Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)

Chapter 4: 54: If Hell Knows

Subaru understood where he stood when he released an inquiry that touched the core.

Immediately after he spits out the question and that does tremble Garfield's tympanic membrane - the look on the face of the blonde youth changes. And when he saw it, Subaru's consciousness created a blank space for a moment.

A tough side that was always wary of Subaru and sharply lifting his eyeballs. Garfiel, who kept forming a strong outer surface and never gave a peek at his weakness.

The look on his face was now clearly distorted.

It's like being exposed to something important you've been hiding, and you're going to cry out now.

"What the hell did you just say?

But it was also for a moment that I gave him the look that was going to disappear.

For once, Garfiel, with a strong eye, squeals his teeth to scratch off the weakness he has expressed, releasing from his whole body a similar sense of compression to his exasperation to stare Subaru.

It was flowing through the woods, and the atmosphere, which was calm and even frivolous, changed. A poppy irritation crawled up Subaru's skin.

They are all nothing more than because Subaru's flesh is taking the initiative in expressing the crisis it felt. And the reaction up to that excess,

"Much better. Don't kill me."

It was too much material to convince Subaru that 'it' was an inconvenient thing to be touched.

To Subaru's whining, the silent Garfiel's eyes grow awesome.

The weakness of the moment and other shards were not distracted, and now the gaze of Subaru was imbued with the sharpness of a blade that seemed to be the object of hatred.

He's been given enough eyesight to possibly shoot him, and Subaru's entire body continues to sound the same red flag. but Subaru consciously ignored it, leaving it unbroken with a floating attitude,

"Don't make me repeat it. Mr. Lewes, I saw a kid wandering around the Sanctuary. I'm sure it's not Mr. Lewes."

"... I don't know what you're talking about. I thought Baba was just walking around. If you were wandering around in the middle of the night, that's a problem in a different way, but I need to talk to you about that."

"- Two."

"Ah?

Garfiel tries to get his way back to Subaru's point. To crush that diligent following of his, Subaru put up two fingers of his right hand he offered,

"What I saw was Mr. Lewes acting like both of us at the same time. Even if one was Mr. Lewes, the other... who was it -"

- Shortly after he ran out of words, Subaru sensed that he had lost sight of the world up and down.

"- Oh!

Beaten from his back by something stiff, bitter ringing and oxygen squeeze out of his lungs.

What I feel on my back is a highly irregular, thick feeling - pressed against the trunk of a tree with considerable force. It is also with the body floating and the posture parallel to the ground so that Subaru cannot escape.

The hand placed at the center of his belly serves as a fulcrum, causing Subaru's body to remain stitched to the universe. And Garfiel, who did it with a sense of balance and arm strength, stared Subaru in the eye from up close, understanding the situation,

- Where did you see that, Oi?

"Anywhere and nothing... of the woods, said it was inside..."

"No, it can't be. I don't know how much you think we care. Otherwise, I won't be able to escape a bastard with a good nose for extras like you."

Gu, and the power of the compressing palm increases, and Subaru spills from the edge of his mouth to a pressure that squeezes to the contents of his stomach. I can't even lift my limbs.

It looks like an insect in a pinned specimen. Imagine and be frightened.

"The belly and back stick together like this all the time? Before that happens, tell me the truth and leave me alone."

Garfiel adds even more palm pressure to teach Subaru's body as he raises his abusive grin to the edge of his mouth.

I feel so much pressure starting to rub my bones and guts that it seems like the end of being made into words is not a joke. Subaru gasped, leaking his bitter breath.

"Well... that depends on your attitude..."

"Isn't that funny? You're still going to be on par with me in this situation. At the end of the day, I told you it was thought-provoking."

"Now... if you finish me off without asking me anything, you won't be able to solve anything."

…………

Subaru was watching Garfiel begin to listen to this voice as he made his words with interruption.

- For Subaru, this harsh reaction of Garfiel was a half-expected and half-expected event.

Of all the previous loops, Subaru witnessed a replica of the crown - "Clone of the crown" - only the last witch fight in the last loop.

On other occasions, as opposed to the appearance of a clone, it can be said that it did not even occur in the 'sanctuary' to make its existence suspect. If you now go back to your memory, there are a few occasions when you can unhook, assuming that clones exist, but that's a discount now.

Together, the clones were so well hidden in the 'sanctuary'.

It's hard to imagine that at least twenty of them existed, with one Garfiel hiding in the 'sanctuary'. Ten eighty-nine, it should be a common perception of the inhabitants of the 'sanctuary'.

I don't know which way Roswar or Ram would fit if I were to grasp it in this faction, but that would be the place.

Either way, it's what I thought could possibly touch the reverse scales if I mouthed it. That they confirmed that, first of all, as half expected.

And suppose it was unexpected...

"... what the hell is wrong with you?"

Shortly after Garfiel said to throw it away, Subaru's body holds off.

"Wow," he shouted surprised, Subaru falling to the ground without even being able to take it. Roll the grass and soil as you taste them in your mouth, and stand up and stare at Garfiel as you spit out the gravel.

"Hey, don't get your hands off me all of a sudden, you'd be surprised."

"Ruhe, madman. I'm not kidding. You tried me, didn't you?

"Did you try?

Ha, and Garfiel hits his tongue in frustration at Subaru tilting his neck.

He glanced at Subaru from the bottom with a lumpy attitude,

"I told you right now that I might kill you."

…………

- What was unexpected for Subaru was that Garfiel didn't come to kill Subaru instantly.

Thus it was that I was given the opportunity to speak even after I touched the scales.

That is to say, Subaru 'made his current statement after considering the possibility of dying', and Garfiel, who sniffed it away, kicked the dirt abusively,

"I'm not kidding. I don't need to bet my life on it and tell you that I'm crazy about a bastard in the face like you normally are. Disgusting."

"It hurts when they say that... nothing, I'm not doing that all right"

Laughing weakly at Garfiel's story, Subaru scratches his own head.

I found myself still running a faint tremor at my fingertips behaving that way.

Even now, Garfield stopped hurting Subaru, but still hasn't loosened a shard of feelings similar to his hostility towards Subaru.

That means nothing more than the fact that the flesh is screaming at primitive terror, and that the suffering continues so that the guts are squeezed together.

Naturally, you dare to exasperate Garfield and stand directly in front of him.

That means you're half-accepting to be relative to that golden tiger who rammed around in the night forest and slaughtered many of the villagers.

My body and mind flaunt that fang, that nail, that fear, thinking about being ravaged.

But still...

"If my life is enough, it'll match the outcome."

What a bargain it would be if the sacrifice you pay would only soften Subaru's mind.

It's not what it is, such as getting a happy ending so inexpensively.

Subaru's readiness to break even now - but its foundation is so firmly solidified that it is too strong enough to support it, the poor minister.

I guess Garfield figured that out, too. He wrinkled his nose to create an unpleasant face,

"I have a good impression on you, you bastard. So if it's true, I crushed it right now..."

"It's hard to be, miss it with a wide heart if you can. It's something that we have in common earlier... so..."

…………

"Are you willing to answer my question?

Subaru still raises questions as he pays off the dirt on his body.

Garfiel doesn't hide his sinister face when he's dug up a topic that should have been interrupted by violence. He turns away from Subaru, who does not take his gaze off,

I don't know what to say.

"Right. Well, I don't have a choice."

Listening to her reply like a stubborn child, Subaru shrugs her shoulders and pulls back slightly.

Garfiel looks like he even ate a shoulder watermark at that Subaru reaction.

"Hey... I wanted to ask you..."

"You don't want to talk, do you? So, I'm not strong enough to force myself to hear from you, and I'm not convincing enough. You can hang on, but I don't think it meets the risk, so I'm behind you."

"... what"

"Don't look so strange, Garfield. No matter how desperate you are to cover it up, I will definitely expose it. It's necessary."

Subaru stares straight back at Garfiel's face as he is bounced up.

Your gaze staggers, but now you don't have to be barometric about it. Garfield's eyesight is weaker than it was earlier, because Subaru's belly is determined.

"Garfiel. I'll make sure you... uncover what you guys are hiding in The Sanctuary. That's more than I know I have to do."

"... shut up. If I did that right now, there would be no such thing as" absolute "or" must ", Oi."

"I'm sorry, but that's" absolutely "and" must ". Unless I give up, the secret I found out I was hiding is no longer a secret. If you resent me, resent my indiscretion."

I don't know what Subaru means by words, and Garfiel is shaking his eyes with confusion.

Naturally, he shouldn't understand the meaning of the word 'reckless' that he's stuffed with. Because that's his downfall, which hasn't happened yet as of now.

"... it's probably no use talking about it any more"

Watching Garfiel push silently, Subaru concludes the end of the story.

Garfiel's vigilance increased to the fullest, and he became strong on it. Now, or this time around, it won't come true to unravel his mind anymore.

There was little chance of completing this loop from the start, but there was something that could be completely crushed.

"It's just..."

- Still, you have to endure it.

I have to go out with this sense of loss over and over again than I have decided to challenge my life to a stake.

I don't think I should get used to this pain or forget it.

When he is used to repeating 'death' and can no longer sincerely hope for the future ahead, Subaru's heart will surely be swallowed by the shadows and he will not be able to return. That's what I feel.

"Are you still willing to stop me, Garfield?

…………

"If there is, it just goes far. It's better not to."

Even if he was killed on this occasion, it was in the cemetery a few hours ago that Subaru would return.

There will be signs of a digestive match in the event that follows, but even if Garfiel takes him out this way, he will now be able to cut through with an effortless response.

Of course, if you can avoid 'Back to Death', you've never crossed it.

There is no response from Garfield to Subaru's restraint.

Keep it up Subaru turns his back on him and tries to get back inside the 'sanctuary' from the forest where he was taken out. We have to sort out tomorrow's action schedule and what we need to be sure of.

Even if your chances are only Subaru's guts, you can't waste them.

"Mei Mei..."

A voice caught Garfield's push to kill Subaru.

I stopped my leg, but Subaru doesn't look back. Garfiel in its Subaru,

"What the hell happened to the sanctuary? What are you going to do to us?

"My purpose, I told you. Help Emilia. I'm not going to do anything to harm the Sanctuary.... I'm not going to do anything to you guys."

At least, I know the disaster that will befall the 'sanctuary'.

We want to save the crowns and the inhabitants from that scourge, and we intend to act for it. It's natural to include Garfield there.

It's just the end result,

"Between getting there, I'm sure you'll make me feel bad again and again. I'll apologize for that first.... Sorry."

"... Wow, what are you talking about? I don't think you're going to be with them."

Subaru thinks with the comfort of giving up on it too, to Garfiel's attitude as opposed to the creepy things he doesn't understand.

I want you to understand. But I don't expect you to understand.

"We're not going to do it together. Normally starting tomorrow... you don't have to, but don't get involved. Warm up tonight and go to bed early. Forget the morning routine, and sleep tomorrow morning. I've slept twice."

On the way to throwing the last word to walk away, Subaru interrupted the word on the pretense.

Therefore, I learned to get caught up in what I said myself.

And that ties the exact shape in Subaru -.

"Is it worth it"

"... ah?

"Anyway, it's over tonight, Garfield. Your anxiety, your concern, I'm sure I'll do something about it. So wait patiently until then."

"-! Meh...!

In the end, Garfiel finally looks up to Subaru's remarks looking 'ahead' rather than 'now'.

He blushed angrily, spitting his fangs out,

"With a gaze from the top, you're arranging it like hell...! Who asked you to do something about it? Don't do anything unnecessary! About this place, about the Baba's... oh... nothing! You don't know anything..."

"I know because I don't. That's what I think I'm doing."

"Only the upper edge, only the superficial layer, you can understand it! Laughing, talking about all the dreamy things, deceiving scammers with heartfelt words."

――――

"You don't know pain thoughts or spicy thoughts, don't hold your mouth like you understand -!"

To the subaru of the translator's face, Garfiel screams with a quick mouth.

In the night forest sky, a curse disappearing to be sucked in.

With a gaze from above, with a mouth and attitude like you know, you don't know anything.

- I see, it's all perfectly right, and there's not a single objection.

Although,

"... I know."

――――

"I know 'hell'. - I've seen it many times already."

If there is a hell of a world, it is about the world Subaru has seen.

At the end of the world he visited more than once, Subaru burned, reminded and came to hell over and over again that made him want to turn away.

That's why

"I'm the only one who knows' hell '. That's why I'm here."

- Now, I think so.

Svalbard did not return to the cathedral, which is the bunk, after being scratched by Garfiel's crying.

I'm supposed to go to bed and take the time to work out my future plans. In fact, until just now, I was going to.

Until you stop doing that, there's a reason you're away like this.

"... sure, I thought it was this way"

Svalbard squeaks as he arms the lush beard and continues down the roadless path.

The moonlight is blocked by the trees and the vision is poor, not to mention the grass standing on its back length to the top of its knees. Grounds without road-like paths are not even constant in height, nature and speed are slow because they walk in distress to avoid falling.

"I'm confident in the sense of direction, but your memory is just vague. I couldn't afford to calm down and look around, but I had no choice."

The language of self-defense is also weak, and Subaru seeks a way out by hand as he looks around.

Now there's Subaru in the woods off the 'sanctuary' - but not where I was talking to Garfiel. From there we went back to the Sanctuary and went back into the woods.

Speaking of what the reason is -,

"At that time, Garfiel did make a face out of this one"

Before the loop begins - that is, the story goes back to before the first 'trials' at the cemetery.

On the morning of the day he was "tested," Subaru was to hang out with Otto and go into the cemetery to see if he was entitled to be "tested".

As a result, the cemetery was given the opportunity to accept Subaru and try 'trials' that night and settle with the past - but that's not the problem.

That morning, before Subaru and Otto, who exchanged light mouths as usual in front of the cemetery, Garfiel emerged from the woods to rendezvous. If you ask, he said he was doing a routine 'sanctuary' lookout.

"I'm concerned about the timing and the fact that he came out of there"

The appearance at the same time as I had intended and the point where it came out were the problems.

He remembered Garfiel coming out of the bushes beside the cemetery, and Subaru felt a known feeling there. He explored his memories and pulled out what caught him, and Subaru realized that.

- Mysterious facility, transferred from the Mansion to the 'Sanctuary' by Beatrice.

When Subaru returned from that facility to the 'Sanctuary', I felt that the point where he came out was close to where Garfiel had returned then.

So Subaru went into the woods with a hit that there was something in the facility. I am now searching the night forest looking for my way to the facility. and

"A consolidated path… means"

Seeing the open place of the grass trees continue, Subaru decides that it is evidence that someone walks this place regularly. Follow that path to the back of the woods, leaving it to the feeling of departure and going fast - eventually your vision will be brighter,

"... Found"

Ponzo stone building. It was found that the near-collapse, fossilized facility was being built so that the back of the forest, the rock, was turned back.

Approaching a dim, invisible building, Subaru twists his neck, checking his appearance all the time.

"That, when I did see it before, I felt like it was more broken here..."

I can't mislead the building until it's full of yearbooks, but I feel less damaged than what Subaru remembered. Thankfully, what Subaru saw was ruin, but the building in front of him was critical. It still remained in shape as a building.

That is,

"If it wasn't for my misremembering, between now and six days later, things would happen that would break more here...... you mean?

That's all I can think of when I mix my memories with the situation.

And if the facts are going to be that way, then neither will it mean that what happens here in the 'sanctuary' is irrelevant to what only happens, as Subaru expects.

Holding his breath, Subaru turns the handle on the entrance while carefully killing the signs.

The door opened with an unexpectedly quiet noise, and he stepped into the building as he was greeted by the smell that could.

As always, a rough entrance and exit with no connection to a host of scattered equipment, maintenance, etc. Through such flavors as a waiting area or reception, Subaru aspires to the room of his destiny.

Through the aisle, the deepest door - a room where Subaru had been transferred at Beatrice's hand, with so many big holes that he could not see the bottom.

As soon as I open it, I'm greeted by a pit. With that in mind, Subaru slowly pushed the door open, sticking his neck in to see what was going on inside,

"... dude"

The sight spread in front of me leaked a voice that I couldn't help but suppress.

Blue and white light, flashing his face at it, Subaru looks at it clearly as he narrows his eyes to the glare.

room of interest, existed at the deepest end of the facility that reached -,

"Mr. Lewes, is it...?

- It was a crystal that emitted a light blue glow, trapping a little woman in a huge mass that was as much as a hug.