad guys who attacked Master Krush this time. Witches are immortal, and any means of latency when they are not active are unknown. The eradication has been going on for four hundred years. Their purpose is... the revival of the 'jealous' witch, so they say, sir."

"Witch's, Resurrection......!?

To a non-listening remark, Kick the chair and Subaru gets up.

As the women marveled at its Subaru behavior, Subaru waved loudly,

"Can resurrection do that? A 'jealous' witch died 400 years ago, didn't she? I can't believe I brought it back to life..."

"Lord Subaru, the 'jealous' witch is not dead. Still, that life is connected at the edge of the world. It's an abomination."

Wilhelm tells Subaru that in a quiet voice.

If you look at you with dismay, Wilhelm narrows his eyes as he dwells on the look of it.

"It is near the Great Falls, the Temple of the Sealed Demon Stone. The witch is still there and remains sealed without destroying it. With the power of a wise man, a dragon, and a sword saint, we cannot destroy his existence."

"Seal... no, speaking of which, I've heard... but even more so, isn't the way it's a resurrection just a story of smashing a shrine? Why don't you do that?

I remember hearing those stories from someone before. But then it's now a question that floats instead.

If it's sealed, we just have to break the seal and get it out. I don't do that and I don't understand the purpose of a witch wielding destruction and genocide every time a half elf comes out. But Subaru's allegations were once again blocked by Wilhelm's head swing of denial.

"First of all, it's almost impossible to get close to the temple. By the Great Falls, mana works significantly less. Among them, there is no first being able to withstand the witchcraft in the shrine. Nor can we physically escape the sage's surveillance grid"

"Sage...?

"Sage Shaura. Heroes dedicated to the sealing of witches with the first Kensei and the Divine Dragon Volcanica, right? You think it's still hidden in the Preades surveillance tower near the Great Falls? Most of all, it's all about hiding, and it's about seeing if anyone's looking to revive the witch - that's the real story."

"Much, you live long..."

If you've been around for four hundred years, it's a much longer breathing sage again.

It wasn't like there was no part to catch, but tilt your neck and Subaru leaves that question behind. Then I looked back at Ferris again,

"The reason the witch can't pull it out is, well, okay. But then again, I think it's weakly related to the conversation of resurrection..."

"Even if they say so, Ferri, I'm not a witch, so I really am. What do you expect a captured prisoner to throw up for questioning or torture?

Let Subaru's answer to the question be thrown out with a light renunciation of thought. I remember the dissatisfaction there, but I will stop pursuing him because he has the best argument.

Either way, Emilia nods when she hears so much about it,

"That's what I'm talking about. So I did... but the pack said something like that."

"What's Pack saying now? I have a lot to talk about, too."

"That doesn't answer the call. It seems to be materializing, but all I know is that I'm nearby..."

Subaru can't even speak to Emilia when she gets smaller. In fact, discussions with Pack are mandatory for Subaru.

Anyway, it is true that the failure to anticipate the emergence of the 'bulimic' bishop had the effect of Pack's remarks.

"In the meantime, there's nothing wrong with you about witchcraft. Well, let's start with the future story based on that."

"In the future...?

As Ferris raised his face as he slapped his hand to switch stories, he nodded Subaru with a terribly sunny face, with that smile on his face,

"Blah blah blah, talk about this alliance...... are you kidding me?

- The air in the talking room freezes, instead the heat in the Subaru increases.

Subaru listens back in a quiet voice when he receives the contents of the spoken word, inquisitive, and then dampens his lips with his tongue.

"What is it now? Did I tell you to revoke your alliance? What's the intent?"

"I hope it means the way it is. 'Cause at the moment, I almost feel like we can't feel the benefits of continuing to form an alliance with each other anymore, sir."

Ferris' expression to admire the point that Subaru was not exaggerated. More and more Subaru orders himself to be calm, even there causing Subaru to irritate and seemingly concealed his intention to take advantage of the negotiations. Most of all, I can't stand the boiling of my heart.

"Regardless of the mining rights, we agreed in terms of cooperation in the White Whale Crusade, and we actually did that. It's just a good place. Isn't sarah just a scandal for whatever it is, Oi?"

"The disadvantages were too great, I mean, Subaru"

"Ah?"

Ferris only doesn't break his spare attitude against Subaru, who has to get into fights. He stood small, waving his fingers,

"Yikes? It is more likely than ever that witchcraft will have a little bit on Emilia-like's camp, which crusaded 'laziness', than the grand crime bishops of 'bulimia' and 'greed' could have had a face at the same time. This time, Master Krush was harmed like this... more than that, do you think we can get involved?

"It's..."

In Ferris' words, Subaru sidelines Kursch with his face up.

Seeing that unusual appearance, Subaru was hesitant to take a head-on denial of his statement. Because Subaru suffers the same wounds again.

Therefore, it was not Subaru who raised a voice of denial in his statement,

"I disagree, Ferris."

Wilhelm knocks his body forward in a sitting position, staring at Ferris and saying it clearly. to the word. Ferris narrowed his eyes, "Heh," he laughed lightly,

"What does that mean? Even though Master Kursch was thus the victim of 'bulimia', he nevertheless continues his alliance with the Emilias to engage in witchcraft. What's in it for you?

"Let's have a chance to retaliate against 'bulimia' … our Lord"

"Is that more important than Master Krush's life?

Ferris also pleaded not a step back against Wilhelm, who said resolutely.

In both of them, words are heavy just because there are thoughts of both who think of the Lord.

"If you keep engaging with witchcraft, I'll definitely visit you like this one. When that happens, I can't even protect myself from Master Kursch right now. Your wounds, your heart, Ferri will try to heal you... but you must be dead, right?

"But there's no way I could have missed Teng, who caused this situation in the first place. Besides, Master Kursch's memory may be returned if we defeat the Bishop of the Great Crimes. It's too frivolous for us to pull our hand."

"If we take down the guy who did it, we go back? I'm telling you, Grandpa Ville. Defeat the person who ate the lost memories and you will return, too many dreams or pictorial stories..."

"- Felix!!

Sharp anger and sword chi swept indoors, and everyone on the spot felt the illusion that the wind really rolled in.

As everyone turns to surprise, Wilhelm leaves that sharp glance undamaged.

"Felix. Don't ever speak to me again in front of Lord Subaru, now."

- I'm sorry.

Called twice by his real name rather than his common name, Ferris also lays his eyes down with a sinking expression.

That their gaze turns to Subaru, who again falls back on the chair and looks down. The hand is gripped hard and strong, trembling fine as he soaks his blood.

It overlapped gently so that white fingertips wrapped it from the top.

"... Emilia Tan"

"It's okay, what a figment, I can't say. Subaru's feelings, I want you to know... I forgot about that kid, I don't know anything, because I think whatever I say will only make me cowardly"

Ahead of looking up, Emilia's purple blue eyes are shaking into sad emotions.

I was angry with myself when I saw a weak-faced self in her eyes and I thought that was what Natsuki Subaru looked like to her now.

With such a desire to be saved by her care for Subaru, Subaru shook his head,

"I can't tell you I'm okay with my mouth ripping, but I'm fine now. Don't worry about Ferris either. I... don't give up hope."

"Really, I'm sorry I gave up on Subaru, sir."

Ferris also behaves the same way when he dislikes Subaru, who disguises himself as a body that doesn't care. Either way, his claim remains the same as it was earlier,

"Ferri is in favor of continuing the alliance. Master Kursch's memory will surely let Ferri put it back. So you can just leave it in retaliation for 'bulimia'"

"What to do, what to do... it's all your decision too, Master Krush. It's not a matter for us to judge lightly."

Damn, there's nothing more to the drop than settling in there.

When the two glances gathered on themselves, Krush snorted back firmly with the attitude that he knew it would happen,

"Now, it's just something I don't know yet. What, I can't remember who I was before. For all of you, I think dealing with me is just confusing.... Still, thank you first of all for respecting me. And if I can, I want to live up to that expectation. I intend to continue my efforts to do so."

Krush Karsten, who has lost his memory and continues to be resolute.

How far does the will of a person, the essence, continue to be in its human core? After the phenomenon of losing my memory, I still have to question that when I see her like this.

Anyway, there is nothing more to discuss about the alliance than putting it on hold.

"Either way, the practical story is that I know exactly what Emilia-sama's faction is all about...... I hope not around the Roswar border uncle. Let's start by setting up a place where we can talk and then we can talk."

"Oh, that's fine. So, this time..."

"No need to say anything else - that's all. Aside from the alliances, I'll have them protected."

Staring at Subaru with a sharp gaze, Ferris tells in a low voice that doesn't seem to be.

Breathtaking by accident, but Subaru shook his head vertically for no reason to disagree. Naturally, it's their decision. If Kursch's current state leaks outside, her position, which was' the most prominent candidate in the king's race ', will no doubt be lost.

That's such a big disaster to put on the 'White Whale Crusade' honor and balance that you don't know what will happen. For that reason, we have not exchanged the Anastasian faction for this meeting.

"Regardless of Julius, Master Anastasia undoubtedly takes advantage of this situation. I'm glad Master Krush's body has never been seen by those kids."

"... you can't have those guys there when it comes to discussing merit, what's going on there?"

"I don't care about Ferri, as long as Mr. Kursch is in good health. Subaru, please just shut up. Do you understand?"

Subaru can only snort as he feels stubborn about Ferris's attitude of not wanting any more, rather than allowing any more involvement.

Damn, the discussion had to end without showing any further progress.

Confirmation of the desperation of the situation and the union of the two factions that will remain anxious in the future - in that way, other than closing.

"Thank you for earlier, Mr Wilhelm"

The talks in the bickering room were over and Subaru was stopping Wilhelm as he went outside the room. Stopped his leg, Wilhelm looked back at Subaru and went on to say "no,"

"I can't help you much and I'm just ashamed of myself for not even being able to. More importantly, I couldn't help you with this one."

"That's not true. Without Mr. Wilhelm, even the white whales could not be defeated, and after that the Emilia Tans could not be relieved to leave it to them. I appreciate that."

It is unmistakable and genuine, and there is nothing to include. But Wilhelm's look at Subaru's gratitude doesn't clear either.

He's a tough guy, a loser who even carries someone else's pain. This person is also an overly gentle match. Subaru laughed at him like that,

"Things aren't calming down, but you're going to visit your wife's grave or something, right? I still can't tell you how relieved I am, but at least I took my revenge."

"-"

Wilhelm's expression collapsed dramatically when Subaru said he wanted to change the subject.

Subaru can only be puzzled when he sees the complex wave of emotions floating there. Looking at the confusion of its Subaru, Wilhelm broke his hips heavily,

"Lord Subaru, I must apologize to you"

"Hey, please don't. I'd rather be thankful to Mr. Wilhelm..."

"No, it's not. I wasn't on your side earlier thinking of Lord Subaru. I tried to keep my alliance with you shallow and with my own feelings. And my shamelessness to hide it is now embarrassing."

I don't know what Wilhelm means by words, and Subaru just has to frown.

Wilhelm woke up in front of Subaru doing so, taking off his jacket and turning his sleeve around. There is a bandage wrapped around the shoulder of his left arm under his sleeve that was so rounded up. Is there still a scratch there, I could tell it was staining red with blood staining from the inside out tightly.

"Sounds painful, suss. But if there's a scratch, let Ferris heal it quickly..."

"This wound will not heal. It is the result of a slaughter with the protection of Reaper, inflicting wounds that will not heal the target."

"He said it wouldn't heal... then, Mr. Wilhelm!

Even Subaru can tell what it means to bear an unstoppable wound.

If you can't stop bleeding all the time, it's the same thing that you've been carved into your life. But unlike Subaru, who is filled with impatience, Wilhelm shook his neck sideways in a calm manner.

"My life is not a problem at this time."

"That can't be true. How do I... the wound?"

"This wasn't a wound I sustained yesterday, today. What I bore a long time ago is that it just opened up again. And that's too big for me right now."

Listening to Wilhelm's quiet voice, Subaru noticed his body trembling small. Svalbard, who doesn't know what his body's reaction means, finds himself stopping heeling to the roots of his teeth as they are. And the fact that the cause of it overflows from the sword ghost in front of you, caused by so much swordsmanship that the uninterrupted liver is cold.

He continues in a quiet voice.

"The wound of 'Reaper' protection increases its effectiveness the more the protected one is beside the other. If you approach the person who caused the wound, the blocked wound will open again, that's the kind of wound."

"Well, Mr. Wilhelm used to have someone nearby who hurt that wound..."

"It was the predecessor Kensei who gave me this left shoulder wound"

To the words, Subaru stuffed his breath and saw Wilhelm.

He says to Subaru's eyes as he lights his chilled out emotions to the point of freezing.

"Teresia Van Astrea. My wife's sword wound opened. - I have to stay involved in witchcraft to make sure of it."

In a situation full of things he didn't know, Subaru had even taken to Rem's sleeping room.

Ever since I got back to Krusch's mansion, this is how I'd come to her if I had time.

Even though I knew I didn't, I had my weakness here that I would expect her to wake up.

With the heart of the moment, there is no courage or energy in Subaru to continue to face Emilia. Emilia also probably understands the irresistible emotions of Subaru like that. It's only making it harder to be beside you now, giving you time to be alone except when Subaru asks for it. I can't help but be anxious.

Even if I do it again, I'm trying to sweeten people and comfort my weakness.

Even though I hate my weakness like that, I still am without being able to break it off.

"You told me I was strong... but if I wasn't in front of you, I wouldn't even be able to find me that way, Rem"

The appearance of the lying lem is no different than what it was before I went to the bickering room.

I have a sleeping breath. He is also beating his heart beating. But nothing else has been done about life. I'm here, but I'm not. Now she's only in Subaru.

Yet,

"- What kind of blow is it that you're here?"

"Would it be so weird if I were here? Even I was involved with this girl, wasn't I? Well, I guess we should just come and see how it goes."

"Which side down, that's what you say..."

Touching Rem's sleeping forehead, Subaru stares at a gray kitten that floats - and shakes a long tail - there.

This spirit, who had disappeared in the discourse room, is nothing but uncomfortable in this place. Subaru's insured gaze. Puck seemed out of his mind,

"Why are you staring so much? What did I do?

"... you wouldn't be doing anything right now. Emilia's been looking for you. You can hang around here."

"Okay, that would be a little subtle if they told me. I'm not restricting my freedom to Leah, but if I say I want to get her in trouble, it's different."

Playing his own beard, Puck growls so in an easygoing manner. but after that, he came in front of Subaru's face, carrying on the word "but,"

"Think you should talk to Subaru now."

"... the attitude of foresight, I'm angry."

When he hits his tongue and distracts his gaze, Puck is still silently waiting for Subaru. I spilled my exhale, and while I thought it was a good idea to get on that thought,

"You, you didn't tell Emilia about witchcraft. What are you going to do?"

"You don't have to know what you're going to do or what you can live without knowing. I'll answer if they ask, but Leah didn't ask anything either... and if those people don't have to be involved, don't they have to be involved?

"Right. If it's a place you don't have to know and you don't have a reason to know each other, it's probably best not to get involved. But Emilia would be different now. That kid got out of the woods and went to battle in the country to be king. Then you won't be spared contact with them. - You knew that."

Keep your voice down, Subaru asks for that sincerity of the pack. But the kitten gently shed its sword curtain of Subaru with every shake,

"Witchcraft is coming out, that's what you expected. But I guess it's a different matter of whether or not to tell Leah that."

"Even though Emilia, and all around her, could be in danger! I don't know what you think, but even this time, if I leave Emilia alone...!

"I see. So you worked hard to help Leah. The child, too, is a sacrifice to help Leah. Then I have to thank her..."

――――

Moments later, Subaru's will condensed into the motion of protruding his fist in disregard of all matters.

Against the Spirit in front of him, Subaru screws his full fist without any hesitation. but the Spirit avoided even such a Subaru blow lightly, washing his face with surprise.

"You suddenly surprise me, what?

"Never touch a lem again. Hands or mouths."

Amazingly enough myself, I was able to speak quietly.

My emotions have boiled too much, maybe I've managed.

Pac stared at Subaru's attitude like that with his round eyes, then, "Okay," he said, stretching his little body.

"I apologize for being an inadvertent word, I'm sorry. It was a word I shouldn't have said. What can I say instead... shall we talk a little bit about 'bulimia'?"

"... listen to that, what happens"

"If you find out about the girl's existence, eaten by 'names' and 'memories', you might think it might also increase the likelihood of Subaru's hopes for a bit."

Subaru looking up like he was bounced. Puck nodded at that Subaru reaction, looking up to explore his memory as he moved his pink nose twitchy,

"The power of 'bulimia' is simply the power to eat. Eat their 'names' and take them from their surrounding memories, eat their 'memories' and take away their memories. If they take both, that just leaves Nukegara, who's nothing anymore, right? Nukegara can do nothing, and she won't do anything. The girl's condition is exactly that."

"Name and memory…"

Krush eaten of memory and Rem eaten of both.

That's the result of this damage, the power the victim has suffered. Then it's...

"If we defeat the Bishop of the 'bulimia', can we get it back...?

"Come on, what do you think? I don't like the expression spit back what I ate... but I wonder if I can do that. You have to ask yourself that."

"But it's possible. There is. There's a chance I can get Rem back...!

Looking back. Rem is still in a comatose sleep.

I'm breathing. My heart is moving, too. My body is alive. My heart and my name were just eaten up by the devil. Then there is hope.

"Bishop of the Big Sin of 'bulimia' - I'll definitely, I'll beat you up"

"I don't think it's going to be that easy."

I can't even hear the words of the last pack.

In Subaru today, that hope was no longer the only last fortress to take.

- Back in the king's capital, when he heard the tragedy of the Lems being attacked, and saw her condition, and knew that he could not recover anything, Subaru did not hesitate to poke his own throat with a knife.

I can't remember the emotions of that moment. I did everything I could and answered everyone's expectations with all my might - the fact is that I had no untrained whatsoever to lose such time.

As long as we lose Rem, as long as we move on to a future without her, we'll taste that pain again and again - that's all I remember.

Poke your throat, the feeling of losing yourself to blood, pain, fever and loss.

When it cleared up, what Subaru saw was the look of Rem lying on the sleeping table -.

Renewal of the Resurrection Point. Changes to the scene to redo. That's what stuck the hell out of Subaru.

Again, I tried to choose self-harm as something was wrong, but Subaru hesitated. The pain didn't mean death was horrible. I just realized.

Even if the scene to start over returns to the previous scene, Subaru can't save Rem.

If we are to return to the scene after the battle with the white whales before we fight with Petergius, Svalbard will be after a few hours have already passed since we split up with the Lems.

Trying to catch up with them attacked on their way home won't make it anymore. More importantly, turning back to help Rem means abandoning Emilia. I just got back from explaining the situation well, is there a way I can beat the two Bishops of the Great Crimes against each other?

Subaru and Julius are essential to Petergius' offense. Even on the occasion of letting Emilia and the others escape, there can be no breakthrough without the help of Wilhelm.

If you don't sacrifice Emilia to help Lem, and Lem to help Emilia - each of them, you can't help either.

Because I realized that cruel option, my hand in trying to move to suicide had stopped Subaru from pounding his throat.

Unlike the 'fog' of a white whale, a lem whose body is here but not remembered by anyone. By her side like that, I was stunned that I couldn't do anything.

Such a pitiful, helpless time ends here and now. End it.

Take the sleeping Rem's hand, Subaru decides. Now it's time to make up your mind.

- I'll make sure of you.

"- I'll get it back. Rem, I'm gonna get you back."

I told her. Subaru told her. In front of you, I'll show you where your fallen in love man is going to be the best hero.

Then isn't it still in the middle of the road?

"I will... your hero will always pick you up. - Wait."

Face up. Strip the fangs. To the enemy, declare war.

To those who made fun of me, to those who should not touch me, to those who should not invade me, I will make you regret touching your hands.

Nobody else, Natsuki Subaru.

"Always. - Always!!

In my days starting from scratch, I can't stand not having memories with her, etc.

So make sure you get it back.

The days lost, the time I walked with you, with you.

Again, let me show you my hand.