Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)

- What the hell am I seeing right now?

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Emilia crying out for Subaru's name as she raised her gold cuts.

Leaning on the sleeping table, the depressed Subaru's flesh has no power, and it has been a long time since his ravenous disappeared from his cup-opened eyes.

Naturally. There's no way I can live with my throat ripped open by a short-knife and that much blood.

A rare experience of overlooking one's corpse, one's death.

It's like being a ghost out of a dead body and being shown a post-mortem scene there.

And even if that feeling is mostly wrong, the key part is not wrong.

- What Svalbard is showing off is a rare post-mortem sight of Svalbard.

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The interior of the room, the rashes on the spot, and the appearance of yourself dying unnecessarily.

Together, Subaru realized what scene he was being shown now.

This is the result of Subaru's short-circuited actions when he first learned of the loss of Rem after crusading the Bishop of the Great Crimes, Petergius Romaneconti, and saving Emilia.

Subaru, glad to have dropped the white whale, repelled laziness and saved Emilia and the village of Aram, was knocked down to the bottom of Nara soon after, however, knowing the loss of Rem.

Shortly afterwards, in a separate residence in Kursh Karsten, King's Capital, which was reached by flying a dragon car, confronted by a sleeping lem, making sure that her consciousness was not here and that her memory was not left in anyone, Subaru knifed himself down the throat.

It was an episodic thing, not an act with some deep thoughts.

Just to deny the sight in front of you. To restore what was lost to this hand, he tried to redo the past with "Back to Death".

- But that misdemeanor act was inconclusive, and it was on the occasion of a reunion with a sleeping lem, just before the self-harming Subaru returned to his throat.

Update of "Back to Death" savepoint.

Ruthlessly visited. It took away the means to retrieve Rem from Subaru and knocked Subaru down again to the abyss of despair and disappointment.

Afterwards, I decided to be ready to get Rem back, and I have sworn to relapse, and now I have managed to stand -.

'I don't know, I don't.... such a sight, I don't know. I don't... you can't possibly know!

It's a sight I've never seen.

Naturally, because Subaru is already dead in this world.

Even Subaru, who has the means to lose his life and then return to the world, doesn't even know what happened to the world after he died. No, I can't grasp.

But still, I had never been aware of it before.

For Subaru, who has avoided a world in which he dies, comes back to the world, and gets stuck by walking another time, the dead world cannot carry over information other than 'what died for', it is only a crossing point.

Now that we have decided to make use of 'Return to Death' as a checkpoint to eventually reach the future we seek, it is only this moment that the world was only a passage of awareness for Subaru.

That disintegrates.

'Stop it. Stop it, stop it, stop it, stop it!

Unable to accept the sight in front of him, Subaru screams with a voice that does not speak.

But no voice is uttered from the throatless body, no face without eyes can be turned away, no earless head can be blocked, and the world engraves results in Subaru, where there is only consciousness.

- The punishment for Subaru's misdemeanour.

"Dear Emilia, this is -!"

There was someone who listened to crying Emilia and tragically stepped anew.

An old man - Wilhelm - who wraps his forged flesh in brand new butler clothes and shows a walk that doesn't leave him feeling the effects of his injuries.

Old bodies accidentally lose their words in front of the sight as they enter the room with slippery footsteps.

- Do you look so distracted, even if you are a swordman Wilhelm?

Subaru, who was looking at Wilhelm's face from the front, got such a misplaced feeling.

Not so long ago, Wilhelm's expression overlooking Subaru's corpse deviated from normal times and could not hide his agitation.

"What the hell... no, now... Lord Subaru!

But it's also for a moment that Wilhelm got confused.

He shook his head and instantly quenched the confusion of consciousness, rushing over to the collapsing Subaru. Emilia, seized by a powerless flesh, unaware of the rushing Wilhelm,

"Subaru... Subaru... lying, not... together, I said..."

"Dear Emilia, I'm sorry -!"

Wilhelm pushes Emilia, who impeaches Subaru's betrayal like a curse, out of front of the corpse. Emilia, who loses the power to support her body, falls on the floor, but Wilhelm returns to Subaru his consciousness, directed only at Emilia for a moment, to the resuscitation of Subaru, wet by bitter blood.

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With a rugged face, Wilhelm covers Subaru's throat with fabric when he takes off his jacket and does not hesitate to pull out a piercing knife. For a moment, the gushing blood stains Wilhelm's vicious phase on the spot, but Wilhelm blocks the wound without even blinking.

Stop the blood, slap Subaru's chest, whose heartbeat is stopping, from the top, and let him live,

"Ferris! Felix! Come on!! It's a fire! Hurry!!

Raising his anger outside the room, Wilhelm continues his resuscitation as he holds on to Subaru's wounds. But the amount of blood spilled is too much. It was clear to everyone's eyes that his hands, feet and face had also lost their blood and that the soul named Natsuki Subaru was not already in the place.

Still, Wilhelm doesn't try to quit his resuscitation hand.

"Grandpa Ville, what are you doing out loud... ugh"

"Felix, hurry! He's poking his throat with a blade! We're gonna fight for a moment!

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Ferris, who has been called and runs, immediately nods to Wilhelm's instructions and puts the blue waves in his palm, sending healing magic into Subaru's body, which falls.

Subaru watched as he looked down at himself, who had become a soul's loose shell, as unprecedented seriousness dwelt on the side of Ferris, who did not break his floating attitude from time to time.

'No more, don't... it's no use. It's no use. He can't help anymore...'

Whatever you do, it's no use.

There is no such thing as a memory of Subaru being saved since he tried to harm himself.

Natsuki Subaru stabbed his throat with a short knife in an attempt to deny reality, leaving an indelible wound in a large number of hearts and disappearing without even remembering anything about it.

That's the truth. That is the end of these two devotions that cannot be reached.

"I can't let it pass! Never, never let it pass! If losing a benefactor in this way means I can't live in shame......!

"Why are you imitating this stupid when you're like this... ugh"

Wilhelm, who holds down the wound, shouts obsession and exercises the gentlest magic in the world while Ferris throws up in frustration.

To that scene, to the ripples of the two emotions, Subaru's mind continues to be struck by shock.

But those two hard work too...

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"Felix! Why! Why, stop the treatment! Not like this..."

"It's over, Grandpa Ville. - No more souls, no more."

Pushing the stuffed Wilhelm with his palm, Ferris wipes the wound with a handkerchief out of his nostrils, removing the jacket that the sword ghost was holding on to. The scar was blocked beautifully and I didn't think I was fatally injured, I had recovered my surviving Subaru a few minutes ago.

It's just that there's a lot of blood that's spilled out and a soul that's fallen out.

Wiping the wound, looking down at Subaru floating the blue-white Dead Phase, Wilhelm shook his neck to the side,

"Why... why! Why is this so easy... Lord Subaru, are you...!

A floor that can tap your fist makes a hard noise and blows it up.

Blood mixes in the fragments of the cracked floor because the fists of the beaten Wilhelm also cracked together. Wilhelm, dripping blood from his fist, had mindlessly chewed off his lips.

Ferris is also looking down at Subaru with an incapable face, with Wilhelm in the front exposing his passion. As he drooped his own beast ears, he stared at Subaru's Dead Minister, who was not at peace,

"... of the weak, hipster. My dear man, Mi-na, I'm not leaving you.... it's hard, it's painful, it's all, push it on everyone... So, satisfied?

It's harsh when it comes to irony, and too merciful when it comes to impeachment.

The emotional complexity hidden in Ferris' voice does not now reach understanding in Subaru's consciousness, which has frozen his thoughts.

However, I could clearly tell from Wilhelm's and Ferris' attitudes.

- Subaru slapped the irrevocable act against both of us.

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Completely, my thoughts have stopped.

What am I being shown now?

I know. I don't know what they showed me, just like that.

I'm being shown my sins.

"- Master Emilia?

To the lid, Wilhelm, who was looking down, called his name.

There was a surprising mix of tones in the voice, probably because Emilia's sobbing voice was interrupted and her body, which was lying flattened, had even stopped trembling.

I perceive the change, and a painful emotion runs in Wilhelm's expression. Now he has also just tasted the sense of loss again, considering how shocked Emilia, even more familiar than herself, was, but with the look of the late.

Once the old man closes his eyes hard before rising.

And as he walked over to Emilia's side, which remained fallen, he reached out to wake up its body.

"I apologize for earlier, Master Emilia. But as it is, it also hinders your body. Please, love yourself..."

"- I told you."

"Dear Emilia?

"You said you liked me..."

Holding her knees as she lays down, Emilia cries in a small circle.

There is no place in this room where you can scold that you look like a child. Wilhelm frowns to endure the pain, and turns away when even Ferris can't watch Emilia get hurt.

And -,

"Huh?"

Suddenly, Ferris opened his eyes and mouth and leaked the missing voice between them.

As the voice invites me, Wilhelm also follows Ferris' gaze, stunned.

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- In front of the two of us, Subaru, who should have completely decayed, was waking up his body.

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Subaru, just consciousness, is also stunned by the sight beyond that understanding.

Rising flesh, his hands and feet stretched out in an unwieldy motion like a Zenmai set doll, his eyes slowly opened with only his neck tilted ninety degrees.

An unfocused eye, an eye that had lost its light, glanced through the room.

"Pretend..."

"Impossible! The flesh was definitely dead! Resurrection, failed!

Wilhelm tries to call Ferris to his faint hopes, and along the way Ferris screams his views by guessing his will.

Hearing it, Wilhelm also decides immediately what he does.

Namely -,

"Lord Subaru, I'm sorry -!"

There is no shade in the sword ghost's skill even if he is not wearing a sword.

Wilhelm picks it up in a bending motion of his jacket, which had been stripped off to the floor, and he ejects like a spear in a movement all over his body while twisting it damp with Subaru's blood.

Get on speed, add the weight of blood, and wear air while twisting the tip. That's a cloth spear. It is a technique that should also be called the Cloth Art, which puts preemption into the rising Subaru.

Aim not wrong, the tip of the jacket wears the face of Subaru so that it is sucked in -,

"-No."

Shadow Falls gushing from underfoot drinks up the cloth and wipes out Wilhelm's breakthrough.

With that in sight with no preliminary motion, Wilhelm pulled his arm loosely - but the damage was inevitable. Three fingers of the right hand, each cloth is taken root of the first joint.

jumping away, dripping blood. Wilhelm pounded his tongue, distancing himself from the standing Subaru,

"Felix! Take Master Emilia and leave immediately! I'll stop here!

"Not a single sword... only a dagger can hold it together!

Move to the corner of the room as you roll, releasing the dagger Ferris had on his hips to Wilhelm. Wilhelm, who received it with his left hand and pulled it out of his sheath with a wrist rotation, murmured, "Short prey feels different.

"Take off the mansion and instruct Master Krush - no, you couldn't do it now. Felix, it's up to you. Pull the Knights."

"Isn't Grandpa Ville alone, a tight vibe?

"The equivalent of a white whale, or... what did Lord Subaru keep within"

Weigh the opponent's battle power and breathe as Wilhelm sweats.

In front of a sword ghost who exposed his vigilance, Subaru kept his arms sluggishly down, letting his gaze wander, fluttering his upper body to the left and right, where he saw nothing.

No reason. Perhaps consciousness is sparse.

Are you saying that while the problem is in that state, there is a sense of self-defense?

Wilhelm continues to stare at Subaru, who has been transformed into an inexplicable being.

On the other hand, it is Subaru's consciousness that is caught in a storm of question marks, overlooking its appearance.

Until earlier, the wind is clearly changing direction.

Shown as sin, the heart-breaking Subaru is showcased on top of it an even more unknown post-mortem world.

What the hell is this sight?

Are you saying it really happened? If not, what's the point of this sight? How can my consciousness be in this place right now?

I don't know anything. I don't know everything...

"Felix! Dear Emilia -!"

"I said I know! Dear Emilia, over here......!?

Ferris responds to Wilhelm who makes him hurry, causing Emilia rampantly to fall as he crosses the room. Shortly after, however, a violent earthquake ran through Ferris' expression.

The reason for this is:

- How dare you make Leah cry?

A small shadow descends into the center of the room while creating a white atmosphere.

Gray body hair, tail as long as body length, as big as riding a palm, while the pressure emitted is enough to mistake it for contact with a fierce beast to look up.

Haven't seen you in a long time, little big spirits floating in the center of the room, looking down at Subaru. There was an elusive peril in that expression, and there was hatred in the whined words.

"You deserve to die, including the brutality of the owner of that body - you witch"

Cold killing spreads through the narrow indoors, stiffening his expression when he sees a pack of white-explained Wilhelms turning his killing intentions into ice cuttings.

"Spirit...... Master Emilia, no way"

"Leah is unconscious right now. Under the contract, I move at my discretion. I won't tolerate witches. Leah protects. - I made Leah cry, and the man won't forgive me."

"Now! If we fight here, there will be damage..."

"My vows were broken, and my Leah froze my heart. - It's over."

Without hearing Wilhelm's appeal, Pack's cold willingness to kill increases that probability.

The white atmosphere fills the room, it begins to freeze, everything begins to die. Subaru singles out the intent to kill that pack in a world where even exhalation can freeze.

That Subaru brought his neck and saw the puck for the first time.

My eyes, which show nothing, stare at a pack that floats through the universe, and my eyelids move on my lid.

And

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Shh.

Subaru's body crooked his cheek and looked at the pack.

With an evil, distorted, pulled distorted, mocking look.

"- Stop."

Looking that far, Subaru's consciousness calls for a halt to the decisive breakdown before.

But it doesn't arrive.

A pack that holds up a small hand and shakes it down creates a small glacier indoors, with absolute zero degrees trying to drink up Subaru's body. It is filled with screaming, screaming, freezing, cracking and crushing sounds chained together, with a white end in front of Subaru filled with black despair and mixing, as the gushing shadows strike back directly from the bottom, the runoff of Mana raging wildly through the narrow room, involving even Wilhelm and Ferris, who were in the vortex.

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Plump, the color of the world was lost so that the power went off.

"- Bu"

Subaru's consciousness brought awakening to the pain of his face being slapped to the ground.

Beating his jaw on the damp floor, Subaru shook his head with tears in sharp pain.

and instantly raise your face and quickly turn your gaze around. - There is no abnormality.

"Me, of the graveyard, inside..."

The smell of cold air, dark space and wet floors is undoubtedly in the graveyard.

Make sure that, then Subaru opens and closes his hands, making sure that his hands and feet are not uncomfortable. Rough breathing also gradually begins to calm down, forcing him back to calm by emptying the contents of his lungs deeply.

But I couldn't just get rid of the feeling of my guts trembling from my backbone.

"Daydreaming...... how convenient. But that..."

What the hell was that?

Svalbard, who was shown an unintended sight, looks back at what situation he was in now.

First of all, without a doubt, the sight ahead is' Sights after Subaru's death '.

Emilia's scream at the sight of Subaru's death and the unreachable devotion of Wilhelm and Ferris - and the last nightmarish bump of power.

The scars engraved in Subaru's heart by the first half and the suspicions created in Subaru's mind by the second half had pounded incomprehensible and uncontrollable into his soul.

"Ugh, bu-"

At the moment he remembered, Subaru had broken his back to the pain of being able to squeeze his guts up, punching the contents of his stomach on the floor.

That being said, I haven't even put dinner in my stomach properly. The only thing that came out was a little moisture from the tea I drank an hour ago, and only yellow-looking stomach fluids.

Repeating the bare gesture of exasperating it causes the stomach to contract and pretend to have answered the demands of the flesh.

As he thus repeated his vomiting over and over again, Subaru realized that he had an idea of the mutation of the situation in which he was placed and the cause of it.

If you are not invited to the castle of Echidona's dreams in the cemetery, there is only one place you will be called in unconscious.

"No way, 'trials'...... not the past, but the second......!?

Possibility that a second 'trial' has begun, separate from the first 'trial' oriented to the past.

Realizing that, Subaru is stunned.

Indeed, for Subaru, it was already a few days ago that we survived the first 'trial'. but it is a story limited to the soul, that in the flesh it is only an event a few hours ago in this world. In other words, the conditions for moving on to the next phase of the original 'trial' should not be met.

And yet, if the 'trials' have begun, all I can say is that it is irregular. Above all, in Echidna's story,

"He said it wasn't a hard 'trial' to face with the past..."

- Assuming that the sight that Subaru saw earlier was part of the 'trials', it was felt to be the worst development, even though it merely glanced at its superficial layers.

That sight, for Subaru, is beyond hell.

If hell, Subaru has seen it many times. I was aware of that.

And if it was to grasp the best future, I was prepared to see that hell again and again.

- But further down in hell, ready to know the world below hell, etc.

"Look now, Arube."

"- Nah!?

Someone's whispers abruptly plundered Subaru's ears, who was wondering whether to pull or stay, before the terrible experience.

As soon as I was surprised at that and stretched my body - the loss of consciousness comes to the flesh.

Arm on, fall from shoulder to floor again without being able to support you.

I raise my face diligently trying to remain conscious, but my eyelids and neck are drawn to the bottom of the Narrow at once without being able to defy its invisible force.

- "Trials," but its bottom of hell, welcomes Subaru again.

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When he opened his lid, Subaru ran into the scene where he was dead in the meadow with his neck ripped open by Julius' blade - and he was to be made aware of his sins again.