Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)

I hear turbulence like a flood.

Severe water sounds. Waterfalls rising intense splashes from top to bottom, following the flow according to gravity.

Subaru's consciousness leads him from loss to awakening, shaking his brain with a tremendous roar that echoes in his ear, or inside his skull.

I can see the light, and...

"- Huh."

I have the feeling of a clogged throat, and the rhythm of breathing creates madness and subaru.

The spacing between vomiting and sucking and breathing, which was supposed to be regular, became obscure, causing Subaru to open his eyes as he spilled his covetousness, trembling to jump his oxygen lost body.

"Ha-ha!

Overthrown on the ground, depressed attitude. With his arm on the ground and in a dusty position, Subaru repeatedly breathes to mock his painful lungs while placing his right arm over his chest.

The pain is relieved and the spit that was losing its way out of my mouth is thrown away, and when my body regains calm, oxygen also stains my brain and breathes. - And I remember.

"Oh, oh!?

A cavity opened up in his chest, and he got the feeling of loss that the contents of his body were flowing all the way out.

Touch your chest with the palms that remained on your chest and make sure there are no cavities there that caused the loss of your senses and the strong tension all over your body disappears first.

Tasteing the sensation of limb and foot paralysis in amazement, Subaru tries to rub his forehead on the ground to gain friction and get a real sense of the presence of his own flesh in the pain of rubbing.

"What, but... last..."

There was certainly a sense of end that felt blood draining out of my body, falling and lying on the ground, and my soul sucked out of the same hole. But the source of the loss that erodes Subaru's flesh is not that. The real fear is just after that, just a few remnants of life until we reach death and are led to death.

I remember that clearly, even though my consciousness becomes obscure and my memory is blurred.

- Something, something I don't know about, just being 'greedy'.

"I've been slaughtering, slaughtering, freezing, falling and dying all kinds of ways... but... hey, somethin 'last I ate... I've never been eaten before..."

Mouth it and again my flesh is the last, I am scared to be aware of what happened.

It is the direct cause of death that is the blood loss of the chest cavity, and I do not intend to belittle 'death' itself. But I actually tasted one end of the possibility that it wouldn't end with that 'death'.

Is the actual feeling that your flesh is somehow devoured something that involves so much loss? Subaru, who has actually lost his fingers and legs, but also has the aversion to draw a line with them -,

"Yubi......!?

Thinking that far, Suddenly Subaru became angry at the evil spiral of blood in his head.

There is already no doubt that 'Back to Death' has occurred. It's the present after gaining a wound that couldn't have helped and remembering the 'death' feeling. In this world as Natsuki Subaru, there is no first profound presence against 'death'. Dead, back, that's for sure.

What is uncertain is which timeline the dead Subaru was returned to.

If, assuming, everything was irretrievable time was at the restart point, where would Subaru be prepared or vowed to go...

"Ah..."

Turn your blood-running eyes around and jump to see your location and your time now. but it was the feeling of my fingers when I brutally wiped the sweat coming from my forehead with my hands that stopped Subaru from shifting his blood phase. - Three fingers that should have been lost, definitely attached to the right palm.

"Finger… yes, I mean"

Drop your gaze from your finger to your elbow with your right arm lifted to confirm. I look through my wrist, through my elbows, and crumble until I put them on my arms, and I don't see any scars, either, for the defect. Most importantly, the wounds during the Warcraft noise are white and still remain, but this is a different story.

Make sure your arms are safe, then Subaru's shoulders and hips - each touching the area where Elsa was thrown to confirm. There is no sense of skin sticking, and with them Subaru is only convinced of the fact that he was able to return at least before his proximity to Elsa, and is about to collapse into relief.

"Tori...... for now, ha"

Fortunately during my misfortune, I didn't have to be caught in the eye to be painted despair on top of my death.

Subaru, who gains relief and weakness in that, lays down his eyes and thanks himself for his bad luck. Then, furthermore, I turned my gaze to the side and realized.

- In the corner of the dark room, there is Emilia, who leads herself to bitterness.

"Emili...... a"

In an attempt to rush over to the body, Subaru realized that he and her place were dim holes over the smell of mold. And there's only one experience Svalbard and she had like that alone, as far as I can think of. In other words:

"Restart point, no change......!

Graveyard shortly after the breakthrough of the 'Trial' - that was the scene of a redo where Subaru, who gained this death, had returned, had not yet gained anything, but had lost nothing.

- I'm sure there's still some help left to do something about everything.

Passing the back of Subaru's brain, convinced of where he had come back, was such a positive thought that he did not think he was trembling at his final moments earlier.

It is now the second night after arriving in the 'Sanctuary'. Add the first loop and the last loop, that information, and organize the conditions and event details to explore the means of resolution.

The usual slaughter is no longer enough to be a routine event, but the first thing I think I can't get my hands on, or holding my head that I can't help but pack it, is perfectly normal, including those.

"But this time, I don't care if it's a glimmer like before."

Anyway, apparently, I haven't even grasped the full extent of the loop surrounding Subaru yet. And in contrast to the easily understandable threat, we have yet to find an effective solution thread.

At present, Elsa has no means of confrontation with pure combat power on top of being clear as a threat. The troubles may outweigh Petergius, beyond the fact that the means to resist with the hand do not work.

Dealing with her as she raids the Roswar Mansion remains the most important case yet. But apparently that's not the only way to clean up the problem.

"The last time... why was the 'sanctuary' empty..."

It is also inexplicable that he was transferred from the bare hands of Beatrice to the 'sanctuary', but the inexplicability of the unmanned 'sanctuary' afterwards surpasses it. I ran around so much inside, and there was zero response when I said I spoke around.

And the last calamity that struck Subaru on his way to the cemetery for answers.

Keeping a cavity open in his chest, Subaru had no choice but to run out with no idea what it was a wound brought on by. Still remembering so many vivid scars, the only thing to come back from is pain and fear, and nothing seems to pick it up from there.

What the hell was going on in the 'sanctuary' at that time? What happened to Subaru? What about Beatrice's thoughts? And Emilia...

"... you're lying"

Thinking that far, Subaru stunned his face at the contradiction between his thoughts and his deeds.

Organize the situation so far, it's important. Future goals and drawing up a plan to achieve them, that would also be important. Even if it would be a priority to help gather scattered information to form and reach the future we seek.

――――

But is that what you're supposed to do, scorn Emilia, who's fighting the nightmare in front of you?

"Oh, my God."

Emilia, who has been 'tried' and is suffering now. The past has struck her, and the cross she bears is severely hurting her flesh, her soul, with its weight.

That painful time lasts a long time, and ends without some peace.

Subaru knows that. How sad, how much less polished and how weak her heart will be in response to it.

Because I didn't think I could watch that, I even decided to be prepared to do the 'trials' on her behalf. I was rotten trying to root out every obstacle and get her on the road.

That should have been the case, but now Subaru has relieved herself with her pain in sight.

He said he was glad his return time was now in her misery. And knowing the end of that agony, but with the bitterness of the late, I prioritized my thoughts over her figure.

The moment he understood it, Subaru became aware that he was badly depressed by his ugly existence.

The foolishness of putting your loved one in front of you and looking away from that ordeal and penetrating your true self, knowing that the child is gasping for unbearable suffering.

That was, for Subaru, the ugly weakness itself to spit on.

"Anyway..."

I don't have time to be frustrated by the contradiction between guilt and my own mind. We have to wake Emilia up as soon as possible and leave this place.

I can take time outside to put my thoughts together. There is no reason to prolong her suffering. And...

"If we get here, there's no way we're not gonna hear from him anymore."

Previously, I'm angry at my attitude, which has been too warm. What an obscure attitude that has clouded the tea while there are people involved in the core of the matter.

The result is the tragedy of the Mansion, the end of an unreasonable death in the 'Sanctuary'.

If the future that Svalbard gains while remaining smaller comes in that form -

"What did you do, I'll repaint you"

I reach out to wake Emilia up with a mouthful of that.

Even Subaru himself was unaware that the sides of that Subaru were drawn and distorted by an uncontrollable passion.

- How far do you know, Roswell?

When he opened the door and saw Subaru, who had said so at the opening, Roswar, who had kept himself on the sleeping table, narrowed his eyes. Watching herself appear in the eyes of different colours, left and right, Subaru steps indoors in an unhesitant foothold, slammedly closing the door to express her current mood in a terminal manner.

- Embracing Emilia back from "Trials," Subaru, out of the cemetery, headed to the house of Ryuz to put her to sleep. So I entrusted Lamb with Emilia's care and even came to the building where Roswar would cure her by saying no when she would kill her time to wake up.

Until he left the house, the presence of Garfiel, who stared silently at Subaru, was an anxiety material, but fortunately, he was able to reach it safely without anything that would set him up on the road.

Even those vigilances were completely fogged shortly after Roswar was put into view.

"Hmm."

Looking up at Subaru that won't calm down, Roswar has one emotional exhale. Then he pointed his raised finger at Subaru in the front, rocking its tip,

"Well, it's not very different - you're a lot angry. - No sign."

"Don't tear it up. Plus, I'm dating both jokes and jokes. I don't have room for my heart right now. I won't quit exercising my powers, I'm ready for that."

He told Roswar in an easy-going position only to bite him, and Subaru clapped to the bed as he stood right next to the sleeping table. And look down at the dogma in extreme proximity,

"I'm just returning from a 'trial'. - I've got a pile to ask."

"... right? You're the Trial. I see. I see, I see."

From Subaru's sense of body time, the experience of the 'trials' themselves, which set him apart from his parents, is already a feeling a few days ago. But in real time, the experience was only a few dozen minutes ago. And when we talk about that 'trial', it was also my third experience for Roswar to show some puzzling reactions.

For the first time, it's just a momentary passion like you've never seen. And in the second world, I think I took it somewhat calmly. Still, it's true that I was giving him a peek at the sentiments that didn't suit him when I felt lonely.

How does he react this time for the third time? The fierceness of the world at first sight for Subaru, that is more desirable. Because I think the mouth is a little slippery when it's dominated by anger.

But to Subaru's hopes and backs, which so arguing, Roswar carved a slight smile in its mouth,

"Well, let me ask you a question."

"What? What are you talking about? You? Questions?... If you're kidding me too much, I'm seriously gonna call you angry, you son of a bitch"

"I don't know if your anger is legitimate. That's the question after figuring it out. If that's what I want... I don't know why I would spare your cooperation."

"If I answer that question...... no, I knew it would wait"

Roswar as if he would even suggest to Subaru, who bites his anger to death. For a moment, in an attempt to show an attitude of acceptance of it, Subaru immediately dismissed the decision. Because, as with previous flows, I realized I was about to be pushed away by the atmosphere Roswar makes.

I've left it to myself without defying it, and I've been looking at painful eyes. If you want to change something, you need to change it from that point on.

"I have no answer to your question. I'm the one who wants to talk. I'll talk first."

"... oh, no. That's a lot of transgression."

"I'm not saying I won't answer the question, but I don't feel like giving you a hand number first would be a busy development. Let me pick those sprouts first."

To Subaru, who doesn't break his strong posture, Rosewar squeezes one eye and exhales small. Then he offered the palms of his hands to Subaru, and pressed his hand number this way,

"Ask as many questions as you like. - No. Sure, you have to talk to me, I don't know."

"The goodness of things seems odd the other way around... well, I can't help but take it from you. Question. - What kind of contract do you and Beatrice have?

――――

Proof left that the silence of birth was an implausible question for Roswar.

Only slightly, but seeing his cheeks stiff and strong, Subaru is heartily convinced that his remarks were critical.

On the road to the last loop, newly discovered facts and mysteries that occurred. To deal with the intertwined ones, we had to prepare a response to new facts and mysteries, both here and from now on. Among other things, she - the question about Beatrice - cannot be asked of anyone other than Roswar, either in the 'Sanctuary' or in the Mansion.

More importantly, the interaction with her at the time of the parting, and the 'gospel' she was in possession of. That burns and I can't get it out of my head.

It is also a part of my future contact with her that I will be closely involved in. I can't get it done, and I have to make up my mind when I know.

- I can't avoid it in this loop, the way you deal with Beatrice.

"I'll get an answer, Roswar. I won't even answer yours because I haven't answered your question, what a boring response. Let me hear it."

In a hurry for Roswar, who continues to observe silence, Subaru overlaps his request for a response.

I can see the feeling of impatience claiming to exist in my chest. It's a reversal of my own desire to overturn my expectations.

In a mood where a second of silence can be felt for a minute or enough, Roswar eventually opens his mouth slowly to Subaru awaiting an answer.

"- Did you recall that that question would come up here?

But it wasn't just the answer to Subaru's desired question, or it was asking Subaru's question in duplicate. Subaru felt frustrated with that attitude and struck his tongue, then waved "shut up" to Roswar,

"Why are you returning it with questions? Even if you give up a hundred steps and they ask you questions, you'll have to answer my questions first. I'm not going to give up the order, hairy."

"I see. Let's take the form of an exchange of questions in turn. Your question is' The Contract Between Me and Beatrice '- huh? Me and her don't have a contract. That's it."

"Nah -!?"

Subaru is stunned when he grabs the pace to flow fast. Roswar reached out to Subaru, who accidentally loses his word, "Saaah," he continued the sound,

"Now it's your turn to answer my question." - Have you remembered? "

"... what is it? I'll tell you what, me and you haven't gotten close enough to pass it on in a two-car. Don't think a missing subject will connect you."

"In that response, I found out your answer to my question.... Too bad."

I try to get back at him for what he did, but he even slips up and is better at Roswar. He laid his eyes on the worries and then

"Apparently, it won't reach me"

"... what"

"It's your turn to ask questions. Next time, I can't get away with it. Ask me questions."

After the voices of doubt have been blocked, frustration does not disappear with Roswar, who has a sense of escape. Subaru snorts his emotions with a deep breath, then puts his finger on his temple and circles his thoughts,

"You said it wasn't about Beatrice and the contract. Then why is Beatrice in your mansion? I don't know about you and Beatrice."

"I have two questions, and I've been saying Beatrice for a while now - but about Emilia, yes - isn't it? Or do you like that young looking kid, too?

"Younger attributes. Hey, I'm going to attack you in a colorful way. Neither are you. In the sense of breaking the status quo, I think we have to attack him somehow."

When I think of Beatrice, Subaru's heart does have something that hurts.

But that is separate from the beginning from the pain that arises when you think of Emilia or Rem, and the meaning of that emotion is not well known to Subaru.

However, Subaru still thinks this when he sees Beatrice had the 'gospel' in his hands.

- He doesn't want to admit that Beatrice's previous relationship with Subaru was just as confusing as the book says.

"And for that, I need to know him. So, apparently, you're the only one in the body who's deeply involved in his situation. So I just have to ask you."

"That's how we pick up everything we see - what a strain, it doesn't get in the way when choosing something important - I wonder. I think its sweetness is the only way out of the way to look at what's most important from your true heart."

"I'm aware my hands are blocked. So all I'm saying about him is mouth to mouth about the cost of getting there. Are you complaining?"

"I can't believe I'm complaining. I know it's cool to say that, but it's not. - Actually, the answer is what happens when you do."

Roswar leaves a disturbing grunt at the end while agreeing with Subaru's remarks. sharpen his gaze to that word. Here he goes on to say, "Saaah,"

"Why Beatrice is staying at the Mansion, right? It is with the Mazers that she is in my mansion. If I tell you, I have the mansion's forbidden library under control with the generosity of our lord a few generations ago. I'm taking that flow in my pocket."

"You mean hired as a janitor.... Is that different from the contract?

"The format of the question is different from the premise...... mah, I hope so. Wow, no more. Just a question would mean very little. You already know that Beatrice's qualities are spirits."

Subaru affirms Roswar's words by pulling his jaw. Not that I've actually seen Beatrice look like a spiritual, but self-proclaimed and existential hold it back.

Roswar saw Subaru's chief approval and stood his finger,

"For the Spirit, a covenant with a person means a great deal. The relationship between Emilia and the Holy Spirit is exactly right."

"... oh, Emilia was struggling too that there were so many troublesome promises. Lately, the Holy Spirit hasn't shown his face."

Still obsessed with the fact that he was killed three times against the pack and the difference of views on the sleeping lem. Subaru's feelings for that kitten remained elusive and fixed because he entered the present state of divine concealment before resolving them.

"Apart from the difficulty of the Great Holy Spirit, Beatrice does not leak into that exception either. She has quite a cooperative relationship with me - but that's just like a non-interference agreement where each other's interests are in agreement. I don't want her to lend me a hand for my purpose, and vice versa."

"I know you and Bear seem to be close and indifferent, but it's not connected to the contract."

"Oops, this is rude. The contractual relationship is different. Beatrice is a spirit, but therefore emphasizes the covenant. If that girlfriend were to talk about the contract, I wonder if that's another big problem. He's still tied to a contract from 400 years ago."

Embarking on a non-listening statement, Subaru approached Roswar and said, "That's it!" Raise your voice,

"That contract four hundred years ago, I want to know more about it"

"I don't want to be the spirits who peruse the contract. There can't be anyone left at the time, unless Beatrice herself speaks."

"Damn, I can't use it! If you know what the contract was four hundred years ago..."

Don't you see why that girl is always alone in that room and she's getting really small?

"There's just something I can say about this"

――

"Beatrice is tied to a contract dating back four hundred years. It's impossible for her to have a new contract on top of that. If you want to pull that kid out of that place, you have to start breaking that contract."

"Make the contract... break it?

"Fulfill, but not. I don't think it's smarter to let him break the contract than it is likely that the subject has been lost.

A miracle that Roswar continues to give constructive opinions on Subaru's thoughts. Subaru, who had a frigid face in his words, also gradually became a face like the scales had fallen from his eyes,

"- Did I say a word to you about wanting Beatrice out there?

Subaru was in a low voice, shooting through the nearby Roswar as he sharpened his eyes.

Keep your hands on the sleeping table and slap the sheets to measure the time with the fingers of your hands you have placed. With his eyes dropped on the trick, Roswar glanced at one eye, reflecting Subaru in his yellow eyes,

"You're a man who really - if you don't want him to notice - will notice."

"What..."

"Which way, it's a fruitless time for me - teasing. I don't care if we divide the conversation around here. - No?

"Bullshit - are you kidding me!?

Roswar hits it earlier and changes to bring a color of disappointment to its eyes. He spilled his exhale with his previous attitude and a strange posture, with a face so unmotivated that he could see it with one eye.

"I don't think I can move my mind from what I just said... but I like it. - I don't think so."

"What is that ridiculous attitude?!? It's important... I'm trying to tell you something important, and that's your attitude! There's still something I need to ask..."

"So if you want to ask me something, I wish I could. And whether I answer properly or not depends entirely on my mood."

Rosewar is losing more and more waves of emotion opposite the burgeoning Subaru. He leaned his neck against Subaru, who blushed his own blue hair,

"Question, won't you -?

"- I know that guy, Beatrice, is in the mansion tied to a contract. Enough of that insight. Except I want to hear it. The black book he had... let me ask you about what it was"

"Heh, you saw it. What do you think? What do you think?

"Don't give it back with questions. - I thought it looked like the book the witches had."

The words of the interrupted Subaru are expressions of emotion that you want to deny. but Roswar, who hears it, has a chewy face that bites off the absences,

"The 'gospel' of witches. A demonic book that intervenes in the will of the witch and describes the path of the possessor to the desired future. Well, if you look away at the directionality, then there's the hassle-free prophecy."

"-! Know what?

"It's rare, not so much - teasing. Witchmen are there and they're inside, and their witches and different witch-related facilities. It's not like I've never had a skirmish to manage a 'sanctuary'."

"Ho, I really see the future......?

If you know the future without dying, then it is the top compatibility of Subaru's Return to Death. It doesn't mean jealousy about it, but assuming all witches are equipped with something out of that standard.

But to the warring Subaru Roswar shook his head beside him,

"It's not that convenient. The number of times the description itself varies first and foremost from believer to believer and not many. You think there are many ambiguous things about the content, and the way it is interpreted is diverse? More importantly, the 'gospel' can only be read by the possessor, and wonder and content do not come to mind when another reads it. Only an incomplete picture of the future can tell."

"Incomplete..."

I can't hide relief in that information. Most importantly, if the 'Gospel' had the power as a prophecy to portray the future in the true sense, it would have been impossible for Subaru to win over Petergius. In that sense, I can nod that even the 'gospel' of the Bishop of the Great Crimes has not reached that far. But...

"That's not what I'm talking about. Well, that book Beatrice had..."

"If that's the same question as the Witch's Gospel, then the answer is yes or no."

"Don't make fun of me! It's important!

"I don't want to tease you. That one in Beatrice is the 'gospel', but the roots are different from those of a witch. It's an imperfection of witchcraft, but Beatrice's Gospel is complete."

"Done...?

"Yes, it's a finished one. Depending on the uncertain future, it's not like a defect that flutters and the content of the description is unstable"

Confused Subaru. but in front of that, Roswar's expression is somewhere sunny.

Face and mouth like bragging about something. Even for the first time in his transformation, Subaru lost his voice, but it was shortly after this that he lost sight of the words in their true sense.

――

Forward the right hand Roswar had in his rear hand, and a black fitted book is held in his hand.

It is the 'gospel' itself that clearly understands it, so much so that it cannot be misseen at this close range,

"The only completed 'Gospel' that exists only in two books. I guess it's just me and Beatrice..."

――――

In front of you, Roswar lets you shake the book in your hand small, left and right. But there is no room in Subaru to be attentive to the behavior.

That Roswar has the same book that Witchcraft has. That was certainly a surprise to Subaru, too. The fact that the book in Beatrice's hands was the 'Gospel', and that the conversation with Beatrice at the time of the parting was affirmed even without trying, was also a cause of shock to Subaru.

- But those are not the things that dominate Subaru's mind today.

"It's... the 'gospel' describing the future?

"Sooo. This is the real Gospel."

"You have a future... you know? What you're doing right now, in that book too...?

"It's described. I don't think you can read it."

I don't care about that.

There is no point in this moment right now, such as being unreadable to Subaru. There's only one thing that makes sense. Only one thing, that's all I have to ask. It's

"What happens next... write, there is"

"Not everything in the world is described, but you know part of the future of the possessor."

"This is what happens now too... Did you know?

"Creating a situation as described is pretty much breaking bones with this. - Right? I'd like a little compliment on my efforts in the shade."

I can't stop my voice trembling.

The cause of that tremor is an overstrenuous emotional revelation. You'll soon find out what this emotion is and which direction it's oriented toward - it's

"If you knew it would happen before..."

- Hmm.

"- You, you mean you knew and left Rem to die?

"A lem, is that so?

"- I'll kill you!! Rosewarhhhhh!!"

Moments, only an unparalleled anger was poking and moving Subaru.

Jump on the sleeping table and tighten with your hands around Roswar's neck lying down. Never before exerted, the grip above Subaru's ordinary man clasped his thin neck, engraving the colour of pain on the face of the blue and white dogma.

"I know everything, and I'm so -!!"

If you knew, if you knew, if you could have avoided the tragedy - if you hadn't had to let Lem get to you like that.

"You're the one who made me kill Rem!!

An irresistible anger spurts out regret, making Subaru move with the intention of killing the man in front of him. Impulses cause reason to forget, emotions, affections are converted into power.

As it was, Roswar couldn't even speak, and he just shut up and waited for Subaru to snap his neck -.

"-" I can't get rid of the smell of vulgarm, whether it's turned into or worn "ah!!

- Impact.

To the stiff and sharp feeling of being slapped from across, Subaru blew away as he tasted the right half of his face smashed.

He crashes into the wall without even being able to take his reception from the top of the bed and falls straight off his head to the floor. One shot will make your thoughts fashionable, and your whole body won't move with a tingle.

There was a bleed from the ear to the nose and the right vision stained black. My eyes may have crushed.

"- I came out of the grave and smelled more. I didn't think so, I was watching, but I thought so, eh!?

Footsteps. Messy. I feel it looming right next to me. My body won't allow me to crawl. forward or backward, Svalbard was lifted by grasping his head, unable to move,

"Let's ask your body what the witch smells like, Oi. Even this place needs a bastard. I'm kidding, Ola."

Blonde young man. Garfiel. Something, Subaru's consciousness wanders away while his anger and willingness to kill are smashed into his voice.

Half my head feels like it's broken, though I can't confirm it. Die, maybe. If this is going to kill you, what a shitty way to end it.

But can you 'go back to death' with this drooling thing and stay so hopeful that you will fulfill yourself and want to save this place?

"So, hey... lem"

Plumping the word at the end, Subaru's consciousness fell into the darkness.