Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)

Chapter IV.30: The discomfort of returning home

Roswar's proposal - Liberation of refugees from the village of Aram.

This proposal itself passes without so much bitterness as it did last time. Naturally in a situation where there is little benefit in bringing the refugees into the 'sanctuary', what is different from the last one is that the accompanying conditions are shredded? Last time, Subaru was conditioned to undergo the 'trials'.

"This time I've been thoroughly hated by the guy who's going to put that condition on..."

"What's wrong, Subaru?

"Mm, he said it's nothing. More importantly, Emilia, are you okay? Are you calm? If I'm out of your way, I'll give in."

Waving bitterly, Subaru speaks to the girl beside him - Emilia so.

The place was the Ryuse residence, addressed as Emilia's bedroom, where she spent her time sitting next to each other on the bedside of the bedroom, without flowering especially on the topic.

The time is already in the evening, and the book of the night is coming down soon.

I had a late breakfast with Emilia, who woke up before noon, and then I finished a discussion on the subject of 'Asylum Question', where I exchanged rosewars and crowns. Connected, the proceedings proceeded, and the liberation of the asylum-seekers was to be dissolved tomorrow.

"So, as a matter of course... Emilia will still be challenging you tonight, won't she?

And I also clouded my tea if I didn't have Garfiel's remark about stabbing the nail.

With Emilia sidelined as she indulged in her desire to tongue into his words, and seeing a moment but fear and pity run on its side, Subaru is half convinced that Emilia will still not be able to cross the 'trials' this time.

Unlike Subaru, who can carry over memories, Emilia's conditions are ultimately unchanged. Assuming Emilia can survive the 'trials', the environment surrounding her must be dramatically changed by Subaru's actions more.

And in this loop, there's no way to figure out how to make a big difference to her environment in that short period of time. - Even if I try tonight, it's probably just going to wear out.

"But it's Emilia who's going to tell me not to puke weakly there."

In response to Garfiel's enquiry, which provoked him, Emilia affirmed with perseverance, "Of course, I'll do it," when she immediately hid the emotions that had only gone through the moment behind her eyes.

Garfiel narrowed his eyes as he was also somewhat impressed with that posture, and when he heard Roswar whistle smaller, Subaru was about to rip it off with anger.

Whatever it is, it cannot be withdrawn any more now, leaving only a few hours until tonight's 'trials' begin.

Finish the discussion, have a lunch not so long after breakfast, and then come back to this house for about three hours already. In the meantime, Subaru, who has been with me for a long time, was uninterrupted by Emilia - but as the time for carving and 'trials' approaches, her mouth count is visibly decreasing.

Now it's only a slight hammer on Subaru's words. Still...

"Hmmm...... that's, hey no"

"Uh, roger. Fine, Emilia. Until you calm down, don't worry, I'm focused on taking Emilia's exhaled breath."

"I really don't like that.... but stay here"

To the complexity of the maiden mind, Subaru shrugs his shoulders and maintains the spot as he was told.

Sitting next to each other, I am honestly glad that I am being asked, although I am in a state where I do not have the courage to overlap my hands. To no other Emilia, yes.

Even if that was an alternative to the lack of the most dependable being for her.

Ever since I came to this' sanctuary '- no, to put it more clearly, Emilia's attitude towards Subaru has been on the way to softening since Puck's return to the mansion where she stopped responding to her calls.

While there is a delight that you are simply forgiving this to your heart, another part of Subaru also has quiet concerns.

Another part of it says, I wonder if Emilia is in danger of losing her base right now.

"... ugh?

"Nothing, huh? Emilia, my eyelashes are long and cute, I just thought I'd like to eat them."

"Subaru often says that you want to eat your hair, you want to eat your lashes, you want to lick your cheeks... you know, that kind of hobby?

"It's the greatest expression of affection in my locality."

Subaru scratches his cheek, depending on Emilia, who is slightly drawn.

i think that wanting to prpr is subaru the utmost courtship speech, but if i actually move to action, i will be sassy dong pulled. This is all the more so in this world where the intentions behind you can't be read. I would like to take note of your remarks. It's too much now.

From time to time, there's so much I can do to Svalbard now that I say crap and distract Emilia. I now know Emilia's facing past, that fragment. With that in your mouth, dramatic changes unlike last time could happen,

- Whatever you think, I don't even think it's going to change in a good direction.

In every situation, it's still time.

It also takes time for Emilia to hit the opposite of the past and to be ready for her own heart. It also takes time for Subaru to give her a fragment of the past and hear what is true out of its mouth. Time, time, time. That's not enough.

"What a bummer I have to do on such a cramped schedule. Did I, did I have a proper time to settle down after I came into this world?

Explore the memory, but if there had been time to say peace of mind for Subaru, that would have been only a few weeks after one of the Juggernaut cases was cleared up.

From before and after that, the time of fury lasted too long, and it has worked wonders that I did not die of overwork in my life.

and considering that there is no benefit in that way either,

"- Subaru"

Response to the call of the lid is delayed. Subaru is the one with the voice - when she looked at Emilia, she watched Subaru as she moistened her purple blue eyes nearby.

As soon as I get caught up in those wet eyes and my heart stops ringing so loud. Breathtaking Subaru. Determined and lost to shake in Emilia's eyes, staring at its Subaru. Or "trials" to the present, even trying to reveal something to Subaru is confusing.

"What?

So Subaru spinned his words with all the kindness he could, taking care not to rush Emilia. If her determination is to be made, never let it get in the way.

But Emilia dropped her gaze all the time on that Subaru response,

"Ah...... sorry. No, I just called it in."

"-. Oh, huh. You just called me! Something about that sounds like an exchange that's common with just starting dating lovers and stuff!

"Me, it's time to go..."

Her determination to be frustrated. With regret for missing it, Subaru pretends to be enlightened and energetic. Listening to that voice, Emilia stood up, looking up out the window where the sun fell and the night began,

"- I have to go to the cemetery. Subaru is on his way."

"I want Garfield to bow his head and let me drop him off at the entrance, but I don't know if I can convince him.... Emilia, it might be useless to say this"

"- No use. It's no good, Subaru"

I tried to stop her from doing anything I couldn't, but it was struck down by Emilia's refusal to preface.

In front of Subaru holding her mouth. Emilia smiled at her temperament and put a finger on her lips,

"It's okay, what a mess you were in yesterday. You might not think if you were looking at me, but I'll try. I want to do my best. I don't think we have to work hard."

All the while, she held the hand she was taking in front of her face to her fist and went on to say, "So,"

"If you want to say anything to me, support me by saying 'good luck' instead of 'you can stop'. If that's how anyone expects me to do it, I'm sure I can help."

"I'm hoping, Emilia. A man who expects you as much as I do, at a level that might only be about your daddy cat in a moment. - Good luck."

"Mm, good luck"

Emilia showed me her first heartfelt smile this day. I got relief from her smile like that, and Svalbard also follows her leaving the building when she stands up.

On the 'sanctuary' of the night when the sun falls, the wind blows cold enough to feel the cold on your skin.

In that flowing breeze, Emilia's silver hair dancing and glittering forward.

Seeing the silver river undergoing moonlight, Subaru stared at his back, which took every step strongly,

- Still, I'm sure that's how I realized I couldn't do it tonight.

The return to the Roswar residence with the refugees was achieved after two days shorter than the previous one.

There's no big part of the difference from the last time except for the date and time. Each of the evacuees gets into the same dragon car as when they arrive at the "Sanctuary", and the pedestrians who were employed are also collectively released outside the "Sanctuary". Subaru and Otto, too, are the form to accompany them.

If there's one thing that's most different from the last time, it's...

"I'm surprised Mr. Lewes bought me directions and left. Normally, this kind of thing is the lower end... isn't that the role of people in that position?

"What, are you unhappy with Non? We had tea and drink together, but Su Bo is cold with the old man, his heart is rough."

Lolibaba crying and imitating as she says. He pushes his small body into the cramped table of lords and arrays it grandly next to Subaru. Originally, it was a two-seater table, so the space is pretty tight when one person enters the toddler body.

"Yeah, I guess in my heart. Mr. Natsuki is really not forgiving or far-fetched at all, so he must have forgotten about it in his mother's stomach."

"Hey, Sue Boy. There's an acquaintance next to your podium, who is this guy?"

"Is that where I stand in you?!?

Otto is taken off the ladder in an attempt to set up a meeting of Subaru victims. He holds the reins at your table and is in exactly the position to take charge of the lifeline of a dragon car, but as always, he is being taken lightly.

He shaded that unexpectedly neat look,

"Oh... I just have the impression that I've been coming to this place and screaming like this for a long time, but did I get a proper impression on Uncle Mazers?

"You mean impressions are pretty strong because at the current rate, you showed the normal guy with the loss of shoulder strength, and he laughed too much and he was about to open his belly wound, right?

"I have a good impression and a bad impression in the world, but which side do you normally think of the impression when you have a tummy tear?

"Keep people's bellies torn. This is it... you can't do this anymore, this guy"

"If I can't, get it all together. You can't do it enough either!

Otto's reason for accompanying him to the 'Sanctuary', the face-to-face passage with Roswar, ended without delay. Around it follows the same flow as last time, and in fact, his ratings would not be underestimated in the Roswar, which saw Otto's crowd in a blast.

Most of all, it's not a good idea to be seen purely as a merchant.

"Well, you should pack it up around there for future dating. Either way, I already know the top secret in Mazer's territory, and you're not gonna get away with it."

"Do you mean you ran out of luck meeting Mr. Natsuki... No, I've already opened up some kind of understanding, so I don't mind."

That's the owner of the guts who has been a merchant while running through Thin Happy Street. I'm sure you won't be able to ride your destiny to make it, but you still won't make me regret choosing.

While I do feel a friendship for him that will go along with this in my heart,

"I'll handle it in the future, so don't hesitate! Otto!"

"What are you talking about with a refreshing look on your face, this guy!

Otto screams at Subaru for slapping him on the shoulder and pointing thumbs up.

Watching the crown sandwiched between put an action blocking his ears in Ulusa, Subaru looked down again from the dragon car before leaving,

- I'm coming, Emilia.

"Mmm, be careful"

I swayed a small lifted hand in front of my chest and exchanged words with Emilia, who meticulously dropped this one off.

- Emilia challenged 'Trial' with Subaru last night. The result is what I knew, but I failed. Since Subaru could not accompany him to the cemetery, the 'trials' were not interrupted along the way, and Emilia, suddenly self-defeated, crawled out of the cemetery herself and fell into Subaru's arms with her eyes trembling, unconscious as they were.

Subaru no longer remembers how many tears he wiped from her sleeping face while staying by Emilia sleeping all night.

Leaving her with so much mental wear is a whole lot of lies when it comes to not feeling anxious. If I could, I'd like to stay as close as I can and support that trembling body.

"I'll be back in a day or two, so I won't be forced to. If the villagers are gone, there's no need to rush. Take your time and attack."

"I guess... Yeah, if Subaru says so..."

Unlike the slightly rejuvenating grin I showed you last night, a weak grin that doesn't make you feel anything but a sight to see. Still, this is how I'm just standing and dropping off the Subaru's. I can't. Or maybe you're trying to forget something that rocks its backbone by cracking your consciousness on something else.

"Lamb, I'm not stabbing a nail."

"I doubt Ram would know what that is other than a nail prick.... Rest assured. Although it is, Lamb agrees with Balth. It was originally an issue to look at in the long run. Unless Master Roswar's orders are laid down, I'll hold you back, Gurf."

"I'm afraid I'll be thankful... Thank you for something else."

"Shit. I'm good with balus habits"

"Now I was sneaking around the death flag of another problem - eh"

Lamb politely drops this one off only bowing without being evil, while being heard pounding his tongue. The girlfriend took a step back, and Subaru sat back on the podium next time with her departure - far behind the drop-off row, she saw a blonde young man with arms around her and looking at this one.

We also notice Subaru noticing that there is an intertwined gaze between us.

I don't know what emotions we put on each other in that pointed gaze, but there was something about Emilia last night and swordswallowing doesn't soothe the shards either.

"Melt in. I'll grab the thread of the attack somehow..."

"Mr. Natsuki? It's time to leave, okay?

"Fine. Mr. Lewes, please guide me."

I'll take care of it.

When the crown nods with a conceited trick, Otto, who manipulates the reins, signals two heads, Patrash and Fulfu. The dragon car slowly moves out and the evacuee's massive movement begins.

The speed of a dragon car is far from full speed, and it's about the slow speed of a car. There is no other way to take that into account because all the children, the elderly and the women are on board.

"Still, I knew you could go back. Everyone looks good."

"Home, that's all there is to it. I don't know how bored I am, but my heart leaves me there."

Crowes follows Subaru blurring as he looks backwards. "I don't know," she said to her words with her arms around her and her neck tilted.

"Mr. Lewes, too, after all, has an attachment to 'Sanctuary'?

"... well, bye. In the case of Noh, it is also a special circumstance that we do not know anything other than that place. I'm not afraid to think of anything other than that place."

"Fear?"

"Stepping out to places you don't know is horrible, Sue Boy. Especially for old servants who have only grown old in vain like a nonsense."

A crown with an aged grin and some distant eye. but the difficulty is that no matter how serious-looking you are, the toddler just seems to be stretching out.

On the road, the dragon car march slowly through the woods, so pompous and conversational. It's roughly eight hours of prolonged battle one way. Cozy driving like being in a royal seat is guaranteed by the wind protection, but that in turn makes the passage of time feel slow.

"Quite a clever dragon. I can barely go the wrong way without guidance."

"Because you're my proud kawaiiko. You know, I'm a little out of line about chest strain, but you're pretty level around me, huh?

Starting with the face of the Roswar mansion, each face we met from the start of the king's race was full of figures in the corner. It's a pitiful story about my mediocrity mixed with my face like that, but now I'm just reopening it to just look up.

It's a late start and a late perimeter, but I'm pretty sure it ran out. All you have to do to catch up is keep running - because you already got the power to do so.

"No, I don't mind you showing me along the way, but what about going home, Mr. Lewes? All the dragon cars have gone back to Aram Village, and we don't have transportation, do we?

"Don't worry, but you usually decide to go home on these feet. I'm telling you, you're not gonna lose this leg, you're still young.

Blah blah and a crow that lets you try to tap a short, thin foot that swings according to the motion of a dragon car. Clearly, the persuasion is not finely dusty, but I also don't feel comfortable breaking the temper of a confident girl if I do.

"Ok ok...... hey Otto. You, young lady, have the energy to run to the Sanctuary with your back?

"I don't know the intent of that question, so I'd like to decline to answer it. Are you sure?

"Did you hear that, Mr. Lewes? Apparently, he doesn't deserve to walk alone in the dark woods carrying a toddler girl. One or two of the young girls, they didn't know."

"That's a terrible story, people's hearts have been cut off."

"Were you two even in a meeting?!?

the tranquility of the forest. As usual Otto's screams were cleaved, and as she looked at the crown and laughed at each other, she looked up at the pretense,

"It's time, bye."

And Subaru frowns at the squeaky crowd. As soon as possible, the crown suddenly deposited its body towards Subaru. I took a light body, and Subaru said, "Oh?," he said, raising his voice low,

"Otto, stop. Mr. Lewes is looking weird."

"Village, do you want to go back?

Speaking in a short voice, Otto manipulated the reins to stop the dragon car. If you give a similar instruction with a flag in the queue behind you, you will hear the hissing of the ground dragons stopping one after the other.

Then the crown in Subaru's arms raised his hand small,

"... sorry, I don't need to go back. It didn't just have the effect that the junction came close. If you go any further out of the woods, you may be conscious."

"The kingdom... is it the same as when Emilia entered the 'sanctuary'"

Memories from the visit to the 'Sanctuary', already nearly a week ago in Subaru time.

Emilia faded consciousness at the sieve as she was now rocked by a dragon car, and Garfiel gave her a rough welcome there.

The condition of the crown was very similar to that of Emilia at that time, and if the dragon car had kept up the momentum well, the consciousness would have been cut off from the bass.

"But you seriously don't see it, this junction. I don't really feel anything about sensitive skin or blunt skin ottoes."

"What kind of dull skin is that? You won't be sensitive or blunt."

"That's how young people who neglect skin care gradually start to regret their ignorance at a young age when they've been plagued by spots and sobacus since their late twenties."

"Seriously, I don't know what you're talking about, but back to you, does that mean Master Ryus says goodbye around here...?

Otto ignores Subaru and talks to the crowd about whether he made it easy on the light-mouthed slap. take it, she assented with some bitter face,

"Right, bye. That's not it. The 'sanctuary' stuff doesn't go well with this junction. It's been a while since I've been here... but there's nothing I can do about it."

"Hey, some parts of you have followed me in the sense of trying that?

"Outside, Non thought of something convenient. As you can see from the results.... If Non can't, the Sanctuary still needs to be liberated after the Trial. You figured that out, Sue Boy."

In the eyes of the girl who looks here and here, Subaru realizes that she has shown us the truth about what is trapped in the 'sanctuary' with her own hands. At the same time, she still has an extremely natural desire to go outside the 'sanctuary'.

"Emilia feels the same way when she gets here."

"I guess that's more than going inside. None of the inhabitants of the Sanctuary were born and raised there. From time to time, Rozfang sometimes brought things from outside with similar circumstances. The children also belong to the witches upon entering the 'Sanctuary'. Emilia and I are no exception."

"... again, I feel like there's a mix of information I can't miss asking."

From the outside, Rosewear makes the inhabitants of the 'sanctuary' - influenced by the Order, which means that they are also 'halves'.

"That you're bringing that in and locking it up? Come on, what are you thinking?"

"As for its sincerity... I guess it's different to speak from Non's mouth. Go back and ask Sioux Boy directly."

A crown that shakes its head without force and slips out of Svalbard's arms to flaunt its face. As she gently lowered her little body from the table of your servants, she stroked the neck of Patrash as she turned her head,

"A good dragon. Don't help your husband."

Patrash rubbing his nose looks to affirm the words of the crown. More importantly, Subaru has never seen Patrash so nostalgic except for Subaru, who is not complacent. Otto and others are eating headbutts all the time while we can talk.

"There's a lot to do in the 'sanctuary', and as soon as I ask Frederica what she wants to know, I'll be back."

"I hope so.... but I don't feel like talking about the Sanctuary is moving without you."

"Again, a lot of overestimation... but"

"What about a woman who's been alive for over a hundred years?

"Whether you see it's a good time to be in the season or the back, it changes your mind."

Subaru bowed politely to her from the top of the podium according to the crown. I saw it, and when she opened the distance from the dragon car, Otto spilled it small, "I'm going,"

"See you later, Mr. Lewes. Take care and go home."

"Mm-hmm. Just loosen up here and we'll go through the woods. If we go straight to the street, the dragon will lead us. Be careful."

The dragon car march begins again when Otto waves the flag, dropped off by a crowd who will hand wave it small.

Dropping this one off away, the crown turns its back again to the back of the woods. I saw that figure buried in the gaps in the trees, and I prayed that she would return safely - Subaru remembered in his chest an unspoken lump.

"... that was uncomfortable"

The discomfort gained during the conversation earlier. Without being able to put into words what exactly that is, Subaru deposits his weight in the swing of a dragon car.

Through the woods, the sun plunges in, the road widens - beyond the boundaries, through the 'sanctuary'.

There is another long way to go from here.

What we have to do, what we have to talk about.

With them piled up, Subaru continued to be rocked by dragon cars.