Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)
Chapter 4: 67: The Demon Man
The sight unfolded in front of me could only answer Subaru as incomprehensible.
Blood. Lamb sinking all around, and Garfiel, who lost his top from his neck and died. By the two overlapping bodies, Roswar, who exchanged it with his bare hands, is hemming.
Whilst I was witnessing a sneaky physical move, Subaru couldn't easily believe that was the place Roswar did it.
Roswar L. Mazers was the leading court magician in the kingdom of Lugnica and was told that he had a kind of tactical weapon combined combat power, freely manipulating super magic.
I was listening. Because I was listening, under circumstances where I couldn't use magic, I had no longer imagined Roswar would be this destructive.
"Wizards can't fight fleshshells, that's a totally preconceived one - huh. If something hostile tries to relate to me, naturally, but everyone thinks so.... you can see what happened to those hard-headed things."
Unexpectedly breathtaking in a response that captured the silent Subaru's mood.
Roswar is smiling, fingering the slightly bouncing blood back on his face, overriding Zhu on the blue eyeline. - Demonic, right in the sense that it's going to swallow.
"Hey, why..."
"Hmm?
"Why did you kill them... Ram,? Even Garfiel kills Garfiel... you need to kill him... eh"
"Talking to you and me, it seemed to get in the way when Garfield was around. Hey. As for the ram, even if you think you've done something sorry. But it can't be strong enough to cut the front with Garfield. I could kill you now because I poked a void."
That the void and the doings pierced the garfiel from ram to ram?
Blatantly, Subaru's emotions shake off his anger and restore calm instead to Roswar, who says why he killed them both.
Ridiculous answer to a ridiculous situation. If you're trying to roll Subaru with your palms, it's what Roswar thinks to be exasperated.
…………
"Huh, that's surprising. I thought you'd be angry.
"I spinned around and my anger was all over me.... Not that I'm not angry, hey. You bet. You bet."
"I don't know. Although it's a desirable attitude when it comes to desirability, if it's a boy I knew named Natsuki Subaru, it's a natural occasion to be barking and furious without looking beyond. Hey, Natsuki Subaru."
I hold one eye and once again my yellow eyes capture Subaru.
When he realizes that Rosewar has only one eye in the morning, and it also decides to look at him with the eyes of the yellow shiner.
Subaru felt terribly restless when he thought he was being reflected in a shitty yellow color.
"I'm aware that I was an idiot, but it's not like I'm not gonna grow up forever. As much as it's not a scene like this when I'm mad, even I know..."
"No, I'm not. Oh, Subaru. Subaru-kun. Natsuki Subaru-kun."
Shaking her blue hair, stroking her with her left hand, not wet in blood, Roswar calls Subaru's name provocatively.
Madly, Subaru feels something he doesn't get good at, but he doesn't back down. He did not back down, but rather stepped forward and stared at the aspect of the dogma.
"What do you want to say"
"If you ask me what I want to say, I want to say it to you. - Congratulations. Welcome. I've been waiting. I told you to stand there."
Zokri and Subaru felt chills like they had been stroked with their wet fingertips on their spine.
Front, Roswar stares Subaru with joy, just as he said. To that attitude, to joy, Subaru feels a disgust that doesn't make sense.
Ironic or nothing, Roswar is getting joyful feelings about Subaru. The problem is that neither the meaning of the words he utters nor the meaning of his joy will be understood.
"Waiting for me to stand here...?
"I want that place in this room, Nah. I just want Betta to stop making betty mistakes, too. You should understand that you don't mean that. [M] You're the only one who can understand that."
"I'm the only one who... understands, can"
Pieces of the invisible puzzle in the finished figure are floating up in the back of my brain, little by little. Gradually and gradually, the pieces connect in confusion, and eventually the finished shape begins to appear on the rough.
When you put your mind to that finished shape, the feeling of no way penetrates Subaru.
"Wow, Subaru. How can you remain calm, angry, and calm, even when you see them both die... you really know why?"
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"You're not so shocked by the deaths of the two of us. There is a surprise that the two of them lost their lives. There 'll be proselytizing, too. Hey. But I don't remember grief. So you're angry at me here and you're pointing your fist at me."
In Roswar's understandable mouth, Subaru had repeatedly opened his mouth to argue, but closed without being able to say anything.
"What do you know! '' How can two deaths not be sad! '' How dare you kill Lamb, Garfield, you bastard!
If you're a candidate for a shouting word, you can think of as much in your head.
In fact, those outbursts of emotion have surfaced many times from earlier in Subaru, and they are repeatedly disappearing as they jump out of their throats.
Angry. I'm even surprised. Grieve. 'Cause you should be.
You're supposed to be there, but the only reason Subaru can't argue with Roswar's words is -.
"- If it's something you can take back, why not because you think so?
"Oh man..."
Unexpectedly, Subaru was grabbed by a war so cold his throat.
Without a metaphor, he illusioned that he had his heart eagled. So much for the shock.
Faced up, Subaru looked around unexpectedly and feared that the black palms would show themselves to punish him for committing contraindications. Once, denying the existence of the 'Jealous Witch', then it's my first penalty. The shadow was oppressed by the kind of pain that would screw my heart and gall just to imagine what fears would come back together.
But...
"... this one, I"
"I don't know what you're wary of... but, uh, maybe that's what your contract has to do with it. I see. Then I'm also convinced by the unnatural nature of your actions and actions so far."
"Convinced... no, before that!
Svalbard trembles his lips as he pales his face to Roswar, who nods with his hands on his chin.
Roswar's statement now undoubtedly touches the core of Subaru, meaning that it can be touched there.
"You... realize what's going on with mine, me...!?
"Unless it's off the book description, yeah. - You have the means to start over. Isn't that right?
Clearly, he confessed that Roswar was known to 'go back to death'.
Subaru is breathtaking about it and soon realizes that the current situation is a dangerous one.
Because the terms are exactly the same as Echidna's Tea Party.
If, as it were, Roswar and I proceeded to talk about 'Back to Death' with our natural bodies, that tragedy, swallowed by shadows of 'Sanctuary', would roll up again.
Before that, even at this moment, it is not strange for a witch to come and take Subaru.
Bringing his swallowed breath down to his stomach, Subaru makes sure that time is not stagnant as he exhales it deeply.
I mean, there's no penalty for grabbing the witch's heart. Not a hoard for Subaru himself, but this crushed the most convenient possibilities.
The possibility of staying...,
"- Silence is a testament to affirmation, and who would have left it that way?"
Rosewire's voice pierces her like a paralyzed Subaru who leaps to risk aversion as she rotates her head dizzily.
Even for him, what he said now should have meant quite a lot.
to Subaru, which took the form of silent disregard for it, Roswar frowned uncommonly and offensively,
"Ma'am, it's an absurd story. You know, maybe I can just say I'm conscientious enough not to make a boring mistake."
"Oh-"
"Ooh, that's good. Tell me something from my side, but I'm sure it's not a good idea to reply affirmatively from your mouth. I guess that's why you couldn't get that out until today, huh? Most."
Just one sound blocks Subaru from speaking, and Roswar cuts the words meaningfully.
to the lip biting Subaru, Roswar sends a stream to nastyly loosen his lips,
"I might have been afraid of what kind of eyes I could see when I opened it up, but hey"
"- Huh"
"That's awesome. Well, there's no such thing as the power to start the world over. I can't believe I'm interfering with time - it's the ultimate and ultimate in the yin system. Even Beatrice best generates stagnation. It's a dream again."
Svalbard's face, who was given Beatrice's name while his objections were sealed after being deeply read of unintended sincerity, is stunnedly strong.
Pierced by Elsa's blade from behind, her misty final expression flashed back into Subaru's brain vividly.
"- Seeing that reaction, it looks like Beatrice played a role."
"What's the role... you take him... yes"
Good thing the topic came from "Back to Death," Subaru pulls out the consciousness that was about to be pushed away and eats on the clear surface of Roswar.
Does this man know Beatrice was screaming so lonely?
"Didn't you know about his misery? I've always been tied to that mansion, and I can't believe it's a contract. On one promise I made a long time ago... so I rubbed it off, and you knew the guy who got smaller!
"Oh, of course, I thought I knew. Me and Beatrice are dating. That's from the time I was born. I should have known the loneliness in her chest."
"Then...!
"Why didn't you do something about it, Nah, I hope you don't say it. That's what you know when someone else can do something about that girl's grief.
Roswar's theory struck Subaru's heart as he left it to his anger to scream.
I can rebuff Roswar loudly and make him hear Beatrice's cries of sadness. I can, but the reality is that there's no point in that.
Beatrice is already dead, and the grief of her heart can't be healed by anyone.
Only Subaru, who has the means to start over, will be able to be present at her end as many times as she wants. But how can we heal the grief of four hundred years?
Four hundred years - because the means of tracing that time does not even exist in the servant Subaru.
With Subaru holding his mouth in the front, Roswar shakes his head small to the side.
Then he said.
"I envy you, hey"
"- Envious, you say?
Subaru's voice tone of listening back is low. But Roswar nodded, "Yes," without realizing it.
"I envy you. Beatrice was able to disappear in fulfilment of her grief. I don't suppose that's what you're here for."
"Sadness...... you say? That's... that's how he wants to die, you know! That's what you say!
"I don't think it's anything else Beatrice wanted. There is no such thing as someone else doing with it, and no one can deny someone else's value standards. Neither you nor I will be allowed to condemn Beatrice's death."
That's the most plausible word. True theory. No confusion, that's true.
Subaru and Beatrice were everywhere else in red, and Subaru could not understand Beatrice's wishes, nor could he do a single thing to try to fulfill them.
But still, really Beatrice, was that good?
- Then why is Beatrice sheltering Subaru at the end of the day?
"Beatrice fulfilled her grief. I just envy it. - My grief, apparently, cannot be fulfilled by me. - Oh, my God."
――――
It was uncomfortable, it was a way of saying it.
I'm not sure where the discomfort is.
But it was definitely uncomfortable somewhere.
"Your... grief is..."
"I can't tell you that. Because it's a contract I can't tell you, I can only tell you that. To get this far is the maximum amount of water you can give to a contract. That's all I can say."
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"I always, always, always, always do my best for my sorrowful accomplishments. Meaningless deeds, shameful things, I'm not going to do as one."
Prestigious, Roswar made me affirm that I had nowhere to be ashamed of my deeds.
After being so shocked by the chest stretching posture, slowly a darker rage springs up inside Subaru.
It was selfish anger that shelved the emotions and thoughts that Svalbard had left behind by the time he got here. There was, but it was something I couldn't help but think of.
"Necessary, so... you killed Ram and Garfiel, and this is how you're covering the 'sanctuary' with snow, all of it... because you need it, that's what you say...?
"Hmm, as for the former... no, this is going to be a story. If you're right about the latter, let's say so."
"For what!!
Peel off your fangs, wiggle your arms in a mess and Subaru screams.
"What are you doing this for? Let the 'sanctuary' snow and torment the inhabitants with pranks... what is your purpose! What's the point of this! Say it! Roswar!!"
"Even if it's decided. - Emilia will be isolated."
"- Ha?
"Let's repeat. When it snows like this, it damages the inhabitants. Master Emilia falls into a very precarious mental state in isolation. Was he there?
Roswar's words as if they had been seen. The state of Emilia in the cemetery would look something like what Roswar thinks right now.
I'm not even going to tell you that honestly. Above all, the meaning of Roswar's words today was the heart, the biggest ever, 'I don't know what it means'.
"This is a land on the brink of witches, and Master Emilia is in the middle of being 'tested' to free the 'sanctuary' right now. Oh, by the way, if a local celestial mutation hits the 'sanctuary' this way... what kind of eyes can you turn to Emilia?
"Oh man..."
"A straight-line garfiel helps when this is the case. He would have suspected Emilia first, and argued aloud. Everyone would have thought of the size of his voice. - This natural mutation is due to Emilia's deeds."
Roswar's reading is correct. Garfield could be said to have danced exactly on his palm. Garfiel, the first to eat on the returning Subaru, did not doubt this extremely cold 'sanctuary' as Emilia's work.
That's how the soil that causes Emilia to turn all malice, even though there is something else that can be done, is in this land, in this world.
That is also the devil that Emilia has suffered for years: prejudice.
"What happens to the isolated Emilia? Master Emilia is really weak in that. No wonder you want to keep all of your trust in someone who affirms you. And if anyone wants to support Emilia with the whole spirit, it's your word."
"Wait... wait... wait, wait, wait, wait... ugh"
In an attempt to stop what Roswar says, Subaru stretches his arms and calls for a halt.
I feel like they're asking me something very unusual right now.
I feel like they're telling me some hell of a fact right now.
Don't ask me anything right now.
"You cannot turn away the dependent Emilia. Naturally, because I love you. If my dear Emilia has kept everything, you can't jump it."
"No..."
Never.
That shouldn't happen.
Now Subaru has also enjoyed drowning in Emilia, who follows him in the cemetery. I ran out and took a trip here.
I could not refuse Emilia's temptation, the whisper of love.
But more than I know that's not what she meant, soaking it up a long time ago...
"Not now, I would answer that. That's just too bad for me. It's a little too much extra for you right now."
In front of the boring Subaru, Rosewar took a step forward, quietly.
When he stepped on the blood build-up and heard the watery footsteps, Subaru's body clasped unconsciously.
Subaru rattled his throat at at the proximity of Roswar, who rocked his long hands and feet,
Are you going to kill me?
"I didn't mean to kill you. It was a lot of slaughter. You'll be in trouble if you die. [M] Whatever happens, I'm gonna have to ask you to start over."
"Huh -?"
Subaru flashes only for a moment at Roswar's words as he walks by.
But soon I noticed a misalignment between his words and the perception of the facts.
Roswar knows Subaru can 'start over', but he doesn't know it's 'back to death' that triggered 'death'.
Therefore, we intend to hunt down Subaru until Subaru chooses to 'start over' of his own free will. Or maybe it involves more pain than being killed in an instant.
If you are unwilling to harm Subaru to Roswar, you have a chance.
"- Everybody, come in!!
Hands up, Subaru screams.
At the moment Roswar frowned upon his voice, the doors and windows of the room were destroyed together, as were the windows and doors of the neighbouring and living rooms. And a little shadow jumping inside with the cold wind, twenty in a row - all a young girl with thin red hair.
All, seeing a whole line of facial girls lined up sloppily, Roswar glanced over at Subaru with one eye.
"I thought the command of the replica was shifting to Garfield?
"It could be a mastermind. I'm getting in to you. - There were more bills."
- It's an exchange after I left the cemetery and had an argument with Garfield.
Convinced Garfield to head over to the interrogation of Roswar with his legs intact, Subaru first transferred command of the replica from Garfield to himself among the crystals.
On top of that, he kept the crown replica out of Roswell's healing home and prepared it to go in when it was time for trouble.
Rem, who was the hostage of Garfield, has been left to Ryuse, his representative personality, to take him to the cathedral where the refugees and residents are collectively evacuated.
It's all assumed that Roswar was the perpetrator of this crime.
- Even though Garfield and Lamb were murdered by Roswar, naturally, it was an unexpected event for Subaru.
"So what are you going to do surrounding me?
"I was surprised you were so strong with your bare hands, but you're just passive with so many people. If it was anything like a bestialized garfield, it would have been tough even if there were a number..."
Roswar pierced Garfiel every ram because he didn't get a chance to win when he fought Garfiel head-on. Still, I'm pretty sure it's much stronger than Subaru - but
"Seal it off with a number of violence from twenty people. Stop hitting me, hold me down, and I'll have you talking about what you're still hiding."
"You know how important it is to keep the contract, under the conditions - I don't know."
"Unfortunately, in my case, he was tied on his own from the other side, and he's the type of person who's forced to be punished if he tries to break it. The fact that he's not here now means he's on the safe line!
In a cramped house, if we gather as many as twenty people, we're almost stuffed.
The expressionless reproductions of Rhus Mayer follow Subaru's call and fly to Rosewar with a pale face.
Roswar, who intercepts him, remains unarmed, naturally able to take him at the same time, but up to two.
Being manipulating the weather outside is a vendetta, and Roswar, unable to exercise his magic, can only be pushed away by a number of violence.
Subaru is a hard winner, but he is sure of the victory. But...
- Sure, a lot of people are passive.
――――
"It's a foolish decision to challenge a wizard in numbers."
A flame runs indoors into the sideburn, and the replica of Rhus Mayer, which was on the ray, is rooted down.
And the wall of flames, and all the little bodies that were in the path of a run, were burned in an instant from underfoot to the tip of their heads, and they were made to dust, and restored to mana.
That only seemed to Subaru's eyes that the red light and heat waves swept indoors for a moment.
"You can't use magic..."
"If you were manipulating the weather, yeah. Too bad - but there's no longer any reason for me to snow - eh? So I've been stopping my hand for a while now. I don't think it's too bad you didn't tell me."
"What the fuck?"
For a moment, Roswar, approaching while he lost sight of the words, was grabbing Subaru's throat. Where there is so much power in the thin arms, Rosewar waves a subaru that floats lightly and his feet off the ground, making them bulge,
"Huh."
From his back, he smashed through the other half of the window where the replica was half torn and went outside the building. The body of the thrown Subaru falls on the snow outside, rolls, hits the wall and stops.
The muddy snow went into his mouth and he shook his head and raised his face as he spit it out.
Relax, Roswar comes out of the house so he can take the remaining half of the replica. Due to the fact that no orders have been given, the replica is in trouble to make a decision.
But Subaru didn't even know what to say to those girls.
"I don't know if this is all you do, but you're not going to 'start over' yet. - No, or after what you've already done? Think about it, what happens to my perception if 'redo' happens is in the dark. This must have been a problem."
Coming right next to the crawling Subaru, Roswar is tilting his neck.
Looking up at its dogma, Subaru was in pain and breathlessness, spitting out the questions that had suddenly surfaced.
"Ro, wo... you, over and over again, say something about 'starting over'..."
"Yeah? Is that an important story? Let's hear. Let's hear it."
"I doubt you more. I can't believe you're acting on someone else's premise of 'redoing'.... you too, really"
Even by taking over memories, I wonder if there is.
In the cemetery, just as Echidna hiccups to the castle of his dreams do, isn't Roswar also taking over the memories of the world before, when Subaru 'went back to death'?
Otherwise, I'm not convinced of Roswar's desire for a floating 'redo'.
"Then that's fine. But then I'll be with you..."
Isn't cooperation possible?
I overlapped what Roswar's purpose was not to be tolerated.
I'm never going to forgive you for killing Ram and Garfield and hunting Emilia down. However, the situation is not blessed enough to be able to sever the power of Roswar as unnecessary and push it away with emotional theory. Rather, it is urgent.
If you eat poison - what an application, Subaru is prepared to take poison.
"- Apparently, that's not going to happen either."
Subaru's fine thread of hope, however, is turned down by Roswar's head swing.
And with his gaze away from Subaru laying down his eyes, Roswar pointed his raised finger to the end of his gaze,
"Gore."
A small flame rises and the forest burns in the direction where Roswar's face is pointed.
When Subaru blinked at the abrupt act of sabotage, there was a sound heard, mixed with the sound of the trees burning and being able to play.
- It sounded like a little, animal interrupter.
"- Mama,"
"I see. … this is how it ends"
Standing up to jump and paling his face, Subaru circles his gaze around him. While similarly repositioning himself on the spot, Roswar snarls his fingers sharply several times, and each time a roaring smell of flames and meat, a high chirping that makes his ears ache, runs through the 'sanctuary'.
And when the carcass of the burnt sole made a noise and fell in front of him, Subaru understood clearly.
"Oh Rabbit......!!
Big Raven, that's one of them.
They begin to twitch from the woods, whereas when Roswar hits the magic, they bake one at a time. Even if they come out together, that's Roswar's bait, too.
You have no better fighting power than Roswar in dealing with a lot of people. Fear caught Svalbard's heart and didn't let him go as he was witnessing it.
If you close your eyes, you'll bring back memories of your whole body eaten and torn by sharp teeth.
Fingers, body, guts, and a sense of loss of eaten and scattered experience is difficult to exhaust to the brush tongue.
Subaru heard his soul scream at the appearance of the warcraft that had done it.
"But it's only the fifth day...... more than half a day, I should have had time!
"Snow, right?"
"Snow -!?"
"It's magical enough to interfere with the weather. Naturally, mana full of atmosphere is also out of step. Not to mention the snow, which brings all of the 'sanctuaries' together in the cathedral. For the nearby Warcraft, it's too easy to understand."
To Roswar's conclusion of a sober reflection, Subaru said, "Well then…".
Following that theory, the most dangerous place in the 'sanctuary' attacked by the Great Raven is
"So, the cathedral! We need to hurry to the cathedral...!
"It's too late. By the time I showed up here with a small number of people, there was already a detachment that wasn't on the bait. - You can't stay any longer."
"But! There's...!
They took Rem.
Leave it to the crown, Rem was over there. The cathedral was home to more than a hundred inhabitants of the 'Sanctuary' and all the refugees from the village of Aram.
I don't even want to think about it.
"Roswar! It's a truce now! Anyway, I'm going to the cathedral! Recover the survivors and put them in a safe place anyway......"
Subaru stuffed to Roswar and grabbed the chest barn and yelled at him.
But Roswar gently held Svalbard's arm to grasp himself,
"Run? Where the hell? I have a bond. The inhabitants of the 'Sanctuary' cannot escape."
"Oh, that's..."
"I didn't have enough time, Subaru. Residents cannot cross the 'sanctuary' unless the 'trials' have been broken through. I mean, you don't get what you want."
Pushed aside, Subaru puts a buttcake on the snow.
Straw, it was hilarious to gather around Subaru where the replica of the crown fell and wait with a bare gesture waiting for instructions.
And Subaru realizes even later.
That until just now, Roswar, who had burned all the warcraft in his eyes from one end, has now completely stopped that hand.
"Ro, Roswar! If you can rest your hands... No way, Mana runs out..."
"No, no, that's not true, is it? My mana is kind of inexhaustible, so hey. Yeah, that's it. There's no end to it.... I'm exhausted because of my reason to live."
Twitching, creatures like white hairballs are starting to crawl out of the woods.
It's the same as body hair, leaving a small footprint in the white snow, but definitely getting closer.
"Ya, even if we can start over, in this way... we should talk more, properly before we do! You may think you can do it next time..."
"One, you seem to be mistaken - you know, Subaru"
"Ah?"
"I can't do it again, even if you start over. You started over. I can't be who I am now. I'm done here. - But I don't think so."
Shut up, Subaru is beaten to the word of Roswar.
That's what Roswell said about herself when she said it wasn't part of the redo. That means Roswar is just someone who knows the possibility that Subaru is' going back to death ', and dying here means the end of this consciousness of Roswar.
I'm accepting that, and yet I'm ordering Subaru to start over. When I got back, I knew I wasn't here.
That notion is too much,
"Not the way humans think... not..."
Unlike Subaru, where consciousness is continuous.
The unconsecutive Roswar of consciousness ends there if he dies.
Being aware of its end and accepting it as a matter of course is an anomaly.
"Sooner or later, it's time for you to catch up with me, Subaru."
"Rozu..."
"Look, Subaru. - It's important. There's only one thing that really, really matters to you. Scrape everything else off. Let go of everything else, just think about protecting one important thing."
――――
"That way..."
Roswar with his fingers up to speak.
On the wrist of that rosewar, the great raven that was just around the corner devoured it. The sound of blood splashing, Roswar's right arm biting off with his wrist, elbows on another jaw, shoulders, several fangs eating up on his torso at once, and flesh ripping off.
"Roswar oooooooo!!
- You can be like me.
The cloistering smile becomes invisible with a large, open body of ravioli.
A flock of white rabbits covered the entire body of the long rosewar in a frightening number. Overthrown, the raven devours the meat of the irresistible Roswar. Greed. Greed.
When blood is scattered, flesh is bounced, and white snow is dyed with the vermilion, and even the snow stained with the vermilion is spared, the vermilion sips it, and eats it up.
Subaru was just silent, watching Roswar cease to be Roswar.
I watched as the presence of Roswar was lost from the world and chewed.
- I was watching.