Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)

"Oh, Mr. Ken, isn't that unusual in the morning? You finally fired me for work?

"Idiot, if it weren't for me, I'd go around everywhere. Eh. I don't really work all over and take everyone's job. It's a motivation for everyone without my gas."

Even though the bakery owner in the neighborhood on his bike calls out in a friendly voice, Xianyi returns it with his middle finger up and a bad attitude. Keeping on having a nasty conversation with Guerra, he kept his hands up and broke up.

"Damn, this guy always loses his job when he sees people on occasional holidays. Say no. You have to feed your beloved family. There's no way I'm going to be such a jerk. Even if you dye your hands for something you're fired for, you're gonna do it so you can't get ripped off, heh."

"... I sincerely hope that you will not dye your hands with such means before you are fed."

Svalbard shrugs his shoulder as he stuck his hand in his jersey pocket and stopped at the end of the road and waited for the conversation to end. To his son, who was in the shade and in the wind, Hyunichi shook his hands and neck, "Whoa,"

"Forget the adventure. There's no growth as a man or as a person, is there? I wouldn't talk about it if I was doing something wrong, but I think it's fun to identify that critical line..."

"You're too old to be joking, so calm down. I haven't said anything about being a kid since 40 years ago. Come on."

"I think men have some kid parts in them when they grow up. You know, you're not supposed to be part of this conversation, so I had no choice but to tell you this stupid story. Where are you?"

"Nobody can talk to a stranger, Osama, me."

"There's no such thing as strangers. I'm always the owner of a store that buys bread and comes home every once in a while. Finally, my junior year in high school."

Even if they say so, it won't pin.

I've never seen a bag of bread or anything like that as serious. I've probably never stopped by myself.

When Subaru creates an atmosphere of silent desire to end that conversation, Hyunichi tongues, "I don't know what else to do,"

"You don't think it's bad for heaven to have a spicy face on a cheerful refreshing morning when the sun shines like this? You're about to be questioned."

"Assuming you're questioned about your job, it's your dad who forced me out at this hour... and I'm telling you I don't like it, but I'm forcing you"

"Resistance is a habit that I followed almost honestly just in form. That's why you love your dad, isn't it? Don't worry, I love you too. Next to your mother, though!

Hyunichi, laughing in a good mood, slaps Subaru's back ramblingly as he resumes walking out. With his face up to its power, Subaru was uncomfortable with the height of the tension of Xiangyi.

No, it's true that my father has been this tense since normal times, but there's something about him that's moody. Jinichi would have stubborn for a longer time if he had interacted like he did earlier.

I can seem to spare my mood this morning to see what's going on with that.

- As opposed to Subaru, who is just walking outside next to each other like this, and his chest is about to crumble.

"So..."

"Yeah?"

"So you took me outside because you had something to talk about. I don't usually get this far... what are you talking about? Inside, you think it's hard to talk?"

Subaru asks with the nuance that even a story he doesn't want his mother to hear.

I had a bad feeling about what kind of story they were going to tell me. Anyway, there must be something about Subaru living apathetically.

I can hear you wearing a futon everyday, but it doesn't work that way outside either. Or you can shout it all out and block it. If you put all that shame on the outside, the wise one of the servants changed his attitude again, thinking about Subaru - so much so that he shook his head.

"My father could even be amused by that shame... eh"

"I don't know what the hell you're imagining, but you don't talk funny in such a rush, do you? Occasionally, I wanted to have a family conversation under the sun."

"Is that true, I don't trust you.... Whoa, whoa, whoa."

"Do it. Do it. Sometimes, you... which one would you like if you were my brother or sister?

"Being seventeen and being asked that question is only fear!!

A talking swing from the diagonal direction jumps in and Subaru raises his voice in battle. To Subaru, who roughs his breath with his shoulders up and down, Hyunichi shows his teeth "joking, joking," and laughs,

"Sure, me and your mother are still gone, but you just don't do like the other one at this age. I mean, you're the only one who loves me and my mother. Pleasure."

"Uh, yes, yes, I'm glad.... Are you kidding me?

"Oh, come on, don't. You, if they hate you that way, you might feel like you're being swung forward and stick it out. Right?

At last, there is also the possibility of being sorry for the joke, so Subaru ends the story with silent attention. Sachiichi smiles bitterly and receives the will.

- Subaru walking with his father is just enough walkway from home.

It is a land with famous rivers flowing through the neighborhood, as well as a spring attraction with cherry blossom trees planted in the earthwork. Most importantly, now that the season is over, the green leaves stay in the blue and sun instead of the peachy cherry blossoms.

After breakfast, it was this place that Hyunichi, who invited him outside, took Subaru, who had spent until school time shredded by guilt and impatience.

At first, when I left home, I was anxious to be taken to school.

"Your vigilance becomes Jacqueline when you try to walk in the direction of the school. That's not what this is all about, go far enough to get to the dirt."

And I came here dragged when I drifted wisely reading this intent.

There is a strong breeze on the ground with the smell of grass trees, and if you stretch out a little, you will see a river flowing calmly across the demarcated fence.

"There used to be no such fence. I used to hang out in the river with Dachi all the time. Look, remember Ikeda? On a typhoon day, I came to see him flowing... and he just happened to be dead if Osama, who was qualified for a lifesaver, hadn't passed by."

"I guess this fence, Dad and Ikeda and I didn't do it because of it."

"Whatever... No, wait? But subtly, it seems to coincide at times."

Leaning against the fence and looking at the river, Sachiichi tilts her neck looking back at the memories. Subaru looked around for a moment as he stood hands-free behind his father.

Weekday mornings, naturally but less popular. Instead, I see no shadows other than Subaru and Hyunichi. Originally, it was also a difficult place for people to lean in. You're a janitor or just a fan of things, like wandering around here at this hour.

and the sound of someone stepping on someone's grass on the pretend to Subaru's ear with such sentiments;

"Oh? If you think of someone, aren't you Ken Fong? What, what, you're old enough to come back and visit the river again"

"Who's calling me... Grandma from the management cabin, haven't you replaced me? On the other hand, I'm more surprised, and I'm not wearing sea bread today, so I'm not going in."

"Pull it out. I'm not talking about the guy who was jumping in with a bunch of pants, saying that trunks are no different than sea bread when you look at them. It's been a long time."

It is an old man of low age who climbs the dirt and is cheerful with Hyunichi. He is wearing a uniform with a green season, in a flair such as favorable grandpa. Based on the content of the conversation and the logo on your back, you're probably the administrator of the dirt or something.

That, too, is quite a veteran when it comes to knowing Sachiichi when he was playing in the river.

Apparently it was a long reunion. The two laughed at each other, and the old man slapped his hand,

"Yes, if you're here, how's Ikeda doing? He was really flushed all the time, so the number of times I picked him up on the net was smashed."

"If he's from Ikeda, he won 10,000 tickets about ten years ago and flew to Thailand with a lot of money and I don't have any news. New Year's Eve and Hot Weather, Cold Weather and Christmas in the Basin, Father's Day and Mother's Day."

"I don't call people who send letters that often unknown..."

Subaru who accidentally puts the penetration in. Then an old man who heard such a small grunt looked at this one and raised his eyebrows as he first noticed Subaru's presence.

"Oops, you had a friend... yeah? Hey, this girl."

"Oh, yes, my son. No, you should change your mind about my loving son."

"Oh, I knew it! Somewhere, the shadow of you when you were younger...... no, not really. I don't look like you. Like a mother...?

"Ha. That's what they often say. Eyes, especially."

In a flat face, just do it there and the characteristic tri-white eyes. The sharpness of my mother's eye also contains muscle, so my mother's influence is clearly intense in this area.

The old man walked over to Subaru to give such an unusual response,

"Right, right, but you're surprised. Has it been such a long time since that Ken Fook had such a big child? Sora, I'm getting old too. I'm already drowning. I don't have the strength to swim and help Ikeda."

"I don't even think that Ikeda would drown playing in the river at this age anymore..."

"I hope so altogether... because they were the ones who were hard to calm down, these guys. Especially since your father was making a lot of noise with people. You know you're walking around town, right?

"... yeah, well"

Bad toothed Subaru response. Take it, the old man frowns somewhat surprised. and furthermore the wrinkles between its brows deepened shortly thereafter,

"Hmm? Ken Fong's kid would be nice...... sure, it was Monday. Why are you in the dirt with your father at this hour?

"- Huh!"

Subaru's expression stretched into pain when he was asked questions he didn't want to be asked.

Then the visit is a puncturing sharp headache that was also in my room. Eyed at the pain that seemed to unintentionally hold his head, Subaru told him in a chopped voice, "I'm sorry," he turns his back on the old man to run away.

"Oh, hey, here, hey! Sorry, old man. Next time, I'll ask you to slow down and we'll talk about it."

"Oh, oh... sounds like you said something sorry. Apologize to her."

I can't even hear such conversations being made behind my back.

Anyway, Subaru runs away from the dirt as he seeks a place where a heartbeat that strikes his chest soothes in an attempt to escape the cranial pain.

Jinichi as he pursued behind it,

"You don't have to apologize. - And then it's his problem."

And he was whining in his mouth only small.

"Look. It's a cold, delicious, loving coke. I just wanted to say that I shook it so that it would taste good... but it doesn't look like it's the other way around."

"... there's no place in the vending machine where you can love. Thanks."

Subaru puts his finger on the bull top, savoring the cold in the received can on his palm. And then I glanced at him to think a little bit, pointing the mouth of the can in the direction of no one, and I put my strength into my fingers - as soon as, the contents erupted with a slight momentum from the open mouth. cans weigh about a third less in Subaru's hands while he sees them,

"Whoa, what the hell, get caught. When I said I wasn't going to do it, I actually said I was going to do it."

"I'm seeing patterns, how many years do you think I've been dating my dad? There's no way I won't do it. It's some kind of trust. Uh, my hands stick."

Waving his overflowing coke bathed hand, Subaru tilts the coke that has become lighter before he can put his mouth on it. I feel the bouncing taste of carbonation passing through my mouth and my thirsty mouth moisturizing.

Somewhere, it would have been helpful if it had been flushed straight up to the nasty thing that was up in the back of my chest, but unfortunately the heavy lump still stayed there.

"So, are you calm?

"... the subtleties"

Answering the query, Subaru puts his butt deeper on the bench where he sits, spilling a long sigh and dropping his shoulders. While standing in front of that Subaru, Jinichi, who likewise carried Coke into his mouth, had the same attitude of holding one eye and thinking about it.

After walking away from a conversation on the dirt, Subaru and my father visited a children's park close to the dirt. Naturally, it wasn't popular here either, and it wasn't like your father was rocking a blanco after a long summer vacation.

"In a way, don't even think I'm going to be able to laugh at that if I'm on a blanco right now. What are we gonna do, huh? If my dad was shaking his blanco on the way home from the convenience store."

"In the meantime, take a picture on the phone and diffuse it on Twitter. Tweet is" My Dad's Not Free From Gravity. "

"Uh, Twitter. Dad's doing it, too. The screen is no longer scratchy due to being followed from one end or the other."

Side by side with Sage, who speaks with pleasure, Subaru spills a worrying exhale to look for the topic. Somehow, go to a different topic than your attitude on the dirt just now - once again, your skull snaps.

Anxious about a headache that slows down step by step, but stubbornly ignoring it in the mood to bite it down like you're responding to weakness.

"... all I had to do was buy juice from a vending machine, and it took a long time, but something happened?

"Hmm? It's no big deal. When I got to the vending machine there, I heard there was a high school girl skipping school. I preached him to go to school, bought him some juice, exchanged maids and sent him out."

"I've even brought in a maid exchange in that short period of time. I can't believe you."

I don't have a word on my arm getting maids of high school girls because I feel like I'm just dropping by the bathroom. Sachiichi said to Subaru like, "Really?" and leaned his neck,

"You can teach me about maids right away. My phone address book, maybe it's close to a high school girl's address."

"I don't know if I'm going to make it all together, but I'm literally a different kind of queer than just a high school girl.... Dad, you don't hang out with high school girls badly and get out of the newspaper, do you?

"What are you talking about, you"

When Jinichi raised his hands to Subaru's concerns, he shrugged his shoulders with a trick that he said was frightening.

"I don't feel nasty about kids like high school girls. I don't want anything but my family."

"That categorization makes me eligible!

"... well, there is love. Giri, Wang Chang, right?

"Hey! What are you talking about? You're better!!

Even though Sachiichi laughs once again at Subaru's anger as Guerraggera.

The way you laugh in that ear is nasty, but somehow it doesn't offend people. No, all of Hyunichi's actions are.

Everyone somehow favors it, even though every act should be somewhere out of common sense, over the top, over-performing, and more and more of a kind to be pulled.

I haven't had a walk with my father in a long time today and realized it.

I'm just walking down the road, and the number of times Hyunichi has been spoken to by people is not enough with one hand. There is someone in the quote who can go anywhere to memorabilia with Hyunichi, and even the first person I meet is easily intimate with. And I won't hide it.

Subaru's breath gets a little rough with the stirring and the pain of his temples.

The sharp headache spacing was no longer at the level of narrowing, but was intermittent.

The kind of pain that punctures the inside of the skull with a needle would not be like healing if left alone. But there's nothing I can do about going to the hospital.

Even if we don't know why it hurts, we know what causes it.

And it's also about being in the same place as the emotions that oppress this chest and the feeling of being stuck breathing.

"You don't look well, eh? If that's it, why don't you go back to the house?

"I don't need an omelet, and I don't have to go back.... even if we go back, because we're together"

Instead, Subaru gets worse for having some vegetable hoko, my mother, in the house.

I'm trying to figure out what this pain is thinking and what it will increase when I try to do it. If you can imagine that, it is only when you return to Vegetable Hoko with Hyunichi that the pain will turn to the extreme. In other words:

"Finally, you're preaching to your body, me."

Does that mean my body has finally screamed at my guilt for continuing to run away?

The horror of time to hold your knees in the room and stare at the clock's second hand. Despite getting over it, a burning sensation and a sharp headache on the pretend that never fits.

It's like from the inside of your skull, someone in Subaru right now is shouting at you and complaining about something.

- I don't know who it is, but you know what I am.

"Um, come on, dude. - Do you have a favorite kid?

Subaru, who was silent, suddenly shook such a topic.

It's the beginning of a light talk that isn't even funny, even in my own room. The first time I could say it back with a bitter laugh. That's why the second time now I'm strangely crippled with eclampsia.

I also try to help my unstoppable headache and even get grumpy and give it the same response -.

"- Subaru"

I got the illusion that, from somewhere, my heart was shaken by the sound of a silver bell.

"- To?"

Raise your face and look for the source of the voice as whispered in your ear. but I don't see the voice lord even as I circle my gaze, and the only other person in the park besides Subaru is Xianyichi, who stands in the front.

That sage was also surprised to see his eyebrows raised at the sudden Subaru's head shaking movement,

"What's up? It's like a beautiful girl who's not supposed to be there suddenly called me by name."

"Exactly. I can't say anything back... Did someone not call my name now? Dad, you haven't mastered the voice color of a beautiful girl, have you?

"Dad's got a lot of tricks, too, but I haven't met him. All right, I'll practice my next shake, so you can ask me again in a month or so."

"I'm not pretending to be a story... really, what the hell"

He distracts himself from the words of his father, like being drained of poison, and Subaru causes his earlier voice to rebel in his brain. The sound of the silver bell was terribly calm, but enough to hit Subaru with the sound of bringing heat and make him forget the headache that was only intermittent at that moment.

The voice of salvation I don't know where it comes from - my headache is relieved by the beauty of the goddess, slightly out of Subaru's expression. and to Subaru, who breathes just a little,

"So, what about the quality question just now? My favorite child, are you there?

"... what the hell was that just now? What do you want to do with it? Assuming you were there, you didn't know you said your name."

"That's what you don't know, right? Maybe your favorite girl's address is in my phone, huh?

"Assuming you like it, even if you're giving your father a maid of honor, you'll be cold in love for a hundred years."

When I throw it away, Hyunichi pointy her lips with "What the heck?" and boom. Subaru drank the rest of the coke all at once, seeing a trick that didn't look good in middle-aged people like that.

"You don't have to go far. Why don't you ask me frankly?... Why aren't you going to school?"

"You can't read the air when people are uncommonly careless, son."

While I laughed bitterly at Subaru's words, but Jinichi went on to say "well,"

"It's true that I wanted to talk about it, so I'm not wrong."

"I don't know what's wrong... I think"

"You don't have to think about it. I'm blurry that it's something I've been thinking about, and even if I don't think about it, to a certain extent, it's something I overlook."

To Subaru, who turns away and makes a small excuse, Jinichi sat down next to the bench when he drinks up his share of coke. A wooden bench swoops and the wind passes between them.

Keep looking at each other the same way, without putting the other's face in your sight.

"I don't know about the public, but I don't think school is everything. In other words, I didn't go to school seriously either. I skipped my high school graduation and got my sister a diploma later."

"I've heard that story many times. My two aunts down there were at the same school, so you said they gave me Dad's share with them when I graduated. It's octopus in my ear."

"Then ask the squid at last until you can too. That's me, so I don't think I have to go if I want to go to school. At this age, it was a loss not to go to school seriously. - I don't know, but you still don't know that."

Sachiichi the Eye that sees somewhere far away. With that serious side in sight, I think Subaru is still cowardly about this father.

Because it usually makes me wonder where I've left that clown on these occasions to the habit of showing off all the clouds.

"Isn't that nice? Human beings today, on average, live eighty years. Eighty years, so I wouldn't waste a year or two. If you're young, it would be appropriate to take it back. Fortunately, that's not what I make."

Sachiichi makes a circle with her fingers and has a nasty grin.

Without seeing Subaru, who had never hammered him from earlier, he put his arms together and nodded several times,

"If you live, you can't really answer. You can still bump into problems. Ah. When I ran into a problem like that, I moved around until I got an answer for now, but there might be some way to roll around in the room and give an answer. I'm not complaining while you're worried. If I give up, I might as well just say it."

"... why"

"Yeah?"

"Why, I suddenly felt like talking about that today.... Nothing, it could be a special day. It's just Grinpeace Day."

"I served it full of plates."

Just now, I'm rapidly thirsty in my mouth, which I just drank out of coke.

Subaru waited for an answer to the inquiry as he breathed gasping. aside the rushing look of that Subaru, Jinichi twisted his neck, "Hmmm,"

"Why, I guess. I happened to be on vacation, I kind of came up with it in the middle of the morning dry cloth friction, Aquarius was in excellent shape due to the morning fortune, and your face this morning... I feel like I was screwed up and better."

"The surface, is it better?

"We're talking about face-to-face. As always, she looks just like her mother."

Trying to catch his own eyeballs with both hands, Jinichi pointed his finger at Subaru as he used it on his weird face, "Not so,"

"I don't know what happened, but I didn't see it on the face of the guy who was just stuck in the room. She's not even out yesterday, so she's supposed to be the one who was just stuck in the room."

"... that, I suppose. I was rowing out into a vast ocean of nets."

"If you're going to grow up with that, you're going to be bothering me on Twitter, you're going to get lost. Lamb is supposed to get more, not less..."

"You're even doing that..."

While marveling at the breadth of his father's hand, Jianchi's gaze does not allow Subaru to escape from the point of view.

On the other hand, it is also true that Hyunichi's statement is not pinned on Subaru.

In fact, as my mother's testimony shows, yesterday's Subaru should have just wasted his time by devouring laziness again, just as he had until then.

I was just having such a day, suddenly it's today and the atmosphere changes, etc.

"Father's assumptions or mistakes, or theories that you haven't looked at me properly"

"The last one is especially don't poke around! This still holds the phone waiting, with your lovely devil smile from a very young age, huh?

"Lovely doesn't like it, Devil. I can only feel the blindness of a child when I put it on."

Together, there is no doubt that Hyunichi's words are misplaced.

If it was yesterday or yesterday, it is today. Subaru spends his time unchanged.

I think that's fine, and I'm going to. If you keep doing that, I'm sure that one day, Jinichi and Vegetable Hoko will also notice.

- What Subaru really wants.

"- Huh!

The moment I thought about it, the pain struck Subaru as if a spark had scattered in front of me.

An illusory shock to wonder if someone really beat you up. Blinded by the blurring of his skull like his brain was about to jump outside, Subaru collapses while sitting down.

The heartbeat turns into an early bell again, and the sound of the flowing blood veins is clearly transmitted to the earlobes. Blurred in front of me, the world blurred into two or three.

The vomiting sensation that creeps up and the unobtrusive heat source that claims to exist from the back of your chest.

Each one of them screams like he's about to complain about something, suffering the existence of Subaru in a different way.

"Dude, I think I can really do this. Are you all right?

That's just how the malaise seems to have caught my eye, and Sachiichi puts his hand on this shoulder with a face that seems worried. I managed to raise my face to that feeling, sweating on my forehead, but

"Oh...... no, it's okay. Hey, I just got dizzy..."

- Oh, my God, you were.

――

Once again, Subaru's entire body grew gross in the voice of the silver bell that shook his ears.

A voice filled with compassion, compassionate emotions. A tongue-in-cheek melting voice directly interferes with Subaru's suffering, and the pain, the blur, and the fever weaken the cry at the same time.

What is this voice? How can this pain and suffering be retreated into the voice?

I think I know this voice. I feel like I've been asking for it. Burning and burning, chasing and pursuing, snuggling, letting go, but getting it back again -.

"Thank you, Subaru"

"Are you..."

Silver hair dancing in the wind was burned behind the lid. Amethyst brilliance is staring straight at Subaru's face, and the flavor of love creeps up on all the sounds spinning from his lips.

"Help Me"

What, what, what, what, what.

Who, who, who, who, who.

- Is this child the cause of the suffering? Is it because of this child that I feel so hard that I am hurting, suffering, and likely to throw up?

"- Subaru"

I can't breathe. My throat is hot. Something builds up behind my eyes.

'Cause you have no choice.'

My fingertips tremble. I can't help my legs. My throat snaps like my lungs are cramped.

"Subaru always, that's how he deludes himself..."

Covering his face with trembling hands, he whimpered with his pulling throat, spilling the heat from his eyes, and Subaru...

"How can you help me?

- The answer to that was already in me now.

The moment I find it, every discomfort that was swirling through Subaru disappears.

The twitching of the skull, the tingling vomiting, the dizziness that obscured the world, the high sounds of the heart rushing to make a choice converge so that everything leads to Natsuki Subaru.

I raised my face and wiped my tears with my sleeves that were about to spill.

Still, look at the wet sleeves and hold your fists with your wrists back to shake off the remnants of the tears that only linger there. And

"Take it easy, I'm sorry. It's all right now."

"Really? I hope you're calm, but don't worry too much."

"Yeah, I'm sorry. And I asked you a question earlier."

Unwrapping his father's hand on this shoulder, Subaru turned to you.

Sitting next to the bench, Subaru looks straight up at his father's face. Speaking of which, I think you had so many words exchanged today that you never looked straight at my father's face this way.

Subaru turned to his father, who was floating a question mark, grinning internally at his weakness, wondering if he had let go even in such a place.

"- My favorite kid, I can do it. So I'm okay now."

Natsuki Subaru was ready to relate to the past as he painted a silver shadow burnt on his lid.